As has been mentioned/discussed in comments we here are not allowed to ‘really’ have any appreciation of or understanding about ‘trauma’.

We are managed and orientated to conceptually distance ourselves from and to ignore trauma.

Even the word ‘trauma’ is ‘pathetic’ because not only is this term in ‘terms’ of what is is ACTUALLY describing kept extremely vague it is pretty much impossible to even appreciate that we should have many, MANY sub categories of trauma terms as well as whole dissertations and entire therapies helping people to orientate towards, engage with it and to ‘release’ different types of trauma from ourselves.

Rather than do what I just described above, we here actually ‘unknowingly’ collect and accumulate trauma relating to all sort of circumstances we have each lived through within our ENTIRE PAST not just the easily conceived of single human life BUT many ‘incarnations’ going back 1000’s of years (for a logical and reasoned page pointing out many of the anomalous experiences that are ‘evidence’ of ourselves having ‘incarnations’ as well as evidence that we are subtle beings interfaced to a physical human body then this page here would be a good start).

We are each steadily accumulating trauma as well as associated emotional, psychological, mental and or other ‘hurts and sores’ related to past; people, events, circumstances as well as or our own decisions and choices as well as those that relate to our own regrets and reactions to our past decisions and or behaviours as well as the past memories of all of these to.

Every unresolved past trauma, hurt and ‘sore’ and combination of these acts as a hidden unconscious definer/trigger that directly (in most cases subliminally and or sub-consciously) impacts your current self as in your behaviours, responses, reactions and decisions. Essentially the more hidden, unresolved trauma, ‘sores and hurts’ you have the easier it is by hidden means to manage and manipulate you, including managing the decisions you make, the quality of your interactions with others . . . and so on . . .

Re-Orientating TOWARDS TRAUMA, Psychological Sores & Hurts, Resonance Triggers SHIT

Basically our simulation software is making a massive effort to have people accumulate trauma, sores and hurts (resonance triggers) and so these areas have a high priority in terms of keeping them obscured because trauma and all of our sores and hurts of all types are basically the reason why the simulation we are in was put together in the first place. As such there are many strategies and software components orientating you / everyone away from even ‘exploring’ trauma never mind making it as difficult as possible to deal with any trauma, resonance triggers and or anything similar.

So, this exercise/focus targets these areas . . .

INSTRUCTIONS . . . again, the main/first focus is not too bad in length BUT, the second is a SUPER MONSTER, however, it’s worth making an effort to do the second after the first. In a general sense ‘try’ and do the two together have a rest for 2/3 days then do it again . . . and or then when nudged . . . .

Please read ALL of the open:

‘Copyright Statement – READ THIS ‘NOW’ ‘accordion’ below . . .

AND, do this before working with any ‘simulation’ experience targeting exercise: because you are ‘bound’ by certain conditions and given certain warnings with respect to this page and these exercises . . . ‘IF’ you have ALREADY read these warnings etc on another exercise page then CLICK on the accordion TAB immediately below to close it as this will save you having to scroll down the page to reach and work with the ‘exercise’!!!

  • The Simulation Software ‘Obviously’ WON’T LIKE People Accessing What Contributes to Themselves

    Simulation software relies on keeping people disengaged from everything of themselves that is ‘worrying’ from the simulation projects: objectives, ‘consensus’ reality and the ‘generic humans’ range of experiences point of view. The software basically keeps you locked into a bubble of ‘normal’ human functioning and a managed ‘consensus’ reality view point AND more importantly it relies on stopping you from even becoming aware of any ‘out of bounds’ possibilities as in ‘extra’ enhancements and or abilities (or what these experiences imply). It relies on this ‘awareness and investigation’ disengagement tactic to severely suppresses you from even becoming aware of never mind of THINKING about trying to access never mind of allowing you to actually ‘understanding’ you are defined by software and a script of data. 

