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    • Clive February 24, 2018 at 2:38 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasOnly if as a dollhouse 'doll' as your original form was imprinted with 'someone's' experience of having that type of horrifying VR Reprogramming shit done to them Tommy!!!
    • Martha February 23, 2018 at 6:33 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-3 – Targeting & Investigating ‘Highly’ Complex ‘Facets’ of MyselfHi. You say in the introduction to this exercise. "It is also coordinating interactions between different people in very precise ways to deliberately MAXIMISE "shit" applied to ourselves". Well, in relation to this I will tell something that happened to me some weeks ago. Someone here (I think it was Nyssa on another thread) commented that when she is feeling low then she gets also a sexual feeling. The other day, home alone and in recovery process from a bad incident with the person who I love and who was with me last year, and who is no longer in my life, I became aware of the same reactions. I was lying in bed feeling low about that and life in general and thinking about ANOTHER person who is miles and miles away and with whom I only interacted once last year for a short few messages. I began having a pleasant sensation in my heart chacra, very pleasant, veeery pleasant suspiciously pleasant in fact like wow, this means something man, I must contact him and in fact I did write him... but having read this site I didn't fall into the trap once again (because yes I have had similar "pleasant heart chacra sudden warmth and love --- contact him NOW!! sensations" in the past and I ended up contacting people who's influence in my life ended up not being really positive)... So I began: "I fully connect to all components or anything that might be responsible for the sensations I am feeling now or related to them in the slightest and in particular to the sensation in my heart chacra" and surprise surprise I began thinking much more logically afterwards, the sexual type feelings and intruding fantasy thoughts subsided and now I am fully aware that this might be a trap to set me up to move in a sabotaging direction (such as the other person saying for exampe... wtf!! what does she suddenly want? this is out of context, why is she flirting we don't know each other etc. ) Now, instead of blindly trusting those sensations I just consider the possibility of contact an "option" in my life and not like a "it is my destiny to do this" type of thing. I feel much more in control. I believe many times the sensations are SO pleasant in ourselves that we end up disconnected from what the OTHER person might be experiencing/feeling and then when we get labelled "strange" then this further can be used against us. I think this is one way the Demiurge manages people to interact with others in counterproductive ways. You get a feeling, you go for it without thinking but.... is your feeling really YOURS? That is what is most important to know. Chacras can be impacted from outside influences. If you are not aware you will just bite the bait thinking "oh I feel so good therefore this must mean something". With this I don't mean ALL sensations related to other people that we feel are fake. But some of them are and this one was specially suspicious due to the long distance between that person and me and the fact that we never met in person, we are from different cultures etc.
    • Sha February 22, 2018 at 2:39 pm on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionRE: Pokemon’s Pikachu: A large number of people recall the tip of Pikachu’s tail (from Pokemon) as being black when all instances of the same ‘now’ show that there is no black at all on its tail. i don't ever remember Pikachu having the colour black on it's tail, however i asked my grown-up daughter about this [she grew-up in the Pokemon era] & she said 'yes' Pikachu does have the colour black on it's tail.
    • Gareth Mason February 20, 2018 at 11:42 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI didn’t do anymore visualizations but I had a vision, my conscious awareness came out of my body and stopped to look at myself, I was facing myself sat on bed. I noticed where my third eye should have been was gone, just a large round dent left in place instead; It looked like it had been burnt out. This proves what Clive Hetherington said about chakras, they are quite easily removable and we can have them stolen, lost or blocked. I didn’t quite believe him when he said you could take them out and clean them. But I am convinced now our spirit is nothing more than a machine made up of wires, cogs and parts. A few days ago I forgot to mention a vision/dream I had which was after a targeted exercise the night before I fell asleep. It only lasted for a few seconds but I saw enough to convince me. I saw many, many wires coming from my energy field and was wired up to some electrical device. I think this coincides with the plug socket dream and these wires were wired to the sockets which had labels like, initiation, healing etc. etc. On another occasion, in my dream my right arm separated and was attached to a wire and the arm was nothing more than an attached object on wires.
    • Gareth Mason February 20, 2018 at 11:33 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI am in the middle of your clearing and I notice more in my dreams and so I do the above targeted exercises before bed. Before I share, I just wanted to add, your invisible friends were already working with me, I noticed dreams where I was being merge with lost parts of myself from other life times, I think this was the fact I was intending to pay for the clearing way in advance while reading your work and I did in spirit pay for it; this would suggest how powerful our thoughts can be, just by thinking of something/someone whether good or not actually happens in the spirit world first. This is how psychic attack happens. Right back to your question. Yes I have noticed something very odd in my dreams and visions while relaxed and after your exercises, it as taken awhile to piece these together since these are taken from accounts from my dreams and visions/experiences over a long period of time; below are snippets taken from my dream diary: ...There I noticed a column with numerous plugs and switches, some were turned on, and others were not. On them were labels with names like initiation (the others I can’t remember) which make me think that Clive Hetherington’s theory that we all live in a virtual reality world is right. It’s like we are wired up electrically and the switch of a button can change the course of our dreams and reality... ...I was walking down a winding corridor with two other initiates who were manually guiding me, the female did something strange with my right arm; near my wrist she pressed into my arm as if some buttons were there and had activated something The whole thing was weird it was like I was playing a VR game (mega drive), the characters were hard to move and similarities to playing a mega drive game like ‘Streets of Rage’ were identical. For example: My spirit kept running into walls because it was difficult directing him round corners and when he ran into a wall he kept running even though he couldn’t move, then the second Rami character that wasn’t moving was like a boss waiting for the next game episode and had respawned. It was exactly like a video game. Which makes me believe even further that Clive’s theory about a VR reality is true?... ...I was laid on my bed and for a second a vision showed me electrical wires coming from my auric field/sphere which were extended quite a way... ...I was suddenly laid on the sofa and my consciousness separated from my spirit, my consciousness was on the dog floor watching. A familiar sensation of De Ja Vu, came over me; someone else was speaking to my other part of me and was dressed in a human suit with buttons. That’s right, a human meat suit. I did say to him, ‘what is that your wearing it’s kind of freaky’? He looked at me and opened up the front of the suit to reveal a glowing white slim body underneath. When I say white, I mean a spiritual white, that of a light being glowing with divine light, I don’t know why he would have to hide himself like this but I guess it was for a reason. The suit had weird buttons on the front, one was crystal coloured the other white bone colour. He said to me as he opened his suit, ‘see there is nothing to be freaked out, about’... I thought the being was a positive ET grey alien and that is why he chose the human meat suit as not to scare or shock me. And then I remembered this was a repeat dream that is why it was familiar. I think this is part of a VR programming for initiation, I say this, because one, it is exactly the same as before; two, my initiation followed soon after this dream. And this as happened a few times. I recorded above, the wires I saw that were connected up to my auric field and they would have been connected up to those plug sockets I saw with labels on (one was initiation). I know that the energy floating around and within our auric fields records everything like memories, that is how psychics give readings by reading our energy in the auric field. So if this is correct than data can also be put into the auric field like messages, videos, music, sounds, text and other communications etc. etc. And this would mean that the repeat dreams are showing repeated things, why? Some of the dreams repeated were not nice and involved being annoyed, angered or someone negatively being nasty towards me. Some are of initiations and voice messages. The nasty ones I reckon are repeated until you learn from them, they are a sort of debilitating lesson to overcome a certain trauma or negative emotion. The initiations are obviously pre recorded experiences I have already had and are just being replayed instead of having to go through it all again. Same as the voice messages, etc. etc. It’s kind of weird to think that someone only has to flip a switch to change my dreams and reality.
