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    • Clive November 21, 2020 at 12:41 pm on Many Interplanetary Cultures ALL Now Trading on 1 Single Planet AnomaliesLikely only me, haha, I don't have a watch and I don't use i.e. I don't carry a smart type phone, it stays in a drawer switched off, basically, I only use a mobile (a very, very old Nokia) when I travel which is rare now and I only bought a 2nd hand smart phone out of curiosity/to have a play with it. But, my digital clock which had an auto wireless radio update ability decided to do weird things, such that on actually checking it, I found that it was presenting the wrong time, and that pressing the radio receiver auto time reset button just didn't seem to work either. However, I then remembered that I'd ordered 2 clocks about a month or so previously BUT they'd never arrived, although around the autumn 'reset the clocks time' the landlord turned up and we found that some mail person had been stuffing small mail packets behind a wall panel in the shared house foyer area (which no one had noticed). So, I then found I'd two clocks, although I'd also (in not getting these) ordered another wireless radio time update version, so, while setting up the new ones and double checking the old one before throwing it out, I found that it had also started to work properly again i.e. the radio wireless update facility started to work again too. In also getting on the internet to double check the UK/Britain time I then found that my computer time had also been out by an hour (I'd never noticed), although it 'really' doesn't make any difference as I don't take much notice of 'time' anyway, (I also don't have either a TV nor a radio either). Bottom line, I was exceptionally well 'wound up' re time/clocks for a good few weeks and I've 4 clocks now.
    • Clive November 18, 2020 at 3:34 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFE. . . haha, I've been watching various series of star trek recently as this represents all of the 'alien' i.e. animal species and also the many worlds, many aliens interacting . . . I noticed that the recent 2 or 3 episodes (Star Trek Enterprise (on Netflix) season 3 episodes 20/21/22/23 had a noticeable focus on alien >
    • Clive November 18, 2020 at 3:17 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEWell, Jessica . . . eeeeHHHH, "the fact that people, when have behaviours which you refer “are not of themselves”, actually have triggers activated that ARE indeed ‘of themselves’, makes that, sometimes, behaving like other people, does ‘not’ represent nor can represent any anomaly, since such characteristics or behaviours would be expected by someone with sufficient self-awareness" Sorry, but the above doesn't make the slightest sense to me, although I know of someone that seemed to have had multiple versions of herself put into a reprogramming VR as part of sabotaging all her interactions with all others here . . . so it's possible you/she are splits . . . or you've been subjected to a different 'managed interactions' VR scenario, as I said recently the shit system we are in seems to be primarily designed to try and find ways to remotely influence/manipulate people/individuals/anyone . . . hence then those that put this together likely had a high priority with respect to the entire design to have people not notice their odd, out of context and or directly or indirectly manipulated interactions . . . having you reply with this bizarre argument suggests this is active . . . i.e. 'No, I'm choosing to interact in ways that are NOT OF MYSELF' . . . i.e. in ways that misrepresent 'YOU/YOUR 'CORE' SELF' seems like yet another possible management angle to make people sure/certain/convinced that they have chosen their odd out of context/interactions/modes of behaviour . . . rather than have them become suspicious about these and hence then the base nature of reality itself!!!!
    • Megan November 8, 2020 at 8:11 pm on Many Interplanetary Cultures ALL Now Trading on 1 Single Planet AnomaliesHas anyone been experiencing issues with their clocks or telling time or knowing what time in it I would say within the last week or 24 hours? So, I don't know how it works internationally, but we had daylight savings time last week on November 1st and had to roll our clocks back. Well, so far as I can tell, my phone had adjusted to daylight savings time as it is expected to being connected to a phone network, and I had been going to work at the same time and starting work (hell, all of my co-workers did) at the same time (though I will admit reading the analog clocks at work felt a little weird because not all of them had been adjusted.) So today(11/6/2020), I wake up to the sound of my roommate leaving the house at roughly the same times she always does to go to church. Well, I decide to go out for breakfast at my favorite restaurant between 10:40am and 11:00am (according to my phone) which at that time they are scheduled to be open and serving. Well, the door was unlocked and I walked and and was told that they were not open yet and don't start serving until ten. Well I pull out my phone, which read 10:51am, and showed it to the waitress, who in turn grabbed her phone and showed me 9:51am. Now, so far as I can tell and remember, my phone had not had a system update this week (I have the screen brightness and blue light filter set on very low settings, and usually when my phone has to update (like a system update) it has to restart and these display settings are reset back to their original settings until I sign into my phone and it reapply the settings I have chosen. Well, I manually shut down my phone and powered it back on, and sure enough the time adjusted to an hour later than it had been (9:57am) at that time.
    • Megan October 30, 2020 at 8:27 pm on Self Exploration / Investigation EXERCISE SET-7 – Targeting ALL Defining Origins of ALL Personal Behaviours & Patterns3) I connect to a time I was talking to my cousin and her husband about wanting to be a healer, and her husband replied, “So you don’t want to make a lot of money.” I hate my fucking family. I want nothing to do with them and consider myself lucky to have any sort of affection or tolerance for some or any of them at all. They have all been hypocrites and have never been loving and supportive at all, just like the rest of humanity. I remember the Christmas party a couple years back when I was talking with a very drunk, older gentleman who was a member of the band and who I thought I had a very respectful friendship with suddenly asked me, “How hard do you cum?” and he asked this multiple times, and I said, “what are you talking about?” I had been reading Dante’s Divine Comedy at the time after you mentioned it on your website and I thought we were talking about that, but I wasn’t going to get into an in depth discussion about Hell at a Christmas party. Realizing that we weren’t even on the same topic (and me wondering how the hell he got on the topic he did,) he got up and left suddenly, without apologizing, and I remember my internal reactions from that night, how I was suddenly ‘naïve’ to what he was asking, how I felt myself internally either shutting down or repressing what I really felt, and fell back into what I call ‘forgiving, good girl mode.’ I rage at the fucking memory demanding, ‘why the fuck didn’t you slap him!’ Why the fuck are women forced to repress or dismiss or deny how they really feel or want to do in order to maintain the desirable state of being innocent, forgiving, sweet, loving and compliant? A part of me honestly does not want to forgive and forget this shit. Part of me honestly doesn’t know how to handle it. I remember all the daydreaming I have done in the past, my intentions of creating something nice and wonderful that would heal everyone and make them happy and make everything better, and I hate myself because it was a fucking lie and a waste of time. It was all fake. I don’t trust myself or my skills/abilities/sensitivities/intentions/etc after realizing that the game Final Fantasy VII was a therapy device and I had lost a part of myself into the game and all the stories/daydreams I had surrounding it. It held a lot of frustration and anger, and it took a while to process and reintegrate (and I suspect I am still doing that process now.) It’s almost been a year since I started spirit-keeping again, and already I don’t trust any of them again. I consider sending them back and washing my hands of the matter, but I’m getting a ‘no’ from the gut area. The phrase, ‘betrayal is hard to get over,’ pops into my mind. I will also say when you called your pages ‘The Scary Pages ™’ you weren’t kidding. Because of them, I don’t trust anyone or anything around me anymore, and I question and doubt anything and everything others believe in and offer. Why should I when the AAHS and your exercises are proof that anything and everything I ever tried is worthless, and I don’t understand how people can still be duped into trusting the same shit (I know it’s management and a lot of other crap but it honestly wants to make me scream.) 5) Christians and Christianity come to mind, and I see over a span of time how arrogant and cruel and violent they have become, and then all of a sudden I see a group of people who are well-meaning, compassionate and innocent, and who look at each other wondering what happened and why they were like that. I hate Christians, even through I am friends with a few of them, and I can’t forgive them for what they have don’t or for their absolute ignorance to their past and their history and what they have done. I hold this against my roommate. I think of my boss who is a proud, vocal Christian and all the crap I have had to deal with through him, and I suddenly get an image of myself yelling at a Divine being/Group of people. I am hurt, I am angry, they have wronged me greatly and I want something done. I want justice, and suddenly the image changes and I see myself prostrate on the ground, humiliated and begging for forgiveness, as this group/divine being stands over and punishes/criticizes me. I remember the last ‘lightworker’ I dealt with. How she pretty much abandoned me, and after ignoring my emails how I emotionally and verbally abused myself for my stupidity into believing she was any better or any different from anyone and everyone else, or for even wanting to get better or to change, and that I would always be a bad person and always wrong and responsible for all the wrong and bad things in my life and in other peoples’ lives. I hate how the good people are still given praise for their so called good work when they obviously fail at offering any help or do anything good for those they criticize and need their help the most. Why is it, for me, everyone’s answer is always to walk away, to run away, to ignore it, or to let it go? This seems to be a running theme in my life, even my stories, and I suspect it is how others are manipulated to treat me, and how I am to treat them in return. So I see myself welcoming a new spirit into my life, but instead of being warm and welcoming I am automatically suspicious and distrustful, and cast a barrier against them to keep them out and away from me so they can’t touch or influence me. I do this automatically out of habit apparently because spirits and other people are able to influence/manipulate/touch me without me seeing it or being aware of it before it is too late. This reminds me of the relationship my mother had with my father, and how she still loved him even after discovering he cheated on her. It also reminds me of narcissism and co-dependency which I have always been afraid of and have never let my guard down against. Sorry about the length. This has been a long and difficult week.
