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An
Introduction
Most
lightworkers consider themselves to be in a privileged seat
with regards what is happening at this time. Primarily they
see themselves at the front end leading this process. From our
own experience this process is first and foremost about offering
possibilities of deep change and that the primary function of
making these changes is to expand your soul at soul level by
resolving all issues causing limitation - lightwork
unfortunately is not even touching these areas.
Initiating
Change
You
cannot change what you do not fully understand, so an early,
important and continuous part of this process is for you to connect with other parts
of yourself so that you either consciously or otherwise come
to understand who you are within ALL THAT YOU ARE. Hence many
are aware that they are connecting with beings that they
already know and have strong links with, they are also aware
that they are remembering what they have already done many
times before and strangely enough doing it again?
The
importance of Lightwork
Lightworkers are very important because they are opening portals
and connecting earth to many different places on many
different levels. Lightworkers have particular soul qualities
and skills that make it easier for them to access the beyond and facilitate
in this way. This opening of channels makes it possible for
others without these skills to also re-connect with other parts of themselves. This is
necessary as this process is about bringing ALL THAT YOU ARE
on all levels (particularly soul levels) into a greater degree
of wholeness and balance. This is nothing to do with moving
into the light, or enlightenment or god consciousness but
about your here using this vehicle in conjunction with this
process to give your soul a wider range of skills, qualities
and approaches compared to what it has so far enjoyed. It is then about
growth in a very deep and fundamental sense. Growth means
change, and change in this sense means moving away from what you have always
done to do things in a different way.
Lightworkers
then are for the most part lost in the activation or
technicalities
of the process. Many think that the game is about becoming
light masters, raising light awareness and re-connecting with other projected soul
fragment parts. However this is nothing more than a starting
point to re-connect with ALL THAT YOU ARE to resolve all
traumas, misalignments before re-designing your soul itself.
This for us is what this process is about.
Soul
Limits
The
greatest limits of your soul are
paradoxically what you think of as your
most endearing soul qualities and skills. These of course you
take so much for granted that they are transparent and
very difficult for you to even see within yourself - they are
so much a part of you that you cannot separate yourself from
them. Other limits of your soul are conditioned patterns from
your soul family and culture as well as traumas picked up from
any existence.
We
would say that you have the possibility at this time to let go
of what you have always done as a soul and grow new qualities
and develop new skills. You are in fact your
souls hope in its desire to make changes that it simply cannot
itself
within it's soul form environment.
Lightworker
Opportunities
Opening portals and
establishing energy connections are essential to give all here
(including lightworkers) the opportunity to transform ALL
THAT THEY ARE absolutely everywhere. Lightwork has the dual
function of facilitating the process itself and also
presenting lightworkers with the opportunity to live some of
their own
limits.
Think
about this - if this time is about growth and change and you are
simply remembering what you have done many times before then
does this not mean that you are standing still - simply doing
the same thing yet again - what then is new - what are you
doing differently? Nothing. Of course as a lightworker you
might think that you are exempt from this as you are here to
help? But how can you truly help people to go where you have
not gone yourself?
It is not so much about levels of awareness or
consciousness as much as it is about learning to live in new
ways, express new qualities, develop new skills THAT YOU HAVE
NEVER EXPRESSED OR EXPERIENCED BEFORE. Perhaps you think that
you are special because you have certain abilities. But all
people have special abilities - they are just different from yours.
Lightworker
Misconceptions
Lets
look at these areas in more detail. Although you are all
convinced that this process is about increased awareness /
consciousness you would be very surprised to feel / experience
soul consciousness within pure soul levels. We have been doing
this with ourselves and our clients for the last 4 years and
there is as much of a range of expression of the positive and
negative on this levels (despite and contrary to what we have
all been
told) as there is on this level. As above so below does seem
to hold.
Awareness
is just another skill / quality for the most part and is not
what this process is about. It is about looking at yourself,
exploring what is limiting YOU, and moving beyond these
limits.
From
our experience what are presented as so called spiritual paths
or ways on this level are also presented on soul levels too.
They are not on this level to help you evolve as a human they
are included on this level to help you understand what your
soul is involved in at soul level. So whatever you are attracted
to and or involved in; whether
it is a religion, Christ consciousness, enlightenment, god
consciousness, lightwork and so on and so on is often a
representation of what you are attracted to and involved in at pure soul levels too. To help your
soul change you must first live as your soul and experience
all facets of ALL THAT YOU ARE everywhere. We have to say that
you cannot change what you do not deeply understand and you
can only understand your soul by living IT. From our
perspective, all this bickering about interpretations of the
bible for example and all the different sects that have arisen
from this are no more than a
representation of the stances taken by many soul cultures to
different philosophies and so on accepted and believed at soul levels.