    • Toad February 17, 2018 at 7:32 pm on Focused & Dedicated Exploration of Your Entire Self & Your larger RealityI have read much more here, and keep nodding my head. This stuff is SPOT ON if my experiences & perceptions are accurate. Keep in mind my word choices don't always work to express what I'm trying to get out. Neurological troubles combined with that which you've noted here. Makes life interesting. I keep perceiving a 'usurper' in the place of 'Source' for western spiritual types. Having grown up in the Far East, this doesn't seem to be as much a problem -- hold up. It WAS not as much a problem. In the 1980s. The Christianities are spreading there and that seems to be a part of the spreading tool. Plant that ideology, then spiritual types will rebel from it, but they have the same ideological foundation which the non-physical, not here Usurping Tyrant and their armies use to force compliance by any means necessary so deeply implanted in their psyche that they spread the lies while seeking to dismantle them. Is this an accurate-ish summary?
    • Martha February 17, 2018 at 12:45 pm on Negative Issue Identifying HEALING EXERCISE-1: To Identify Everything that Defines or Contributes to my Issues & Moment by Moment ExperiencesHi, I did the exercise and the only image that came into my mind was a large military ship, in the middle of nowhere in a dark ocean that gave me the creeps. It came accompanied by feelings of hopelessness like "you will always be used" type of suggestions... Military ships anyone? Does this say something to you guys or it was just my imagination?
    • Dani February 11, 2018 at 2:50 pm on Ideas Concepts & Knowledge Management; Mental Sabotages, Editing & Translations & DistractionsI noticed that I was getting distracted from writing a comment about this until I noticed I was getting distracted so am taking notes on my thoughts about this page as I think them so pardon the awful grammar. Reading through the page the first time felt easy peasy, until I did it a second time... and noticed how much I missed the first time round. Started to read it a third time was interrupted by numerous little annoyances. Have noticed that I keep skipping a lot of different articles on the site. Decided that I am going to write down which ones I notice skipping and go back to them. Reading through the questions about how much I am being controlled and managed, at first response "no I have always considered myself to have an open mind when it comes to others ideas and beliefs so I can't be manipulated into avoiding something that might be contradictory." Second response, "I am an angel channel who only allows beings of "light and love" to come in to my consciousness! No Way would they attempt to manage ME or the control the information I receive and understand! That's just crazy talk!" Um yeah ok... I see it now... Past "Christian" indoctrination float through my head, making me vaguely afraid of upsetting God and getting sent straight to Hell. Currently, boyfriend woke up and started a conversation with me about having a purpose to distract me from being able to read what I am reading (LOL). Feeling like "I have already read that so I can just skim through", urge to move onto a different page, distracted by the titles of articles in the yellow menu box on the right of the screen, Facebook and email up and calling me to check both. So 4 times through the page and I just noticed that the description box says "5 of 26" pages not 2 of 26 like I originally "saw". "Mandela Effect"? Anyway, the above is what I noticed on 4 passes through the page. I have both bookmarked as suggested and will come back to this in a day or so and see what the difference is.
    • Dani February 10, 2018 at 9:26 pm on The Long, Long Physical Con: The DARK Reality of ‘EARTH’ Incarnations & the ‘Real’ Meaning of Your Human LifeWhew! Twenty four hours of reading this site and oh..my.. god! Finally! I am not insane! I have not become delusional! I don't need an exorcism (in the traditional Christian religious sense)! I have known for what seems like my entire adult life, that "something" is not right in the spiritual world but have only been getting partial understanding here and there... not even baby steps... more like a 'pull myself across the floor by a single bloody fingernail inch-worm style' crawl until 24 hours ago when I got beyond fed up and told the angels that have been hanging out with me, "Enough! I want the TRUTH, the Whole Truth and nothing but the truth and don't effing bother to tell me I cant handle it (sorry for the bad movie paraphrase but it IS what I said). I need to help my clients get HEALED!" And so later on in the day while in researching some other subject entirely I somehow stumbled on to this site and have been avidly, voraciously, intensely reading every, EVERY word, taking copious amounts of notes, confirming ideas I have been having since as long as I can remember, and in general thanking myself for clicking on a link that had absolutely nothing to do with the subject I had been researching (menopause if you must know). Just in the past hour I have had more confirmations of things I had suspected but never read or heard of elsewhere than ever before in all of the classes and courses I have poured my time, effort and finances into. I have sat through certification process after certification process thinking "Ok this is all very lovely and nice but HOW does this HELP my clients????" And in one sentence you summed it all up perfectly! In the information about the healing sessions with Shirley (I think? I have been reading since yesterday...) you stated "...why not have the intention for you to identify everything that is contributing to your issues directly YOURSELF, AND also then the intention to learn how to properly deal with everything that you find?" This is why I have turned clients away even though I am building a business and really couldn't afford to. Because either I knew they weren't willing to actually do anything to help themselves sort out their own sh!t and then deal with it or I knew instinctively (?) that I wasn't ready for what we were going to find once we got started (hey, I am still inch-worming it across the floor at this point.) I just wanted to say thank you for making this information available. For putting yourself out there even knowing that you are going against the "norm" and may not get all the warm fuzzy accolades those forwarding the the "Long, Long Con" are getting. If I ever get the chance to meet you in person I hope to goodness you are a hugger because I plan to make sure you get a big one from me.
    • Jessica Antunes February 10, 2018 at 12:36 am on Astral & Etheric ‘Cleansed’ Subtle Energy Body Particle Pollution is AccumulatingWhat groundbreaking information! Thinking about bacteria and viruses not only as disease transmitters but also as transmitters of other people's script parts has broadened my conceptual horizons as to what would be possible in terms of influences being transmitted from one to another encoded in our reality... or in the constituents of our reality… … because the molecules of what we eat and that will later be assimilated by our organism were molecules coming from goodness knows how… and more so for water molecules, and then if we think about the air we breathe and how much it has already been breathed don’t know how many times for don’t know how many people who left their waste there… everything here is recycled and reused… This makes me think… and if in fact there could be information encoded or hidden in molecules?? In the nuclei of the atoms? In the constituents of atoms? The simulation designers might well have thought in everything, backups would never be too much… This has also made me think of another question… It’s known that the planetary bodies are associated with influences that are directed to us according to the angles they make AT EVERY INSTANT. Thinking about it, it would not be so far-fetched to think of the possibility that they might also contain embedded data. …but there is a point here… when one thinks of astrology it is quite common to think ONLY about the movement of the great bodies of our solar system. But… and what about the smaller bodies like asteroids in the asteroid belt? It is highly likely that the size here is irrelevant, but perhaps the symbolism is not… The thing is that although very recent and very little know, there is a branch of contemporary astrology that deals with the mapping of asteroids that are continually being discovered and to which are given names that in some cases are QUITE suggestive! … And because I have studied this subject and because I have mapped hundreds of asteroids in my natal chart, I can guarantee that THERE DO EXIST bizarre correlations, either at the level of natal charts, or of synastry, or of astrological transits. This page is one in many that precisely shows that: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/229657.html I’m remembering of some with quite suggestive names such as: Destinn (3658) [at least there are more 2 with the same meaning] Paine (5188) Chaos (19521) Hazard (9305) Hinderer (3404) Prey (6157) … AND|DNA… reverted?| … DNA (55555) [what a coincidence that the comment you posted in which you spoke about DNA was at 5:55?!] But there are more with 5’s repeated… NORMA (555) – such as DNA, relates to structure, matrix PANDORA (55) – the pandora's box that could not be opened because it contained all the world ills… Who knows there could be something here, and even with the numbers themselves (the 5’s thing was weird - in fact in numerology 5 represents change, new ways, paths [which in other words also means alternatives…]) Still about asteroids, there are thousands of them, all with names. The entire list can be found here: https://www.astro.com/swisseph/astlist.htm
    • Jean February 8, 2018 at 7:26 pm on How Much Awareness Do You have of your ENTIRE ‘SELF’ & your INNER STATES/CONDITIONS?This!! I often wondered why my internal states do not align with my outer states. Your explanation may be why I am intuitively leery of formal meditation in general. (I am/was leery of Christianity in the same way, I just don't trust it.) My mentor is almost constantly trying to get me to go to meditation retreats.
