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    • Clive April 22, 2019 at 1:54 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasThat's a very good effort to pull in lots of 'ancient' subtle form/body functioning angles/pages on this site Jessica!!! As we've 7 'races' and in becoming suspicious about these many years ago and directly checking, the 7 races are all made up of the exact same base population (off hand I cannot remember the original base population numbers/size). So, you've 7 races populations which are all copies of each other which have applied to themselves their specific 'race's' characteristics . . . AND as androgynous asexual subtle beings they then divide asexually i.e. they 'split' producing many 'twins' so, it's actually likely that the MD'b twins as in one culture within one race as 'Arabs' are 'by and large' also replicated within other races 'too' . . . I'm pretty sure that in exploring specific 'key' peoples origins (Matt and Tom for example) we found that other races had done the same/similar in 'twin/splits' terms . . . i.e. quite a few people will essentially have 'doubles/cousins' within other races, within cultures within these . . . the IMDB move database correlation with MD'b isn't right except that all movies/films/series each 'represent' very specific 'projects' to directly or indirectly impact very specific persons/leaders/groups of people . . . and it just so happens that the MD'b are the arch enemies of the SNV's . . . read the book Enemy Mine and or the Enemy Mine full 'book/dossier' which likely represents an SNV 'dossier/appraisal' of their main 'enemy'!!!! There is an enemy mine film too which 'actually' presents the MD'd alien as a very realistic 'reptile'!!!! In Matt (as a client) writing out all of his 'issues' one was an inability to 'shave' without cutting himself never mind that shaving felt as if he was shaving a rock/spines . . . do scaled 'reptiles' have hair? NOPE!!! How would a scaled reptile react to being in a hairy body that needed to be 'SHAVED' DAILY??? People simulating a hairy form that shaved would feel comfortable shaving other species wouldn't . . . When having my hair cut a few years ago and 'talking to the barber/hair cutting guy' I mentioned being in a simulation and that (just to make it very JOKY) it had 'OBVIOUSLY' been specifically designed by 'Hair Stylists and Nail Manicurists' specifically because other ape species hair and nails stop growing automatically when they reach a certain length BUT for humans these keep growing . . . i.e. it's been specifically designed in here that you have to shave/buy shaving gear/nail cutters etc keep having your hair and nails cut . . . HAHAhahaha . . . so, Jessica . . . haha . . . 'SNV's' is obviously secret coding for Hair Stylists/Barbers & Manicurists - hahhahhahah
    • Clive April 22, 2019 at 1:21 pm on Walkers Crisps Packets Mandela Effect Memory Colour Swap Analysis & Likely Explanation!!!"Basically it’s ALL bullsh*t ahhah " . . I'd say that just applies very particularly/specifically with respect to science orientated 'simplistic/experience free' analysis and explanations inclusive of their super simplistic 'facts' . . . personally, my memories are very 'coherent' at least of the things/angles of experience that I'm interested in . . . BUT 'yea' what we are 'orientated to' and made to pick out/identify as 'causes/chains of causes', these areas are very strongly managed . . .
    • Jessica Antunes April 21, 2019 at 6:20 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasIn a comment above, written in 13 May 2017, you said: “most of the people coming to this site / working with the focuses are from one culture which is badly written about in the Frank Herbert’s ‘Dune’ books, “KEY PEOPLE” (whom I call the “MD’b twins”) were set up and made to appear to have “BETRAYED” their culture (which they didn’t). (…) all of these people (in the original circumstances) were all dumped on an ice hell world within the original MV” https://www.soul-healer.com/advanced-healing-awareness-training/self-healing-self-exploration-exercise-set-9-targeting-the-timing-order-sequencing-of-scripted-experiences-trauma/#comment-25106 You refer to these people as "MD'b twins". When watching scenes from the series "Dune" I thought that probably the initials MD'b referred to Muadib, the way Paul Atreides said he wanted to called by the freeman (if I am not mistaken). But then I noticed (for the thousandth time I’ve bumped into it) that the initials for “online database of information related to films, television programs, home videos and video games, and internet streams, including cast, production crew and personnel biographies” (source: wikipedia), and that the name by which that online database is known is ……. I + “MDb”! This similarity between the initials MD’b and IMDb left me wondering to what extent the MD'b twins would have nothing to do with the entertainment industry… Of course this could be just a coincidence, however, when one conceives reality as a set of in advance pre-defined, pre-choreographed and pre-coordinated factors, the idea that coincidences happen innocently by accident loses plausibility (who knows, maybe you did it purposely (at least in the part of the lowercase ‘b)…?). In this excerpt, you associate the term “MD’b twins” whit “Key People”. Recently, you have even said, as an integrant part of a focus included in your comment (one deduce that B’s/CKP’s refers to “B”etrayers/”K”ey “P”eople): “I connect to all none SNV culture originated people that are ‘KEY/IMPORTANT’ to any SNV objectives/projects, I connect to all T’s/E’s/M’s/N’s, all B’s/CKP’s and their splits that the SNV’s directly or indirectly have an interest in and or actually rely upon/are ‘critical’ to SNV objectives/functionality and or particularly with respect to any important ‘projects’ including the EAAS/manage/traumatize other populations projects” https://www.soul-healer.com/modern-medicine-quality-of-research-health-care-approaches-practices-recommendations-the-observable-outcomes/#comment-25715 So here you imply that these “Betrayers/Key People” or “MD’b Twins” are actually essential, or “KEY”, to the functionality of objectives of projects such as the EAAS. It is likely that when we think of people who would be KEY to the functionality of the objectives of a project with the scope of our so-called planet Earth, come