It
is also interesting when you look at lightwork closely and see
exactly the same differences or variations in the background
stories, the stances, the explanations and so on. There is
nothing inherently different in the presentation of lightwork
when it is rationally compared to the presentation of other
assumed spiritual paths, religions and so on.
After
you have read this page take time to do a web search for lightwork sites and look at the explanations given by different
lightwork fractions. The number of completely different but
entirely detailed, comprehensive and sincerely presented earth
history's, relations with soul fragment civilizations, planetary
process explanations and so on are staggering. This diversity
is a representation of the different approaches and agendas
that you (and we) all hold to on the higher levels including pure
soul level. In other words at pure soul level there is the
same division between different cultures, races, societies and
so on as there is here, as many arguments, standoffs and so
on. You, can at this time work to try and move your soul beyond
these limiting
stances, agendas, approaches, philosophies, beliefs, skills and
qualities. And lightwork for lightworkers is just another more complicated and difficult to understand representation
of these limitations.
Ascension and Divine Hierarchy Contradictions?
Yes,
you will have been introduced to beings that you feel a great
kinship with (as we have). This re-connecting process is called by some
ascension. You are told that ascension is what you are here
for, to go back home and to be more aware of yourself as a light being
(this is a good start certainly). So, yes, after
some time you can connect consciously with these beings and
your home planet / star, and become aware of what was / is ONE
OF YOUR HOMES. However from our experience many lightworkers are getting stuck in this data gathering phase, feeling so
much at home with a certain type of being - Pleiadians, Alpha
Centurians, angels or Arcturians for example that they stay there. Of
course feeling comfortable with these beings does not
encourage understanding of the need to move on and explore and
understand yourself and your patterns and issues in as many
cultures and levels as you possibly can. If you let go and move on
then you may eventually get in touch with pure soul forms
and experience who these forms are at soul level and perhaps
even re-experience your soul creation process as I have. You
will then find that your root issues, limitations and
conditioning are not human based or even soul fragment based but that
this life here NOW is a
mirror for what your soul has lived and experienced. That is
your childhood here is often presenting you with the same
limitations and restrictions that you experienced as a young soul and that resolving your issues within your human
self is merely a foundation and basic training ground for doing the same
within the deepest levels of your soul up to and including the
level of its creation.
We
achieved this so called ascension process about 6 years ago.
However as we are sensitive to and very focused on resolving
our imbalances we were still aware that we had lots more to
resolve whose origins we had still not identified within all
the existences and experiences that we had so far explored -
so we kept going. We then moved into and became aware of the
lower levels within the pure soul form arena. We explored many soul cultures
at this level. We worked with many thousands of soul form beings from these levels over a two year period. We also, once
again realized that we had soul forms living within many of
these cultures so again it was a case of exploring ourselves
and our limitations at this new level.
At
this time I was working with others as a group here and it was
no surprise that we all had soul forms living within these
soul culture levels. Our working together here was a
representation of movements that these cultures were making on
these higher levels to work together to explore their
limitations and find better ways to move on.
When
we reached the limit of that mission profile they started to
wind things down. But once again we could feel that there was
more so we kept going. This proved difficult as this was not
the politically correct thing to do and it upset our support
teams
the majority of which had most definitely reached their own
limits. What we could say here is that as the soul forms we
were on those levels were part of this mission, then having
reached the end of the mission (which was about exploring some
limited areas of the limits of these soul cultures) we were
supposed to wind things down and go home AGAIN (NOT AGAIN!!).
So, we were being told to pack up and stop our exploration
at a point were the politically and culturally defined limits
of this mission would not upset the status quo so that these
cultures would not be strongly impacted by change. For us this
was just another block trying to hold us to a more subtle set
of limits which we were (in alignment with our self driven
agenda) not interested in. We then had a difficult time dismissing those who were
intent on stopping us from going our own way (We had lots of
interference). It took a huge and determined effort
to break from these beings (daily meetings) to continue self propelled to seek
more freedom. In all it took about 3 weeks to do this but then
gradually once again we could feel something else holding us back.
. .