    • Clive February 8, 2018 at 1:46 pm on Advice on How to Improve Self Awareness & Memory Recall of Past Anomalous ExperiencesThe 'Wright' brothers (the first to build a flying machine) were not academics or scientists, they were bike designers/builders/mechanics, i.e. they were likely simulating people that were interfaced to birds whom would then very likely be the first people who'd WANT TO FLY FOR REAL HERE!!! Read of the annoyance of 'real' engineers (unbelievably trying to design a flying machine powered by a STEAM ENGINE!!!) being beaten by some bicycle builders here.
    • Olivia February 8, 2018 at 1:34 pm on Why am I being treated as if I’m an Alien that’s just arrived from another planet?Facinating Jessica. You write so articulately. I find it extremely difficult to accurately convey the experiences I have, which I notice, sense, feel, see & hear. I can suddenly have clarity, but then when I try to put it into writing, it becomes disjointed. I have had many odd experiences like that, some I remember from when I was 2 years old. I remember feeling like Time had skipped, but no one noticed. Once I was driving with my dad on a route we had driven hundreds of times. We would drive on open roads 150km at around 130-150km ph. We stopped at a farm stall to buy biltong, and continued the journey. It always took 1.5 hours. But on one occasion, we got there in 1 hour. My dad and I looked at each other, then the clock, checked with my mom if we left earlier than we thought, but we hadn’t. To this day we still think WTF (although I understand more now, I was baffled then). My hubby also had an experience very recently. He came home a bit shaken up. He told me he got on his usual train from London Bridge to home. It’s the same train he gets nearly every day. It’s an older southern train, tables & seats. He had to get off at East Croydon to allow other passengers off (so possibly up to a minute outside whilst other passengers got off) and then he got back on. But it was a totally different train. Inside no longer had 4 person tables; the loo wasn’t where it was previously located & the area was a lot wider to allow for wheelchair access. He said even the seats were blue, not green. And it was a newer version of the train. He was like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! Looking at everyone else, no one noticed, so he tried to rationalise it. He obviously couldn’t. He told me it was too freaky for him to properly think about. But he still does. He’s a bit afraid of the work I do here on this AWESOME site, which is a shame, so I don’t speak to much about it with him. Just bits here and there. Anyway just wanted to share my story. And Clive, thanks so much for everything. It’s nice to see new info & interesting replies! X
    • Tommy February 7, 2018 at 11:42 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasClive have you checked altered carbon it’s a new tv show I found it has some vr torture scenes some body swap shenanigans it reminds me of dollhouse but different does this has any relevance to myself or was it your wsw mates checking for reactions and subtle crap.
    • Clive February 7, 2018 at 11:31 am on Advice on How to Improve Self Awareness & Memory Recall of Past Anomalous ExperiencesIt's possible Anaabella that you've good 'spacial/compass' orientation because you're simulating someone that was a bird/pigeon!!! The following is a list of bird characteristics from a (supposed) human that is possibly simulating an alien homing or racing pigeon bird form. Basically, these are the 'bird' characteristics that I noticed and listed/wrote out a few years ago that relate to my father . . . I 'peck' at my food. When buttering toast (which I like) I stab the butter with the knife and spread this tiny bit of butter on my toast and then go back and keep doing the same. The butter ends up looking as if it has literally been pecked by a bird. When eating peas I often try and jab one at a time with my fork. When I look at things rather than just turn my head I turn and move my head forward to peer (a bit like a pigeon). The way I move my head is very bird like. I have a condition where my toes would curl under and end up looking somewhat like 'hen's' talons. As I've got older and cannot be bothered cutting my nails as much as I used to my toe nails would quickly become like talons AND even though they'd sometimes even curl down and end up growing into the underside of my toe this wouldn't bother me. My lower legs the skin for the last few years has became dried up and 'scaly' looking quite a bit like birds legs do. I like birds and made big efforts to feed them and encouraged lots of birds to came to our back garden. I had starlings nesting in the roof cavity of our house for 5/6 years which I liked and didn't do anything about getting rid of. I made bird tables and nesting boxes. I like wearing bright tops, t-shirts particularly red ones and shorts. I never interact with a cats. I don't like them. I liked and ate lots of cereal and seed based food. I'd grind up pumpkin seeds to mix in with my muesli which is what I like for my breakfast (toast too). I've had phases where I'd like to eat sunflower seeds. My favourite food is cheese on toast with cherry style tomato's (like red berries?). Next favourite is breaded fish, chips and peas. As a kid my father built me a small workshop where I made and built models of many different types of aircraft. As a kid I was caught stealing someone apples from their tree. I was a woodwork teacher. I made a lot of the furniture for our house. My garage took two transit van trips to get rid of the bits of wood I'd kept and stored mostly at ceiling level (almost like a nest). Apparently I sometimes sleep with one eye apparently well open. I like travelling and walking a lot and being out in the 'elements' rain, wind and snow walking, hiking, climbing and cycling up mountains and skiing and cycling fast down them. I'm good at 'orienteering', I seem to have an automatic built in 'directional/compass' function. I don't like having a bath but never missed taking a daily shower. I wasn't bothered about getting soaked in the rain, I always considered my skin to be waterproof and impervious to water. It's also possible that 'cycling' might for some people represent flying? Particularly when you notice that in a cycle race there is often a person at the front and from this front person you get a strung out line often growing to one side exactly like a bird migration line with all being led by the front bird. Also the cycling racing position is more like how a bird would be: head forward and eye's facing forward with body strung out behind. Cyclists often have BRIGHT plumage? 'Fun' for my dad (who was a racing cyclist in his younger days) was cycling on new years eve from South Shields to Glasgow (120+miles) to arrive at midnight to have a quick drink with the Glaswegians then cycle back in time for breakfast. The 'Wright' brothers (the first to build a flying machine) were not academics or scientists, they were bike designers/builders/mechanics, i.e. they were likely simulating people that were interfaced to birds whom would then very likely be the first people who'd WANT TO FLY FOR REAL HERE!!! Read of the annoyance of 'real' engineers (unbelievably trying to design a flying machine powered by a STEAM ENGINE!!!) being beaten by some bicycle builders here.
    • Clive February 6, 2018 at 5:55 pm on Astral & Etheric ‘Cleansed’ Subtle Energy Body Particle Pollution is AccumulatingWell, Gareth, every angle you can think of has been built into our FU reality so that there are as many different angles/entry points as possible to manage/fuck everyone over. For example, DNA is entirely 'made up' (and from my perspective it's OBVIOUS that it's 'impossible' there is no way this can be a product of 'trial and error' evolution as this trial and error process would be required for each gene and each 'folding' structure that each 'external influence' would impact in VERY PRECISE WAYS, to have these lead to very precise outcomes . . . it's all absolutely utterly unrealistic) so we only have DNA 'in here' for our version of reality here, the MV outside 'subtle or physical' reality doesn't have DNA. So, you can think of it as built in MALWARE here. Junk DNA is a converted backup of our scripts, bacteria and viruses are a way of 'storing' our data 'off site/remotely' as well as of splicing in 'script' pieces from other people . . . this was one angle of shit 'delivery means' that we had to target/deal with about a week back because 'DNA' was actually being specifically 'activated/used' to initiate lock down/management/extremes, so we had to find all of designs of all of the 'activators/enablers' and get rid of these/edit them out.
