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Shortly after leaving my
nice and secure but unsatisfying job at Newcastle University to start as a
self employed energy worker I received a phone call from Isabella - a
Brasilian friend whom I had not seen for about three years. She was in
London attending a three week English language training course and after
the telephone call came to visit me for the weekend (November 1997).
We spent most of the time
talking about healing and energy work. Regularly during these exchanges
she would say ''OH - my friend Cris says the same thing''. After a while
she looked at me and said that Cris and I would get on very well with each
other. What she really said was. "Mmm, you and Cris are very similar,
you would get on very well - and - she is very
beautiful." . The last was said with a very intense look.
Anyway, I thought nothing
of this but when she left to re-join her course I gave her some energy
tools (early versions of the PERSONAL UNITY facilitator) to take with her.
One of which was for Cris. Over the next few months I received two or
three e-mails from Cris via Isabella telling me about how she was working
with the energy tool and the effects it was having on her.
Then out of the blue in
March I received a letter from Cris. There were poems, brief paragraphs
about what she had been doing the last few months (spending time visiting
a high energy area of Brasil called Alto Paraiso (High Paradise)), some
photos and finally an invitation to come work with her and her clients in
Sao Paulo.
The final wording of this
invitation was as follows ''What I really want to tell you my dearest
friend is that I will be waiting for you here for when you come. It will
be a quite moment for each of us in Alto Paraiso sitting, holding each
others hands and looking into each others eyes. I don't understand the
feelings that I have - but I trust''.
This letter astounded me.
The photo's of her time in Alto Paraiso were something else and she was
(as Isabella had said) extremely beautiful. Well, I could not quite handle
it? I would check the address to make sure it was really for me, feel
somewhat embarrassed and uncomfortable to find that - yes it still
was - again? I put the letter away and every few weeks would get it out
and re-read it just to make sure that I was not dreaming.
This went on for about
two months. I could not think about it properly, part of me thought - this
invitation is mad, travel to Brasil again, and more practically that it
would take at least a year maybe two to get properly up and running so
that I could have enough money to go. Incredibly this was not the case,
the work took off and by June I had money to spare for a trip to
Brasil. I booked this for September.
Even after booking I
still considered that this was a business trip with both the opportunity
to work with someone different and to do what I was guided to do with the
energies there. This was how it was for all the training trips I was doing
around Britain and Ireland. I should also say that every time I had
started a relationship I had known that it was going to happen long before
it actually did. The feeling I had of Cris at this time was that of a good
friend and nothing more.
In late August I worked
in Southern Ireland training people and giving healing sessions. There I
met Jeannie and her Husband Mike whom I stayed with. Jeannie, as a very
sensitive channel got the amusing name of ''Cow Woman'' while working on
an Irish Psychics line after three farmers independently rang up enquiring
about lost cattle. The outcome of which was the recovery of the cattle and
the arrest of the cow thieves.
One morning Jeannie
presented me with a boxed Silver ring. ''This is not for you, don't know
who it's for but you will know when you meet them''. As soon as I took the
ring a larger than life goddess materialized in front of me and the hand
with the ring in it was very dramatically moved around for about 10
minutes. This was followed by "Take it to Brasil with you" and
later with "OH - and do you know that this woman you've been waiting
for - your soul mate is very close - and she is not English?''
Well, I spent the rest of
the time in Ireland trying to figure out if any of the women there might
be the one? (Not that I was desperate?). I eventually had enough
consistent messages while on this trip to be awakened to the possibility
that Cris was my soul mate.
On returning to England
my Irish friend Dee came to chat about my trip. Had I enjoyed myself? Did
I like Ireland? How had the work gone? Dee is another very sensitive
person so, after talking for a while I passed her the ring - "Feel
what you get from this?". Her response was that this ring was for
Cris, she then described what Cris's reaction would be to receiving it and
what effects it would have on her. Tears then came to her eyes. "It
going to be amazing for the both of you - absolutely magic". "Is
she who I think she is?", "Yes I think so" - says Dee.
The weekend after this
meeting with Dee (the last before I would fly to Brasil) I was attending a
Health, Healing and Spiritual Fair. On the second day a friend Lisa sat in
front of my stall while she waited to have a taro reading. 'What's this I
hear about you going to South America?' She says. 'Well' I say, 'I think
it's to meet my soul mate'. She gives me a very strange look and begins to
tell me about an argument she had that morning with her guides. Lisa
programs crystals and for each one she asks her guidance what the focus
should be. That morning, she had been told to program a crystal to bring
together soul mates. She refused - 'I'm not doing that!! Some poor bugger
will get it and think that that is all they need to attract their soul
mate. - No way!!'. They insist, she refuses. Lisa tells me that this went
on for 25 minutes until she gives in and does it. "So", she says
- looking at me "Is this for you?". I check - "yes
definitely. We wander down to her stall - all five meters of table space
with hundreds of crystals. We cannot find it. Ok I say "If this
crystal is for me then get me to it?". Immediately and very strongly
my right hand is taken and I am dragged to a table around the corner where
my hand is placed precisely over a particular crystal - and guess what? -
it's the one. As soon as I pick it up. My hand is lifted up and moves in
the same strange way as happened with the ring. Thanks Lisa.