This
time however it was the so called divine hierarchy which was
also a great surprise as I had not worked with any of them or
invited them to work with me for about 2 years. It would seem
that although I / we had never been attached to them it seems that they were
attached to us and would not let us go. Experiencing the
presence of Archangel Michael and Gabriel beaming out bad
vibes of disapproval and anger when they had once been close
and trusted friends was a time of complete astonishment. We
made our intentions quite clear (actually our intentions were
never EVER unclear), that we were beings endowed
with free choice and that it was our choice to bring ourselves
(and our souls) to a deeper level of awareness and to move
ourselves beyond all limits not just the limits defined by a
so called divine hierarchy and that it was our right to choose who would
help us to do this and so it will be. Unfortunately it was
not, as no matter how many representations we made they would
not budge. They refused to respect our intentions and very actively
tried to prevent us from moving on. It took us another 2 weeks
during which we had to literally fight for our freedom. They had no
respect and they had no integrity.
Hierarchy,
Divine Guidance and Master Being Guidance Limitations
We
would like to say that all that we experienced during this
part of our journey was essential. We identified issues such
as naivety and innocence which you could translate as over
trust as well as servility. Strangely enough many lightworkers
insist that we must have issues to do with lack of trust as
this then would negate our experience and make you all feel
comfortable - sadly we don't have these as we have always
trusted implicitly in THE DIVINE rather than assumed divine
guidance representations, a contradiction in itself we feel of THE
DIVINE. Others say that often beings will guide you into areas
that you don't understand for your own learning - unfortunately
once again we have to say that our active focused approach has
given us experience far beyond others in these areas too and
this is also not the case here.
We
would say that yes, by and large all of the beings helping are indeed helping,
but you should understand that many;
a)
Are very carefully controlling peoples understanding of this process so that changes will not
radically effect them too much. They want the status
quo maintained and the best way to do this is to set
themselves up as quasi key holders, gate keepers, experts, helpers,
so they make people dependent on them for information and
guidance. A complete contradiction we feel with regards
empowering people to find out for themselves.
b)
Have as much awareness of their pure soul forms as you do -
that is very little. They also have little understanding of
the potential of this process. This is reflected in the
diverse presentations passed by the same so called master
and divine beings about what we are told this process is
about;
-
Enlightenment.
What ever that is?
-
Christ
consciousness.
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Ascension.
There are many different definitions of what ascension
is too.
-
Moving
into the 4th or 5th dimension.
-
Reaching
God Consciousness.
-
Human
Evolution.
-
Preparing
for the Second Coming.
-
Preparing
for et's coming to lead us.
-
Empowerment.
Don't they know? Well could it be that actually they don't!
c)
You will attract people and beings (on all levels) that are
like yourself, that have the same ideas, understandings and
beliefs (read limits) as you yourself have (on all levels). If you
want to make use of this process to move beyond all limits,
then obviously you cannot rely on these beings / friends for
confirmation, guidance or support. It is no surprise that
few are drawn to work with us as most peoples guides are
fighting tooth and nail to keep them aligned with what you
(and they) are used to while what we are doing is completely
new and beyond this (for ourselves as well as others). It happens often that people who do
actually work with us tell us that their guidance does not
agree with what we are saying. Not much of a surprise AGAIN! As we have explained above had we accepted the
limitations of our guidance we would be saying the same too.
If you cannot muster enough confidence or courage to
sincerely and intensely drive your own movement into unity,
freedom and wholeness without expectations and
preconceptions then all you will do is chase your own tail
and sadly stay within entirely comfortable, tried and tested
limits no matter how good you think your awareness,
spiritual understanding or guidance is.
Finally,
we would have to say that as all attachments are attachments no matter who they are with, then
how would you survive without your assumed divine masters? This for many of you will be your biggest lesson of letting go
and possibly your first true step into the unknown thus moving yourself into a
deeper level of self empowerment, self responsibility and self
authority.
Who is going to advise you on this matter
(apart from us?) - no
being that you are currently working with will confirm this
position, no readings and no channelings are going to do
anything but cause confusing and doubt. As
beings can only help and guide you into areas that they
themselves are aware of and expert in then it is unfortunate
that the
hierarchy and other favourite lightworker beings are extremely
limited in both their understandings and their experience of
moving beyond the limits that they themselves hold to.
Lightworker
Issues
So,
as lightworkers, you are being served and guided by ascended masters
and other so called divine guidance and supposedly aware beings and you
in turn are serving and guiding others and this planet in the best way
with regards what you think this process here is.