to our mind politicians, owners of big corporations, etc… But this would be the most basic and superficial line of thought … because a good portion of the influences to which people are subjected to unfolds AT THE SUBCONSCIOUS LEVEL. In this respect of subconscious influences, you mention very interesting things on this site, such as: (About the effects that the subtle energetic cords have in each one of us) “these subtle connections establish a permanent and direct 'living' link between yourself and 'specific' others” https://www.soul-healer.com/visuals/physical-con-version-2-the-matrix-revealed/ “We ALL have these energetic ties to others and they are always having effects on each of us IN THE BACKGROUND” https://www.soul-healer.com/psychic-energetic-protection/etheric-ties-cords-bonds-negative/ (About the way we can form subtle energetic cords and be attached to other/entities) “attachments to people i.e. entity attachments or spirit attachments (…) are a sign that you are living, are not a hermit but you are freely interacting with other beings i.e. you are having SOME FORM of relationship (…) and your attention is attracted in SOME WAY by something about these people.” https://www.soul-healer.com/energetic-healing/entity-attachments-releases/what-is-different-types/ “Attachments can happen in any existence and they can do so in ANY situation where you relate in ANY WAY at all to another being (…) Attachments can also occur with someone you DON’T actually know and have NEVER met.” https://www.soul-healer.com/energetic-healing/entity-attachments-releases/what-is-different-types/ “The bottom line is that unless you are born in a cave and live on your own there and you absolutely avoid others ALL THE TIME and you don’t think about anyone . . . AND you do this lifetime after lifetime then you WILL have energetic ties to others.” https://www.soul-healer.com/psychic-energetic-protection/etheric-ties-cords-bonds-negative/ “energetic ties are as normal as breathing so you’ll have loads” https://www.soul-healer.com/energetic-healing/entity-attachments-releases/why-possession-how-when/ (About the resonances we naturally do with others) ‘Splits’ will very strongly ‘RESONATE’ with each other as they are from the same ‘soul/stock/ancestor’ line.” https://www.soul-healer.com/advanced-healing-awareness-training/identifying-everything-that-defines-contributes-to-my-issues-every-moment-i-experience/#comment-24266 – To say that the use of “very strongly” to quantify how much the splited forms resonate with each other, suggests that, in fact, it’s normal for people to naturally resonate with one another in greater or lesser degree… (About resonance triggers) “building up trauma / resonance triggers etc is the foundation of what this shit hole’s agenda is orientated around” https://www.soul-healer.com/advanced-healing-awareness-training/self-exploration-healing-exercise-4-target-what-defines-contains-myself-mylife/ “When you are subjected to trauma and or stress, anxiety and or ???? . . . all variations of all of these lifetime after lifetime then these alter / accumulate within your subtle energy body. They provide what I describe as ‘resonance triggers / behaviour directors’.” https://www.soul-healer.com/virtual-reality-experiences/the-new-age-movements-hidden-origins-history-agenda-revealed-described-in-detail/#comment-23841 – Just to say that resonance triggers do exist and that, they themselves, probably, also make resonances out there… (yes, resonances really operate…) For example, just circumstances symbolically similar or resonant with anything correspondent, can trigger the activation or the presence of an entity to which we are attached. This is to say that resonances exist and do their resonant work… “attachments can become present in the foreground and therefore problematical: When circumstances in this life phase match circumstances (sometimes only symbolically) within another existence were the energy connections (ties / attachments) to another Being originated. This can cause these energy connections to intensify and the Being then starts to have direct interaction with you” https://www.soul-healer.com/energetic-healing/entity-attachments-releases/why-possession-how-when/ So, with all of this said, it’s expected that people working in the entertainment industry (would be many of them MD'b?) will relate a lot to a certain level with MANY people from EAAS (or the other way around), which is worrying ... because, as you claim: “Specific people // a sub set of people are particularly targetted (about 350,000 individuals) AND in most instances these people have been guided here/to this site ‘BECAUSE’ they have the WORST SHIT, which if we ‘really’ want to sort ‘everything’ out then we’re going to have to figure out how to deal with these specific peoples scripted accumulations of ‘SHIT’ (…) the same 350,000 people, the ones that have mostly signed up for the AAH service” https://www.soul-healer.com/advanced-healing-awareness-training/self-healing-self-exploration-exercise-set-9-targeting-the-timing-order-sequencing-of-scripted-experiences-trauma/#comment-25340 So, in addition to the most people who are regulars to this site are “MD’b twins”, the majority of them are also the most fucked up, which strongly suggests that people who are more fucked up are indeed .... the "MD'b twins" .... It is all quite suggestive because, according to the new age sayings, a people group referred to as "lightworkers" would be KEY to the dissemination and anchoring of light energies on planet Earth, something that becomes critical if we take into account that, as you say (referring to the lightworker and new age delusion): “all of it’s understandings/messages represent the fake front/presented to the public simulation ‘healing transforming everyone’ versions (…) in the background/behind the scenes the original ‘promoted’ version HAS BEEN HIJACKED AND INVERTED AND IS DOING THE OPPOSITE” https://www.soul-healer.com/healing-transformation-articles/ Needless to tell about the association between the MD'b twins and the construction of the reality in which we are living, and between the construction of the reality in which we are living and the movement new age and lightworker… In this respect: “some of the MD’b twins were auto duplicated and ‘re-programmined/adjusted/given plausible back stories’ as part of making/having them ‘WORK’ for