    So, in ‘playing’ with this and other ‘exercises’ here then the software will likely tag you as ‘dangerous’ and you can expect it’ll try and find ways to distract you, make this web site and your experiences gained here fade away from your memory faster that usual while keeping you busy and occupied elsewhere . . . and so on . . . this is just it’s standard operating protocol (SOP) for worrying people. I’ve personally been giving it ‘THE BIG FINGER’ for over a decade now!!!

    To make it very clear . . . despite that the worst anyone has experienced pushing against the simulation in these ways is some temporary ‘weird’ experiences that have faded out after a few minutes or hours . . .

    You use/work with the below . .

    Entirely at your own risk

    ‘IF’ you do decide to ‘go for it’ then work with the below when you have some hours to spare, so if anything ‘extra’ weird and or disturbing happens you have some time to recover / wait for it to fade out (before you have to do things like ‘drive’).


    So, if you want to explore these areas then work with the ‘statement of intent’ presented below, BUT first you read the following . . . .

    COPYRIGHT: The below is all Copyright, all rights reserved Clive S Hetherington 2015 and on. The exercises’, the ‘focuses’ the statements of intent (SOI) STAY on this site and you don’t copy what is below to present on another site, I have made my copyright very clear that I don’t want ENTIRE sections taken from this site and presented somewhere else. I don’t mind a paragraph or two as an ‘opener’ BUT no more than 20% (this is stated and has been stated for years in my Legal page (the link is in the very top menu way above)). This is specifically the case for this page BECAUSE I’m wanting COMMENTS of feedback from people working with this page to help myself and in fact everyone interested in what I’m presenting here to IMPROVE our understandings of WTF is going on!!!!


    INSTRUCTIONS: As you read the ‘statements of intent’ then you state ‘with intention’ what you read internally with a directed will of ‘I WANT THIS / This is what I WANT!!!’ while simultaneously keeping your inner awareness / senses alert and ‘still’ to give yourself the best chance of becoming aware of anything that the focus reveals / gives you direct access too.

    This ‘does’ take practice, I ‘started’ to spend time trying to become aware of my internal states and inner perceptions three and a half decades ago.

    • Version 1.00 / 1.50 / 1.60 / 1.90 / 2.00 / 2.20 / 2.50 / 3.00 / 3.10 / 3.30 / 4.00

    I connect now to absolutely anything that is in the slightest preventing and or making it difficult for myself to orientate towards, engage with, open up, access, release and or openly flow out of myself absolutely ANYTHING related to absolutely any trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts and or resonance triggers and or absolutely anything else that’s equivalent including absolutely ANYTHING encoded as identical, matching, paired and or anything cross referenced and or indexed to ANY resonances and or resonance triggers and or anything similar and PARTICULARLY ANYTHING of ANY OF THIS that are by any means being kept hidden and or obscured . . . and I connect NOW to absolutely anything that is in the slightest, directly or indirectly contributing in absolutely anyway to make it in the slightest difficult for myself to sense, feel, appreciate, have an innate natural understanding of and or think about, identify, categorise and or deeply understand in detail as well as to orientate towards, naturally, easily and automatically allow myself to engage with, feel out and or flow through, move through and or feel, sense, open to and or then release myself from absolutely any trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts and or any resonance triggers and or absolutely anything else that’s equivalent that is within myself and or otherwise used to impact absolutely ANYTHING of myself . . .

    (the next paragraph is optional / is to target specific body blocks, pains, discomforts, abscesses etc . . . )
    AND . . . I particularly connect to absolutely everything that is directly or indirectly contributing in the SLIGHTEST to what I feel in my body HERE ‘XXXX’, . . . AND I connect to absolutely every single lock, block, seal and or containment and or ANYTHING similar and particularly anything doing the same by using a different approach and or any combination of approaches that are contributing to ‘whatever’ it is that I can feel HERE ‘XXXX’ . . .