    • Megan October 22, 2020 at 11:44 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENNetworking from Tommy’s comment, I got back into playing Call of Duty (I felt encouraged to do so) and am having a lot a fun with it. The concerning thing for me is on October 2, I was laying on the couch not quite napping and not quite meditating when I saw myself playing in Call of Duty in my head and at one point felt (in my gut) a piece of myself break off and hop into the game. I have also noticed within the last week that I am not keeping track of time very well. I am usually running about a day or two behind or ahead of when I am at. For example, I archive all my comments and I wanted to date the file as 10-24-2020.
    • Megan October 10, 2020 at 4:32 am on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFERE: Clive “Missing People Manipulating Networks” I have definitely noticed certain things around my roommate and my co-workers. With my roommate, I feel like we should definitely be a lot closer and intimate emotionally and that we should have similar interests and sharing experiences together. I had a moment of attraction for her at one point that didn’t make any sense to me since she isn’t my type despite being attracted to women. With my co-workers it is where it is the worst, and for my personally they are often weird when it comes to what I feel internally. I feel like they are people I should be friends with and that we should know each other better, and that our interactions should be different. In the beginning, I’ve made the same stupid and inappropriate remarks with them as I had on here. Emotionally and mentally, I was always unbalanced. I was anxious, uncertain and terrified. Always questioning my thoughts, feelings and what was wanted/need/expected of me. Now I feel more balanced mentally and emotionally, but I feel like I am pretty much ignored and pushed into a corner, and that if I am pretty much an afterthought when I am asked for something unless I fuck up. A couple weeks ago I was thinking on this, and the idea that crossed my mind is that I am made to behave that way to make create a bad image/feeling/reputation to them and have them push me away or dismiss me. There is something trying to maintain my social isolation/rejection and my co-workers are its puppets. For example, I have a co-worker who I still feel afraid to ask questions or disturb because they come off with a bit of an attitude. I can feel the trigger or whatever it is, and they are aware of how they come off because they have apologized to me twice about it. I made a joke that we have been working together for over a year and you’d think I would have been used to their attitude by now, but that I was still working on the issue. Even at the Lindsey Stirling concert I was expecting a happy reunion or an acknowledgement of familiarity. These contradictory reactions that I have received from people versus what I want/expect from other people have left me feeling conflicted and traumatized with myself growing up as a child. I came to believe that I was the wrong one, the sick one and that these feelings were wrong and selfish. All this shit left me feeling bitter and distrustful to others and to love, and a part of me has given up and lost interest in living and dealing with people. I also realize that my daydreams/fantasies were used/created to sooth or deal with this trauma, and I’ve been working on opening up and releasing this shit for the past few weeks. It feels ridiculous because how do you tell people On another note the week of September 28 was interesting. I started watching a paranormal investigation show called “The Dead Files,” a show where a physical medium and a retired New York City investigator perform separate investigations on places with reported paranormal activity then come together at the end of the show along with their clients to discuss what was found. They did a show in a place about an hour from where I was raised that was known for its prostitution. The medium, upon investigating the basement, got visions of women who were abused and imprisoned in the basement, sex slaves is what the medium called them. At this point I felt very aware and self-conscious of myself and my body. I felt discussed, undesirable, and ashamed. I am overweight and I eat a lot, and I feel like this eating habit of mine is a replacement for love and affection because my mother/family didn’t know how to love me and I don’t get any affection/attention from others. I also felt disgusted with myself because I wasn’t beautiful or desirable physically, I don’t match the ideal that society idolizes. It was actually this show that gave me the idea that I am a physical empath myself because when I pick up things from others I feel it physically in my body and unfortunately I don’t have the best reactions when this happens do to bad information/experiences. At the end of the show, the medium recommended the owners of the place to spray every surface of the place with holy water or salt water and remembering some of your articles I became infuriated. That wasn’t going to get rid of the problem, it was just going to cover it up, and my mind went off on some tangent of going there are properly dealing with the issue, but the problem is I don’t know how to deal with it and my mind went off on some tangent of accepting personal responsibility in processing it. I saw myself taking this energy into my being and processing it because I don’t know another way to do it yet. I was also listening to the Jane Eyre on audiobook and was wondering if it wasn’t a script or something for how I was to be seen/treated as a human female. When Jane first meets Mr. Brocklehurst, the director of a charity school for girls Jane is being sent to, within their first conversation Jane is accused of being a liar and a sinner, and even I saw/felt my own Mr. Brocklehurst standing over me, accusing me of being a liar and a sinner and my throat felt tight and painful. Jane’s relationship with Mr. Rochester (note he was about 20 years her senior,) especially his plot to marry her because he is in a miserable marriage where his wife had already gone mad, is similar to how a lot of significantly older men who are old enough to be my grandfather have treated in selfish and inappropriate ways. Like they want/expect me to give fulfillment, to please them in many ways, and to make them happy. Then there is Jane’s relationship with clergyman St. John Rivers, who she finds out is a distant relation and calls him her brother, the way he orders her about, and she is forced to obey and follow his every command despite hating how he treats her and feeling resentment for it is how I often feel and act around people when I would rather disobey and be disrespectful, to tell them to do it themselves.
    • Jessica Antunes October 9, 2020 at 10:14 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEPerhaps the fact that people, when have behaviors which you refer “are not of themselves”, actually have triggers activated that ARE indeed ‘of themselves’, makes that, sometimes, behaving like other people, does ‘not’ represent nor can represent any anomaly, since such characteristics or behaviors would be expected by someone with sufficient self-awareness ... I say this because I ‘have always noticed’ that I behave differently to what I am in other instances, when I am with certain people in particular or groups of people (which has always been far from sounding weird to me…), and precisely because I am aware that what sustains these changes are my own fears and self-protection mechanisms (actually, trauma triggers)….. in other words, everything is always felt with VERY COHERENCE in terms of how I know that my psychology works. What happens to me is like a kind of PTSD attacks at some level… which either make me automatically adopt avoidance strategies of potential problems (very frequent, this manifests itself in the adoption of an expression that I feel will not make waves regarding to the specific person or people whom I am dealing with, something very frequent)… or which simply make me be in an altered reactive mode which I feel I cannot avoid unless I run away or abstract myself from the scenery in some way (I have a lot of altered reactive modes)… And in fact it’s interesting to note how much nuances of my mode, expression and behavior can change depending on the person I deal with… It it as if each person had a specific unique code that, when interacting with me, activates automatically a network of ‘personalized’ behavioral processes in myself… it really would be hard not to notice such a thing, when my whole life was interacting with everyone in a 'unique' mode of myself all the time (the point is that the Jessica that I am when I’m not interacting with anyone has always been different regarding to the Jessicas who interact with people, who are also all different from each other (despite having some aspects in common))…… The point is that I have never noticed ANYTHING abrupt and incoherent ... and, thinking about it, the truth is that maybe things are 'not' supposed to be felt that way ... even because that would be the best strategy for people not to be able to noticing anything strange to begin with ...
