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    • Xin Ying August 14, 2021 at 11:45 pm on How Anomalous Is Our Sun & Solar System Compared To Most Others?I think the reason I kinda wrote that way was because if I wrote normally the wind up shit happens ( eg head suppressions) think was my way of coping with the effects when I wrote.
    • Xin Ying August 14, 2021 at 11:44 pm on How Anomalous Is Our Sun & Solar System Compared To Most Others?hi Megan! Well I guess we could have been managed to create the discord group (have a feeling we did it multiple times before with larger group).
    • Megan August 13, 2021 at 12:45 am on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Tommy, I know I can’t make you listen to me or do anything I say; I also don’t know what your living situation is, but please hear me out! You need to say ‘no’ to these people! That is how part of your issues is being perpetuated! I get it that you see these people in need or are suffering, and want to help them, but that is how it is set up! It is how good people are buried under mountains of shit, plus their own, and are unable to dig themselves out! I’m taking a shot in the dark here, but I know you may feel bad for doing what I suggest, you may feel guilty for abandoning them in a time of need, you might even be afraid of them getting angry at you or lashing out or even being alone. But you need to do it for you. The reason this keeps happening may also be a part of a deeper trauma that hasn’t been resolved yet. Taking another shot in the dark here, but your addiction issue may also be something other than ‘addiction.’ Have you tried sitting with these feelings whenever you get a craving? I’m also interested in joining the discord server you and Xin created, but I’m more interested in discussing personal issues that are experienced and perpetuated, and what could be understood to resolve them. I tried to DM Xin and Nina, but it required sending a friend request to do so, and when I tried sending a DM after sending the friend request I was unable to send my message because it said I was blocked. I couldn’t even find you Tommy. My handle on discord is flyDragonfly289#2220. Re Clive: I’m still working on these things the best I can. I am still struggling with issues regarding standing up to and talking back at my ‘family.’ I got a mother who doesn’t want to deal with or talk about anything ‘too deeply,’ and a cousin(ex-Navy, has been aware 20+ years) who I stood up to after calling me rude (he called me during a movie in a panic after my mother didn’t pick up the phone, and I hung up on him shortly there after telling him I sent him a text.) He said it was disrespectful and that we are all ‘family,’ and I kind of jumped down his throat after that about how he has treated me when I called him, and how he has never been a part of my life. I blocked him on my phone and on Facebook, and I honestly don’t feel bad or sorry for what I did. This ‘family’ is a bunch of fucking hypocrites anyway. One thing that was going on, on the day I posted my latest comment while I was at work, was fucking Jesus showed up pushing me to talk to my old roommate (I moved in with a new set of roommates who work at the same place I do, but my old roommate’s name would pop into my mind from time to time.) I wonder if this has anything to do with the Christian ‘prayer-network’ and that ‘Divine Call-Center’ you’ve talked about. She is a pretty devote Christian, and there are times I have conveniently shown up at places were people needed ‘help or support’ who were Christian (or had a thing for God.) Thing is, I have half a notion to contact her say, ‘Fucking Jesus has shown up here pushing me to contact you..' but it is another one of those ‘things’ that is kind of a red flag where a lot of good and decent people have been fucked over. Sorry for the long rant.
    • Clive August 12, 2021 at 5:34 pm on Healing Sessions & Absent Healing Requests/ServiceI got your request and I've actually sent multiple replies, however, I'm in loads of piss-taking 'impossible' wind ups, so it seems as if my all e-mails to you are being magically disappeared. I just sent details again!!! Plus here they are copied and pasted from the e-mail I keep sending to you: Hi Rene, Thanks for your interest in the Automated Absent Healing & Clearings Service The 'others' resolved issues lists and paths tried page is here: https://www.soul-healer.com/resolving-issues-page/ This page requires the following password: 9X8C765 Just copy and paste the above into the password box and you'll get access to these pages and then follow the instructions . . . The same page has a payment link if you still want to go for this after reading the rest. Clive
    • Clive August 12, 2021 at 4:27 pm on How Anomalous Is Our Sun & Solar System Compared To Most Others?That's actually quite impressive Megan, (as I've said below most people seem to be in a lock down mode i.e. you aren't allowed to interfere/impact them in a healing sense ) although 1 or 2 people seem to be in quite 'odd' things specific to themselves. My friend Matt for example seems to be being recycled through some specific i.e. 'key' past times scenario's/experiences in ways that suggest that the current system is trying to either better 'optimise' these (with respect to it's objectives) and or to test out different ways of achieving the same or similar outcomes. I.e. some people (I'm sure) are being impacted in ways that suggest they are being used to test out/optimise different 'key' experiences/impacts!!!! So, for yourself Megan it might be that you've been 'locked down' in the past by the over system so that you have not been allowed to access/deal with specific issues, whilst 'now' you seem to be allowed to access/make some progress in particularly areas i.e. to release past trauma!!! Like I already mentioned I used to have a very bad stammer/speech block that was due to extreme childhood trauma that took me years of effort before I got access to this. I started to try and access the causes/trauma of the stammer (EVERY TIME i.e. EVERY SINGLE TIME I SPOKE TO PEOPLE) when I was 21 and it took me until my late 29'th year i.e. it took me 8/9 years of effort before I got access to and started to be able to feel and also then 'release' the original and exceptionally extreme trauma that I began accumulating as a toddler when I first started to try and speak!!!
