OK, some of you may find this section
quite difficult. There are many factors at work that determine whether or
not it is a good idea to protect yourself. In essence the more you are
truly connected to your GOD SELF PRESENCE the less need there is to take a
protective stance.
When you are less connected,
operating more from ego, conditioning and so forth and more importantly,
have issues that make you vulnerable and open to entity disturbances then
it is very wise to take precautions. However to diligently continue to use
protection after these issues have been resolved only serves to tell the
universe that you are afraid on some level and this will quite possibly
result in you creating a reality that will quite happily provide you with
disturbances. There are many catch twenty-two elements in this area. In
essence different approaches should be considered both as unfolding
circumstances dictate as well as with respect to how your inner
understandings change regarding these issues. Some examples:
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Someone who came to me for an
initiation and training had a car drive into the back of her when she
left. When we explored this we found that she always put protection
up, asked the universe for particular outcomes (these arise from
having fears) and she always kept the car immersed in an energy
barrier. This is a difficult one to explain, but in essence at a
certain point in your spiritual development you have to let go of all
control and move fully into FLOW and TRUST. Reaching your DIVINE SELF
is about being at home and secure within yourself and able to cope
with everything that happens to and around you and FLOWING with it IN
THE MOMENT. Now it is a different matter to never use protection and
then one day in the car suddenly realising that an accident is flowing
down from the future and you then choose to avoid it (in the FLOW)
because you decide not to experience that reality. To take this even
further at a certain point even beyond that you may IN THE FLOW
lovingly make the choice to experience having the accident and to go
through all that it entails. So, using protection in many
circumstances is another way of sending a loud message to the creator
that you are insecure within.
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Another colleague was always
habitually 'scanning' her environment to check for interference,
negative energies or entities and so forth. This was almost an
automatic unconscious process. She was always aware of who her guides
were and where they were around her at any particular time. However at
a certain point she started to complain that her teams were changing
in the middle of workshops at critical times and disrupting her flow.
I pointed out that there would be no disruption if she did not choose
to check up on everything all the time. The disruption was only
created by her reaction to what she saw. Her guides were doing this
deliberately to make her aware of this checking issue. After
consciously resisting checking for a while, she then experienced very
strong negative interference. This nasty device and entity turned out
to be from the original higher level existence where all this had
started from. In the original existence regular scanning and checking
to avoid these things was appropriate. However the constant need to be
vigilant eventually caused this to become an ingrained habit. Now
however, as she is intent on resolving all that holds her separate
from her Divine Self, allowing it to come into full view allows both
the interference and all related trauma and conditioning to be fully
dealt with forever. Her current focus on checking and using protection
had prevented this thing from turning up as it was designed to be
sneaky. Only when she decided to relax, trust and be in tune in the
moment could it appear and be fully dealt with, in doing this she has
now moved into a completely different space.
I am aware that the above examples
will fly in the face of what many healers would either understand or
endorse and having been there myself I can fully appreciate this. So, I am
not saying stop protecting yourself if this is what feels right for you.
At the same time try and become more aware of why you need to use
protection - what is the underlying factor. Explore your feelings about
this. Again honesty is the best and most appropriate tool to facilitate
you in this. Are you always going to be bound by your fears, insecurities
and anxieties, are you going to stay limited by them or is it time to face
them?