    • Jessica Antunes October 9, 2020 at 10:12 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFERE: “These (individual people manipulation efforts) by and large directly relate to all of the ‘missing people’ manipulating networks which are not only generating more variations of ‘behaviours’ BUT are deliberately having people behave in ways that are NOT OF THEMSELVES too” Exactly ... having a vast collection of ‘variations of trauma triggers' is something FUNDAMENTAL in terms of successfully guiding us to meet our pre-defined EAAS scripts (point 2.A) whatever that may represent or imply in practice…. …And since most people from our original circumstances are ‘missing’ here, then our EAAS scripts end up ‘including’ us behaving as if we are other people who are missing in EAAS… …hence the “‘missing people’ manipulating networks” are focused on generating ‘more trauma triggers variations’… because the more variations of them we have, the easier it is to 'naturally' be led to behave in ways that reflect the behavior of missing people… By the way, you said recently: “it seems to me that we ‘currently’ have yet another ‘missing people’ network version, which is currently actively working to restore and or then maintain people in their usual shit/effects/debilitations, specifically because this network has to access and manipulate people to such a degree that they can be made to behave as if they are someone else!!!!” …and this because… since, according to the information provided here, most likely one of the great ways of 'reprogramming' us in our original circumstances (point 1.) is through the 'misrepresentation' or 'distortion' of what us and our original circumstances were in fact, then it’s necessary that the characters that are not here on EAAS ‘come to life’ and play their role in terms of what was our original story (here being represented with conveniently different outlines)!!!... In fact, if we think about it, ‘trauma triggers/behavior controllers’ are QUITE useful in terms of maneuvering us so that all kinds of strategic timelines can be more likely to occur (i.e. so that people are more likely to meet what was pre-defined in their scripts…), probably that’s why our extensive reality focuses so much on them and their ‘collection’… because, logically, the more ‘behavior controllers’ we have, the more malleable we become so that, in one way or another, we can be guided towards what someone wants, even if it is through others and their malleability degree…
    • Clive October 8, 2020 at 1:38 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEYea, Tommy you have to remember that we are all originally subtle beings (i.e. a none sexual, androgynous neither male nor female form) whom 'may' then interface to a physical form (which in the original MV was hermaphrodite i.e. it had both male and female sexual characteristics and functioning) hence then anyone here that is a duplicate of someone that spent a lot of time as a subtle form stands a good chance of having these gender areas being used to cause relationship problems specifically because in ourselves being separated out into males and females then pretty much everyone here is missing half of their physical gender expression possibilities!!!
    • Tommy October 6, 2020 at 7:57 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEThis what you wrote makes a lot of sense in what has been going on with me. Makes a lot of sense with the people around me. I took someone in my house. We had little get together with other friend. First evening he was more talkative second evening he was very silent. Makes me confirm what you wrote the psychedelics shit is also having a fucking field day. Since I run around with the narco I started using very little again. Was just one evening and I felt very guilty afterwards. I feel very pushed to go use psychedelics again. The Russian/Ukrainian guy who is crashing on my couch I’m with talks a lot about ayahuasca and mushrooms I’m more of a lsd kinda guy. I’d actually had a moment in bed last night where the psychedelic things started acting up again. With that came the realization fuck it’s all fake might as well go see what would come out of it. I have been very self destructive lately it always comes up. I hate my life my script sucks only way I know how to make money is with bad things I don’t want to do bad things. The Tommy should be Christian and being gay or living with men in your house is bad is laid on pretty thick. The being bisexual gay has been something that has been messing with me quite some time. It’s pretty sick. I don’t meet any women that are viable. They let me have bad run ins with men. Very pushy or agressive men. Sounds like vr reprogramming to me. Then I have some of the men who I have around me that are very feminine so it’s a male standing in for a woman I guess. The women I can be with I don’t like so I default again to messing around with men. Which is I don’t want but by lack of women. I have the most funny eeas guy ever. Spanish Christian narco who I have been bumping into is very persistent. He’s not a bad guy just very traumatic past and perfect example of eeas converting to Christianity done right. Tbh in his case it would be better if he didn’t know isn’t it kinda cruel. Actually curious if the original me was gay or this has been more missing people bs. Can’t do the focussen since the Russian guy is here and I don’t trust him or the narco feels like they are send to me laced with new extra spicy security layers. Russian is follower of shiva. It’s fun Clive curious what these assholes come up with next. Last month has been a fucking riot like its I’m stuck in some bad campy Shakespearean comedy where things go very wrong I’d laugh my ass off if it wasnt my own life. I’m very close to start singing always look on the bright side of life. Because that’s all I can do just laugh my ass off at all this.
    • Clive October 5, 2020 at 4:01 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEThese (individual people manipulation efforts) by and large directly relate to all of the 'missing people' manipulating networks which are not only generating more variations of 'behaviours' BUT are deliberately having people behave in ways that are NOT OF THEMSELVES too, which makes perfect sense to me. So, the question here is 'How many people reading this have picked up i.e. noticed (when at a party or say a multi people work 'meeting' specifically) that they are exhibiting abnormal behaviours and or are making odd decisions!!!! In other words the main problem with manipulating any or all individuals with respect to their 'behaviours / decisions and or responses within a population' is to make sure that they THEMSELVES DON'T NOTICE THEIR OWN OUT OF CONTEXT BEHAVIOURS AND OR 'ODD' DECISIONS!!!! In other words the most important 'network' manipulation efforts (i.e. that have super high priority) are about having people NOT notice that they are being manipulated (and specifically when they are making decisions that don't or won't 'really' fit with the circumstances the decisions are addressing) i.e. that they are behaving differently, maybe also making very 'odd' decisions, maybe based on perhaps equally odd i.e. distorted 'evaluations and or assessments' that don't 'really' match up with the circumstances and or events that the decisions are trying to address . . . Actually doesn't the above describe what's been going on, on our very, very strange world since around March . . . (please note that I'm making a big effort here to not be explicit about the specific since 'march' circumstances, hence then any replies to this that are 'explicit' won't be appreciated)!!!! Wow, I've had to re-write/edit this comment maybe 10+ times to 'get it right' the first few versions were so bad they didn't make any sense at all - i.e. the management shit impacting me while writing this seem like the most severe I've experienced!!!! (your comment i.e. this comment was in the 'spam' folder which likely means it was posted twice Jessica.) ---------------------------- I noticed that rather than have about 500+ people signed up to receive an e-mail about new posts I've now just got about 30 people i.e. some 'shit' has at some point wiped my sites 'followers' so if you did register to get e-mails of new posts (and or comments) BUT haven't been getting any then maybe sign up again!!!! The overall problem is that our reality 'REALLY' doesn't like what I write about here such that it's always trying to limit the number of readers and seemingly it doesn't like me having regular readers at all . . .