    • Clive August 12, 2021 at 4:14 pm on How Anomalous Is Our Sun & Solar System Compared To Most Others?Problem is Nina that information of this type is deliberately converted (here) in a highly symbolic form i.e. what ever the original described circumstances actually was it's converted into an entirely 'made up' highly cryptic form that can easily be interpreted/decoded in multiple and often conflicting viewpoints!!!
    • Clive August 12, 2021 at 4:07 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Hi Tommy, I've been having a long rest (and tracking reading about the current cough i.e. 'vi and va' responses/insanities), although this site/all my sites 'shit' levels are through the roof, all my e-mail accounts are also suffering from what seems to me to be completely 'made up' problems too i.e. when I reply/send e-mails I get server errors (when there is nothing wrong with the server), basically all my replied to/sent e-mails just return a server error/unable to send message?!?! So, I'm now having to use a separate e-mail account which was setup by a friend (on his server), to post out/reply to e-mails now!!! I'm also 'still' in my ongoing stress/tension release efforts, despite that I feel there is virtually nothing left of these, although they gradually gone from having me in teeth chattering 'release' effects going on for hours, most days (9+ months ago), these are now down to background i.e. very slight 'teeth chattering' releases usually on going just for a few minutes which rather than daily are just happening maybe once or twice a week now. Since the start of C19 thing (setup by EAAS system objective software as far as I can tell//checking out with way up over 'monitoring' systems) everything going on here seems to have been put into some sort of 'lock down' mode i.e. I've been doing scans for this sites people but it feels to me that these 'aren't' allowed i.e. they are deemed as interfering with upper agenda's i.e. they feel to me as if they're being counteracted/negated!!!
    • Megan August 11, 2021 at 6:39 pm on How Anomalous Is Our Sun & Solar System Compared To Most Others?Clive,  quick update because this last week has been different from anything I've experienced for over a year. I've had the major releases within the last week,  all of them involving a lot of hurt and anger,  towards/from myself, and towards/from others. The first release dealt with my own feelings of hurt and anger,  and my perception/experience of these things.  I was taught,  and observed,  since I was a child that these things were bad and hurt people,  and that's the last thing I wanted to do so I repressed/controlled them the best I could, and the real problem is I didn't know what do do about my reactions,  how I felt or how to change it. The second release was about the anger and things I felt/experienced when it came to dealing with my mother. The thing that came up was a childhood-memory (sometime after my father left) where she and I were working down in the basement,  and something happened,  something wasn't done, where she was suddenly shouting at me about something,  as furious and ugly as sin, and I tried shouting back to stand up for myself and she came back at me with 'don't you dare yell at me again ' This mainly came from my solar-plexus, I saw this shriveled up,  fetal-like child, who was alone and scared and didn't know what to do.  This left me feeling extremely slow and weak and burnt out. The third release has to deal with what I had done to other people as well as what other people have done to myself. I saw myself as a Christian trying to help others, doing the 'right/good' thing,  but that 'belief' came back upon myself as I watched countless people being enslaved and slaughtered. I feel like I've carried that guilt for a long time, and I've lived lives where I tried to counteract or make up for this incident, and nothing has ever worked.  At the same time,  I see myself trying to honestly help people,  trying to come up with someway to resolve what is really happening or going on with people, and I suddenly find myself in a dark cell alone being punished and persecuted for being 'wrong.' I'm crying as I write this, my limbs feel weak,  my chest hurts,  and it feels like there is so much more I have to dig through. I think this is Inquisition stuff (I feel like there were counter-spies in the original group who kept an eye out for those who could sabotage their plans, and were quick to act upon those they found.) By the way Tommy and Xin Ying, reading your comments about your discord server, your comments felt very off to me. They were very 'light and fluffy'. Are you sure you two weren't being managed?
    • anonymous August 11, 2021 at 9:16 am on Healing Sessions & Absent Healing Requests/ServiceHello Clive, I have signed up for the automated absent healing service more than 3 days ago. I did receive an automatic email response saying I would get another email soon with payment options and other details. I have not received this email yet. I have checked my spam folder and nothing there, nor anything in the trash bin. Though I have felt some strong things happening very clearly, during sleep, dreams especially, visions, things changing, as if some of the spiritual people have already started some work or maybe it was all just preparatory scanning and assessment work? Any way, I just wanted to let you know in case something have went wrong, some error, maybe you have tried to send that email already? I don't know. Obviously I am still interested in giving this a go, so please let me know if this is still happening and what we can do to make it work if it is.
    • Nina July 31, 2021 at 9:48 am on How Anomalous Is Our Sun & Solar System Compared To Most Others?I've been trying to decipher what a few Asian folk tales involving moons and rabbits originally meant. I have asked a split with Japanese ancestry about this and she had said I may be going somewhere. She has a Japanese friend, a fellow split, who seemed obsessed with moons and owned a rabbit. If I sound like I were making up stories completely, then I apologize in advance for wasting your time. A. Houyi and his wife Chang E Several versions of the tale exist, but here are the consistent elements: Houyi, a legendary archer, was known for killing 9 out of 10 suns that scorched the earth dry. He was rewarded with an elixir of immortality. Then Chang E drank the elixir alone, turned immortal, and flew to the moon. Reasons for her doing so varied, from accidental curiosity to selfishness to protecting the elixir from falling into the hands of Houyi’s jealous apprentice Peng Meng. Houyi was someone important to the culture and kept order. This gave him access to important stuff which Chang E stole from him before returning to the subtle. After this our girl lived on the moon with the rabbit which the rabbit could have symbolised her or splits of her. In terms of the origin story of the moon rabbit. this story could have been related to an operational exam of some kind. The animals in the story seem to symbolise animal avatars.
