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Resources
for Soul Integration and Retrieval
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An
Introduction.
So, here we
are going to give you a general but hopefully thorough
coverage of soul retrieval and integration. Because many
beliefs both religious, spiritual and otherwise limit your
conceptions, understanding and therefore your experience
significantly we ask that you try and remain open to what we
present here.
You are in
essence a multidimensional being who exists and lives
separately within many different environments and dimensions
simultaneously. You are in effect then living many lives, some
in parallel and some through time (incarnations). We have
found that much of what we experience elsewhere can and often
does directly affect our life here.
What has badly
affected you in another existence that you have not yet
resolved, such as; trauma, loss, disaster, controlling
circumstances, emotional attachments and so on may (and often
does) directly impact you here. For some people, coming to
understand and to work within this larger framework is the
only way to effectively resolve particular health challenges,
traumas, debilitating life patterns, conditioned reactions and
so on.
Conventional
or allopathic medicine tends to deal with only the physical
aspects of health problems and to a large extent is concerned
with suppressing symptoms. From a larger context, ill health,
particularly those that present themselves as emotional,
mental, ethical, psychological or circumstantial imbalances
(negative life patterns, bad luck) often originate from other
existences and other energy levels. When health challenges
then are approached and dealt with only from a physical and a
"this lifetime" context then often limited or short
term solutions result.
We have
approached resolving our own challenges and limitations with
an attitude of actively looking for the best tools, resources
and information (from whatever level) to bring about an
effective and complete resolution. Often a lasting resolution
has only been achieved by discarding beliefs and
preconceptions that would have limited our choice to what is
acceptable or scientific or logical or even conceptually
understandable on this level.
So . . .
What is Integration?
To integrate
means to take in something and make it a part of yourself, it
means to accept, resolve and embrace that which you have in
the past (both in this life and other lives) found difficult,
lost, hidden, thrown away, disowned and so on of a traumatic,
emotional, disabling, limiting, manipulative and or
controlling experience. With regards healing,
transformational, therapeutic and or energy work, this process
is about bringing yourself back to wholeness, it is therefore
in a simple way about making you whole and complete.
Why is
there a need for Integration?
Past traumas,
continuous limiting, manipulating or controlling
circumstances, disasters, losses and so on create and
reinforce limitations of expression and can be thought of as
serious irritations to your soul and it's expression. They
prevent you from having the range of physical, emotional,
mental, ethical, moral and or spiritual expression that you
are inherently capable of, which can on this level appear as;
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A physical
illness; Many and varied are these.
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An
emotional limitation; Difficult to allow yourself to get
close to people or to trust or you may be unable to break
hurtful or controlling relationships.
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An
limitation of expression. Do you find it hard to feel or
express anger (fear, sadness, anguish)? Speak your mind?
Experience joy (or love, happiness, peace)?
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Circumstantial
limitation; Wrong job? Wrong relationship? Is what you are
doing in your life feeling right?
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A limited
ethical expression. For either yourself or others you find
it difficult to; Honour commitments? Be respectful and
accepting of others choices? Deal with people with
integrity?
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A limited
spiritual expression; Are you at peace with yourself? Do
you feel confident and content about yourself?
Exploring
the origins of a limiting trauma.
So, what
circumstances can result in you experiencing a limitation of
your expression? Well, some existences are within very dense
environments where you are a soul fragment within an embodied
form (such as here). At the other end of the spectrum you are
interacting as your pure soul energy form. There are also many
options between these two extremes. Dense energy environments
such as this one can provide a staggering level of restriction
and illusion with regards who we really are, these
environments can easily persuade us to disown parts of
ourselves, through grief, loss, shame, guilt, attachments and
so on as well as through miss-understandings such as not being
aware of our Divine Nature. Although higher soul levels offer
more freedom to BE WHO WE ARE we can still cast off parts or
split ourselves so that from our then limited perspectives we
can increase our options, our freedom and ability to explore.
Thus over time (and here we are talking about time in a very
different sense) we can become fragmented to such an extent
that we are unable to function with any degree of wholeness.