    • Jessica Antunes October 4, 2020 at 9:36 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFERe: “from the ‘our experiment described’ post here, they are already running literally millions of duplicates of the exact same specific ‘person’ which is also part of collecting all possible behaviour data variations for specific people ‘versions’ too . . .” Hum… the owners of the MV’s system where we live wouldn’t have all this immeasurable work of defining zillions of MV’s just to be able to get a simple and superfluous ‘collection of VR behavioral data’ as the ultimate goal, isn’t it? According to that same page where you describe the vast experiment where we live in, all this entire MV’s experiment was created ON THE BASIS of the circumstances of the reality level where its owners live… meaning that, logically, most likely everything that is done here (like everything that would be done in any VR system where ALL reality levels are 'similar' to each other AND also to the original reality immediately outside), is only done as ‘MEANS to achieve an end’ in terms of what their ‘own’ original circumstances are at their ‘own’ level of reality… Therefore, so that we can have any chance of understanding ‘what does it mean’…. THE QUESTION HERE TO BE ASKED IS – what kind of ‘behavioral data’ of the MV’s inhabitants are these that, when collected in all their ‘possible variations’, can be useful in terms of their ‘own’ circumstances at their ‘own’ level of reality? In a reply comment to Shalin, regarding our c19 circumstances, you say: “Basically, it seems to me that with the ‘fake earth/EAAS’ set up here they are trying to generate a data set ‘pool’ with absolutely all ‘experience’ variations possible that would then allow them to very, very finely control the choices/decisions and or responses/actions of each of these people under a very large scale of circumstances and conditions.” You also say the following: “the ‘designers’ are very likely using these circumstances to create different as well as DIFFICULT/STRESSFUL circumstances (…) so that they can then collect way more ‘samples’ specifically under ‘way more stressful/more difficult than usual’ conditions/circumstances!!!!” So….. wouldn't these ‘behavioral data’ that are wanted to be collected in all possible variations, these ‘experience variations’, these 'samples' that are collected through DIFFICULT and STRESSING circumstances…… and that can be used to very, very finely control the responses of each of us under a very large scale of different circumstances ‘be’…. precisely…..…… the famous ‘TRAUMA AND RESONANCE TRIGGERS / BEHAVIOR DIRECTORS/CONTROLLERS’???.... This comment describes these very well https://www.soul-healer.com/virtual-reality-experiences/the-new-age-movements-hidden-origins-history-agenda-revealed-described-in-detail/#comment-23841 Something that would be precisely VERY USEFUL for 1. ‘molding or reprogramming’ the original population in convenient ways (by being ‘strategically’ accumulated [since each one of us, the versions, belongs to the very subtle body of the person we are representing from the external reality …]), 2. in addition to ensuring an ‘efficient management’ (when invisibe means are applied) A. not only of the MV’s system own population towards its pre-defined scripts, B. but of the original external reality ‘TARGET’ population, to behave exactly as someone wants them to…
    • Clive October 2, 2020 at 5:56 pm on Many Interplanetary Cultures ALL Now Trading on 1 Single Planet AnomaliesUpdate . . . this is a very odd 'phase', personally (over the last week or two) I'm feeling as if I'm having many 'adjustments' made and particularly re 'Clives' functioning/abilities/interests. However, I'm also being 'magically' sabotaged specifically in writing as all 3 of my mice are not responding to clicks as they should i.e. sometimes I have to click 5/6 times before it registers. Overall it makes 'selecting' via the mouse, say for copying and pasting and or to 'edit' anything a nightmare. It basically, now takes ages to write and edit/re-edit and hence then these piss-taking mouse problems have been seriously sabotaging 'writing' anything in general and more so when I'm writing and editing new evidence pages which are been made more and more difficult to work on/edit/adjust/extend!!! I should point out that I've used multiple malware and antivirus packages etc and I've nothing of this type detected indicating that I'm basically being magically sabotaged in ways that I cannot counteract (in other words buying a 4th mouse would be a waste of money). In this respect, as far as I can tell (after thinking about these sabotages) upper 'owners' of the data system we are living within I'm sure are doing this deliberately as part of their agenda re 'Clives' here (those that are aware they are in a data system and or trying to define it, understand it's objectives and or hack it)!!!! Basically, from my point of view they seem to be subjecting me to various investigations and adjustments which seem to be focused on my subtle 'tech' enhancements specifically in alignment with their objectives of the functioning and focus of 'Clives'!!! In other words they seem to be making adjustments to me and specifically to the design of my subtle tech that 'facilitates' me in ways that they want, coincidentally, not going mad, nor being overly worked up by the recent deliberate sabotaged would be one example of these aims. So, to put the above in a larger and specifically a 'many, many experiments in a vast data system' context, within which similar experiments are being set off regularly as 'duplicated' populations of populations originally higher up within the data system then it seems to me that they are 'messing' with my subtle tech to (at least in some ways) make the tech better/way better for later 'Clive' versions that will be in lower down in the data system experiments in the future. So, despite being quite PISS-TAKING these sabotages sort of make sense to me 'IN THIS CONTEXT/FROM THIS VIEWPOINT'. To put it another way, it seems as if as this 'experiment' version in perhaps being close to finishing is having the 'experiment' designers using specific people within 'here' to try out different tech designs that (with respect to myself), later 'Clives' will be made to design (and then use) specific subtle tech enhancements that will help the upper lot with respect to their agenda of what they want the Clive's to do. In this respect I've also noticed one other person whom from feedback (who gives me the best most useful feedback/help/suggestions) also seems to be having their subtle tech adjusted with respect to them also being optimised with respect to upper owners agenda too. ------ I'm also in the middle of another evidence 'page' mostly focused on anomalous ancient 'foot and shoe' prints and other exceptionally odd anomalies also closely related to these . . . I 'might' have this finished enough to post within a few weeks . . . BUT given current sabotages it's difficult to give any estimate!!!
    • Clive October 2, 2020 at 5:42 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEHi Belletrist . . . past lives are too far back, specifically because they'd risk current present versions having way out of context 'updates' i.e. noticeable (or maybe more noticeable compared to current levels of bizarreness's!!!!), However, I suspect that they are likely to be running multiple secondary temporary versions of ourselves (say for maybe 20 minutes or so!!!!) perhaps specifically leading up to and or during 'critical' events, incidents and or interactions so that they can have more scope with respect to what they will actually use to make up the final 'real live' version that lives through that event!!! Also, from the 'our experiment described' post here, they are already running literally millions of duplicates of the exact same specific 'person' which is also part of collecting all possible behaviour data variations for specific people 'versions' too . . .
    • Clive October 2, 2020 at 5:24 pm on Advanced Healing Sessions, ‘Versus’ Having Your Negative Issues Directly & Automatically Investigated ‘REGULARLY’!!!Hi Samuel, I've just put a site 'post' subscription signup 'widget' in the right sidebar just below the " ? Nav Comments Scary " widget
    • Melissa September 21, 2020 at 10:35 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-8 : Targeting ALL Scripted ‘Debilitating/Unwanted/Limiting/Containing’ ExperiencesLast night I was at my brothers house and we were watching a movie and It was like I could see people crawling at the bottom of the floor then I heard someone inside my body say that If I get my heart back that she wont get her life back. Then I felt energy enter my body and voices entering in saying "oh you want me to be here now" entering through my feet. Then I felt that I could breathe deeply in my body which I have not been able to do in ages because I have had breathing problems. Then I heard a woman say "can you stop her breathing?" and it was like someone put something in my chest that stopped the rise and fall of breathing in my stomach and then someone else say " Can I put my guilt in there?" and then I felt this painful feeling of guilt enter. Then its like they changed my eyesight several times and I couldnt see as well even though I had glasses on. Then before this it was like I felt these feelings inside me that said I was racist even though my true self is not racist. I love all people. Then I felt in my hand someone saying "He's with her." meaning a version of me that wasn't racist. About a month ago I went on a date with someone and it was like I felt like there was someone inside of me that was saying that she wanted him and to come over here because I wasn't going to sleep with him on the first date and that she could give him what he wanted. Then I started smoking and all these voices inside changing the cravings for cigarettes in my body and one of them said that if I didn't give them a cigarette right now she was going to take my heart away. One of them is making my body hurt and if I went back to work and got off government assistance that they would lose their government assistance and that they can't let me heal and get better. I took medication and its like I feel this pain in my heart that is stabbing and feels like that person's guilt that they stuck inside my body last night. These people know how to heal you and how to keep you sick and it's like they are keeping me sick for some reason. I feel they sabotaged my relationship with that date I had and he isn't even talking to me anymore. They said now its ok if he comes back to me because they accomplished their goal of keeping me sick. They know how to keep me disabled and are doing it for some reason. I felt feelings in my heart that I loved the guy that I went out on a date with and that he loved me too but that he was being kept from feeling his feelings for me. That we both loved each other.
    • Samuel September 19, 2020 at 2:36 am on Advanced Healing Sessions, ‘Versus’ Having Your Negative Issues Directly & Automatically Investigated ‘REGULARLY’!!!Is there still a newsletter, Clive? I got a 404 on that when trying to sign up.