    • Tommy July 30, 2021 at 2:40 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Hey Clive multiple people told me they can’t put comments up so I’m trying to see if mine goes through. Xin and Nina told me they couldn’t get anything through. Idk how far wsw are with figuring out addictions but once you guys are that far maybe some assistance please. I’m living your worst nightmare right now people with drugs flock to me like moths to a candle. I’m trying to nice and kind and help them but maybe I shouldn’t sleep with them anymore ow well what’s done is done. Idk who did this part of my script but really? Witches? First that weird Ukrainian. Then Swedish tantric masseuse who I assisted in getting clean with borderline? Autistic transgender sexworker who did porn with crack and heroin addiction? I’m trying to assist with getting her clean but jeez It’s pretty piss taking to be honest. Am kinda frightened what they send next my way. Ow well sorry for ranting I know I live in Amsterdam but holy hell this wasn’t what I expected ow well hope your invisible lot will do some damage control Did hacker Tom or any of the other people who signed up had such a bizar script?
    • Clive June 8, 2021 at 3:22 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Hi Melissa, if you remember despite that we are all 'human' here we are actually duplicates of people whom in many cases interfaced to many different (none human) physical animal forms. What you describe could be representing you interfaced (for example) to an underwater species or to a species that lived in a very different atmosphere compared to what we have here. My browser went back to normal (after about 24 hours of sabotages) i.e. this happening seemed to me to be part of a stress/worry focused windup/campaign FU sabotage of my web browsers, accessing and engaging with the internet effort although I'm still having general sabotages with respect to my computers (causing 'functionality' problems for a while). I even got to the point of I trying to install a Linux OS (Q4OS (a generally unbelievably easy Linux version to install)) on my laptop (trying to have a duel boot into linux or windows) to have ongoing and unbelievable problems, I eventually lost my entire windows install?!?! This happening seems 'typical' during this 'extra' FU phase!!! I've also been doing remote scans for Absent Healing signed up people 'BUT' given that we seems to be in a general 'experimental' phase with respect to the agenda of our fake realities 'owners' then they'll be doing 'whatever' suits their agenda which I suspect will include 'blocking' healing efforts that will very specifically 'mess' with what they are doing/trying to achieve (for themselves)!!!
    • Melissa June 8, 2021 at 12:55 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Issues with swallowing and breathing through my nose Feels like there are tons of different people in my throat and in my nose and all are fighting over the ability to swallow and breathe. I can barely breathe in my nose and it feels cut off from my lungs. I feel cut off from my lungs and it doesn’t feel like they work. Someone says when I breathe through my mouth that they can breathe through me that way. My mouth feels like it has to stay open and is my normal way of breathing. Feels like there is stuff stuffed in my body. It feels tight and smashed I just had the sensation of breathing through my mouth to my lungs but it was very shallow and the lungs felt lower and small. It doesn’t feel like my lungs. Something won’t let me swallow or close the back of my mouth / throat. It feels like people are using my body to function and live. I feel connected to tons of people that have issues with their swallowing and breathing. Also I have issues with burping and passing gas. Everything feels so tight and like it won’t move. Swallowing is still a problem. I also feel that these other people I am connected to experience eating through me and swallow my food. I feel people coming in and biting down in my teeth. It causes bites in my mouth. It’s like people are eating food through me. I remember my lungs being higher up and deeper breathes. My chest would rise and fall. I used to be able to take deep breathes and it would be connected to my nose and throat. As I try to breathe I feel things blocking off my nose and throat. When I stop trying to breathe through my mouth and bite on my teeth it feels like it is cutting someone else off of breathing. Also it feels like the back of my throat comes back but once I move my mouth open it slides a way. To swallow in the back of my throat is labored and I have to try to do it, it doesn’t come natural. It’s like I am trying to overcome a block in swallowing. Voices saying they can’t let me swallow or won’t let me swallow. Voices in my chest heart area sending energy saying they want me to come back. I don’t know what they mean by this. I am being blocked from swallowing and healing and living a normal life. The back of my throat felt like it lost the back and voices in the back of my throat say they can’t let this come back. When I try to swallow they say they can’t let this come back. They just won’t let me swallow. I just tried to swallow and it’s blocked again. Someone won’t let me swallow. My throat feels blocked. The back of it won’t close and swallow.
    • Clive June 6, 2021 at 4:26 pm on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!Hi Melissa, I suspect that we are in an 'upper shits/fake designed software reality' i.e. data system owners research phase i.e. it is very likely that they are trying out different sabotages/debilitations and or also 'improvement/shit reversals' on different people within our population. For example 'today' I find that I cannot view any of my sites in my firefox browser (I use this all the time). although, in just checking now pretty much every site I try and view/browse in Firefox results in a "Gah. Your tab just crashed" message (even Ebay and Amazon?!?!?!). So, when I access 'soul-healer.com' (this site) I always get a crash notice BUT when I access the same site as an administrator (to check on comments or to update plugins etc.) I get 'normal' access and can (at the moment) seemingly do anything within the 'administrator' space (at least at the moment). Fortunately I've got all of my important browser links in Yandex which (in just checking now) seems to work as it should (at least at the moment).