those that built for the EAAS system we are living within) (much of the feedback from people who comment on this site [most of them 'MD'b twins] suggests exactly the same)” https://www.soul-healer.com/advanced-healing-awareness-training/self-healing-self-exploration-exercise-set-9-targeting-the-timing-order-sequencing-of-scripted-experiences-trauma/#comment-25106 One of the reasons that makes even more plausible the idea of MD'b twins could be from anonymous regulars of this site to very famous people (such as IMDb’s, Jesus Christ’s [for what happened to him, certainly the simulation did not like him either … by the way Happy Easter! R.I.P. XD [I originally wrote this on Good Friday]) … and who knows who…] is that the simulation likes to make the same people have who knows how many lives in parallel. As you said recently in a comment: “people that the ‘shit’ simulation we are living with in DOESN’T LIKE AT ALL have multiple copies incarnated (…) So, basically all ‘shit/difficult’ experiences/traumas/stress’s etc are then fed back into all duplicates so as to increase their ‘shit/traumas etc’ as fast as possible!!! For the next incarnations they may have accumulated enough to only then have one incarnation in one place!!!!” https://www.soul-healer.com/mandela-effect-anomalous-memories/my-personal-mandela-effect-walkers-crisp-packet-experience-in-detail/#comment-25503 Regarding the association between MD'b twins and the entertainment industry. Apart from the fact that you've already mentioned that series like "Dune" and, more recently, "Hannibal" have something to do with the script of many people who are regulars to this site, there are in fact other very interesting and suggestive things… For example, and in the regard of the "Dune" story and the aforementioned dumping of a people group, which you call “Betrayers”, on an ice hell world (because they were victims of an ambush to appear to have betrayed their culture when in fact they didn’t)… there is a very famous band which is called 30 Seconds to Mars… the band was formed by the brothers Jared and “SHA”nnon “Leto” who have released a very interesting song that supposedly should be about climate change… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Kvd-uquuhI In my ignorance, I hope I have helped more than the other way around, and I apologize for anything. Thank you!
    • Pyotr April 21, 2019 at 6:17 pm on Walkers Crisps Packets Mandela Effect Memory Colour Swap Analysis & Likely Explanation!!!Well yes it’s like you said (cut down version of some other story, that’s also exerting reprogramming efforts on us etc etc), but that’s just the given explanation for us to believe, isn't it. The whole stack of “meaning”/so-called meaning /base “causes” seems utterly contrived. Even the baseline so-called “origins” seem to be made-up causes to support the effects /outcomes. You’ve talked about this on another page in reference to just this world, but the effect —> cause (ie causes are made up to support the effects) seems to be pervasive throughout the entire stacked/‘nested’/iterative /layered experiences that seem to make up our experiences, and also the purported origins of our experiences. Basically it’s ALL bullsh*t ahhah So my memories of all of this - whether my lived life here, or the “origin memories”, are all essentially made up/inaccurate /false. They seem like they were lab created so we have background causes (“origins”) to support these (reprogramming?) effects don’t they.
    • Clive April 17, 2019 at 5:35 pm on Walkers Crisps Packets Mandela Effect Memory Colour Swap Analysis & Likely Explanation!!!Hi Pyotr, I know a few people that feel the same, it's likely that what you/they are living within this exceptionally limited/one world/planet/just the physical fake reality is not only 'exceptionally' different to what you are scripted as 'experiencing' it's likely also deliberately 'molding/modifying' you away from your 'scripted' experience too . . . Mmmm, actually I thought about putting together a poll/survey to ask questions about anomalous memories to add to this page BUT then forgot about this when I put it up . . . so, can you and all other 'regulars' here have a think/feel into these memory angles and then leave a comment/comments here on how you feel/sense that your memories are not 'adding up' and or are not feeling right, then I'll know what questions to ask for a survey 'AND' does anyone know of any other 'memory' based anomalies (beyond the memories of past-lives and transplant donated memories!!! Ahh, does anyone have memories of an event/time/experience that when they discuss these with others that we're there/involved in the same you seem to have different or very different memories of the same circumstances!!!! I've actually bought 'anomalous-experiences.com' (which 'points' at realitywalker.com at the moment where I've written about many of my anomalous experiences (although not the 'REALLY' weird ones - haha)) and I've been thinking about making it into a multisite and putting all of the mandela effect pages up on something like mandelaeffect.anomalous-experiences.com . . . basically as I'm always 'busy' focused on the 'important' things then I've just been doing absolute the basics on my sites which has had all of the traffic to them dropping way down . . . the other annoying problem is that the way the internet works is that your expected to write a new page every day or so AND there is pretty much no measure of quality/comprehensiveness at all . . . unfortunately so my writing efforts/series take months maybe on average half a year a year to think about/write/think about edit/think of more relevant angles/write more then have to restructure it all every so often 'again' . . . and I've 5 'public' sites!!!
    • Pyotr April 17, 2019 at 2:21 pm on Walkers Crisps Packets Mandela Effect Memory Colour Swap Analysis & Likely Explanation!!!I consider myself to have a very good memory too, and like you I have spent a quite a lot of time exploring my memories. My entire life feels like a “switch” or much worse, where the entire thing feels wrong, and even my lived life seems like the wrong memory despite that it’s “coherent”. The coherent lived-through experience still isn’t of my own real memory, just a fictional storyline laid on top. I feel I actually remember the truth, but everything of my life is trying to tell me that’s not true.