    • Tommy September 16, 2020 at 1:54 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENOw jeez I hope that’s not correct what you say about the computer games I own a ton of games that have to do with being controlled by others Bioshock 1 your basically made as a weapon. Bioshock 2 you get turned into a big daddy basically their version of daleks. The third one you sell your daughter with superpowers she ends up killing you. The prototype series is basically you committing suicide with a biological weapon created by the goverment and turning into a superpowered monster murdering your way through dozens of military personal to figure out wtf happened. I also have a set of games of you being a assassin the dishonored series is basically you being a higher up of the emperess she dies but you go on a revenge trip to keep her daughter save. You remove elements that might threaten her rule but gaining supernatural powers to make the job a lot easier. They basically created a god during a ritual sacrifice went wrong and because he needs some entertainment he goes around bestowing powers. Goal is to kill the god in the third game. Metal gear solid 5 was about being made into a legendary super soldier after being super long friends with him because legendary super soldier had to do some other stuff so you had to fill in for him. This plan was made by the friends of the legendary super soldier he will think he’s you he will lead the troops while your gone doing other stuff. So guess who got his arm amputated and lost his eye? Too make sure he looks alike. It’s funny because the woman in the last part of dishonored also has that. Sounds a lot like other Toms Lord Nelson. It are all videogames I just play on my PlayStation and these are the ones that are kinda obvious to figure out what they do or what they represent. On another note I feel that the people around me are mostly sabotaging or just bad people. Tunisian guy has a lot of problems doesn’t do a lot for the trouble he causes me but feeding my frustration and nurturing my raging budding alcoholism. One of my neighbors sells drugs I took pity on him after a long night of talking but guess what he’s a Christian. Pretty pisstaking I quit with coke and criminal stuff a long time ago but it never lets me go completely. I was working out a couple of nights later and I met this scary known criminal in my city who comes from former Yugoslavia dropped him at my drug selling neighbor because idk what else I should have done with the guy. It’s all great fun I’m hoping they don’t set me up to become a addicted criminal again because that would be a pisstake. Both the guys drink like fish and use coke in amounts I didn’t even do when I was 19.
    • Belletrist September 13, 2020 at 4:14 am on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEIt would make sense, since the general theory of quantum physics is that time is not linear. Therefore, versions of the soul could still be "acting" in past lives, so to speak—almost like a web browser with five or six tabs open. As a result, what a past version does could theoretically affect the present version of yourself here (and vice versa) because it would still be “living.”
    • Megan September 13, 2020 at 3:27 am on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENI thought I remembered reading on one of the implant or VR exercises that your teams were studying the tech to understand it completely before deciding to make any changes to a live system, but I may have misunderstood the comment, which happens often with me. I've played the most recent version of Call of Duty - a battle royal game - and didn't get very far in playing it before I had to quit because the entire premise of the game disturbed me. There is another post-apocalyptic game that I played, The Last of Us (set in a post-apocalyptic USA overran by zombies created by an mutated form of Cordyceps fungi) it also has a multiplayer function I never played, but I wound up abandoning the game when I got to a point where the protagonists run into a group of cannibals in Philadelphia who trap and slaughter humans like cattle.
    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 1:23 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENThanks Shalin, I'd completely forgotten about these specific date and number 9/11 examples, which as you point out, yea there are many, many of these too!!!
    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 1:20 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENHi Tommy, given the other recent comments, also sort of suggesting and or giving hints of some perhaps very, very different angles of personal impacts/re-programming/adjustments then perhaps your suggestion here actually isn't as crazy as you imagine!!!! It does seem to me that to end up with a network designed to manipulate and manage two populations simultaneously i.e. one it will help/support, while the other it will sabotage such that they'll likely have seriously odd 'symbolic' and or 'representational' (i.e. completely made up), sort of filters/convertors/translators specifically defined to make trying to figure out never mind track and or counteract anything of this as difficult as possible. Plus in having specific people trying to come up with different diverting as well as difficult to follow and or understand 'symbolic' variations of shit systems and networks then the same people within our EAAS here would likely end up having these efforts presented/represented as exceptionally weird/odd books, computer games, films and or series. For example, I started to watch a NF series called 'October Faction' yesterday, it's story line involves different humans, some of whom we are specifically made aware actually 'represent' various types of weird creatures while having many of these 'characters/people' behaving very, very oddly. So, it seems to me that this series is 'representing/depicting' efforts to use some specific peoples 'odd/different' avatar/incarnated animal forms base behaviour, temperament and or other characteristics (maybe reflexive/automatic behaviours and or reactions) to specifically cause the subtle forms/subtle people interfaced to these as many problems/difficulties as possible.
    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 12:41 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEMMmmm, that reminds me that I've occasionally wondered if we might be having versions of ourselves actually simultaneously running within past life scenario's too and particularly as part of efforts to have us 'sort of' adjusted in our supposed past, perhaps to refine and or make more definitive current life/circumstances now adjustment efforts!!!! I'm feeling as if I'm still in some sort of continuous adjusting/tweaking efforts with respect to myself, which seem to have been on going for many, many weeks now!!!
    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 12:24 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENHi Megan, yea, in the past I've read of wind farms in Scotland (UK) causing people problems, I'm sure there is likely some overall resonance/frequency/harmonics generated by specific combinations of windmill distribution as well as wind direction and speed that will result in (lets say) antagonistic frequencies detrimentally impacting people in various ways whom are living near by (I cannot remember the full list, but sabotaged/disturbed sleep I'm sure was one). Yea we do seem to have 'gazillions' of dystopian nightmare type films and series, likely representing pre-defining yet another 'difficult' scenario/circumstances and combinations of these specifically to detrimentally alter someone's behaviour and or attitude while also traumatising them!!!! Although given the number of organised multiplayer games on the internet I'd not be surprised if most of these are actually part of 'real' networks/systems that are focused on adapting/altering people's behaviours and or responses here too.
    • Megan September 12, 2020 at 3:25 am on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENSpeaking of advanced technologies, your article reminded me of a few incidents I have had in the past that I’ve meant to share, but always forgot. One time I was driving past a wind farm, and saw these tall towers with onion dome like top and structures that rotated perpendicular to the ground (they didn’t have the rotating blades like the turbines I saw.) I got the impression that these were subtle structures I saw, and I do not think they were necessarily for power generation from what I felt. Another is a time my mom and I went to an IMAX movie theater, and they had these huge, red reclining seats, and what I saw was more complicated. It was something like the chair Neo and the others in The Matrix films used to interface into the Matrix, but instead of a big screen there was a visual visor that was suppose to be over our visual field and we were to interface into the movie itself. I remember feeling a little apprehensive about the experience, expecting pain in the back of my neck/base of the skull. Another strange experience I had was playing a video game called Death Stranding. Set in a post-apocalyptic America, the protagonist, Sam Bridges, is a glorified delivery boy who is tasked by the remnants of the US government to reconnect the country through the ‘chiral network’ – basically using the subtle realms as an internet connection to connect remote physical places. In one part of the game, it is a very rocky, arid, desert climate and you are tasked with rebuilding the road between on outpost and the next. I actually felt relief, physically in my legs and lower torso as well as mentally and emotionally, being able to walk and run around on smooth, flat asphault after running around the desert for so many hours gathering the materials to rebuild the road(which is done using giant 3D printers.) I also had an extreme emotional reaction when starting the game because the protagonist is essentially forced/enslaved to save the USA by his adopted mother, the last female President of the USA. Hell, even the advanced communication device the protagonist is given look like a pair of handcuffs. I got the impression that this was a method, using VR/AR gaming/spaces, used to capture and enslave a lot of people. I also had the theory that my reactions had something to do with the concept of mirror neurons and empathy considering these video game characters are modeled after actual people, Sam Bridges is modeled after Norman Reedus. I’ve been going through a lot of head stuff here, too. Heh, I wonder if this is how Crichton and Crais felt after being put through the aurora chair, or even what it is like to be brain damaged because I feel like I can’t even think logically or critically at times, and it feels like a struggle working or being a part of society. I feel like I’m getting closer to recovering something I have been fighting to get back for a long time, and I feel like I’m slowly reconnecting to the world around me but it’s like trying to dig through granite rock with your fingernails though. Doing an exercise recently, I added a part connecting to any times and anyone I worked with as a healer, a holy person, a scientist, doctor, therapist, nurse, etc, and I connected to a scene from the video game Final Fantasy VII. I don’t know if your teams have worked on the gaming VR networks/shit yet, but I gladly volunteer as a guinea pig to get rid of this shit if they need someone to experiment on.
    • Belletrist September 5, 2020 at 4:54 am on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEThank you for this exercise. As I was completing the second exercise, I noticed a slight tingling in my left eye. I have experienced energies manifesting there before when clearing out stuff, so it tells me there is still something left over. The first time I was clearing out energies, that particular eye reddened and became dry and painful, with visible blood vessels. Nothing happened like it this time, thankfully, but it does demonstrate an otherwise common and frequent pattern of feeling and experiencing pains and aches all over my body (or “avatar”) when I clear out energies or need to clear out energies. I also became aware of a “simulated” lifetime (I have come across these before) that never happened but was inserted into my energy/life field. It was to make me believe a certain individual, whom I have reincarnated with several times, killed me. That explained why I found trapped emotions of terror and grief, causing me physical pain, and why my spirit was blocking or resisting meeting this individual in this lifetime. That eventually led to my finding and releasing a “subtle structure” that was creating these simulations.