    • Xin Ying June 5, 2021 at 9:14 am on Historical Past Language Based Evidence of Ourselves as an Immortal Soul Form Incarnated into FleshI was kind of directed to look at the halo series and read about the forerunner culture which led me to looking up the section about precursors. When I saw the design of them I thought they kind of look like crab people and I tried projecting that image in front of me and I found that i resonated with the image and found myself being comfortable with it having an androgynous gender. https://www.halopedia.org/Precursor
    • Melissa June 4, 2021 at 3:32 am on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!After I did the focus about my breathing issues I found out that my breathing parts are energetically pinned down with a plug or a nail or something like that and someone said that they wouldn’t take that off till I come back to the past life. I have been getting this message for like ten years or more. They won’t tell me how to get there but they want me to go back to the past life to them. My chest can’t breathe deeply my abdomen is blocked from breathing and my throat gets blocked. It got better after I did the focus but that one part is still blocked and it went back to all being blocked the next day.
    • Melissa June 3, 2021 at 7:22 am on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!I just did these two focuses. I am having issues with swallowing. It seems like there is a block to swallow. Because it won’t let me swallow properly there is like pressure and saliva in my mouth. I also am struggling with deep breaths and it feels like everything in my lung and upper abdomen is smashed flat and it won’t let me breathe properly. Swallowing and breathing are a issue. It feels like I am being blocked from doing that. What focuses would you recommend that I do for this Clive?
    • Clive May 24, 2021 at 6:38 pm on Exercise to Target your ‘Artificial/Fake Realities’ Managing/Sabotaging EFFORTSI've done focuses/scans in the past re the javascript site errors Megan, and it didn't make any difference. I used to have a plugin that focused on the comments (allowed more commenting options) which I thought might be causing the problems, BUT getting rid of that didn't make any difference either. Basically the 'system/fake reality' doesn't like this site.
    • Megan May 24, 2021 at 4:16 am on Exercise to Target your ‘Artificial/Fake Realities’ Managing/Sabotaging EFFORTSI see a rectangular strip running from the base of my skull to the first knob of my spine at the base of my neck. Doing the exercise a second time (reading it off a dimmed cellphone screen while sitting in a dark room) my eyes have trouble focusing on what I am reading. I find this surprising because I don't usually have this much trouble looking at my cellphone in this kind of setting. Your comment on ADHD is interesting. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and bipolar 1 disorder, and the thing that surprises me the most after being put on medication is that I no longer daydream. I don't have this looking fantasy story in my head, and anytime I try to daydream myself it is extremely irritating and exhausting. Are there any focuses you would recommend to help target the shit sabotaging this site?
    • Xin Ying May 23, 2021 at 8:04 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-8 : Targeting ALL Scripted ‘Debilitating/Unwanted/Limiting/Containing’ ExperiencesI did the one on dreams again. Was very interesting i keep getting muscle twitches (still getting them now as i write). They are mostly at my leg area (hopefully they are energy releases). I also felt another body twitch feeling i have no idea whose it is but i feel i am connected to it in a disembodied way and its twitching as if its in an enclosed area kinda like a cage. The right side of my neck is kinda of pain too (like a pin prick). Was reading on the part about store ,collect save and I saw like a computer file labelled ‘tommy’ again. I couldnt open it but it could be a distraction
    • Xin Ying May 12, 2021 at 10:38 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-8 : Targeting ALL Scripted ‘Debilitating/Unwanted/Limiting/Containing’ ExperiencesWhile doing the section on dreams I saw a lone man standing in the dark with a circle of light shining on him (prob a distraction) i also saw tommy’s file for a brief period as well. After doing the exercises I managed to gain access to a vr reprogramming shit where i was being placed in a room where a situation was replayed over and over and got scarier and scarier overtime. I woke up and fell asleep again and the VR space was revealed to be a stage set with the people in my dream talking to me in a friendly fashion. The people I was talking to was a man and a woman and I was discussing with them about healing activities such as group meditation which they mocked. As I have seen these people many times in my dreams I was wondering if they were mentors of mine and the vr reprogramming shit was a form of spy activity. Overall very interesting and I feel i am more sensitive to things going on around me. Will keep trying.
    • Xin Ying May 5, 2021 at 4:31 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi nina! Xin ying here! Managed to get your invite! i sent the friend invite to the discord server in your dms, hope youre able to slide into it like a piece of semi melted butter without issue!
    • Clive May 5, 2021 at 1:54 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Nina, it's very possible that ADHD could be caused by the subtle to physical interfacing being blocked or sabotaged i.e. the physical form is nothing more than a remote 'puppet' hence then your 'thinking' and decision making abilities relate to and are then entirely dependent on your subtle form. In other words, your physical form is dependent with respect to it's 'thinking' on the integrity of the subtle to physical form interfacing. If this is being interfered with such that the 'thoughts and or decisions' of your subtle are blocked i.e. prevented from reaching/impacting your physical form then it's very possible you'd be or feel 'mentally' blank i.e. because you've made to be disengaged from the subtle forms thinking process/thoughts and decisions. On this page here, I describe 'seemingly' being peered at/disturbed by what seemed to be ghostly forms. However, subtle administrator forms will very likely regularly 'shift' their awareness/consciousness i.e. awareness/thinking focal point between the subtle reality and also any avatar they are interfaced to. Sometime they are even likely to temporarily disengage from the remote physical vehicle because something way more important requires their full attention within the subtle. Such that while they are then 'completely' subtle reality 'engaged/orientated' their physical avatar form is then very likely to present itself as 'blank' i.e. 'driverless' specifically because the consciousness/intelligence has been temporarily disengaged/withdrawn from the physical avatar form!?!?!