    • Clive April 14, 2019 at 5:47 pm on Self Exploration / Investigation EXERCISE SET-7 – Targeting ALL Defining Origins of ALL Personal Behaviours & PatternsQuickest, go to the very, very top left < - - - - search box type in 'healing exercise trauma' . . .
    • Kirsten Sandefuer April 11, 2019 at 8:55 pm on Self Exploration / Investigation EXERCISE SET-7 – Targeting ALL Defining Origins of ALL Personal Behaviours & PatternsHello Clive, I have been having obsessive thoughts about my soon to be ex husband who treated me and our daughter quite badly. I know this is some sort of programming either done by him or someone else. Can you reccomend which excercise to start with?
    • Clive April 11, 2019 at 7:06 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Yea, sort of immediately outside close by BUT as there are 'systems' on many upper including way, ways, way, way up over levels dedicated to 'maintain/support/protect' all of the original fake MV agendas/objectives including of what we are in then we've 'made friends' on many higher levels (either that or they got sick of the projected psychic blast along the lines of . . . 'I know your up there . . . get your arses in gear and sort this current shit ASAP'!!!) So, we've 'friends/helpers' on way, way up over levels as we've had to hack some of the over protection/maintain original MV experiment objectives 'shit' quite often as (due to extreme time differential) most had even forgotten they designed this shit!!!! Although we seem to have dealt with all upper shit as we've not had anything 'external' messing with us for ehhh I think for about 3 or 4 months now!!!!
    • Clive April 11, 2019 at 6:54 pm on Walkers Crisps Packets Mandela Effect Memory Colour Swap Analysis & Likely Explanation!!!As I mention on the above page it's taken ages and ages and ages to write this, the anomalous memories walkers crisp packet colour swap Mandela Effects 'explanation' page, as our fake reality was seriously unhappy about it being written!!!!
    • Trent April 7, 2019 at 11:45 am on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!In the 'new additional focus' there is "and specifically any that contributed to ourselves/those up over being unable to understand" - is 'up over' meant to be 'outside'?
    • Irene S March 26, 2019 at 9:23 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Looking forward to the most recent info/news. 🙂
    • Megan March 26, 2019 at 10:14 am on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesBeing a plant/fairy type would explain why living in Arizona felt so off and disconnecting to me while being in Minnesota (which was where I was born,) or preferring to be in green, forested areas. Parks or gardens of any kind kind of throw me off though. They are beautiful enough, but seem staged or fake. Thing is, I'm also kind of a chicken when it comes to going out into nature. It's something I'm working on though. Your interfacing comment struck a cord though, especially with what has been going on with me recently. I'm feeling more impatient to get out of here than usual, but it is bordering on frustrating for me. I'm actually spending more of my time on my days off using your focuses, and working on any issues I've had to deal with (I don't have much of an interesting in anything outside of going to work and using your focuses.) But recently those feelings of, 'I want to get out of here, I want to go home,' got extremely pushy and frustrating. I thought, 'This isn't hard, this shouldn't be that hard. Honestly, if I want to leave I should just be able to, it was or is that easy.' I'm sorry this keeps coming up, I know you and your teams have to be thorough in dealing with this fucked up reality we are in, but no matter how many times I reason with myself, that angry and impatient part of me isn't happy with it. I honestly hate this body. I try to take care of it, but it seems more like a burden than anything else. I've lost a lot of weight since changing my diet and know I should exercise, but have no motivation or interest in doing so. I mutter, I want to kill myself out loud all the time, but I'm not suicidal. Actually, I remember having a panic attack within the first two or three weeks after starting the AAHS service. I mean at first I was energetic and happy, going for walks and wanting to do things, but then suddenly it was a completely reversal. You could also say I'm extremely skeptical and paranoid of any sort of happiness or joy I feel here. I felt like I wanted to force myself out of my body. I kept internally shouting, 'Let me out, I want to go home!' And through this entire episode, I was feeling a lot of sensations in my third eye area, until I managed to calm down. As for being a healer, I've always wanted to help people. I had this idea of create a safe, supportive space where people can cry and vent their 'negative' emotions without being judged or condemned for it, but now I just feel too burnt out for it. Besides, I don't think there is a thing I could create in this 'reality' that would make a difference. Sorry this is so long, and thank you for your time.
    • jane March 25, 2019 at 11:50 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Part of my comment did not post : "I shake my fist to the matrix" lol
    • Jane March 25, 2019 at 11:48 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!One observation, I get really spaced out/distracted while doing a focus, any focus. I generally have to repeat some of the sentences. Funny, with this one, I did the focus the night before and in the morning, my brain fog was improved. I'll have to try some intermittent fasting for my brain fog. Oh yes, February was a shit storm for me and a few around me. I wrote out a comment earlier this month about shitty February and "accidentally" forgot to post it. In general if things are worse than usual, I look for an update. Sigh.
    • Clive March 25, 2019 at 5:33 pm on How a Simulated Copied Person’s Life CAUSES are Calculated to Lead to Specific Already Pre-Defined Future Outcomes – They DON’T Have FREEWILLHi Shay, well this is typical of our fake realities 'manoeuvrings/nudges' to keep people on track with their predefined future have you read 'HitchHiker's Guide to the Galaxy' or watched 'Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency' series as both are about the noticeable/insane synchronicities being presented I'm sure within the original MV . . . I'm also very sure that D Adams worked with my original form/was part of the wsw WTF is going on group too!!!
