Cris's Bio and Journey

During all my childhood I constantly had dreams of being taught in other dimensions. The most vivid of these was with a Chinese teacher in a cave in a mountain with a whole class of kids. These seemed more important and happier for me than what I was taught in my real life. 

In other dreams I could fly and would visit many places. I would surprise myself by communicating telepathically and also at times consciously speaking different languages.

I could also see spirits in the night and get really scared !!! I tried sometimes to hide under the sheets, pretending it wasn't real, but no matter what I did they spent all night beside my bed. When my grandmother died (I was 6) I could see and interact with her.

I lived with my grandparents during my childhood who found me hard to understand. It was not easy being a kid with these experiences. The adults preferred to say I had a fantastic imagination! They thought that I was a difficult little girl that preferred to spend hours sleeping rather than play with other kids because I would create the symptoms of fever to escape from my meaningless routine.

This awareness disappeared when I was about 7 although I was always very sensitive and I could say things about people without knowing how I got the information. So, for many years I had what would be considered a normal life until I graduated from university with a marketing degree. At that time I was 23 and feeling depressed and lost. While in this dark phase I just decided one day to move to Fortaleza, a city in the very north of Brazil to live there with my best friend Ana. I did this a few months later, I had some money but no one real prospects.

To my surprise Ana was involved with a group that practiced astral journeying, bioenergetics, past lives and so on. When they met at Ana's, I was introduced, but preferred to stay in my bedroom, scared!

However, one night I was invited to take part in a ritual that would help Ana to get rid of a past life entity. During this I was shocked to find that I was the one with direct contact with this being and though me with the others support it was released (it took all night). They then started laughing, saying that I was their master in a past life and that I actually know lots about energy stuff.

After this I start having lucid astral journeys. During which I met my Spiritual Guidance and began accessing more and more memories from past lives, so much so that I could not sleep for days. I would feel all sorts of energies surrounding my body, lots of colored lights, visions of my friends and family, everything mixed up. I found this very hard. I was shown difficult past lives with my parents and the possibilities available in this one to do with resolving relationship issues.

All of this was directed and closely supported by my guidance. My experiences were hugely different from the others. It was the start of my training from beyond - similar to what Clive experienced. This phase was continuous and very intense. I dealt with many shadow or dark side parts, I had lots of energy surgery to cleanse and increase my levels of awareness and accessibility.

After three months, during which I was unable to leave the apartment for long periods of time, feeling very much out of this world, I and Ana decided to backpack with a tent along all the sand dunes and beaches in the state of Ceará. Everyone thought we were crazy, too great a distance and too dangerous, but we felt it was right so we went! 

We had no communication with the group during the journey, which helped to centre us and bring transformation and grounding as we walked for hours. In the beginning the pack felt absurdly heavy and tiring, but after a while we got used to it and it was great. To not know were you are going to sleep, if we will meet anyone, were we will get food. We spend many hours walking everyday, the people in the fishing villages think we were very unusual girls. In fact we become very strong, so men would keep there distance! We had very interesting experiences together, too much to write now!!

We returned after 6 months of great adventures on all levels. We decided to move back to Sao Paulo to work and continue our studies in these areas. We took classes in the International Institute of Projeciology, but they were too rigid, and most of the people lecturing had no experiences of what they were teaching. We felt like strangers, and outcasts because our experiences did not fit into the "truth" of this path. I didn't last long there, but I had enough time to have a relationship with someone very important to me who split up saying that between loving me and his evolution he chose the second.

As I had experiences that were not written in the manual we studied, how he would cope with me? Everyone else there fitted in with the manual, except our strange group (5 with me) from Fortaleza? As we were feeling depressed, self contained and restricted with the rules and theories and without any freedom to go beyond then it was a relief for both sides when we left the group. I have never seen that ex partner since.