    • Tommy August 31, 2020 at 8:11 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENHmmmmmm this makes me think of the hypersigils. Have a read http://cyborganthropology.com/Hypersigil. The Simpson’s have to do with this. https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracytheories/comments/ffdcrw/the_simpsons_project_looking_glass_and_the_nestegg/. I saw a disturbing cartoon that kinda showed what’s going to happen with me by some Russian Cartoonist. I’m trying to make sure it won’t happen. Your story with the books is something I kinda knew but forgot I explained to you their was some weird druid with a book shop 2 or 3 years before I joined the wsw. I didn’t trust that man and he had another guy who basically said I would be new god or devil. I remember playing a game while being angry couple of months before the COVID I was playing plague inc sounds all too insane. Might all be unrelated but let’s say whatever those weird guys did was actually true and effective? Suggestions? I have been whining a lot about everything but I have no clue what or how I could change things? Don’t post this just see what you can do with it because it sounds too insane for words
    • Shalin August 31, 2020 at 5:32 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENThe other angle to all this is those anomalies where content creators produce something that foreshadows a future event may actually be *intentional* in some cases by a small segment of the population. For instance: www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jmPwTnZMt0 9/11 has been foreshadowed in films where clocks & watches where the hands are pointing to 9 & 11 or 11 minutes after 9. The above link shows examples of this and also briefly discusses a 1967 magazine photo of David Rockerfeller (illuminati bloodline) who was instrumental in ensuring the Twin World Trade Towers in New York City were built. In the photo he is seen with a watch where the hands are pointing to 9 & 11. Where these messages intentional? Where they a symbolic message by members of the illuminati bloodline of future events to come? The illuminati operates by symbolism and has displayed their symbolism in clear sight in the public for generations. Only a small segment of people caught onto this but they were deflected as *tin foil hat conspiracy theorists*. Although they are being proven correct given the events unfolding here on earth currently. Below is an example of 9/11 potentially foreshadowed in the 1980s cult classic film "Back To The Future": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPJQ-1Y8jfY If these are intentional messages by illuminati controlled Hollywood then what is the significance of that with respect to translation of what is going on way above in the MV of the subtle beings who created us and our MV? Perhaps it foreshadowed what is going on right now with respect to what the upper lots are busy doing. The war with another culture etc. As it stands this war here on Earth is still playing out, which is why I think we are still all hanging around & stuck in our current shit effects. You can edit my comment or not post it as I know you feel that my comments re: illuminati would cause more problems if posted on a public website.
    • Clive August 31, 2020 at 12:17 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENSort of a new post, . . . and 'yea' I have posted this before (as part of a much longer page), but it's important 'again' specifically because it's part of this sequence of pages . . . so, I'll try and post the next page that this one is needed as an introduction 'soon'!!!! ------------------------------------------------ Personally, I seem to be being continually recycled through my 'main' background issues (basically head focused stress and tension symptoms) while efforts seem to be being made to dampen down these 'shit' effects as much as possible. Basically I seem to have been 'presented' with different 'stress/tense' circumstances/impacts while these impacts are being worked on to have them reduced as much as possible. So, initially (weeks ago now) some engineered 'life' windups (and or potential imagined ones) had me exceptionally i.e. overly out of proportion stressed/wound up, while 'now' they seem more as just a background i.e. annoying inconvenience. An example of these stressing windups. I've 3 computer 'mice' which all work great, except 'now' they have all developed the same annoying habit of not registering clicks and or registering clicks that don't happen so it's a nightmare writing, editing, any copy and paste efforts of 'ANYTHING AT ALL' because all mouse operations on any mouse are sabotaged, so it basically takes 2 or 3 times longer than usual to write the same amount PLUS, this happening is a massive distraction to the actually 'content' i.e. quality!!! I should point out that I've done gazillions of antivirus/malware etc checks, i.e. I've downloaded and checked using LOTS of full trial versions of quality software and NONE AT ALL FIND ANYTHING!!!! So, the playing field for myself has gone from level to pretty much an 89' angle from about 2 weeks ago!!!! Coincidentally this happening is continually very, very annoying i.e. stressing!!!! Coincidentally (for example) editing this comment (which has me clicking on the edit button), ehhh, often again and again . . . and again . . . as the mouse click isn't allowed to 'register'!!!! Although the opposite also happens at times in that I move my mouse to 'somewhere' BUT during the movement an invisible, not made by me mouse click or two has me finding myself picking up and 'dragging' text to some where it shouldn't be!!!!
    • Megan August 18, 2020 at 3:11 am on The Periodic Table Anomalous Personal Expectations Phenomena ExampleI’ve been thinking about your article on the periodic table recently, have thought of other possible subtle elements on the periodic table. Oxygen: You have referenced old myths about the air and how it is symbolic to the soul. Oxygen is the second most abundant element in airs chemical composition right after Nitrogen. It is also one of the elements that make up water and there are plenty of creation myths surrounding water, it is – as you have pointed out – an anomalous substance, and I believe you mentioned in a comment on realitywalker that water does represent a substance of the subtle realm. I would also add hydrogen to this given its relation to the water molecule as well. Copper: I was listening to videos on Youtube on the history of Britain, and the curator talked quite a bit about copper tools and offering leading up to the Bronze Age. He talked quite a bit about the copper and bronze used in tools, weapons and jewelry, as well as the water offerings made to the ancestors/spirits/gods way back when (some of this didn’t make any sense to me really, because it seemed like a waste of resources when thinking of our ancient ancestors as incarnated subtle beings trying to survive in a harsh and unforgiving reality unless they were trying to send samples back to the subtle.) It is also commonly used in electronics and currency, and the thought crossed my mind that blood tastes like copper too. Platinum: Another malleable metal that is used in electronics, laboratory equipment and jewelry. According to Wikipedia, “Its name is derived from the Spanish term platino, meaning "little silver".” It is also considered a noble metal which makes me wonder if all noble metals are subtle elements? Your mention about the crowns representing ‘leader/administrator’ technology and the symbols/badges got me thinking about how ID badges are used in schools and places of employment, and how you either have to scan them in at the door anymore for security reasons to get in or out, and/or to even clock in at work. There is also something else going on with me between my working weekdays and my weekends when I am off that reminds me of this. When work is finally over for the week, usually around Thursday afternoon before work is out, I feel myself mentally checking out with the reality around me and my attention moving inward. By the time I am off, energetically and emotionally, I feel exhausted, and I usually wind up crying before I feel as if I have been ‘released’ from my shackles to this reality and I can focus on myself. I am in a different mental space during the weekends, very airheaded, and very selfish (I realize now I really cannot go on without these spare moments to myself or I will lose my fucking mind.) By the time Sunday night comes around, I feel as if my awareness or some part of myself is being dragged back into my body, and at times when I am really angry and try to fight against this feeling I get an image of my boss getting angry and frustrated with me and giving me the impression of, ‘get over it and get back to work.’ I actually experienced something a couple weeks ago where I felt something tightening up or focused on my solar plexus. It wasn’t a hard or heavy feeling, but I definitely felt something squeezing in and focusing on that area. I actually had a rather exaggerated experience of this between leaving my last job and just after starting this one. In this case, I wept for the relief of losing the shackles from my last job only to cry out again after realizing I wound up in a similar situation as before.