    • Clive March 25, 2019 at 2:51 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Well, unfortunately Olivia, what you describe matches up with the 'magical/newage' additions/extensions wired into to the core processor/base functioning logic of the EAAS, i.e. it can generate/have you being subjected to a 'parallel/entirely alternate' sort of inner/partitioned 'CIRCUMSTANCES/LIFE' that is then overlaid onto and then used to gradually 'update you' in your actual real life!!!
    • Clive March 24, 2019 at 6:06 pm on Extensive Evidence our World is a Simulation Designed In a VR on a 3D Wireframe Grid/BackdropYet another orchestra and hence 'broadcasting' reference Megan, it's likely that Lindsey Stirling was part of the same population 'interfacing' efforts design team whom perhaps 'facilitated' communications/exchange of ideas between all of those involved . . . hence your 'writing' efforts during that time!!!!
    • Clive March 24, 2019 at 5:59 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesHi Megan, your previous comment and this one, and specifically of your reactions to this series suggest that you are 'simulating' someone that was connected to this 'group' i.e. was part of the research and setting up of interfacing either for individuals and or a group or population to engage/access the physical . . . I'm getting that you are one of the 'fairy/plant' form types and 'therefore' may have 'plant/healer' leanings!!! Piano or any 'music' generating efforts are part of 'representations' of the 'resonance' broadcasts between subtle beings hence 'Hannibal' whom represents the 'interfacing team leader' and whom then would be central to the broadcasts and more so harmonious/everyone working well together ones would 'react' to 'discordant' interactions/broadcasts which in the film is represented by the 'poor' orchestra member player!!!! This: "The feeling kind of reminds me of the Futurama movie, The Beast with a Billion Backs, where Evo interfaced with the human population by inserting his tentacles into the base of the humans’ skull." you left in your first comment here which also suggests connections to interfacing and or perhaps feeling that your own interfacing is compromised!!! . . . and this from another comment: "I’ve been criticized a lot in my life for being too sensitive about things." all of those that would be part of a population interfacing effort would have to be very sensitive to do this correctly and 'well'!!!
    • Olivia March 24, 2019 at 1:33 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Thanks for the new focus. The first part - the three paragraphs, I read twice, nothing. The third time I tune in and Im aware of a palpable sense of isolation. Loneliness, deep emptiness, deep sense of loss. There is nothing around me. I’m walking on sand; a desert of some sorts, but not unbearably hot. Not a sound. Just nothingness but sand and constant light / day light. A sense of a never ending cycle. No night time. Just NOTHING. I’m looking around; my senses seem switched off, so I focus harder to bring awareness to them and realise that I’m in a small dome with the illusion of expanse. The sand I’m walking on is as if it’s functioning on a loop so I’m essentially walking but going know where. Like a treadmill. The space is much smaller than it seems. I stop walking, and the treadmill of sand automatically stops also. Then I start to “see” and “hear” noise. People; life; the “world” and realise that I’m actually isolated from/separate from the “outside” world. The “world” is continuing with all its illusions and falseness outside of me/the dome. I feel overwhelmingly helpless. I shout to my family; my loved ones; my friends; the world. I tell them it’s a trap. But no one hears me. I start to physically sob. I can hear laughing, and “loving life” and chatter; life happening/continuing without me on the other side of the dome. I have to strain so hard to hear it. I start tuning into the emptiness, the loss, the helplessness....but I’m prevented from doing more. My husband and daughter are outside my bedroom window, complaining I’m not outside. So I’m pulled from my mourning and absolving by the talking outside which becomes so loud. Won’t manage to do the second part until this evening, when it’s quiet.
    • Shay March 24, 2019 at 6:31 am on How a Simulated Copied Person’s Life CAUSES are Calculated to Lead to Specific Already Pre-Defined Future Outcomes – They DON’T Have FREEWILLSo, years ago, I was in a job with an abusive boss. There had been several things that should have made me quit. There was a screw up by a coworker which I tried to tell him about that was going to cost the company dearly. It was a very bad situation and one we could not get out of if we didn't act immediately. He dismissed my warning as tattling on a coworker. I kept repeatedly telling him we would be contractually screwed, and he had to stop the coworker. I was panicked. He yelled at me and threw me out of his office and told me to stop causing trouble. I left with, "You remember that I brought this to you. You remember this because YOU are making a giant mistake." It went as bad as I predicted. I was called on the carpet for not "forcing" him to listen to me. I asked him if he expected me to stand on his desk and scream? Yeah, I should have punched him in the face if that is what it took. Anyway, much more to this story. . . In the midst of this literally very dark (they turned off the lights but a small desk lamp at the back of the room behind me) and scary meeting with a room of executives, this man was reciting a litany of all my sins. By his count, there were many. The situation was so absurd, I couldn't believe these other people were actually participating. In the middle of this, something. . . happened. I don't know how to describe it. But like the physical world fell away, I was not there any more. I was in a void. It was like a vision. . . ? It felt like it was a long time, but it was instantaneous. Some voice (god?) told me I had a choice, I didn't have to do this. I understood that I didn't have to take this guy's shit any longer. I now wonder if it was a choice to alter the timeline or have soneone else jump in. I had been with them five years and I had never considered leaving my job. It just never occurred to me. Again, more to this story, but I calmly stood up and walked out in the middle of his speech (he didn't even know I had left because he was leaning back looking at the ceiling, so pleased with himself). I found out later he had billed this as a teaching moment to the other executives how to "control" your staff. He was going to demonstrate how to effectively manage personnel. I went home. I made a business appointment with a seemingly random company (one of dozens doing the same thing) for the next day. The company was wholly unrelated to my previous employer and I just new that somehow I would get a job with that company. I KNEW I was going to work there. This has happened a few times to me. I did not have an interview, they were not looking for anyone. At the end of my appointment, the guy asked me if I wanted a job. That was the beginning of a lot of other weird synchronicity and spiritual events.