     . . . I fully and absolutely connect NOW to absolutely anything that has or that EVER COULD contribute to defining, predefining, coordinating, strategizing, analysing, orchestrating, predicting, anticipating, mapping out and or that ever, EVER directly or indirectly contributed to alter, manipulate, pervert, subvert, invert, re-orientate and or contain, block or lock absolutely ANY trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts, and or resonance triggers and or absolutely anything else equivalent to or related to the same and or absolutely ANYTHING ELSE and or ANYTHING of myself, my behaviours, attitudes, depth of feeling, awareness and PARTICULARLY absolutely ANY inherent natural responsiveness to ‘feeling’, becoming aware of, engaging with and or freely releasing absolutely ANYTHING directly or indirectly related to trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts and or any resonance triggers and or absolutely anything else equivalent to or related to the same AND OR ANYTHING that over any short or long time scale EVER contributed to re orientating, translating, substituting, sabotaging, subverting, perverting and or inverting absolutely anything of myself and PARTICULARLY my inherent natural abilities with respect to my awareness, approach, attitude, behaviour, response, choice, decision and or process and or absolutely any abilities and or attributes ‘inherent’ to myself that in the past would have had me becoming aware of trauma et al, feel this, orientate to then naturally facilitate myself to engage with and to open to and COMPLETELY release absolutely any trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts and or resonance triggers and or absolutely anything else equivalent to or related to the same and PARTICULARLY absolutely ANYTHING that in the past was or would have been an inherent part of my normal subtle body attributes, properties, functioning and or sub conscious or automatic responsiveness, expressiveness, choices, attitudes and or behaviours and or absolutely ANY inherent and or built in as natural attributes, attitudes, expressions and or behaviours naturally attributed to how normal subtle beings naturally and or ORIGINALLY OR NORMALLY functioned and particularly in the distant past . . .

    . . . I fully and absolutely connect NOW to all software and or influencing components and or AI combinations and to each item of data and or ‘code’ and or tags and or body matrix, sub-matrix, body models, templates, parameters, schematics, governors and all tables of dependencies, anchors, conditions, schedules and or logic or decision trees associated with the application of absolutely ANYTHING of ANY OF THIS and or absolutely ANYTHING ELSE . . . AND to all copies, all backups, all hidden, shadow and or alternates or replacements of absolutely anything of ANYTHING OF ANY of this . . . AND to absolutely to null, inert and or inactive and or absolutely any other ‘novel’ and or undetected components and or absolutely all fractionated, dispersed, bit’s and or all combinations of absolutely ANYTHING and PARTICULARLY ANYTHING that by any means is directly or indirectly camouflaging, containing, fractionating, tangling, inter weaving and or otherwise sabotaging me, keeping me occupied, pre-occupied, distracted, diverted, disengaged, uninterested, stressed, anxious, unaware, unfeeling, unresponsive and or busy . . . AND particularly to PREVENT ME from being able to become aware of, feel and or gently, fluidly and or naturally; settle, relax and or calmly centre myself, orientate to and then EASILY enter into absolutely any aspect or integrated combination of aspects of myself, my inner states, inner body states, functions, flows and structures as well as to feel, engage with and to then release all blockages, containments, seals, blocks, locks and or combination locks and or ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING ELSE that has an similar or equivalent function or outcome such that I can EASILY, FULLY ACCESS and EASILY release absolutely any and ALL trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts and or resonance triggers and or absolutely anything else equivalent to or related to the same . . . no matter how well hidden and or how obscured and or inaccessible anything of ANY OF THIS actually is . . .

    . . . I fully and absolutely connect NOW to all software and or influencing components and or all AI combinations that will EVER directly or indirectly, contributed to absolutely any reaction and or response to what I am doing here . . . AND I particularly connect to absolutely anything that ever has, will now or ever could respond and or be involved in absolutely ANY response to having absolutely any of my trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts and or resonance triggers and or absolutely anything else that is equivalent being released, removed and or cleared from myself and I particularly connect to absolutely anything that will or may contributed and or be involved in trying to restore, substitute, replace, fill in, mirror these and by absolutely any other means try and maintain or increase any pre-defined level of state of trauma, any psychological, emotional, mental and or ‘other’ sores and or hurts and or resonance triggers or the equivalent of these . . .