    • Clive February 6, 2018 at 5:34 pm on Don’t take your eye off the Ascension EventSeems like your 'Reiki' experience matched up pretty well with mine Ryan, if you 'question' things you very quickly get the cold shoulder/pushed out 'and' if you are simulating someone competent in the subtle/as a subtle being/with subtle healing experience it's used to shut you down/replace/depress your own natural abilities/experiences as a subtle form healer . . . they want everyone as an unquestioning mindless drone . . .
    • Annabelle February 4, 2018 at 3:14 am on Advice on How to Improve Self Awareness & Memory Recall of Past Anomalous ExperiencesI have an unusual need to know / want to know what direction everything is aligned as in north, south, east and west. Wherever I go I relate directions as north, south, east or west, don’t use GPS devices, and if I am in a warehouse / building without windows, I am frustrated that I can’t converse this way. A few years ago I happened to go on a trip into a very remote mountainous area. I arrived late at my hotel, and looked out the window to calibrate myself to north, south, east and west. I could not tell where I was due to the tall mountains surrounding the small hotel. This has never happened before, and since it was late, I thought I would figure it out in the morning. I went to bed and woke up in the morning, and I was hermetically sealed under the sheets that were tight around my head. I wondered what was going on. As I clawed my way out, I realized I had ended up at the foot of the bed, turned 90 degrees from where I started (went to sleep) and was sleeping at the edge of the bottom end / foot of the mattress. The sheets were cleanly made up all around me, hotel style (as in you need a crow bar to open them), and there is no way I could have tossed and turned and ended up in that position, without the bed being a mess. I got up and blew it off on not knowing what my bearing was with relation to the mountains as north, south, east and west. I thought I could figure it out by the position of the sunrise but could not see the sun. (I also briefly thought about being removed and put back in that bed the wrong way) I was determined to ask the hotel staff where we were in relation to the mountains, but forgot, and the same thing happened the next night. Finally, on the third day I had to study my position at the hotel, and I did not have an event that night.
    • Annabelle February 4, 2018 at 3:06 am on Exercise/Advice 1: To Improve Recall of Memories, Past Experiences & Awareness of Memory Complexity & CompositionRegarding memories, I think something that is quite exceptional and that most women remember in detail, is the birth of their child, as well as everything they were doing a good 12-48 hours prior to the birth of their child. It is branded into their memories. I remember 12-24 hours prior to the birth of my child exactly what I was wearing at work that day, my shoes and the sound they made on the floor, how I was walking, what I ate that day, the temperature of all the rooms I was in, and what everyone around me was doing, as well as how everyone I at work was dressed. Upon arriving at the hospital, I remember what every hospital staff member said to me in each room, the temperature in each room, what I was wearing in each room, the quantity of blankets on each bed, what supplies they had in each room, as well as the positioning and layout of each room. I remember how tall each staff member was, and what type of hospital uniform each staff member had and how they were standing or walking, their tone of voice, as well as demeanor. A very unusual experience with a flower vase I bought as a decorative accessory. I brought it home and removed the price tag and put it on the shelf. A few weeks later I walked thru that room and the flower vase was turned backwards with the price tag facing me! How could that be – I removed the price tag! Didn’t anyone else notice or wonder about this? So I removed the price tag again and turned that vase so the back was towards the wall. Several weeks later I walk by the vase and it is turned backwards with the price tag back on it facing me! I removed it a third time, and made a point to remind myself how odd this was. It has not happened again.
    • Megan February 3, 2018 at 6:08 pm on The New Age Movements Hidden Origins, History & Agenda Revealed & Described in DetailReply to Clive's December 30, 2015 @ 4:17 pm Clive's comment on predicting the future made me realize something I didn't before. So, at work we have satellite radio play over the PA system that rotates between different genres every 2 hours. On more than one occasion I will suddenly have part of a song play in my head at random, and then that song I thought of will play sometime later in the shift. There are even a couple times when the song I think of will be the next one played. Another incident was just this last Thursday when my crew and I (a group of three people total) had to go through a bunch of loads to check for bad date code on labels stamped outside the boxes that were being shipped when I suddenly asked if anyone had found any bad labels recently (we had found a handful earlier in the day, but not for a while at that point.) I was only a few seconds later, the next box I think, that one of my co-workers picked up in fact had a bad label on it. I can think of a few other times that I had moments like this throughout my life. The thing I suddenly realized about these moments is that I, whether I am at work or I am going somewhere to relax, always like to be one step (or more) ahead of myself. I will come in as much as 1 hour early into work (and sit in the breakroom before I clock in.) And I always like my inventory figured out not just for my crew but also for the next crew at the beginning of my shift (12 hours before the next crew even has to come in.)
    • Clive February 3, 2018 at 1:18 pm on Why am I being treated as if I’m an Alien that’s just arrived from another planet?I'd forgotten this page Jessica, it's likely the best 'baseline' page here to be read by 'anyone' experiencing 'reality glitches or having any anomalous experience' . . . the overall problem with respect to 'consistency' avoiding anomalies is that our baseline day in day out reality/experience is likely to be extremely different compared to the person we are simulating. So, 'you' personally like myself are simulating someone that never experienced being 'incarnated/reincarnated/memory wiped' for example!!! You've likely chosen to interface to various aspects of the physical strata and you've likely spent time interfaced to various physical animal forms (which you've likely even 'designed' yourself) to use as a 'probe/vehicle' to spend time exploring some physical world (one of likely many). So, to render you here when you've likely spent most of your time as a subtle being, then time just 'temporarily' interfaced to different physical things (animal forms, trees, rock strata, a 'sun' etc etc ) . . . basically the more 'different' things the person you are simulating experienced compared to the seriously limited 'life' scale we have here will actually result in likely continuous 'discrepancies' pretty much all of the time while a massive effort is made to have us 'not notice'. 'Matt' whose left comments here, the life of the person he's simulating was 99.9% different from what is possible here, AND as he's also simulating someone that was a VR tester, whom spent a lot of time testing various VR environments for accuracy/consistency then he's simulating someone absolutely attuned to noticing the slightest 'incongruities/defects' being presented within a VR/simulation which essentially has him aware pretty much ALL THE TIME that 'NOTHING' here (at least for himself) adds up AT ALL . . . BUT . . . try explaining this to anyone else/the 'majority' here . . . at the very least you'll get strange looks!!!
    • Clive February 3, 2018 at 12:46 pm on The New Age Movements Hidden Origins, History & Agenda Revealed & Described in DetailHaha Jessica "He told me that I was 17 minutes away from what should be the configuration of my life for that age . . " . . very likely with a 'straight/serious face' too . . . the overall problem is that we're all simulating someone else's life within our aim here to use ourselves to feedback the shit we've accumulated into our external counterparts i.e. to have them impacted by an instant update of 'shit/re-programming' . . . so we have to be manipulated and manoeuvred // poked and prodded to make decisions to follow the predefined 'life' of someone else // hence crazy coincidences / synchronicities as well as 'magical' nudges . . .