    • Tommy March 24, 2019 at 3:40 am on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!I get nothing useful I hear the words 'cover up', things did get a little less shitty after using the last focus but my guess is prolly temporary.
    • Clive March 21, 2019 at 4:25 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!The 'LATEST' update/focus is immediately below . . . EAAS core processor 'newage orientated/magical functioning' shit has as one of it's main objectives to keep subtle body attributes/functioning neutralised/negated (to keep everyone fooled into identifying with the limited human form) while also blocking access to what is being 'stored and or locked down' within your subtle forms 'subtle' body. FOCUS TARGETING FUNCTIONS/FUNCTIONING/ATTRIBUTES OF OUR SUBTLE BODY & BLOCKED FEELINGS/INNER STATES: Targeting everything that is being kept inaccessible of ourselves as subtle beings/forms . . . " . . . I connect now to absolutely everything that I/we are not allowed to properly access and or engage with and or even BE AWARE OF/FEEL/SENSE, of myself/ourselves and particularly absolutely any/all base natural functions/functioning/awareness's and or any/all other attributes of my subtle form/subtle forms complete/entire/absolute scale, scope and depth of attributes and aspects of subtle form/subtle body functioning including feelings/inner feelings/gut feelings/heart feelings/and and all types of intuitions and or all/any other rarer aspects/functions and functionality . . . I want to absolutely gain complete access to and or to sense/feel/intuit never mind absolutely consistently engage with, feel, live and or fully experience absolutely ANY & ALL aspects of absolutely all natural base feelings, gut associated feelings, heart associated/represented feelings and or any and ALL types of senses, perceptions, awareness's and or absolutely any/all normal/natural and or normal/natural to myself/my own subtle forms full scale of attributes, abilities, functions and or functioning, including of my base subtle form self/my subtle body's complete and entire scale and depth of natural senses/feelings/perceptions/insights/intuitions/hunches etc. etc. and or anything else/all other attributes/abilities, inclusive of any that are EXTRA with respect to my own subtle bodies base natural functioning, functions, senses, inner sensations, awareness's, intuitions and absolutely all other natural attributes, signals, sensations, feelings, gut or heart senses/feelings/insights/intuitions and or impulses and or anything/everything else AS THEY ABSOLUTELY SHOULD BE/ARE FOR 'MYSELF' WHEN MY SUBTLE FORM IS NOT BEING FIREWALLED/BLOCKED/MANAGED . . . I connect to absolutely all that has been, is now and or that would in the future directly or indirectly contribute in the slightest to block and or prevent myself from reclaiming absolutely ALL of my subtle bodies base attributes, awareness's, abilities, senses, intuitions, gut feelings, sensations and or functioning and particularly ANY/ALL OF THESE & ANY OTHERS THAT I'VE MISSED & OR NOT SPECIFIED, & OR ANY THAT EFFORTS HAVE BEEN/ARE NOW BEING MADE NOW TO BLOCK MYSELF FROM BECOMING AWARE OF & OR FULLY ENGAGING WITH NEVER MIND ABSOLUTELY FULLY/UTTERLY RECLAIMING & LIVING & EXPERIENCING . . . " -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The new age/magical fantasy shit within our fake realities 'core processor' areas which unfortunately define some of the absolute bedrock/base attributes of our anomaly ridden reality just go on and on . . . below is the latest most USEFUL 'NOW' FOCUS, which includes a 2nd extended paragraph which approximates what I've been using/making up in my head over the last week or so!!! (SNV = SHIT's that designed what we are living within, B’s/TCKP’s = people that the SHIT's absolutely don't like/see as a threat:) Do, once/twice if you can then leave it for a while/a few days before trying again!!! LATEST UPDATED FOCUS VERSION 2: The 2nd paragraph became extended so much that I split it and made a third: ” . . . I connect to all none SNV culture originated people that are ‘KEY/IMPORTANT’ to any SNV objectives/projects, I connect to all T’s/E’s/M’s/N’s, all B’s/CKP’s and their splits that the SNV’s directly or indirectly have an interest in and or actually rely upon/are ‘critical’ to SNV objectives/functionality and or particularly with respect to any important ‘projects’ including the EAAS/manage/traumatize other populations projects . . . I connect to absolutely everything designed into the core EAAS setup and or any of these peoples and or the SNV peoples SIS/data packages and or anything equivalent to these that are specifically part of absolutely anything conceived of and or designed to directly or indirectly and or remotely ‘manage/control/puppet/direct’ any of these people and specifically with respect to their interests, focus, dedication and or functionality and with respect to what they are doing/focused on and also with respect to whom they can interact with/get along with/spend quality time with and or how ‘functional/optimal/active and or relaxed’ they are depending what they are doing and or whom they want to interact with (and or are at risk of interacting with them) and or whom they ARE actually interacting with . . . . . . I connect to all items and all components and to all combinations of items and components that on their own and or as part of any coherent/loose/alternate logic/magical and or variable logic/magical functioning and or any intuition/imagination based form, system and or network and or as part of any stacked, layered/concatenated and or recursively stacked, layered/concatenated etc. etc. etc. versions of these that have been, are now and or that would in the future directly or indirectly contribute in the slightest to monitor, assess, evaluate and or ‘model/project into the future’ and or particularly as part of contributions to assess/find/identify/use the best/most optimal components/alternating combinations of transforming/self reconfiguring components and or alternate/obscuring routes/passage ways to pass/deliver