    • Nina May 5, 2021 at 6:11 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsTo Jack: The reply button on your comment regarding my supposed absence is not working, so I am forced to post a separate comment here. Actually, I read every single one of Clive's post and every single comment when they come out at least once. Sadly, I have a terrible history of commenting issues in the past. I don't think this issue is totally gone yet given my adult ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) diagnosis. I am prone to writing distracting comments for the sake of writing / contributing without thinking whether what I write makes sense. It's as if some manipulating shit is jumbling my mind and using my strengths, issues / trauma against me (ex. people pleasing behavior, seeking others' approval / validation) so whatever important information I meant to share gets lost. I end up writing irrelevant shit instead, which then gets deleted (for good reasons). I've to put up with my disorder on top of the usual simulation software sabotages affecting all of us here. I am put off from engaging further with info on this site ever since I oriented myself to finding out the root cause of ADHD. I've difficulty figuring out what subtle-to-physical interfacing or my subtle form has, much less figure out what exactly had been done to my original form's Central Nervous System (CNS) originally. It's distraction after distraction, with hobbies and shit interaction from others taking up a lot of time. I have just contacted Maya recently. I doubt she'll go back here anytime soon. Should anyone wish to contact me on Discord, my handle is Nina#9562. I've just sent a Discord friend request to Xin Ying. I hope she receives it. (Xin, if you receive my friend request, please link me to the other regulars here. Thanks!) I'm unable to add Tommy though. Copied and pasted his Discord handle and the friend request just gets rejected. Clive, you have my permission to give my email address to Tommy, Xin, Jack, or any regular here.
    • Xin Ying May 4, 2021 at 3:36 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi clive! We managed to create a server although with some difficulty. Minor issues thus far probably because the three of us dont really pose a threat to the system. If any other person would like to join please post your discord ID here! I think its best to not make it a public chat since who knows what might happen if we let the flood gates open.
    • Tommy May 3, 2021 at 10:50 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsJack I’m on discord I added xin. But eh yeah Crazy Coyote The Third #2676 is me on discord. I also run around on Quora as Thomas Haage. I think a little wsw reality hacking discord server would be nice. It’s easy. Clive do a focus for that Ukrainian that was staying with me. When he fucked around with the clock in my room you had clock issues. When he fucked around with the keyboards you tell me keyboard issues. Might be coincidence but his name was andrii maybe have a little gander. Jack just whip up a discord and me or xin will grab it. Curious if the rest is going to join. Lots of old people who used to comment are kinda gone or prolly can’t comment. Hope their doing better then me and suggestions tips tricks of the rest would be nice. Ow and everyone is welcome to join just add me or xin in discord and I or her might just make a quick server.
    • Jack May 3, 2021 at 5:02 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Xin Yin, just added you on discord..I couldn't send you a message
    • Xin Ying May 3, 2021 at 2:39 pm on The Anomalously Thick Coal Seams ‘Fuel’ Resources Presenting Many ‘Out Of Place Artefacts’ ProblemI was thinking about other anomalies and find that in terms of interfacing into a human form, people that were interfaced to amphibious creatures or crustaceans would have anomalous skin conditions such as Hyperhidrosis which is excessive sweating. This apparently affects 2.8% of the population and is similar to the adaptation of amphibians’ moist skin or the need for crabs to keep their gills moist to breathe on land.
    • Xin Ying May 3, 2021 at 2:22 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jack! Here is my linkin profile I saw your message but am not sure if you were able to see my reply to you. http://linkedin.com/in/han-xin-ying
    • Xin Ying May 3, 2021 at 1:16 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi clive! I understand why youre so against a more dynamic groupchat. If this kinds of bad inconvenience things keep happening to you to distract you and even harass you just because you run this site and try to facilitate a more semi-direct conversation in the comment section, worse shit might happen if we tried more direct discussion. Even when jack mentioned about contacting with nina and maya, they seem to be directed away from engaging with this site as well. Probably communication such as that on instagram might be allowed as there is minimal dialog between people which is why memes are so prevalent. If the sim is trying to prevent us from contacting with others I am going to try and do the exercises that clive mentions in reality walker and the self help handbook to try to gain more info and abilities myself as I hardly have an iota of the abilities Clive has managed to gain. In terms of my discord ID it is miaocat#9150 but I have no idea if communication would work.
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 1:06 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsLike I said, I personally haven't signed up/joined any social/media groups BUT if there is a way to create a group 'elsewhere' (i.e. is separate from this site) so that people here that want to chat about this site could use then I wouldn't mind someone else setting that up and then giving me details so I can post them here for anyone here to access this.
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 1:00 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsI just posted a 'test' comment on the same page and I didn't have any errors. Like I said, the problem is 'unlikely' to be the site itself, the problem is that we are living in a software defined reality (the 'EAAS', the 'Earth As A Simulation') and it doesn't like this site describing details of itself (in public), although it's also very possible it won't like either certain people commenting here and or comments with specific content either!!!!