Here we give you some examples to illustrate these and more
with links to further information and some approaches to
resolving them;
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The
simplest is when you fail to openly express yourself. So,
for example you may decide not to fully express your
anger, love, sadness, anguish, loss, hate, joy, happiness
and so on. Now to do this once is probably fine but if
circumstances continue and you for example never express
your fear then what happens? Well firstly you save up this
fear within yourself and secondly you use up useful energy
to hold these emotions in the background. Also, this is
just the start, as when you do this for a long enough then
it becomes a habit. Which means, that it becomes a
conditioned and automatic response without choice. This
then makes it difficult if not impossible to then express
fear even when the original circumstances change and make
this expression acceptable. So, you lose this expression.
When this loss is very deeply held or due to very
traumatic circumstances then this lack or limitation of
expression can continue indefinitely within following
existences until it is properly dealt with. From our
experience, it can take many years of focused, intelligent
and experienced help to resolve these areas satisfactorily.
If this type of suppression originates at soul level it can
take years to crack properly.
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Sometimes our
reaction to our own behaviour or circumstances is so
extreme that we cannot accept what we have done or who we
are. This can result in an energy split as
the parts you don't like are forcibly suppressed. For
example perhaps you easily lose your temper and in a fit
of rage you kill someone. Later, the only way you can come
to terms with this is to completely disown the angry
reactive part - burying it forever (or at least until you
have to reclaim it). For us, doing this would require you
to work on self forgiveness and self
acceptance as well as on the integration of this part.
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When
you exist as an embodied form (as we do here) and are
therefore an energy being projecting into a physical
vehicle then when you die your energy form (or soul
fragment) has the opportunity to leave. However there are
often problems with this natural process of transition
particularly in some environments (like this one?). Most
of us have many parts lost in this way requiring that we
search for and re-integrate them. Some
examples include:
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Perhaps
you have no awareness of a larger reality or of the
fact of a continued existence after death. There are
many reasons why you may get stuck and not move on.
Beliefs that don't support life after death will of
course make it particularly difficult. Beliefs that
include judgment or conditions required to enter an
imagined heaven or worse the fear of a life in
purgatory.
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You
may very strongly hold onto the life you led and be
unable to let go. For example;
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If
you had a life dream and you died before realizing
it you may hang around indefinitely trying to
complete it.
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Not
being able to let go of commitments, perhaps to
look after a child or partner or business and so
on.
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Waiting
for your partner (wife or husband) is quite
common. At one point I decided to stop walking
past cemeteries as I was getting at little tired
of re-uniting people and passing them over.
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Memories
that you hold from within ALL THAT YOU ARE are very
important. They are your soul's historical reference with
regards it's development, experience and coherence.
Different things can happen to memories on different
levels:
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On the
lower levels you can experience amnesia and lose
memories. Often this happens during a trauma and for
some, it is a means to survive without the painful
memories. However on a subconscious level there will
often be bleed through perhaps causing limitation and
disability.
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In
some environments there is manipulation or control of
people by altering memories. This can (in these
environments) keep people stuck and limited.
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On
higher levels there is also the possibility to change
and or bury memories. I was in a situation were I had
an accident in a craft and was knocked out of my
trajectory into an unknown dimension. I lost
everything; my family, my partner, my home, my
friends, my planet EVERYTHING. I felt completely lost
and anguished, the craft was in a bad state and I was
worse. When enough of the ship was functional again I
put myself into deep sleep and at the same time
programmed / changed myself to forget the accident as
this was the most effective (short term) means to
survive. My current wife was also my wife on that
level who came looking for me. It took me a long time
(three years) on this level to get all the memories
back from that incident and the previous existence
with my wife.
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I have
also experienced having memories that were not my own
from the higher levels. This caused some confusion as
it messed up my soul transformation process for a
while as I was trying to resolve things that were not
really mine.
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On the
higher levels as a pure energy form, it is possible to
split yourself consciously and create two separate energy
beings. I did this, I even met the representation of the
other split part on this level. Souls tend to do this when
they have conflicting qualities that prevent them from
exploring certain environments. Splitting means that they
separate themselves into forms that are better suited to
living within environments that they would otherwise find
it difficult to explore. Under most circumstances this is
not a problem. However if you are on a spiritual path that
includes reclaiming all parts of yourself then this split
would have to be dealt with. To deal with this effectively
would require that you find someone who can access and
facilitate at the same level that the split occurred and
guide you through secondary areas that arise as a result of
these situations.