  • (try and repeat 2 times)

    I fully and absolutely re-connect to absolutely ‘everything’, to absolutely all components and data that I’ve already connected to in the last few weeks while doing any focus . . . I reconnect to absolutely everything I already connected to now . . . and NOW I engage with absolutely all combinations of script, software & all the origins of all types of stored data and or pre-defined logic and or decision trees that directly or indirectly ever contributed in the slightest to:analysing, evaluating, selecting and or scheduling absolutely anything being added into myself, into my own ‘make up’ of absolutely anything that ever originated from the ‘make up’ of absolutely any of my human or subtle parents, grandparents or absolutely any of my ‘ancestors’ and or soul twins and or because of absolutely any ‘missing people’ . . . and I connect to absolutely everything that is contributing in the slightest to analysing, selecting, feeding in and or otherwise INFLUENCING absolutely anything of myself that originally originated from absolutely anyone else and or that is using anyone and or using any symbolic, archaic and or quasi logical or illogical connection to anyone or anything as an excuse to add in, feed in and or otherwise influence and or debilitate me from ANY PERSON, any pool or group of people and or any’thing’ from absolutely ANY object, external and or environmental source . . .

    I also connect now to absolutely everything that ever directly or indirectly, contributed in the slightest to psychologically put me off or to PREVENT me from orientating towards, feeling into and or directly engaging with trauma, hurts, emotional sores and or any combinations of resonance triggers or any other horrible shit of absolutely any type . . . I connect now to absolutely everything that ever directly or indirectly, contributed in the slightest to repel myself, make me averse to and or psychologically, consciously or unconsciously and or conceptually; uninterested, disinterested, cannot be bothered, re-directed, diverted, distracted, busy, blanked out, occupied and or pre-occupied and or have me wanting to avoid and or not feel comfortable about investigating and or orientating towards, feeling into and or directly engaging with trauma and or absolutely any physical, subtle, emotional, mental and or psychological sores or hurts and or any combinations of resonance triggers or any other horrible shit of absolutely any type or origin . . . I connect now to absolutely everything that ever directly or indirectly, contributed in the slightest to make orientating towards, feeling into and or directly engaging with absolutely any trauma and or absolutely anything similar or equivalent as difficult and or traumatic and or as painful and or difficult to myself PERSONALLY as possible and or ANYTHING which influences me afterwards, AFTER I do this to distance me from and orientate me away from even thinking about engaging with absolutely any more of my still blocked / locked / still trapped trauma and or TRT’s and or anything else that is equivalent or similar . . .

  • (text between () are INSTRUCTIONS / BEST GUIDELINES)

    I absolutely connect NOW to EVERY SINGLE TRACKED & RECORDED SIM COMPONENT that has been identified as the closest in originating ‘origin’ terms to the core ‘command and control, absolutely holding to and protecting the simulations over-riding objectives’ nexus of orchestrating, directing, protecting and or distributing components & associated strategic AI’s / Intelligences AND those contributing to core decisions, strategies and generation of new delivery components . . . AND . . .

    (possibly best to go into a ‘feely / extended awareness of beyond the edge’ components ‘mode’ for the next paragraph!!!)
    (for the parts between >> and << maybe at times repeat twice, or three times or more!!!)