    • Jack May 3, 2021 at 4:41 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Xin Ying, sent you a message on Link in. Please check.. seems like I am having issues now posting here.. Java script error. Also, Tommy how can we connect with you?
    • Jack May 3, 2021 at 1:15 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Xin Ying I just added you on Link in. pls check. I couldn't send you a DM. I like Tommy's idea of the discord group, how can we connect? I feel like trash most of my life, and really wanted to change as well, I know how you feel.
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 12:16 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsWell, I'm just going on my personal experiences over the last few years Xin!!! All my sites a month or 2 back were sabotaged in that I lost the most useful dynamic sidebar widget where I could have three/four columns/lists selectable by from one single title line (i.e. it was very compact). On checking (to find a replacement) there were 4/5 similar sidebar widgets BUT none of these worked for my sites despite that they all obviously work on everyone else's site!!!! I.e. shit 'efforts/impacts' has been getting worse on this site/my sites specifically!!!
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 12:05 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsEeeerrhhh, I've three keyboards, and 3 mice, when 'shit' sabotages it doesn't matter which I try and use as they are all 'dynamically' messed with and sabotaged. So sending me another one (of anything) wouldn't make any difference. I've also a Dell SFF Optiplex & an HP SFF too and a very decent Dell Inspiron laptop (built in keyboard which was also sabotaged during the kb sabotage phase). The sabotages and piss takes are strategic and dynamic . . . i.e. the goal posts are moved as and when 'shit' wants and if you find a work around these don't last long!!!! Basically the networks are intelligent, so they quickly adapt to counteracting strategies!!!! Another example, the entire shared house that I've a room within (10 units in the house) the hot water has been off for about 2 weeks now as the wind coming down the old chimney is apparently always blowing out the boiler light?!?!?! Strangely it only started to do this 2 weeks ago, which doesn't make any sense at all because the wind 'now' at least compared to the weeks previous to this (sometimes it was almost hurricane force (I even had a water leak through the ceiling into my room it was so bad)) whilst now the central heating pilot light is apparently regularly blowing out in a light breeze or maybe even when there is no wind at all?!?!? I.e. it's all a strategic/dynamic made up piss take?!?!? 'Interesting' very definitely isn't the right word, basically a chat is a shit 'magnet', it's like equivalent to waving a red flag at a bull!!!
    • Tommy May 2, 2021 at 11:17 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsOke so Clive doesn’t find a chat interesting because sabotage and the majority will be just a headache for him to answer because we won’t understand it. Waste of time etc etc ect. Some of us might chat somewhere but idk if that’s going to be very helpful. I mean I can whip up a discord server or someone else can do that and communicating would be possible unless they nuke discord which doesn’t happen. I don’t see how that’s going to help any of us figure something out unless the other hackers eg Matt Tom or Kai might be interested in dealing with the rest of us numbskulls. Clive is stuck in a shitstorm his keyboard doesn’t work what if we all pitch in for a tablet? I mean I never ever had issues with my IPad idk if he needs something so expensive but eh I think that would get past the keyboard shenanigans then maybe he can write something? I’m just spitballing here I mean if they would sabotage the tablet? I myself am dealing with the regular issues I always am dealing with I said fuck it and am mostly doing psychedelics again. Clive abhors it is pretty anti drugs and I can understand why. So far of all my lsd experiments the past 8 years I had 1 nice trip 3 shitty ones. I’m getting used to it. It all starts the same lots of scary demons weird sex stuff some christian stuff Clive said the psychedelics are or some failed translation of the subtle or what I suspect is it’s some weird vr reprogramming effort. So my new friend Sasha is one of those witchy types but he has some Jesus undertones which is really funny. Sucks that he is kinda how I was as a teen takes more then he brings. Ow well it also feels he causes me to indulge more in drink and drugs. Mostly beer and wine. Lots of things have been playing out. My envy insecurity me feeling like I’m being used my trust issues some fuckery with my sexuality it’s all been loads of fun. Then because I run on the most weird places on the internet I found a young girl called Luna who’s kinda a reality warper sharing her body with some others. Where Sasha is kinda the selfish witchy semi Christian. Luna is full dark evil selfish I want what I want and I don’t care. She removed some things for me I felt a bit better afterwards but I went into preachy and ofc trying to see if I could get laid. She had something weird like almost a trance or enslave ability while just chatting with her. It’s weird. Funny thing is though she kinda can do some things. I had 2 and half tabs of lsd. Sasha came with the beer. We started with 1/4th. He went fast to his ex but Sasha showed some classic teen tommy behavior he got angry and hit something outside but he couldn’t explain it. Wasn’t really a lot of wine left so I said fuck it. I’m pretty sure I tossed in the 1 and a half tab of lsd when he was doing his little errand. When he came back he told me about the hand what happened afterwards was a nice little recap of some problems I had with other people. We got out of it he got a little freaked out I freaked out after a while we went to sleep. Some stuff from him jumped over while sleeping I was shaking two three times like a deer that just escaped a tiger it was pretty weird even for my standards. He fucked off at like 12 in the afternoon I was trashed until like 22 in the evening. Here comes the funny part. I told you I ate 1,5 tab so that with the quart should have been almost two. What do I find in my fridge the next