    • Clive August 15, 2020 at 1:13 pm on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesI don't want any more comments on 'Korea' or your other associated 'obsessions' Choi i.e. ascended masters etc. You've been 'SPAMMING' me with 100's maybe in total 500+ comments in the last few weeks, mostly focused on ancient things that I wrote about a decade ago (including posting the exact same comment on multiple pages!!!), this is seriously DISRESPECTFUL, it's also a serious distraction AND it's also in violation of the automated absent healing agreement which makes it ABSOLUTELY CLEAR, that I'm busy, as per usual investigating and pushing the boundaries of what is going on here BEYOND what I've been aware of and have presented in the past. Hence, in myself not being stuck in the past or of being utterly obsessed by any 'very specific things' (which you very, very, very obviously are) then I keep pushing the boundaries such that I actually write BEYOND MY PAST/OLD UNDERSTANDINGS 'ALL THE TIME'. An decent example of my 'current' larger reality scale interests/speculation specifically focused on current circumstances is this page: HERE which gives the best overview of what is actually 'possibly' going on 'HERE AND NOW' hence then I've no idea why you either obviously didn't read that page or if you did you seem to have completely ignored it, AS WELL AS the dire implications of it i.e. it directly implies that completely useless ascended masters are a 'front/distraction', they are simply puppets of our fake reality's administrators/designers i.e. OWNERS. So, read that page, maybe 2 or 3 or perhaps even 50 times times and then leave a comment attempting to assess the implications of what that page describes/lays out!!! Any further comments from yourself that aren't focused on the current/recent pages/topics presented here simply won't either be read or posted.
    • choi woo seok August 15, 2020 at 8:15 am on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesClive, your site has surprised me. Before I knew your site, I thought the only way to solve the problem was to help the ascended master, But when I found out about your site, I broke the prejudice. Previously, the ascended master tried to solve the problems of Asia and Korea, but that was not the case, and I thought my outlook and the future of Korea were very dark before I knew your site,Now I recognize that the ascended master is a very useless and evil existence. The ascended master said it would unify the two Koreas, but this is a lie. Apparently, the ascended master is extremely shy about North Korea The ascended master promised to unify the two Koreas, but it seems to keep running out of time And Korean culture and Korean mythology are worth it It would be interesting if you saw Korean culture and Korean mythology because Korea is also East Asia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Korean_mythology https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dangun
    • Clive August 13, 2020 at 6:42 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-3 – Targeting & Investigating ‘Highly’ Complex ‘Facets’ of MyselfYea, as ourselves as subtle beings are androgynous i.e. 'asexual/none sexual' then these human functions can appear to be switched off or DEAD when you're in a phase when the form you are a duplicate of was spending time as a subtle being i.e. when it was not physically incarnated/interfaced to any animal form. I've had some very strange switched off phases in some relationships that all correlated with 'subtle form' times!!!! EVERYONE I'm having unbelievable amounts of spam so I've activated an anti spam plugin, so, if any regulars post a comment or a few comments and it they all seems to disappear, send me an e-mail via the contact form and I'll double check.
    • Clive August 10, 2020 at 4:35 pm on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!They'll likely be many anomalies related to people here simulating someone whom was maybe interfaced to a very, very different animal species type (that we don't even have presented here), such that 'for example' some species maybe carry 1 or 2 or 3 developing fetus's/babies each at different stages of development which would also possibly have them being pregnant over a longer period compared to other species while also giving birth to a single baby maybe 2 or three separate times when pregnant too!!!! That would be quite possible!!! Try explaining that to your friend - haha!!!!
    • Clive August 10, 2020 at 4:20 pm on The Periodic Table Anomalous Personal Expectations Phenomena ExampleNew page presenting yet another very different duplicated reality 'evidence' angle everyone!!! I've been in weird shit 'and' at times blocked from writing, 'HOWEVER' overall the lack of posting here is that I've about 10 'new' posts for this series in various stages of completion from basic outlines to almost done BUT the overall 'problem' is that each time I edit/extend any page I'm figuring out yet more and also often very different anomalies types that relate to current the 'duplicated' reality angle, which is great from one angle, BUT it also means that I'm now spread out over about 10+ in progress' or not even started yet pages AND in writing more for any of these I also figure out more evidence and or better angles of 'explanations' for earlier pages, which I 'THOUGHT' I'd finished BUT now find myself updating often 'again' as the entire gestalt of the 'whole' is expanding and 'resolving' more and more . . .
    • choi woo seok August 10, 2020 at 10:51 am on Physical Con, Version 2 – The ‘Matrix’ RevealedJessica Hello I'm Korean, I'm worried that there are so many people who strongly worship the ascended master in south Korea. There are really many people who worship the ascended master in south Korea. Korea has too many problems
    • Megan August 9, 2020 at 7:07 pm on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!I started watching Farscape a while back, and I got the impression that the Peacekeepers represented the Tom split/duplicate of the General/Admiral/Commander roles and security you have mentioned previously. While I will say I didn’t really feel a connection to either Moya or Pilot, I do have an affinity to pegasi, unicorns and their like in a deep, emotional way (though it couldn’t possibly be because I was born in the year of the Horse according to Chinese astrology, could it?) I had an interesting conversation with a friend where we were talking about the difficulties we have had with our mothers. What I saw, as she was telling me about a friend of hers who had similar difficulties, was a woman laying on her side who was pregnant, yet not pregnant. Despite having been pregnant and having already given birth and the umbilical cord had been cut there was still an emotional/energetic umbilical cord attached between mother and child and from this pair I saw things spiderweb down through the generations. Still dealing with a lot heart and neck issues. Sometimes the soreness in my neck would get so bad it felt like a noose was around my neck (big surprise, hehe.) However things are being done for me I feel it slowly making its way towards my head. I get the impression that as a healer I was ‘forced’ to ‘retire’, and even after that I was constantly harassed to make sure things stayed that way. I am also noticing that although I am not formally trained as a ‘healer’ people still come to me with their problems like I am one in a way. It leaves me feeling bitter and resentful at times how selfish they can be at times.
    • Clive July 29, 2020 at 11:00 am on How would a Simulation Designer HIDE Evidence of Ourselves Being In a Simulation?So, how do you explain why we've absolutely all of the anomalous experiences as well as anomalous phenomena that (if you're not an idiot) you can figure out for yourself Brandon that make it very clear that we are a duplicate copied population each living out SOMEONE ELSE'S ALREADY PRE-DEFINED LIFE. So, did you manage to read a couple of paragraphs of one page here and then decided to leave a comment stating something that's absolute nonsense. I suggest that you read this page HERE (maybe a few times AND the pages linked from it) to find out how utterly stupid (and delusional) your comment is!!! It seems to me that it might be COMFORTING (at least for some people) to have to completely 'believe' that they have freewill and can then do absolutely anything but it's that which is the illusion. Let's TEST TO SEE HOW MUCH FREEWILL YOU ACTUALLY HAVE 'NOW' Brandon!!! Do, you actually have the freewill to read and to take in the above linked page and the rest of the pages that that page links too all of which make your 'trite' dismissive comment seem pretty delusional!!!!
    • Brandon July 29, 2020 at 3:54 am on How would a Simulation Designer HIDE Evidence of Ourselves Being In a Simulation?This reality is an illusion you are being projected from the source here to live. there are no limits in this reality only time, time is the key but there isnt a limited amount of time you are limited to, but if you believe there is than there is. This reality is a world you are being projected here to expierience you are free in this dream world because it's all illusion you can live your dreams and change anything it's your belief thoughts and feelings you aren't limited here only by how long it takes to manifest or load. They begin people with limits and later show you there is no limit it's infinite, but you can't have limiting beliefs.
    • Jessica Antunes July 23, 2020 at 4:53 pm on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationRE: “I eventually ‘seemed to get access’ to about 2.5 ‘BILLION’ levels above, plus (on asking) there are apparently we’re many, many side branches leading to yet more separate ‘drop’ downs likely leading to vast numbers of yet more actual individual ‘experiments’!!!!” Well… if we take into account that that explanation about that number of 2.5 billion realities correspond to levels in side branches of this MV system ‘It’s ONLY’ an interpretation of this system owners of what you accessed as what you thought were levels up (moreover, they probably ‘are unaware’ of the realities that eventually are above them reality)… then that number of 2.5 billion may ‘WELL’ refer to realities above this whole system! And this leads me to wonder: how is it that as fragments of consciousness very, very, very, very little that we are, we manage to function perfectly as people apparently normal? It’s like the subtle body or whatever works in a fractal way?! It’s depressing, but it makes me think that we are all artificial consciousnesses manufactured by software from some level of ancestral reality...