    • Indigo Warrior January 29, 2018 at 7:31 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-5 – Target what Keeps Me Disengaged From & Manipulated by Trauma & Emotional & Psychological ‘Sore Points & Hurts’Lots of energy shifting in my lower back, and my left side. After this exercise I got up and felt a shooting pain like sciatic down my leg. And my hips. I recalled the first time I became aware of energetic implants, and drew one in my head. That was decades ago... thank you for sharing this work.
    • Clive January 25, 2018 at 2:21 pm on Exercise/Advice 2: To Improve Awareness of Your Inner Landscape/Internal States/Sensations/Feelings, Emotions, Awareness’s & the Memories of theseEhhh, when I started to post/publish this new series here I had 9 pages pretty much 'ready', however (as per usual) in reading through these, I become aware of additional factors/other 'interesting' angles that 'previously' it was hard to even appreciate never mind become aware of. So, A) the original 9 pages have now become 13 and B) I've had to edit/update 'those waiting to be posted' to also somewhat 'fit in with' the new perspectives . . . 'and' . . . fortunately/unfortunately this is continuing in that I've 2/3 other angles I want to expand upon which will likely result in yet more pages while C) I'm 'extra' busy with the hacking the sim // resolving issues/getting 'open' access to peoples scripts line which has the priority in 'time' terms . . . So, I'll still try and post a new page every 2/3 days BUT occasionally it may be longer!!!
    • Ryan January 23, 2018 at 5:27 pm on Don’t take your eye off the Ascension EventI can attest to the reiki baloney you wrote about in this series. (And the extreme difficulty reading through ANY page on your site.) Anyways, I felt "pushed" to learn reiki for some months before finally committing to a two-day intensive for level 1&2. I felt I had to do it for my sanity at least because I was experiencing a super-heightened sensitivity to all the energies I could perceive at the time, and it was seriously wacking me out at work. It took everything I could do to get through a day and not have everyone I came in contact with unloading their toxic crap and residue all over my own field to such an extent I was sick and depressed and at war with my self internally 24/7. It was like my field was made of glue. Once I had a date set for the classes I ended up having to walk out of my job at the time over an impossible situation to overcome, and while on the way home I was pressured to wreck my car and commit suicide...which I resisted with considerable effort. So I go through hell (multiple date changes, etc) to get these reiki attunements and lo and behold...something felt extremely wrong. Alarm bells were going off in me and it felt like the attunements didnt work properly. I didn't get the mind blowing "love and light" experience of the energies descending from the heavens or whatever. I couldn't bring myself to "just get out of the way and let the universal intelligent energy of all life do the work." Just be a "hollow reed" and a "pure vessel" for the Creator to work through. I just couldn't totally drone out, stop asking troublesome questions or stop wanting to see what was behind the energies. I couldn't stop addressing the reiki energy whatever as "gods." I thought that was peculiar that I instinctively understood there was some kind of group, rather than a singular Creator behind the energy. I experimented with the symbols given and found quickly that I didn't actually need them or any real thought behind the so-called healing, all I had to do was open up. It felt automatic, and that it ultimately accomplished no deep healing. In fact it seemed that I felt worse rather quickly and discouraged from trying to attempt to help anyone heal. I needed "top-ups" more and more frequently and was pushed out of the reiki group I was working with. (There was an air of suspicion coming from some place higher than the actual people I was involved with.) Eventually it stopped working at all and I could not do any energy work, not even for myself. I became disillusioned and turned away from reiki and healing work entirely. I just knew I was sabotaged but I couldnt manage to find any dirt on the organization the classes came from. It never occurred to me to look much higher up the chain, and every effort I made to do any searching at all in higher places was likewise short-circuited. So, yes everything you say is turning out to be completely spot on from the perspective of my own limited experience. Thank you for your efforts and for continuing to expand your work. Im determined to read through your whole site now even though it feels like it will take a gargantuan effort despite the fact that I'm a voracious reader.
    • Jean January 22, 2018 at 6:45 am on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionThe image representing me to the left of my commentary name: I don't remember it having more than 1 set of legs and arms. I thought I also had eyes lower on the 'face'...lol, maybe I am evolving!
    • Jean January 22, 2018 at 6:42 am on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionI actually remembered Pikachu as having an all yellow tail, then I saw an image with Pikachu with a black tip and I remembered thinking it was odd because I did not 'notice' this before. This memory sticks with me because I thought it was odd. I also don't remember the tail being so zig-saggy (I just looked up the image.)
    • Jessica Antunes January 18, 2018 at 10:39 pm on VR Experiences Investigations EXERCISE-1: Engaging with EAAS VR Seminars, Talks, Healing, Therapy Demonstrations & Knowledge & Skills ‘Attunements’I rarely get sick, but right today that I set aside the 1st morning hour to do this focus, apart from having fallen asleep, I woke up with a gastroenteritis, nauseated and with a terrible stomach ache … even so, despite the sudden distracting pains, I did th focus… unfortunately without getting anything (for a change…)
    • tommy January 16, 2018 at 11:17 pm on Exercise/Advice 1: To Improve Recall of Memories, Past Experiences & Awareness of Memory Complexity & Compositionhttp://phenomena.nationalgeographic.com/2014/03/05/and-the-memory-wars-wage-on/ I found this after messing around with the new excersise. Makes you wonder if you can trust your memories at all. I don’t have any memories of weddings because I skipped them. The only funeral I can remember is my granddads. But my psychedelic shenanigans interferes with proper recall. The only thing I remember is seeing my dad cry. I do notice I recall things before my psychedelic shenanigans better then my memories after those experiences. Except the times I took drugs afterwards because they were really hellish. so my memory is mostly based on negative experiences the things that keep me easily remembering it are a strong negative emotional charge were I felt anger hurt guilt jealousy depression abandonment abuse the inability to change the situation or outcome of something. Also notice that I remember things I thought of as negative or shameful painful events that those are easier to recall then the positive ones. Events linked with physical/psychological pain or that had negative consequences for myself are the easiest to remember. So things like abuse accidents bullying and me being bad or feeling guilty hopeless depressed or stuck are easily drummed up. Or really weird things like I saw someone running and asked someone else on the street if they saw that also. They didn’t saw it. The jump on my wash machines timer from 24 minutes to 11. The I saw three spoons one big one and two little ones that miraculously the two little spoons transformed in big ones. The bike ride that ended up magically where I started like huh how is this possible. As a kid/teenager I used to have a lot of dreams that actually came true irl so when that happened I finished everyone’s sentences it creeped them out. People telling me their dreams and I finish it also creeped them out like huh that’s not possible but then I’d mention a small detail that they didn’t told me. My second time on lsd I was psychic as hell as in the last two hours of the trip I basically got the next coming three years fed to me. I was like hold up wahahhahahha shit I already saw/know that because of my trip. Mabey it connected me to the guiding software the I keep shit in place and on track software the imma kick in three years upfront so you will interact with x software. If this comment is bad let me know Clive then I will go back to the drawing board. I have the suspicion something is causing me to misinterpret your writing will do focus what keeps misunderstanding authors meaning. And try again somewhere in the next couple of days. Mabey I will come up with something better
    • Clive January 16, 2018 at 12:42 pm on Under What Conditions Are You Likely to Automatically KNOW if you are in a Simulated or Virtual Reality and NOT a Real Reality?Yea, Yahron 'unfortunately' there is some 'serious' clamp down on 'competent' people with non standard 'ideas' and particularly ones that don't conform to 'known physics/how things/reality is imagined to work/function' and or won't be helpful of what our simulation is trying to achieve or are considered a threat to it. I personally know the reincarnation of Tesla (although there are many 'twins' of the same subtle form!!!), they are not allowed to have enough to live decently/'freely', they have designed 'things' (including 'free' energy systems) to 'exacting' specifications, taken them to engineering companies to 'make' and despite being very clear they always then decide that his design 'cannot possibly work' and so change it to 'how they 'think' it should be designed' without telling them EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!