day. Fucking the 1,5 tab? Did Luna warp something? Was I that drunk I didn’t see I just ate one? This all doesn’t make any sense ow well. I was thinking of getting more lsd after a month and just do the focusses on it see what happens it’s going to be horrid but can’t be much worse then the last two trips. I really stopped giving a damn tried to avoid drugs like the plague I was drinking a lot but ever since that Ukrainian and Sasha popped up I started doing substances again. Not like when I was a teen in crazy amounts and every weekend but it sneaked in again. I’m trying to eat healthy work out a bit and Sasha is helping me with my wardrobe but it’s like I’m so super lazy. Idk I mentioned this a bunch of other times the beeping in my head and the idk what to do with myself my life since I was little boy. Then I fuck around with bad things but I know it’s not what I’m supposed to do. I hate being overweight but I hate going outside it’s some weird cycle I can’t break out. My stupid ex who just doesn’t leave me alone it’s all the same. It’s funny Sasha said try getting a job at a bookstore. I feel like I have to rehabilitate myself first as in build some condition and stop being a weird cringy envious retard while interacting with humans. Sasha was crying ow tommy stop with the lsd only your crazy ass is doing that during a pandemic. Sasha is off the white light and clearing spaces gang. Joke is the altar he uses instead of properly cleaning he just painted it over and it reminded me of Clive’s talk about how energetic problems get fixed well just toss over a new layer don’t mind checking where it comes from or properly cleaning it. Hmmmmmm I have been using all the focusses but I still feel I’m doing it wrong or it doesn’t matter. Ow well hope Clive didn’t have too much problems or sabotage coming from me. I had a weird dream where he put up a comment alright rest of the lot. We done with Tommy he can’t use focusses anymore we won’t help him anymore. Was interesting which I can completely understand tbh I am a natural disaster who’s completely kamikaze. I want to be normal but idk what normal is. I want to be good but my natural inclination is something bad and I am kinda untrustworthy morally completely fucked. I want to change but idk how. Too good to be evil too evil to be good it sucks. This isn’t how I imagined starting my 30ies but here I am.
    • Jack May 2, 2021 at 6:33 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsSorry, what I was trying to say is that I wanted to create a private chat group with other members on whats ap or tele gram . But I am not sure how that will work out. I managed to get a hold of Maya and Nina’s contact, but AFAIK they do not follow this site often these days.
    • Xin Ying May 2, 2021 at 6:11 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jack! I would like to discuss these experiences on a more regular basis too however if it is like clive predicts our computers would probably catch fire or something before we are able to send a message to each other. I do find that during these coughing times I have experienced many drastic changes where I basically did a speed run of lightworker practices and stumbled onto this site when I was contemplated whether what I am doing with my life is right, along with various repeats of past trauma I have accumulated over the last 20 years if my life in a matter of months. This covid times must be of significant importance if they plan on shutting down this website. I am willing to try and see if I am able to correspond with you ie email
    • Clive May 2, 2021 at 5:25 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsMmm, do you have any idea of the scale of sabotages we'd have with a dynamic chat here Jack? Basically if I'd put up a chat this web site would likely have become unusable/would have disappeared years ago!!! Hence years ago I made the decision to NOT DO THIS. Coincidentally I've a private site where I 'write' articles that sometimes end up here 'and' within this site I've a few people whom 7/8 years ago where my old 'clients'. Overall, probably about 30 people were originally given access, although only 6-8 are now regulars (maybe look in once a week or 2 or 3). Coincidentally the chat in there stops working during difficult phases (i.e. semi regularly we have 'impossible' problems with it). Coincidentally it failed/was blocked completely 2/3 weeks ago, although it's 'now' working, although coincidentally most people whom used to be regulars (weeks ago) are 'now' being blocked/aren't allowed to even make it to the site. Bottom line, a chat in 'public' would be killed off as I tried installing it OR it would be allowed because I' get nothing done because of 'mindless' chat 'chatter'. Sabotages are also often 'specific' i.e. those I'd 'LIKE' to chat with (because (for example)) they might be able to help with the current site sabotages/problems or are most knowledgeable about the latest in progress article/articles are more often the ones that it doesn't work for (or they are kept away)!!!! I should also point out that I also don't chat/chat, to me 'chats' (and hence then the likes of farcebook, twittie etc) I've never signed up for 'because' I'd find those wanting to chat would end up being the ones that are wasting my time generally chit chatting when the quality of articles you have here only happen because I don't allow myself these distractions. Also, the chat in my private site, the people automatically only chat/give comments on any current article or the last 2 or 3, it would be a nightmare having anyone reading a lot of old articles (most of which didn't make it here) whom then start asking me questions about these when I'm currently trying to think/write from a new or different angle!!! I.e. the opportunity for sabotages is proportional to the number of people that have access to these and it's hard enough 'as it is currently' despite being 'optimised'. Also, I've hardly been able/been allowed to write 'STILL' in the last few weeks/months anyway.
    • jack May 2, 2021 at 5:00 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi, Xin Yin I wanted to create a chat group in here to discuss our issues and experiences.. Everytime I tried to post it doesn't go through. Now my keyboard is not working well, and I have to type on screen.
