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Under the Knife

At the time of my awakening experience in February 1995 I was still very much pre-occupied with the intense feelings of fear and terror that had started to emerge within me 18 months previously. These feelings reached a peak of intensity and debilitation in November 1995. Since then, although they were still very difficult to cope with, they had been reducing very slowly . Overall I was aware that it was getting better. At the same time I also had pains in my abdomen area. They had first appeared when I returned from Brasil. They reached a certain level of discomfort and remained there, I accepted them as part of whatever it was that I was going through.

In the summer of 1995 a few months after my awakening experience my friend Joan came to stay with me. We were sitting in my lounge talking when she announced that she had just become aware of wearing a spirit nurses uniform and was intrigued as to what that meant? Shortly after that my Spirit Team turned up. This was my Native American guide with his family. His wife came forward carrying a knife. Joan informed me that they were going to carry out some energy surgery. So, lying back on my sofa I went through very much the same experience that I had had in Brasil except I was much more aware of what was going on.

I could feel where I was being cut and see what was being removed. It was a deep black lump of gunge. Joan told me that the surgeons in Brasil had done all they could but that they did not have enough time to do all that was necessary. This was why I felt the pains. So, this work was going to finish off what they had started there. This black lump was the focus of some negativity that I had been building up that was directly related to my response to the feelings I was having of fear and terror. In fact part of me was so attached to this that the spirit team enjoyed themselves by taunting me with it. They held it above me saying ''Are you sure you want to get rid of this?'', ''Are you really sure?''. With this done the pains that I had been experiencing disappeared within a week.

It struck me that what I was having done here on my own sofa in Co. Durham was as deep and profound as I had experienced in Brasil. So, one of the things that this days experience meant to me was that I had some strong capability to connect and resolve things more independently. All that was necessary was that I ask, stay open and go with the flow.

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