    • Clive January 16, 2018 at 12:23 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI'd not worry about it Shalin, it's 'managing' shit creating 'distractions' it's a difficult to avoid side effect of what I'm doing!!!!
    • Angie January 15, 2018 at 6:25 pm on Examples of the Negative Symptoms & Life Effects of a Blocked Soul MissionHi there, this is so awesome to talk so freely and be understood. Wow! Excuse me for I am still a bit blown away. I had experienced a man who told me I had gifts. Also said I need to get rid of past childhood blocks to be able to use my gifts. He told me that when I was a small child I had a traumatic experience and that I was comforted by him when this happened. He told me that if I wasnt ready to remember or face this traumatic time then he would go away and I would never see him again . Well I said bring it on. He told me to hold his hand and with his other hand he placed over my enlarged thyroid on my neck, told me to close my eyes and look into the past. Then he wanted to know if I could see him or what was I seeing. The flashes were so fast and so many i couldn't really see any pictures long enough to see anything. After that he asks if I believe in psychic abilities, things in that nature. I did. The next thing he told me spooked me I said stop. No more. I heard enough. He said, I can tell u what you fear the most. I was thinking no way. Haven't told anyone. He knew exactly. Who was he?
    • Hasani January 14, 2018 at 2:37 pm on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionI have spent time examining the functions of my memories. I would be able to remember some events that happened or witnessed in my childhood in detail especially things that happened when I was 5 years old. The funny thing tho is that my memories are flawed in remembering present things unless it's major. Otherwise I will often write it down. From the examples you have given above, I would say that the subway(sandwich eatery) logo would be an example. The old subway logo is used as the current logo. At least I hope that is an example.
    • Shalin January 12, 2018 at 8:54 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI apologize for the questions. I will continue to read and refrain from asking questions for the time being. I do appreciate your time and the work you are doing for all of us. Very grateful for that. Thank you.
    • Clive January 12, 2018 at 4:28 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasALL regulars here anyone that signed up for the AAH service/Azad READ THIS . . . AND, as I've just had another that signed up for the auto/absence healing service also 'NOW' since I replied to comment yesterday unbelievably 'again' leave a comment with a list of symptoms/ailments. As per agreement I've no problem with people sending me an update VIA E-MAIL every 2/3 months, BUT from now on I'll delete out right anything posted as a comment 'update' as this is not appropriate/not part of the agreement. For all of those whom did sign up there here is another (likely incomprehensible) UPDATE: You/we are all in a VR reprogramming simulation determinedly putting everyone into more and more and WORSE issues/symptoms/shit of all types. Specific people // a sub set of people are particularly targetted (about 350,000 individuals) AND in most instances these people have been guided here/to this site 'BECAUSE' they have the WORST SHIT, which if we 'really' want to sort 'everything' out then we're going to have to figure out how to deal with these specific peoples scripted accumulations of 'SHIT'!!! So, I've left details of the amount of versions of 'shit' we'd already dealt with in a previous update that were preventing us from even JUST GAINING ACCESS to people scripts or of dealing with 'what needs to be dealt with' because it's all effectively blockaded/stonewalled . . . about week or so back we actually managed to get rid of the last of the 'external' to the scripts 'maintain' everyone's shit, so we've actually been able to get access to scripts without external sabotaging and RESTORING PEOPLES SHIT/HEALTH PROBLEMS ETC. ETC 'shit' . . . However the same 350,000 people, the ones that have mostly signed up for the AAH service we are now finding have had specifically 'designed' combinations of scripted items added into their scripts specifically to monitor and sabotage efforts to gain access to scripted items that are DEFINING PEOPLES SHIT . . . can you see the problem here? Yes doing focuses great, this makes us aware of what the problems might be BUT unfortunately posting symptoms etc etc doesn't magically give us access of even help me to 'magically' figure out how to do this . . . and without access we are 'stuck' . . . it's no coincidence that I've had another person specifically leaving another piss taking comment with a massive list of symptoms after leaving my reply yesterday. YES it's much better use of my time to write yet another comment rather than spend time figuring out how the current variation of shit is working // finding out/figuring out who/what designed this // track this down/find this WITHIN ANOTHER MV / getting the designs of this and passing these to those 'outside' whom in then having some idea of what we are dealing with can actually try and do something about it!!! AND I'm not in the slightest interested in have any comments asking me about how or what or 'whatever' . . . about what I've written here either . . . 'sometime' when this is DONE because come fucking hell or high water it WILL BE DONE then I'll explain 'everything' and as EVERYTHING is about absolutely EVERYTHING it'll likely take a few years just to explain BASE LINE/FOUNDATION THINGS because you'll all have to be re-educated from scratch about everything before you'd start to understand / get your head around anything beyond the basics . . . I cannot explain ANYTHING AT ALL PROPERLY because for you to understand it to a point that you don't need to ask more and yet more time wasting questions would require I spend years explain things in detail that you STILL WON'T UNDERSTAND ANYWAY BECAUSE EVERYONE HERE IS MANAGED TO NOT UNDERSTAND EVEN BASICS ANYWAY. So, AZAD, yes I've got your comment I'll have a read of it 'AGAIN' when I know I've got full/unimpeded access to everyone scripts and can actually then DO SOMETHING ABOUT THESE!!! AND when that's done/this happens, it's likely that these issues will be sorted out BEFORE I even get round to reading what you write 'again' anyway because the limiting factor is not being able to get access to make changes in most case we DO 'KNOW' WHAT IS THE REAL CAUSE OF PEOPLES ISSUES/PROBLEMS . . .
    • Clive January 11, 2018 at 4:15 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/Traumas"I just signed up for the auto/absence healing service", yes you did and a highlighted EXTREMELY important part of my detailed explanations of this is that I DON'T WORK ON ISSUES as it's a complete waste of time, AND despite that I make this clear you leave a list of ISSUES in this piss taking comment, NOT ONLY THAT, but I also make it clear about sending me an update 2/3 months after you sign up and yet today (2 'WEEKS' after signing up) I get not just one e-mail from you BUT 3 TIME WASTING/PISS TAKING AGREEMENT VIOLATING E-MAILS yet again unbelievably giving me a list of health/issues/problems!!!! I'VE NO IDEA WHY as all your doing is not only wasting my time BUT in doing this your ensuring that YOUR ISSUES TAKE LONGER TO RESOLVE. The time to write this comment is from my perspective a WASTE OF MY TIME!!! Whose 'Matt', well Matt is someone that's read every page on this site (and my other sites ) at least THREE TIMES, he's also left 'INTELLIGENT' comments showing that he's some clue as to what I'm writing about. There are 560 'pages/posts' on this site most of which are 3/4+ pages of A4 (some are 20+ pages of A4 long) that span 3 decades+ of my 'experiences' and changing approaches/perspectives (as explained on the home page here). So, until you read them all a few times and so GET AN EDUCATION then I'm pretty sure the quality of your comments will remain a piss poor as this one. Most single pages here take hours to write many take multiple re-writes over weeks and even months so, 'AMAZINGLY' in that all of the hard work has been done FOR YOU, in that all YOU HAVE TO DO is READ THEM, perhaps even ALL OF THEM MULTIPLE TIMES, as you do this you can then spend time thinking about them which may end up with you (like Matt did/does) starting to join dots to a point where I actually get a comment that tells me something that I DON'T ALREADY KNOW. For you or anyone else to READ THEM ALL will likely take less that a 50th of the time it took me to write them and yet I've people complaining because they cannot immediately find 'something' referred to on a site that is COMPREHENSIVE & PAINSTAKING IN IT'S DETAIL/REASONING/EXPLANATIONS!!!! There are a few people leaving comments here that have shown that they've A) started to get their heads around at least some of what is presented here, while B) some have even managed to point out a few things beyond what I'd already pointed out myself!!! Jessica Antunes for example has obviously been working her way through pretty much everything here and in starting to get her head around some angles and has written some exceptionally good comments . . . (as have others in the past) . . . Coincidentally, the only comment I get from you is a 'whining' piss taking, time wasting one!!! I replied to another distracting comment here, 'wsw teams' for example are only mentioned in comments here, they are not part of the explanations on 'pages' (comments will of course mostly have been read by regulars in the past). So, if you 'really' wanted to figure out who/what wsw teams are then perhaps this is mentioned in earlier comments!!! Perhaps, you 'could' even get off your arse and do a google search of this site for wsw teams!!!! A half hour+ was wasted on writing this comment because it's been thought about and edited to the same degree/quality as the rest written here!!!