This experience moved us as a group to want something else were we can speak more of our experiences. From here we found a well known medium, someone who supported us greatly and also helped Ana to publish her book, one of our past life stories that connected all us to the deep meaning of our lives. After remembering our time together as part of that secret school we become closer, these were memories that changed our lives completely. Ana and Ricardo started to give lectures and share more in the possibilities - this was good! After sometime together in São Paulo, we split up as a group - it was time for each one to catch there destiny. For me I decided to continue giving classes to make money and also to continue my process of self exploration, a fearful new step for me into the unknown without the group support and caring.

After this my spiritual team start preparing me for my future as a healer, so for months I had many practical experiences teaching me about entity attachments, spiritual surgery, passing people over who had just died. Also lots of experiences going through portals where I met hundreds of supporting teams, including Star Beings. But the main focus at this time was me listening to different parts of myself that needed help and healing and integrating them in my heart chakra with them flowing and fulfilling me completely. So, in this phase I spent most of my time, connecting and dealing with misalignments within parts of myself - that was my individual training.  

So, I continued searching for more informed groups and books that related better to what I knew for myself. To connect more with guidance and to find ways that offered me better and more encompassing ways to develop healing abilities, increase my understanding, and help awaken me to new realities and greater possibilities.

At different stages of my journey, I had various initiations, attended workshops about connecting with extraterrestrials, preparing for Earth Changes and was also part of a group following the teachings of an Asian Guru, a big list to add here.

But again the feeling was not being honored for my experiences and my understandings. For example, the spiritual teacher called me an energetic prostitute because of my healing work and told me to drop all my guides and all that I knew to follow the master. I left this path because of these and other restrictions, to my way of thinking they were a very poor opportunity for me!

This is a common pattern in my life to have strange and different experiences compared to those I am with, who cannot either understand, support or acknowledge me. I am always left to cope or find a way through on my own. Often in fact I would experience rejection, disrespect, humiliation, disappointment and frustration. It became difficult for me to express myself, to speak my truth, share my experiences. I never wanted to hurt anyone or to appear arrogant or disrespectful because of my experiences and knowledge that I got from my training and relationships with many and different multidimensional guidance and vast resources. But I can say that I had a really bad time trying to stay open and living who I am.

Just before I met Clive I had been working with the White Brotherhood for about 2 years.

At this time I was also working with clients to facilitate their movement and transformation helping them for example to access lost parts, release them from attachments, removing implants and so on. I had, had enough of groups, masters and gurus with their limiting truth, unchanging traditions and uncreative rituals. Mostly however I had, had enough of having my experiences being very inadequately and incorrectly re-translated by each path, master or set beings who I was only just beginning to realize had much less experience and even less ability than myself. This was the beginning of my own movement of learning to step into my own authority and speak from my own experience and understanding rather than someone or something else's.

During much of the above time when I was between 25 to 33 years I had extreme and extraordinary consciousness experiences beyond what I have described above. This involved highly organized and regularly scheduled consciousness changes using the 'Cris' physical vehicle as the medium where different consciousnesses with different expertise, backgrounds, missions and experience would interchange as situations dictated. This process has stopped now but I retain all the individual memories, not only from the times each consciousness spent on this level but we also shared everything - all our memories from all levels which I still now have free access to. It's like a huge multidimensional, soul level and spiritual encyclopedia. We worked with each other like sisters - a close knit diverse team helping and supporting each other to explore all of ourselves, the human experience and much, much more all timesharing the same body, all consciously aware of this process, of being able to interchange at will sometimes only taking minutes. I have read lots about walk-in's for example but nothing I have read touches what I have experienced. I have only met one other person with a similar mission with whom I could really share my experiences with. She was 15 and in her case the experiment just lasted three years - but still someone with an extraordinary awareness.

Like certain experiences that Clive had, I too have been avoiding presenting these areas, when I feel able some more will be presented on this site and eventually a book will be written. Clive always knew - how did he cope dealing with completely different people in the same body? Questions and answers for the book.

Cristiane Camargo Alegre

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