data, information and or components and particularly with respect to anything trying to achieve the best most optimal/successful/secure/projected future outcome/outcomes . . . . . . I connect to all items and all components and to all combinations of items and components that have been are now and or would in the future be part of anything contributing to assessing, defining/divining and or selecting data formats and or data packages and or types of component/components functioning attributes as well as chains of altering/alternating/obscuring difficult to track, trace or identify forms/versions of these and or any components/routes/data pathways and or various/variable and or temporary alternate versions of these and or any diversions/feints/mis directions and or any combinations of these as part of absolutely ensuring delivery of the means to ‘negatively impact/traumatise and or disable/distract/divert/pre-occupy’ anyone deemed ‘dangerous’ to the SNV objectives and or the continued functioning and or security of anything of any of this . . . including to generate/use false/diversionary components/routes/data/pathways etc etc as part of absolutely any diversionary/distracting/time wasting false/fake/bait attempts and particularly as part of trying to protect/keep safe any ‘key’ components/any system/sub system functioning and or their worked for outcomes and or as part of attempting to negate make ineffective absolutely any hacker/hacking systems and or their scans/focuses and or to cause confusion/obscuration/diversion from anything of any of this and or anything not mentioned/defined here and particularly of anything trying to debilitate myself or any others using this/any focus and or to put/maintain us/any B/CKP/ANY OTHERS in any shit/effects/distractions/disabilities and or their/our ‘usual effects/shit’ and particularly with respect to/in contrast to my own or anyone else’s optimal/best/unfucked up/BEST version of ‘THEMSELVES’!!!! . . . “ NEW ADDITIONAL FOCUS In that I’m pretty sure that ‘continuing’ explorations of ‘SHIT’ are about trying to identify additional ‘influence/shit originating’ factors that we’re missed in the past then I’ve been using the following focus to target people in the most shit/extremes!!! ” . . . I connect to absolutely all instance of all past hacking/investigation efforts of the current shit that is being investigated . . . I connect to absolutely every single component of the current shit and to absolutely all the past data and or investigations/hacking of this shit set/sets being hacked/explored in the past, I connect to ALL OF THESE INSTANCES NOW and to all details of absolutely all factors/aspects these shit sets as they were in the past . . . and I now connect to absolutely all factors/all specialist functions and or functioning and to all factors/components and or all combinations of factors, components and or functioning/modes of functioning and or all data and data stores and absolutely all means used to obscure/hide/protect the functioning and or origins of absolutely anything of any of this AND particularly anything/any factors and or functioning that ever directly or indirectly contributed to keep obscured and or hidden absolutely anything that is currently contributing to why we’re having to explore and or check for new/other/extra and particularly very well hidden factors and specifically any that contributed to ourselves/those up over being unable to understand the full and complete functioning through time of absolutely all factors/functions and or functioning such that absolutely nothing of this shit set would now remain a mystery . . . I fully and absolutely connect to absolutely anything/everything that now and or in the past managed to avoid and or absolutely avoid being detected and or understood such that the outside people/wsw teams ‘missed’ these and or failed to identify and or understand anything of these and or anything else . . . !!!!
    • Clive March 21, 2019 at 12:06 am on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Yea Tommy, I deleted it because I sorted the problem out, it all seems to be working finw now!!!
    • Tommy March 20, 2019 at 11:38 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!There was a comment of 19 march in the preview column thingy on the right about how your site was having trouble that your internet browser deleted all the passwords. But now its gone can’t find the comment so did you deleted it or what?
    • Clive March 18, 2019 at 2:38 am on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Interesting article . . . (https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-47491964) so, people with trauma related to betrayal, let down and disappointment to such an extent that they develop diabetes are specifically directly subjected to circumstances as 'diabetics' of 'MORE OF THE SAME'!!! Unbelievable!!!
    • Megan March 17, 2019 at 1:11 am on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesI'm watching Hannibal, and I feel that mother-like thing trying to sandbox me and keep me from watching the series. Granted, it's not a series I would normally watch (I usually avoid these kinds of shows because I usually feel a great deal of grief over watching people being killed senselessly,) but anytime a scene becomes too gruesome or violent I can feel that mother-thing lingering at the edge of my thoughts saying 'let's go watch this, or do this instead. These are better for you.'
    • Megan March 16, 2019 at 1:16 am on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-3 – Targeting & Investigating ‘Highly’ Complex ‘Facets’ of MyselfThis is a reply to Clive's comment on the Hannibal series. I just watched episode 1 and within seconds I am overcome by feelings of horror and grief and frustration and this deep seated sense of helplessness, hopelessness and defeat. What they do, are doing, to Will is terrible. And I'm angry because he doesn't deserve it. He wants to help, he did this to help, but his gift has become a curse. I haven't been able to get a good feeling on Hannibal yet. Had issues posting this too.