    • Clive January 10, 2018 at 2:20 pm on Anomalous Mandela Effect Discussions Don’t Mention Anomalous Memories or Senses Contributions to theseI'll be posting pages to a new series 'this one' every few days for a while . . . I've about 10 pages in decent shape and more might get added before it's all finished/done. This first page above 'explains' how this series started and some of the different angles of 'odd' things it's brought up that resulted in more and more pages being written . . . as per usual it'll end up pointing out more way more odd things that are a) in plain sight while b) no one notices these . . .
    • Clive January 9, 2018 at 8:03 pm on Androgynous, Asexual Subtle Forms Interfaced to a Two Gendered Physical Body Will Present Anomalies Related to Gender & Explains & Validates Transgender ExperiencesWell, Nancy your comment is a fantastic example of someone whose been unable to actually read what is written here OPENLY, rather you've interpreted what I've taken time to write VERY CLEARLY on this page into something that is a) completely nonsensical while b) also managing to promote new age fantasy bullshit. NOTHING you write is actually logical in terms of subtle beings as SUBTLE BEINGS, twin flames are part of the new age propaganda specifically to keep new age people in a fantasy about themselves, their origins and particularly the real agenda of this place which is the INVERSE of the new age fantasy!!!
    • Clive January 9, 2018 at 7:51 pm on VR Experiences Investigations EXERCISE-1: Engaging with EAAS VR Seminars, Talks, Healing, Therapy Demonstrations & Knowledge & Skills ‘Attunements’There seems like a mass of symbolic conversion/transformation things going on likely relating to the person you are simulating/their original circumstances Annabella very likely mixed in with internal VR re-programming efforts (i.e. persuading you to be OK about living a full fake 'SHORT' 'human' life).
    • Nyssa January 9, 2018 at 7:12 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking Experiencesstarted with 08 Sense components 'hard coded' into my fake subtle body to instill managing strategies. It feels like I was genetically modified to have hard-coded managing strategies built in to me 'as a preventative measure' in the event I decided to explore scripted experiences relating to VR avatar research I still sense these components there, but they feel 'mostly' neutralized -like they've been left just active enough to watch them in action as I do this focus. I also feel deeply inflamed / sore spots from the long term effects of this hard coded management .. As this section continues, I sense an extremely covert aspect was designed and woven into the system, that seemed designed to lock people into the worst parts of their simulation copied person testing experiences. .. it's a feeling that competent decent people gave good efforts, with good intentions of examining traumas and designing ways to address them - but there was a system being designed with the intention of then wrapping these competent people up in these horrible scripts (because they've engaged with them as part of this project), and thus locking them into these horrible experiences that aren't theirs. Like a bait and switch - to trap these good competent people in situations far far worse than their own scripts would dictate 00 and 01 yield very little - I probe around for what's blocking me, and sense a block in my third eye area/ between my eyes. My head feels squeezed. I can sense myself 'wearing' different personas / 'being' different people, trying to understand what they're like, what they experience, how they interact with others. I feel like I'm running through bits of their scripted experiences, like a 3d video photo album 02 I sense a project ( at " .. any other project") that's different - it's designed to help people address and deal with traumas at the end of this section, I can sense many projects, but there's a large fuzzy blanking feeling inside my head - like they are 'all' being dampened / wiped / suppressed. I target the scripted effects of this hard-coded management, since it seems to be blocking me from accessing this, and my head feels like it will implode from the pressure. I hear a none-physical mind-blowingly loud screech inside my head. 03-06 mostly just painful and massive memory perception blocks in my head. Feels like these were additional managing components and strategies being activated and defused as I did the focus, or are perhaps the scripted effects of these hard-coded blocks over the long term. 07 at "..horrifying objectives": .. my body spasms in nausea and fear when I realize how quickly these extremely competent, decent people will be rapidly enslaved by the strategies being implemented. It won't have to be a long grinding breakdown - it will be quick and instantaneous to imprison people in these horrific scripts.
    • Jessica Antunes January 9, 2018 at 9:56 am on The New Age Movements Hidden Origins, History & Agenda Revealed & Described in DetailI remember doing one of these new age therapies (named aura reading in english). What made me remember it was precisely the fact that it ONLY MAKES SENSE FOR A VIRTUAL REALITY in which everything is software defined and the script of people's lives is already fixedly predefined … Basically (after the therapist supposedly channeled information from my soul and spoke about my pre-destined purpose of life, agreements for this life, and other things …) it was all about ALIGN the course of my life with what, according to the therapist, was the path that my "soul" originally had PREDEFINED for me. He told me that I was 17 minutes away from what should be the configuration of my life for that age… In other words, what he was telling me was that ALL MY LIFE WAS ALREADY PRE-CONFIGURED at such a point that it was possible to calculate (using the therapist’s analogy of a clock with the 12 hours marked) the lagging minutes in the face of what was already established for me… and also that IDEALLY I should be PERFECTLY ALIGNED with such a configuration (or script). Being all of people's lives rendered by software according to an already predefined script, these 17 lagging minutes (considered by the therapist not to be significant) perhaps were only possible if the simulation gave to people some flexibility to avoid rigid and bizarre behaviors as described on this page https://www.soul-healer.com/new-age-origins/how-in-giving-accurately-simulated-people-the-flexibility-to-avoid-obvious-rigid-behaviours-responses-will-lead-to-deducible-accident-anomalies/? … and/or if people could have alternate scripts as described in the comments of this https://www.soul-healer.com/new-age-origins/under-what-conditions-are-you-likely-to-automatically-know-if-you-are-in-a-simulated-or-virtual-reality-and-not-a-real-reality/ and this https://www.soul-healer.com/new-age-origins/how-a-simulated-copied-persons-life-causes-are-calculated-to-lead-to-specific-already-pre-defined-future-outcomes/ My testimony: thanks to this therapy/reading, I could be simulated to orientate my life in a way that I would never have done if I had not participated in it… Many things have changed radically in that phase and reality has made me some things hard to swallow for a real reality too… What makes me wonder if this would be a simulations tool to reorient people's life course in a way that, instead of rigid and anomalous, could be contextualized according to the person’s mindset? If so, well done!