Before leaving for
Ireland I had been given an audio tape called 'Connecting with your Soul
Mate'. This is not something I am normally attracted to never mind
actually using. However in this case it felt right. The effect was amazing
within minutes of starting the inner journey I was met by a immense light
Being whose effect on me was so overwhelming that tears came to my eyes
and I openly cried.
The next day (after
returning form Ireland) I play the tape again (this is the third time).
The effect is more subtle. I go to bed. I wake up in the morning. I have a
woman lying next to me. Ok not a regular occurrence, but not irregular
either. I phase into this form and it eventually dawns on me that this
spirit woman is a part of Cris. "So" I say, getting straight to
the point - "are you my soul mate?". The reply is
"yes". This is Tuesday morning - I am due to fly at 6.00 Sunday
morning. This 'Cris' is with me from this time on. She walks with her arm
through mine as I am flying around Newcastle like a headless chicken
trying to get everything organized for the trip. 'Hey, chill out, take it
easy - everything is going to be fine.' she says.
From the Monday of that
week. I have a huge amount of fear and in trepidation coming out to be
released. What is hitting me is this - exactly how do you approach meeting
someone that you have never met that you know you will spend the rest of
your life with? And how do you tell them?'. This releasing eases off and
by Friday I am fine. In fact I am quite chilled about it all. So, my
feeling is that I will flow with what happens and wait until she tells me?
Flight from Newcastle
Amsterdam is almost as amusing as Amsterdam to Sao Paulo. Cris is always
with me - sitting in the next seat (which is always occupied by a normal
this level reality person). So, sometimes I am have two conversations at
once.
I arrive, get out of
customs. See Isabella, we hug. She then turns and says "This is Cris".
Well it just doesn't feel right. I cannot understand this - we hug. I ask
her if she is ok. (Cris speaks very good English - just as well really as
I am following the typical British tradition - barely competent in English
never mind another language). Cris sort of nods slightly - but I am not
convinced. I am then introduced to their friend Carlos who has
brought them to the airport. He is taking us to Isabella's. We leave.
Carlos drives like a
complete maniac from the airport into Sao Paulo hitting 90 mph at times
and fortunately not hitting anything else. We arrive, Carlos says that he
has had a traumatic day and needs his own space he says good bye and
leaves. In Isabella's apartment we have something to eat, get comfortable,
relax and start to talk. I have bought quite a few things for Cris each of
which has jumped at me to come. So, there are crystals, a hand made wooden
ornament (I made myself) and other things including the ring which I give
to her a week later. All of these are activating something within her.
Over the following two hours I can feel the energies building (and folks I
really mean just energies) something very special is happening. There was
a deep connection revealing itself which I can only say was a feeling of
being deeply comfortable with each other.
The next day Cris leaves
very early to work with her clients, Isabella goes to her marketing job
and I lie in bed both adjusting to a new time zone and a 18 hour journey.
Cris returns late afternoon, Isabella later. This was the day that I found
out that Carlos was Cris's ex boyfriend. As they were driving to the
airport, Cris's guides were providing a final ultimatum. They were very
insistent that she finish the relationship before arriving at the airport.
They were not going to allow her to arrive if this was not done. Cris said
that it was very traumatic and at one point Carlos had screeched to a halt
on the motorway (in the fast lane) and would not budge while they talked
for an hour. This was the reason why it felt that Cris was out of sorts at
the airport.
The next day I Cris and I
work together with her clients. She has one client in particular that she
wants me to help with. During this session we are releasing and removing
huge amounts of negativity and helping to release her from some entity
attachments. One of which is very dark and mean looking. I then realize
that this nasty entity is me from another existence. This is one of the
reasons I had to come to Sao Paulo - to resolve many past life issues I
had with individual people there. I pull lots of very nasty looking things
that are impaled in her body out - all put there by this part of myself
from some other existence. As we finish and Cris is explaining what we
have done I look down and find as many things sticking in me that have
been put there by her. As Cris takes this Client out I tell her that it
will take me about 30 minutes to clear myself of these things.
So, sitting cross legged
on Cris's therapy couch I begin. After 5 minutes I am crying my eyes out
with anguish and pain while at the same time pulling out all the bits and
pieces sticking into me. Cris returns puts a mat on the floor lies down
and she starts crying. I finish. It has taken about 30 minutes. I go over
to Cris and touch her face. Turning to me and in a sharp and annoyed tone
says "And just where have you been? I've been incarnating on hundreds
of different planets trying to find you."
And so, the first day of
our relationship began.
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