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Soul level
filters are also a good way of limiting expression.
Sometimes a soul will either through duress or out of an
open choice decide to not reveal part of its spectrum of
qualities. For example:
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Under conflict,
I shut down the parts of myself that would allow me to
get closer to other beings. This was done during my
soul incubation before I was birthed. I am only now
getting to these and changing them. The final clue I
needed to understand these filters came when I
developed haemorrhoids. Simply put, the haemorrhoids was
a way of my body trying to tell me that I was
suppressing good parts of myself, that is I was
filtering out and not allowing a quality or qualities
to be expressed. As a result of removing the filters,
the haemorrhoids only lasted 5 days!!
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There are
also Soul level filters that limit reception of
information so that you do not receive the full spectrum
of information from your environment.
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One soul that I
worked with had qualities that caused great conflict
within her soul family (and her family here). She was
overly protective, but in such a way that this always
ended up hurting the people she loved. As she is also
very insecure, then an effective solution to cope was
to cut out seeing the conflicts and hurt. So on this
level she creates chaos and mayhem but is only perhaps
vaguely aware that something is not right. To her
everything is wonderful all the time. When people do
this on this level, it is consciously done and easier
for people see within themselves especially when
pointed out. When done on a soul level however, it is
much more difficult to resolve.
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Sometimes beings
with less than honouring intentions can on other levels
trap you and tap into your soul energy form and use your
energy essence for their own means. Having experienced
this myself I can attest to the debilitation. The beings
that rescued me used donor energies to get me into a
minimum decent shape which resulted in further limitation
and confusion in the long term. To fully recover I had to
recall and integrate all of the original drained energies
and let go of the donor ones. Again this requires a
professional with experience of doing this themselves to
help bring together and resolve the many elements of this
type of trauma.
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For those
who are here to explore and reclaim ALL THAT THEY ARE then
this process will start with the traumatized or lost parts
(and also discard parts that are not of them) but progress
to include all parts of ALL THAT YOU ARE so that all is
brought into balance and in a sense integrated or made AS
ONE whether they are lost or not. For those with this
agenda then life will perhaps seem very difficult, intense
and schizophrenic at times. The rest of the web site
covers all that is involved in doing this very well.
Some
different perspectives on Retrieval and Integration
You will be drawn or
prompted in your life to retrieve some part of yourself either
because you have a life mission agenda to do this or when you
become aware that something is missing within yourself that is
causing you too much limitation, restriction or debilitation
(health challenge, depression, emotional instability, over
reactions and so on). Sometimes, this 'missing' feeling is
felt as a blind spot because you have an inner feeling of
having to skirt around some hole within yourself.
Retrieval within a
lower level embodied form (a soul fragment integration) can be
easy or difficult depending on your resistance, understanding
and spiritual awareness. For example, perhaps you had an
existence as a black magician killing people and causing much
pain and suffering. Now for many on a spiritual path focused
on the light (rather than themselves), even to contemplate
themselves as this form can be extremely disconcerting.
However you must appreciate that your soul is designed as the
vehicle to explore separation, there are no 'no-go' areas,
there is nothing that is bad or evil, there is only what you
choose to explore and there are no limits to this exploration.
Source or God is not prejudiced in any way with regards any
and all choices you make. You do not get brownie points for
being good or aligned or in balance. The aim is to explore and
experience.
However no matter what
is said people seem intent on making judgments about
themselves and this is the point. If you feel that some part
of yourself is bad or evil then you will separate yourself
from it. This is then what it is 'A SEPARATION'. So, how can
you move closer to ALL THAT YOU ARE without accepting and
embracing ALL parts of WHO YOU ARE - it's simple YOU
CANNOT.
Also understand, that
what you represent NOW is no indication of what you will have
experienced or involved yourself with in either past lives
here or multidimensional existences elsewhere. You cannot use
who you are now as a model to make assumptions about how good
or bad you have been or how evolved you are. To actually be
thinking in terms of good or bad is a measure of low spiritual
understanding. There is no good or bad in any sense when you
resonate with God or Source.
General
Information
We hope this
resources page will help you. There are many references in the
above to approaches that you can try yourself, however be
aware that we could only do this after years of focused work
in self exploration with a spiritual support team expert in
these areas. We can offer you these resources with an
Initiation our book and internet support sessions.
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