    XXX – I now connect to absolutely all chains, strings, layers and or nested or recursive combinations of core orchestrating, strategising, directing, protecting components AND ASSOCIATED AI’s / Intelligences and ALL OTHER ‘protect the core from discovery’ components that directly or indirectly contributed to the existence of absolutely ANY of these ‘end point’ tracked components . . . I ABSOLUTELY connect to absolutely ALL OF THESE COMPONENTS NOW . . . AND I connect NOW to absolutely all components that directly or indirectly made or will make decisions based directly or indirectly on data obtained from running an AI version of myself and particularly any components that attempted to predict myself doing this focus and or that contributed in the slightest to define strategies, component type and or the delivery routes of absolutely anything contributing to sabotage and or make what I am doing now in the slightest problematic, and particularly my efforts to try and detect, find, identify and or neutralise absolutely ANY defence, security, protection and or maintain the simulations agendas inner core, inner circle components and or distributed combinations of components and particularly absolutely ANY larger scale, forward planning, damage limiting, central command orchestrating and or directing ‘INNER CORE’ components and or international, national, regional and or local ‘distributing, backup and or alternate delivery pathways or channels and or re-purposing’ and or data distributing centres and or ‘HUBS’ and or networking systems of absolutely any type or form that are important and contributing to the core aims and ultimate objectives of the simulation . . . AND I even more particularly connect to absolutely ANYTHING that ever directly or indirectly in the slightest contributed to monitoring, analysing, evaluating and or strategising because of absolutely ANYTHING I AM DOING NOW and or WILL LIKELY BE PREDICTED AS DOING IN THE FUTURE. . .: >> AND, I particularly connect to absolutely ANYTHING that ever directly or indirectly contributed to defining, creating and or distributing absolutely anything / any series of components << and PARTICULARLY any that ever directly or indirectly contributed to locking, maintaining and or increasing absolutely anyone’s containments, limitations, debilitations, trauma and or any extremes . . . and PARTICULARLY MY OWN . . .

    (do the below NOW, AND keep it in MIND to do AFTER ‘ANY’ paragraph below – HOW COULD I FORGET THIS ON THIS PAGE?)

    ### . . . and PARTICULARLY because of what I have been doing in the last few moments, in the last few minutes, in the last few hours, in the last few days and weeks AND also NOW and I also connect NOW to absolutely ‘EVERYTHING’ that already has or that COULD, EVER directly or indirectly contribute to predicting, pre-defining and or strategically delivering absolutely ‘anything’ that will contribute to myself / my experience / ANY significant other or others experience / our interaction experiences in the next few moments, in the next hour, in the next day and in the next week . . . ###

    (repeat the above 2 paragraphs until the sim explodes . . . haha)

    I connect now to absolutely EVERY SINGLE SIM COMPONENT and or any combination of larger scale, forward planning, damage limiting orchestrating and or directing core components and or that are directly or indirectly committed to and or are dedicated to continuing to maintain and or ‘lock’ absolutely ANYONE’s trauma and or levels of life ‘shit’ and or absolutely ANY chains, strings, layers and or nested and or recursive combinations of components that support, defend, protect and or maintain absolutely ANY any combination of the larger scale, forward planning simulation agenda & objective maintaining and locking orchestrating ‘core’ components . . . AND . . . particularly absolutely any core component that define, design, manufacture yet another sim agenda and ‘shit’ protecting and or maintaining delivery and or distribution system and or absolutely any obscuring, deflecting, misdirecting ‘keep the hackers occupied’ systems . . .

    . . . I particularly connect to absolutely any component that design, initiate, manifest, generate, activate and or keep hidden and or any that contribute in the slightest to defining the timing of, the coordination of and or the objectives of and or absolutely any individual front line components ‘plan of action and role of’ and or which contribute to doing this for absolutely any component or combination of components that are in RESERVE or that stand BEHIND THESE COMPONENTS and or that were in the past pre-hidden or hidden and or encoded to activate under specific conditions and or to avoid detection and or ANY OTHER strategies designed to support and or maintain the core simulation agendas by absolutely any novel, irregular and or alternate or difficult to detect or understand means . . . and I PARTICULARLY connect to absolutely ANY components that are directly or indirectly committed to and or cannot deviate from contributing to defining, initiating, maintaining and or supporting the agenda of the sim and or ANY that will do WHATEVER IT TAKES to keep it all running without interruptions and or as smoothly as possible and or that will react or respond to what I am doing now . . .