    • Jessica Antunes January 8, 2018 at 8:30 pm on The New Age Movements Hidden Origins, History & Agenda Revealed & Described in DetailAre you including your future ‘prediction’ sense in the category of natural subtle senses? From the start it seems far more conceivable to explain that ability as being a tool associated with the fact that we are simulating people who worked on the construction of a simulation project that would already have everything scripted and that would calculate in advance what would have to be rendered based on the calculation of what would be most likely to be effectively rendered. Otherwise how could such an ability be explained out of the context of a simulated reality? In other words, of a reality that via software defines all the people’s processes and that has scripts already defined for them? Weird…
    • Evelyn Hunter January 7, 2018 at 6:08 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-8 : Targeting ALL Scripted ‘Debilitating/Unwanted/Limiting/Containing’ ExperiencesParalyzing lower back pain. Images of being raped, murdered, my children massacred in front of me. Me smiling and saying it's all an illusion. Neo. They can kill me but I will still be here, smiling, for I created Them. All emotions are illusory control mechanisms, as is this 'battle'.
    • Carlie January 7, 2018 at 2:20 am on Examples of Spiritual Insecurity, Fear & ParanoiaI first started reading your website a couple years ago. I read it nearly everyday, multiple times a day for months. Then I stopped for whatever reason. Today I found myself back. As I read this page it brings back such anger and distaste for what is going on. It's like I was made to forget what I learned and retreat backwards to how I used to think. That somehow I was the reason for all of my suffering and pain either directly or indirectly. That I needed to learn some life lesson and that I'm grateful for being beaten and tortured for 2 years. I actually came to accept this. That I was grateful for what happened and that it was meant to happen, blah blah blah. But if it was simply a malicious plan to make me less of a threat or whatever reason that is just plain cruel and then to make me feel and think I am responsible for that happening in the first place. It makes this world seem a rather useless and disgusting place.
    • Jessica Antunes December 28, 2017 at 11:27 pm on How in Giving Accurately Simulated People the Flexibility to Avoid ‘OBVIOUS’ Rigid Behaviours & Responses will lead to Deducible Accident AnomaliesNot long ago I miraculously escaped an accident: I was approaching a poor visibility intersection, my road had a stop sign, but as it seemed to me that no one was coming I did not stop. As I move forward I realized that a motorcycle was passing on my left side right in my direction, I just did not hit it because coincidentally the driver honked and reduced… not because of me… but because he had just seen someone who was an acquaintance of him whom he resolved to greet (apparently he did not even notice my presence)… If it had not been the honk and the reduction I would had hit the motorcycle…
    • Shalin December 28, 2017 at 6:42 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI am a newbie. I just signed up for the auto/absence healing service as I have been dealing with a debilitating chronic health condition the past 2.5 years. I have received all sorts of treatments - qigong, acupuncture, so called medical intuitives, healers of all kinds, and now I am taking tibetan medicine herbs, homeopathy and wet cupping. I have had a LOT of emotional trauma in my adult life (I am 41). I suspect many of them are the root causes of the health condition but I try to practice a dissolve/release/purge energy practice but so far no changes in my physical condition. The diagnoses as per tibetan medical docs is extreme bile energy (imbalance of bile energy in the liver/gallbladder and small intestine) combined with rlung imbalances. These imbalances have thrown off many body systems and my mind has been so prone to negative thoughts and imagery. In any case, I have been reading a lot on this website. A lot of it goes above my head at the moment, which is fine as I'll continue to read. But I wanted to ask Clive, and the rest of the community here if there are any pages that describe some of the verbiage used on here? Like: -wsw teams (what does wsw stand for? and who are they?) -Lots of references to Tom and Matt (who are they? and what do they do?) -In Clive's updates he seems to imply he and his team are involved in all sorts of work that appears to be computer/software engineering type work. Is Clive and his team writing code/software in languages like C#/C++/Javascript/Python etc to detect, analyze, delete, and perform other tasks on the virtual simulation that we live in? -Lots of references made to our reality being *someone's* simulation. Who is this someone? And what is the state of the world of where this *someone* lives? Is that *someone's* world also a simulation run by someone else? -Are we subjects for Clive and his team's code? I.e. does his code scan us / our realities for the *shit* that is impacting our lives so they can iteratively learn and clear etc? Or is Clive's code performing this task on the entire global population? -When I go through this focus exercise (my first exercise to date) I don't really know what to expect. I have my biases in terms of my senses of which traumas or emotional states are causing my health condition which I have been practicing to release. At least on a conscious level I dont have any of the emotions that I think are causing my health issue but subconsciously I dont know if they are still playing and causing my health issue. So when I perform this focus exercise I dont really notice anything. I keep telling myself I connect to ALL and EVERYTHING that is impacting me (etc as per the exercise) and I modify and delete whatever script(s)/sub-scripts or anything else that is causing my health issue. Am I practicing the exercises correctly? Anything else I should be doing?
    • Seju December 21, 2017 at 2:31 pm on Self Exploration / Investigation EXERCISE SET-7 – Targeting ALL Defining Origins of ALL Personal Behaviours & PatternsHi Clive, Thank you for the reply. Well, to be really honest, these realizations that you have addressed had been based on my readings from your articles, several of them... perhaps you have different thoughts now than the moment you wrote them. I would like to know more of your current view of the world if indeed your past articles do not represent you as you say. I do agree that these whomevers whatevers just want to control destroy through endless tragedies. My question is, why? What is their ultimate goal in doing all this?
    • Clive December 21, 2017 at 12:50 pm on Self Exploration / Investigation EXERCISE SET-7 – Targeting ALL Defining Origins of ALL Personal Behaviours & PatternsHi Seju "I began realising that we are copies of our ‘souls’ that have put us here in the first place to learn something from this situation" . . . EEEHHH . . . this is equivalent to new age NICEY/NICEY/EVERYTHING IS UNFOLDING CORRECTLY 'delusional' bullshit, you/we/everyone here are in a simulation designed to traumatise/weaken/breakdown everyone here over 1000's of years of incarnation each of us has to REPROGRAM the 'soul/subtle form' of the person we are simulating. It really amazes me that the new age people are 'STILL' (do they all wear horse blinkers??) in a 'this is about 'evolving' being transformed into a 'greater/better' versions of ourselves 'delusion' // it's about being transformed into someone that will go along with whatever 'shit' is doled out to yourself/any others and being OK about. I read a lot from many different web sites daily, there is and has been for decades a steady/progressive degradation of all aspects of our lives/circumstances/options // a lot of people on this planet are in unbelievable/torturous circumstances // all happening and ongoing/getting worse while 'strangely' always completely immune to higher vibrations/love and light!!!! OH, and I'm 'NOT' being negative here, I prefer being 'realistic' while recognising/targetting making efforts to address the root causes of what is actually going on . . . rather then have simulation management software 'subverting' my awareness to keep me in a disengaged happy clappy state while the earth ship lists and sinks with everyone on board!!! What have the new age people been learning over the last 2/3 decades as they cling on while the entire ship very visibly continues to sink more and more rapidly over time?
    • Clive December 21, 2017 at 12:24 pm on Exercise to Target your ‘Artificial/Fake Realities’ Managing/Sabotaging EFFORTSINSTRUCTIONS (taken from another exercise page): As you read the ‘statements of intent’ then you state ‘with intention’ what you read internally with a directed will of ‘I WANT THIS / This is what I WANT!!!’ while simultaneously keeping your inner awareness / senses alert and ‘still’ to give yourself the best chance of becoming aware of anything that the focus reveals / gives you direct access too. This ‘does’ take practice, I ‘started’ to spend time trying to become aware of my internal states and inner perceptions three and a half decades ago. What each person 'gets' with any exercise on this site is very individual // relative to their experience 'here' as well as the experiences of the person they are simulating (that you are a copy of)!!!