Unfortunately we now understand that what you trust and rely
upon also have the same issues as yourself and that they have
as much awareness about this as you do (zero). For example,
they are addicted to serving others at the expense of serving
themselves. As part of this, they live to carry out missions
(as you do to). These are just two of the issues that are part
of the lightworker baggage. We speak of this with our own
authority as we too had these issues and moved on. The beings
that lightworkers are working with cannot help lightworkers to
make these changes as they like you have no experience of
doing anything else and they like you do not understand that a
movement beyond this is part of their process of evolution and
what is being offered now.
We
are continually astonished at the attitude presented by
lightworkers who have come to work with us (usually only
briefly). As our primary work is about looking at issues of
limitation then we always ask what issues they would like us
to work on? This is usually met with sidelong glances and feet
shuffling. Often they want us to facilitate them in some area
of awareness that they think they are lacking - clairaudience
and clairvoyance are two that are favourite. After insisting on
looking at issues and they start to offer some, the next
question is how much have you worked on these issues? Often,
although they may work consistently to help others as healers
we very rarely come across lightworkers who spend anytime
looking at never mind resolving their own issues. The assumed
attitude is that issues have nothing to do with the process
happening here, that it is about raising awareness and
consciousness. Well we beg to differ. You cannot take others
were you cannot go yourself and if you are not prepared to
look at and resolve your own issues then what chance do you
have in helping a client successfully and fully resolve
theirs (none at all). The last potential lightworker enquirer
presented three serious issues in the first two e-mails,
including suppressed emotions, emotional trauma, attachment
both to guidance and lower level mission agendas. When asked
what they wished to focus on as part of the initiation the
answer was that they wanted increased clairaudient awareness!!
A typical lightworker no less - what a surprise!! (all of
these examples are of lightworkers of long standing, much
respected by others).
We
recently had a very negative review of our book written (we
assume) by a lightworker I quote "my advice is....do
lightbody...something rather more spirit-orientated. However,
if you enjoy consciously inviting your personal "demons,
entities, fears.... and are prepared to deal with the
consequences, this is the text for you?". What an
excellent summing up of lightwork. If those involved in
lightwork are not interested in dealing with their own demons, entity attachments and fears then just
to what level can you facilitate others to explore and resolve
theirs?
For
us, this
process is happening on earth and EARTH is THE primary focal
point for what is happening which can potentially initiate massive
changes on ALL levels but this can only really happen if you start
making changes at a the level where your soul forms and
aspects reside and this can only happen, and will only happen if you have the courage to drive yourself with an
insistence to look at and resolve all that is limiting YOU. Only
then will you be able to move into something
completely NEW, something that is completely beyond your experience.
Think about this
- it does not matter how much light work you do if you hold
the energy within yourself of avoidance of issues, then this
is what you project to others - stay the same - that is what I
am doing?
Beyond
Lightwork
We
made this movement into self authority, responsibility and
empowerment about two and a half years ago, until then we had
the privilege of working closely with more than 40,000 beings
all dedicated and essential for our path but all at the same
time quite limited.
Now
we have the privilege of working with beings who have no
hidden agendas a truly new experience. This is a small
infrequently changing team of freelance beings where we all
work together as equals, we do not serve each other but
support each other as souls to help each other make movements
beyond the limits of our souls. We work to explore all that
makes up our soul directly, we bring these soul forms and
aspects back together in a merging process (not an integration
which only works for lower projected soul forms and soul
fragments). We are also exploring ways of making soul changes
easier as to be quite honest making changes at this level
makes everything else we have gone through to get here seem
like a walk in the park - its bloody difficult. Soul forms will not merge until you
can convince them that you can do what they have not been able
to - that is change / respond in a different way. For example
have you the courage to shut down a favourite soul quality to
help you grow another? Can you achieve a balance and care or
not care with regards how each situation presents itself or
are you addicted to caring without having a choice about it?
Unfortunately
higher soul aspects are only convinced by
action - not rhetoric or persuasion. So, for the last two years we have been actively
changing deep soul patterns to imprint changes on our soul so
that we can merge, bring together and balance many
of our soul aspects and forms through this process.
We are in effect re-designing our soul, we now know that this
is what we are really here for (at least until we move beyond
this point). We stand much more in ourselves, we experience
our own authority and are, all the time making a detached
movement into deeper levels of self empowerment and self
responsibility.
Where to go from here?
So,
dare
you let go to make a movement beyond everything you know? Dare
you make a movement beyond everything your guidance knows?
This is what we have done and this is what we can help you do
to.
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