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About
six months after being woken up, I was beginning to become very physically
interactive with spirit.
Every few days I would take time out and be guided to do what I would
call standing meditation / healing sessions.
Initially these lasted between 30 and 40 minutes but after just a few
sessions they progressively became longer and longer. Eventually
the sessions were taking hours. I
would start them by calling in the beings and activating the energies. I would
then ask them to give me whatever I needed at that time to facilitate me in my
healing and spiritual growth.
They
would then actively move me. They would take me through exercises while the
energies were actively channeling through me to facilitate me with whatever I
needed at that time to bring me closer to myself. Sometimes what they put me
through was unbelievable to say the least.
For example; at one point they would have me standing straight, facing
forwards and then with my feet firmly planted on the ground they would swivel my
body repeatedly until my head and shoulders would be facing the opposite
direction to my feet.
It took about 20 minutes gently moving my upper body further and further
around until this was achieved.
Another time they had me standing straight and then keeping my lower body
immobile they slowly bent my upper body over to the right from my hips until my
upper body was right angles to my lower body.
It took about 15 minutes to do this and it was excruciating for the last
five. All
of this work (during this phase) was about releasing me from blockages and
opening up my energy channels so this would both increase my level of awareness
and my ability to access other realities as a human.
These
sessions became progressively longer and more intense.
The final session lasted for 7 hours and was probably equivalent to about
two years of intensive yoga - I am not kidding. The last two hours were very
different with seemingly very little going on.
It took me all of these two hours to realize that they were winding me
up. As I
keep mentioning I have a very strong focus as regards what I am doing. This
intense focus although extremely useful to getting myself started and moving
effectively is in itself a major imbalance.
This path is about having a choice in all areas of your life.
So at this time all of my being was focused on the energy work and my
spiritual evolution to the exclusion of all else.
There's no balance in this position so every now and again my guides
would take the opportunity to wind me up as this was the only way that they
could get me to relax and ease up on myself.
So
after two hours of getting more and more perplexed and confused I decided to
have a look at what my teams were doing. I was extremely annoyed to find them
doing the equivalent of standing around having a tea break occasionally one of
them would do some half hearted work with me just to give me the impression that
they were actually doing something.
I
was absolutely livid it was about two o'clock in the morning at this point, I
had nothing to eat since coming in from work at about six. I was not impressed.
I went storming off calling them all sorts of names and announced that I was
going to have a bath. I kept up this tirade until I was in the bath, by this
time I was getting a bit more relaxed about the situation and it was beginning
to amuse me.
I
was telling them all that they were all a complete waste of time and that I
would not even employ them as roads sweepers. At this point Archangel Gabriel
materialized in the corner of my bathroom in the same space as my toilet.
Entirely not a good position considering the mood I was in. ''You're perfectly
placed for a negative entity release Gabriel'' I said. ''I'm not impressed with
this bunch of beings that you have sent to work with me''. By this time the
bathroom was filling up (it felt as if there were thousands there) and it seemed
as if they were queuing to get in. They could not resist eaves dropping on this
humorous exchange.
I
noticed an angel off to one side who was lying on the floor ill with laughter.
"Is she one of my Guardian Angels?" I asked Gabriel in a contemptuous
tone. "Look at her, what if I needed to be 'guardianed' now, there is no
chance - she's incapable - I think you should give her a harp and send her off
to a cloud somewhere.". Gabriel then proceeds to unfurl a scroll. It takes
me all of my awareness to tune in to what is written on this scroll. It says
"Clive Hetherington entity release rating B minus". I rise to this
bait "In which case this lot (my spirit support team) should get an F for
FAILURE - the miserable bunch - there are waste of time". Gabriel then
brings out another scroll which he then ceremoniously begins to unfurl. This one
say is "Everyone else A+".
This
banter continues getting more and more humorous and irreverent over the next 20
minutes or so. The feeling of connectedness with these beings and their sharing,
comradeship was immense. They put me into similar wind up situations at least
two or three other times as a means to facilitate me to be more light-hearted,
less intense and to help me understand that life is for living too.
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