    • Xin Ying May 2, 2021 at 3:49 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jessica, Xin Ying here! I did some light reading on the issue and find that I do not personally relate to having multiple personality disorder. However, I do find that i may have suffered from depersonalisation disorder especially when I wake up. I always had very vivid dreams albeit censored and they were very vivid dreams to the point I can feel the emotions and objects I touch and even read the words. I find that if Clive’s theory is proven correct that I might be a split of him, the dreams I have are mostly related to simulations my original form went through such as those for self defence. Even a game I played called Rainbow seige could have been a substitute for the self defence simulation my original form went through. The reality is messing with me again. In Singapore, the coughing times is ramping up again with more cases and I fear we might be back in lock down. I hope the site is still up, in the meantime I will be saving the exercises up on this site for my own personal use just in case. Stay safe!
    • Jack May 2, 2021 at 12:49 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsI have post several times in here before, and I think only one time I was able to post. Basically ever since I moved to Hong Kong for a new job, I am experiencing all these suppressed emotion coming out, and somehow I was more calm about it compare to before.. it seems like what everyone is going through. I have sent email for Absent healing update, not sure if that went through. Sad to hear that this site might eventually go down. Stay safe everyone..
    • Dominic May 1, 2021 at 5:52 pm on VR Experiences Investigations EXERCISE-1: Engaging with EAAS VR Seminars, Talks, Healing, Therapy Demonstrations & Knowledge & Skills ‘Attunements’Felt really sleepy. Started to be able to breathe better. Focusing on my breathing.
    • Clive April 30, 2021 at 8:34 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Annabelle, (as mentioned in the last comment reply Xin to Jessica) sabotaging 'shit' has ramped up massively the last few weeks (at least for me). However, I'd expect that different people will experience different impacts/effects and maybe of different levels of severity/nastiness too. Personally I've never had a phase this bad specifically in terms of general overall many different angles of 'degradation'. Although, despite that everything/all aspects of my own circumstances are degrading, I'm strangely pretty relaxed about it all. Also, I'm still getting phases of 'stress/tension/anxiety' accompanied by some noticeable (although not a lot at all (compared to the past 'releases')) head stress focused /teeth chattering 'releases'!!!! Personally I'd not be surprised if this site get's too bad/goes down/becomes inaccessible as it's presenting the most worrying things (re fake reality evidence). Mmmm, if this site does become unusable/disappears. I'll try and put some form of update on clivehetherington.com as that site will likely be 'hit' less than the others!!!!
    • Xin Ying April 30, 2021 at 7:57 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jessica! Xin ying here! I am actually quite shocked you would bring this subject up about multiple personality disorder because I was just thinking about it and its implications in our reality as well! In terms of myself having this as an issue, I personally cannot confirm this as I do not have a proper diagnosis. However I would say I do remember most aspects of my life so far. In terms of the amnesia aspect, I should have elaborated about it more. Even though I did not recognise some of the work I have done, I do however have access to the memories of the Xin Ying’s that did the work which is really strange ( I usually get access to these memories a while later kind of like a lag). It doesn't feel like its a different entity when I access these memories though as I feel a sense of familiarity with them like a ‘this is me’ type of feeling. I was playing around with a theory that I am being switched into different realities as some of the little things in my environment change, such as yesterday when I was in public I was walking along a familiar route and noticed a store that I at first did not realise was there. When I mentioned it to my friends they were bewildered by my surprise at the presence of the shop and mentioned to me that the shop had been there for quite some time and even recounted times that they had been to the shop. I think I will try to read up more on dissociative personality disorder and see if I can relate to some of the symptoms mentioned thanks! --------------------- The above, was posted by Clive on behalf of Xin as 'shit' is relentless now. My Firefox browser (portable version) has been made unusable by shit (EAAS sabotage efforts), in switching to Yandex, despite being better, it's also being gradually more and more 'degraded'. Also, I normally watch Netflix in the evenings BUT after 3/4 minutes I'm getting a 'browser not responding' message and then it also 'locks'. My e-mail 'Thunderbird' (also the portable version) is also responding less and less and will likely become unusable shortly too. Strangely, on repeatedly checking my home internet connection everything seems OK there.
    • Annabelle April 30, 2021 at 2:04 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsI have been so managed not to post for a long time. I am unable to read some areas of the site and if I click on links it says I need a password to log in. Some strange things are happening and I notice the following changes: • Things are manifesting very quickly- for example – if I have scheduled too many appointments, and don’t really want to go to all of them – I start to get phone calls that they all have to reschedule for some reason. • I am getting much more done in a very short amount of time, and time is moving very slowly • Being stuck at home I find myself eating healthier and have developed a strong intolerance of many foods – for example corn products. I can no longer eat corn and get horrific nightmares if I do. I also can’t eat any chips, snacks, candy or sweets. • I cringed they other day thinking about your post on the crab population when I saw this link https://www.nhm.ac.uk/discover/horseshoe-crab-blood-miracle-vaccine-ingredient.html • I don’t listen to music, but recently heard some songs fro the 1970’s and became very sad to think about remembering that time • I have had repeating dreams about being chased down and bad guys trying to capture me to torture me. Many times they sneak up behind me and inject me in the neck with something
    • DANIEL NELSON April 29, 2021 at 7:32 pm on Are we living in an Artificial Reality? The ‘Matrix’ or a Simulation?i was just looking to see why my brothers 56'' flat screen displayed a changing image that resembled a chess game and now I find myself or my or someone else's artificial self leaving a comment while still not having a answer about my brothers 56'' flat screen that displays a changing image that resembles a chess game. your all a bunch of 1111111100000000000