    (repeat the above paragraph a few times)

    x . . . and I PARTICULARLY absolutely CONNECT to absolutely ANY components that directly or indirectly contributed to the existence of absolutely any component or combination of components that have ever contributed in the slightest to absolutely ANYTHING directly or indirectly impacting myself because of what I am doing here and or PARTICULARLY absolutely anything making sure that I don’t or cannot detect, find and or connect to and or disable, disrupt or destroy absolutely ANY component or combination of components and PARTICULARLY absolutely any larger scale, forward planning, damage limiting orchestrating and or directing core ‘maintain the sim objectives’ components AND particularly ANY that are important to and or integral to maintaining and or protecting and or keeping ISOLATED and or out of harms way absolutely ANY component or combination of components that already has and or that COULD IN THE FUTURE contribute to attempting to absolutely maintain absolutely any components that are important to the orchestrating and or directing core ultra important ‘maintain’ the objectives of the simulation components . . .

    xx. . . AND particularly . . . in the last few moments, in the last few minutes, in the last few hours, in the last few days AND also NOW and also because of what I am in the process of doing NOW . . . and . . . I also absolutely connect NOW to absolutely anything and everything that already has or that COULD, EVER directly or indirectly contribute to personal, group and or system wide coordinated, analysis and or outcome predictions and or anything pre-defining and or executing coordinated personal, group and or system wide strategies, methods and or obscured, convoluted, ultra ‘SECURE’ routes of coordinated, staggered, timed deliveries, pick-ups or pass on’s of absolutely ‘anything’ by any means and PARTICULARLY to protect and or maintain the simulations personal, group and or system wide core agendas and objectives and I PARTICULARLY connect to absolutely ANYTHING that will directly or indirectly contribute to myself, my experience and or the experiences of others VIA me, in the next few moments, in the next hour, in the next week and in the next month . . . and I connect NOW to absolutely anything and EVERYTHING that ever directly or indirectly contributed to the conception of, the existence of, the attributes of and or the individual and or coordinated agenda, objectives and or aims of absolutely ANY of the components that I’ve ALREADY just connected to NOW . . .

    (maybe repeat the above paragraph a few times until the sim explodes again)

    . . . and I NOW connect to absolutely all components that directly or indirectly contributed in the slightest to absolutely anything of the above that was blanked off or screened out and or negated while I was reading and or absolutely anything that by any means sabotaged myself and or by any means to reduced or negated and or absorbed and or deflected my focus and or eroded my effectiveness and anything by absolutely any means that is contributing by any normal or novel means to ‘divert, distract, contain or limit’ absolutely ANY of my efforts, in absolutely ANY MOMENT and by absolutely ANY means and particularly to sabotage and or otherwise prevent me from engaging with and or identifying absolutely ANY core orchestrating, directing, protecting and or distributing components and or ANYTHING else contributing to protect and or maintain the simulations core agendas and objectives . . . and I now connect to absolutely EVERYTHING that contributed in the slightest to make my efforts in doing this focus in the slightest less than optimal or effective . . .

    I ‘now’ reconnect to absolutely everything I’ve connected to in the last hour and to everything that any of this could connect to, monitor, interface to and or exchange data, information and or signals with and particularly all strings, chains, nested or recursive combinations of absolutely any combination of any type of components . . .

    (then repeat the ‘x/xx’ paragraphs above . . . )

AND . . . of course if you DO experience ANYTHING while using the above then you give us a comprehensive description as a comment below . . .

  • War footing, give the sim the ‘finger’ focus – haha

    For soul-healer.com site accessing, reading distraction effects and so on then use the following (read / carry out 2/3 repetitions of what is below)  . . .

    “I fully and absolutely, completely connect NOW to absolutely ALL combinations of data, script and or sim components that are directly or indirectly in the slightest contributing to or are responsible for myself having absolutely any problems, distractions, diversions, blocks, sabotages and or absolutely any other type of ‘put off’s’ to finding, coming to, accessing, easily reading and or understanding absolutely any page on this site and or which is contributing to or responsible for causing me to have absolutely ANY difficulties, easily SEEING, easily reading, easily taking in, understanding, integrating, recalling and or easily discussing and or accurately conveying to absolutely any others absolutely any simulation information I encounter on this site . . . ”