    • Clive July 22, 2020 at 1:16 am on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesActually, Jessica I think some and perhaps many TV/dvd 'series' often have a 'completely off base' episode every so often which is also often very 'VERY' DARK and or way more 'traumatising' i.e. well out of line to the main series 'AND' I've noticed that these episodes are often faded out/forgotten very quickly, actually so effectively I cannot remember even one of these and I'm watching the 'Sanctuary' series at the moment and I'm pretty sure I've watched such an episode in the last 2/3 evenings BUT it's been completely memory holed!!!! Mmmm, I've also been checking out macrocosm and microcosm and related 'information/concepts' as part of the current in progress 'one strange world' series and these have also given me the impression of maybe multiple parallel/divergent versions of ourselves too, for example, we here are in a human as the only 'intelligent/talking' species version here BUT I'm suspicious that there will be versions running with us as maybe many different mixed animal versions too - i.e. so I can play out being interfaced to a cat or an eagle or crab etc, i.e. the animal forms I'm sure my original form spent some time interfaced to!!!!
    • Clive July 22, 2020 at 12:56 am on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationWell, its the upper shits game Shalon, so whatever they want they'll make sure they'll get it, like for example if they don't 'really' want people to do scans or target specific things because it'll sabotage what they want, they'll easily 'negate' these when people do them anyway!!!
    • Clive July 22, 2020 at 12:40 am on Historical Past Language Based Evidence of Ourselves as an Immortal Soul Form Incarnated into FleshRe seductive nature spirits - it was just that first encounter Megan, the upper lot are still doing what they want, I've had another 2 physical symptom sets, but it's now obvious that with me they're 'adjusting' my reactions to these so that I barely notice them - so we're still is the same phase, with the upper lot doing what they want adjustment wise with respect to their own objectives!!! Also, as I've not really had any significant issues they seem to be using me as a blank sheet to subject me to specific 'one off' things that would be 'lost' amongst most other peoples full scale of issues/debilitations.
    • Jessica Antunes July 21, 2020 at 10:03 pm on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded Anomalies"Also, as they seem to be ‘running’ loads and loads of different versions of the exact same people i.e. ‘US’ then they might be doing this in parallel and ‘separate’ timelines too" I remember reading in a book, I think by Lobsang Rampa, that there were 4 Earths running in parallel, and in each of them the experience was lived from a different angle (I don't remember what the specific angles were exactly about, but I have a vague idea that it had to do with the experiencing different polarities of the same thing, like being rich and poor at the same time)…
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 5:38 pm on One Strange Rock: Anomalous Earth Phenomenon Actually Investigated & Discussed ‘NOT’ Avoided/Ignored!!!!Yea, it's mad isn't it Annabelle just having drab grey and write walls (almost psychotic!?!?!), I managed to get a couple of large 2x1 and 3x2 meter sized very detailed Indian patchwork quilt wall hangings/floor coverings (on ebay years ago (recently in checking a few times I cannot find them anywhere)) so, half my floor and 2 walls are very 'nature' like in terms of 'feel' and look i.e. I'm sort of living in a nature/forest setting while not having and not having to look after any plants!!!! Actually in just checking UK ebay has some: https://www.ebay.co.uk/sch/i.html?_from=R40&_trksid=p2380057.m570.l2632.R2.TR2.TRC1.A0.H2.Xpatchwork+wall+hangings.TRS0&_nkw=indian+patchwork+tapestry+wall+hangings&_sacat=10033
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 5:32 pm on How a ‘Matrix Reality’ Model of Subtle Form Interfaced to a Physical Animal Body Explains & Validates many Anomalous, Paranormal & Spiritual ExperiencesThe 'designers' as in the experiment 'owners' were mentioned in a post a month or so back Svetlana: https://www.soul-healer.com/simulationevidence/some-way-way-off-the-edge-hanging-around-c19-fake-reality-version-circumstances-speculation/
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 5:27 pm on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesMmm, I suspect Tommy that they (the designers) might have had different sets of copies of specific people living in different parallel timelines in the past (after which they are then merged (and then make history not make sense in some ways)), I've read recently on a few web sites where people are pointing out entire historical phases that just don't add up too. Also, as they seem to be 'running' loads and loads of different versions of the exact same people i.e. 'US' then they might be doing this in parallel and 'separate' timelines too as part of maximising ways and means i.e. events and circumstances to accumulate shit and or to investigate specific combinations of impacts on different people versions here!!! It's all a super piss-take whatever it's doing!!!! Hollow earth we've a lot of abandoned cave systems dug out and some the size of cities implying we've had 'burrowing/underground living' people as 'some' animal type i.e. moles, badgers, fox, ground-hog, ferret in the past!!! Turkey seems to have a lot of these!!! My feeling is that we've had a lot of different intelligent animals of many different types likely living in all sorts of habitats BUT then at some point all converted into humans and likely copied/pasted to some surface circumstance more 'realistic' for humans. Your ex could have been working on the EAAS on different car crash/accidents angles possibilities Tommy, hence then she has them going on all the time here!!!
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 4:53 pm on The Anomalously Thick Coal Seams ‘Fuel’ Resources Presenting Many ‘Out Of Place Artefacts’ ProblemNew and very long/detailed fake reality evidence post, although I'm also in worst physical shit effects ever, sort of having a rest between writing!!!
    • Megan July 18, 2020 at 7:47 pm on Historical Past Language Based Evidence of Ourselves as an Immortal Soul Form Incarnated into Flesh“Now Tommy, my nature spirit awakening experience that I described here, is missing some extra weird bit’s . . . after completely leaving/walking away from the tree circle area, about a quarter mile away I feel and start to track myself being followed by a Wood Nymph whom seems to me to be in a very very sexy/seductive/enticing mood (with respect to myself) . . . which has myself ‘energetically’ determinedly sealing myself off from her . . . while doing this Joan also starts laughing while also mentioning that I’ve a very seductive Wood Nymph trailing me while also mentioning that it’s best I ‘NOT’ let her engage with myself else I might have trouble getting rid of her . .” Clive, in regards to your experience with the wood nymph or any other nature spirits, did many of them come off as seductive? I’m asking because recently I had been working on a Heart-center issue regarding an inappropriate encounter with an older gentleman who was significantly older than myself, and when I finally got frustrated and asked a nature spirit who has been working with me for a while, ‘What did I do wrong, where did I go wrong?’ The reply I got was like nature spirits always come off as sexual/seductive. This revelation solved my heart issue, but it got me thinking about all the other incidents I have had in the past with either married or older men, one even being my grandfather, and your comment about me being a ‘fairy/plant/healer’ type. If it is any correlation, my middle name is ‘Rose,’ and having read a few Greek myths on nature spirits and how they have been the lovers of mortals and god alike I look up the myths for roses and I find some that are associated with Aphrodite/Venus, Eros/Cupid, various prophets and saints like Muhammed and St. Francis of Assisi; leaders like Alexander the Great, Nero, Mary Queen of Scots, and Cleopatra; as well as various Popes and the Crusaders. In general, roses symbolize love and romance, but can have different meaning depending on the color and number of roses presented. Regarding the head/mental stuff I have been dealing with I am getting a lot of ‘psychiatric’ stuff. An example would be a few weeks ago I kind of had a mental breakdown when it came to interacting with the spirits I am working with because I can only see them in my head, the same place where all of my fantasies and daydreams and wishful thinking things, come from. I am still repressing my senses in a way. I am still punishing myself for this in some way because something tells me I should know better. I also got the strange idea that the ‘Inquisition’ dealt with the body focused subtle senses like what could be physically felt (I know a lot of their questioning methods involved physical mutilation/desecration/torture) and ‘psychiatric/psychological’ dealt with the head/mental space and what one saw, thought, believed about the world and about themselves. I will say, by the way I act around other people and how awkward and wrong I feel interacting with others, I wouldn't be surprised if people think that I am mentally ill or insane. I mumble to myself a lot, especially when I'm struggling with a particularly difficult issue, and I know a co-worker of mine heard me say 'I hate myself' at one point. But some part of me can't help but hate me because I keep fucking up my relationships. I don't and can't interact normally with others around me, and when I have obviously made a fool out of myself publicly, I hate myself even more. I'm guessing this has a lot to deal with the missing people manipulations/interactions you've talked about. I am still being stopped from learning/understanding/comprehending hard/difficult concepts or maintaining an interest in things I want to research/learning. Do you have an update as to how things are going? I’m guessing the Royal Shits Up on High are still trying to get their poop in a group.