From our
experience, there is nothing more important than the intent
you hold with regards what you want when your focus is on
personal development and or spiritual growth. There is always
a two fold struggle. On the one hand you want to achieve
something while on the other this want is coupled by probably
a variety of preconceptions about how to achieve this and
expectations of the perceived outcome. We have found that
particularly with regards changes in spiritual awareness which
are difficult to articulate verbally that the ideas people have rarely match the realities of the inner goal.
You must
understand that your intuition is driven by your focus, it
brings in information in many different forms from your larger
Being, and from potentially ALL parts of all that you are. In
other words your intuition will only help you to make
movements as good as you can focus on where you want to go.
So, you must
make a dedicated self commitment to your desire to
change. Then you must take time to actually do it. This
requires focus to make movements to change and to openly
explore. Continuing to do this when the going gets tough
requires that you develop will, so that nothing will divert
you from finding yourself.
What is also
important is that you strive not for some secondary or
limiting goal, but on getting all you need (whatever that is)
to reach ALL THAT YOU ARE. There is an important difference.
The first will try and bend reality to manifest what you
conceive of as the goal while the second will result in you
having to change yourself by being provided with all that you
need to do this through novel, creative and magical means.
Be very aware
that you manifest your own reality and that you can very
easily manifest the illusion of change which may in fact not
have touched anything deep at all. You have to be very
dedicated to yourself, you have to have a full commitment to
self honesty. Without these you will not get very far.