    • Clive March 15, 2019 at 6:26 pm on Emulating a Hunter/Gatherer Exceptionally Varied Early Human Lifestyle & Evolution Supporting Diet!!!Hi Paul, I should have mentioned that (if I feel at all 'under the weather'!!!) I'll take some decent V&M's with probiotics because like you say 'useful' minerals in soil are getting more and more depleted and hence are now automatically lacking in food too!!! I'm pretty sure that 'gut' bacteria (as in the gut 'biome') actually 'symbolically' represent our subtle forms feeling/evaluating sense, which again big efforts have been made in the design of the EAAS to f**k these up too . . . I've read quite a few science articles that very much suggest that the glycophosphate/round up concoction does a great job of completely FingU/killing off our gut biome too!!!!
    • Paul March 15, 2019 at 6:01 pm on Emulating a Hunter/Gatherer Exceptionally Varied Early Human Lifestyle & Evolution Supporting Diet!!!Hi Clive A well written post. Have stopped the 3 meals and have 2 meals a day now. However if I missed lunch It would not be a big deal. I only discovered this process by fasting and realizing I was not hungry in the morning and sometimes not hungry at lunch time either. Which at the time was a shock for me. As eating 3 meals a day was the done thing . It's micro-nutrient-rich diet that help's the body thrive from what I have read. Although If our soils keep getting depleted of minerals we be better off eating cardboard boxes .
    • Megan March 12, 2019 at 5:13 am on Extensive Evidence our World is a Simulation Designed In a VR on a 3D Wireframe Grid/BackdropTalking about important events and experiences, I’ve mentioned in comments before that I had a past life reading done that told me that I had met Jesus Christ back before he started preaching. Well, I think I just lived through the equivalent of that in this life these past couple years (if I remember the reading correctly I am around the right age for that to happen.) Back in 2017 I really got into the music by violinist Lindsey Stirling, and I mean obsessively so. I mean I heard her play before and like how upbeat and happy her music was, but this time it beyond anything I experienced. I mean my happiness and energy pretty much skyrocketed overnight. Within a matter of days, I had ordered all the CDs she ever released online. My creativity had skyrocketed, and I was writing more than I even had within the last few years (heck a lot of what I was writing was based off many of the songs she composed.) This lasted for about a month or two before suddenly that sense of joy and acceptance and creativity was gone in an instant. I can only describe it as a panic attack and it was that most traumatic thing I ever experienced since I had signed up for the AAHS. I was suddenly terrified that all of the stories I had written, everything that I had based off her music, was going to get me in trouble, that I had done a bad thing, because it wasn’t really mine, they weren’t original ideas (note these stories were fanfiction and in most of them I wrote the main character playing her songs as an expression of how I felt about or interpreted her music.) I remember emotionally punishing myself severely for my creations and haven’t been able to write anything since then or listen to her music with any amount of joy that I used to (I even feel self-conscious for listening to it.) Even after that I was still obsessed with her to the point of being ridiculous because deep down I felt like she and I were friends, that we really cared for and knew one another (Hell, I spent over $2000 just for the chance to meet her.) But I still felt a great deal of terror, pain and anxiety about her (it was so bad at one point I had to go for a drive to scream and cry, saying over and over, ‘I don’t want her to hate me! I don’t want her to hate me!’) It was a couple months ago, while at work when she popped into my mind again, and I finally asked why is she so important, and the answer that popped into my mind was, ‘Lindsey Stirling is Jesus Christ.’ In that instant a lot of the shame and anxiety I felt for her went away, and it was just today that I threw every CD I had of hers away as well as deleted her music off my computer. And I feel no regret or remorse over it.
    • Megan March 4, 2019 at 11:41 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesLove the new exercise. I just moved to a new department at work where there is more people and responsibility, and after two weeks have been feeling a lot more anxiety, uncertainty and being ignored and outcast from the people I'm working with. Using the focus to target these feelings last night, I found myself facing something that I can only describe as a fat, belligerent mother-like thing trying to control me and keep me isolated. I don't feel it as badly as I did yesterday, but I don't think it's completely gone yet.
    • Annabelle March 4, 2019 at 2:26 am on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesHi Clive - I knew something was going on in early February as all heck broke loose for two weeks. I had extreme anxiety/panic attacks, fatigue and paralyzed with fear, and felt like I was being followed. I still have very bizarre driving experiences where a car will follow me for a while and then disappear. One car had a license plate that said "Think" and the next car had a sign on it that said "Matrix". Then I was driving down a small road, all alone, and a large 10 ft sheet of plastic started blowing towards the road. I did not want that to get caught in my wheels so I slowed down. The plastic slowed down. I went faster and the plastic went faster. I then realize it was planned to hit me, so I went very slowly and gauged it coming towards me, and then slammed on the car brakes and it blew past me, missing me by 6 inches. Disappointed to see the latest version of ransomware is named Annabelle! While I was typing this comment the auto spell check changed "I" to "AI". Will try the new focus.
    • Clive February 26, 2019 at 5:24 pm on Healing Sessions & Absent Healing Requests/Service. . . 'AND' updated again just to make the 'conclusion/summing up' paragraph and below this more definitive/TO THE POINT!!!
    • Clive February 25, 2019 at 6:41 pm on Healing Sessions & Absent Healing Requests/ServiceThis page has been 'updated' . . . this comment isn't a prompt to have people sign up, the LONG updated section re current population health 'SHIT' status and my experience of working on diabetes research and in figuring out the 'real' causes of diabetes this is another reason as to why I've taken the current 'attack' our SHIT REALITY approach . . . i.e. it'll be worth reading
    • Clive February 24, 2019 at 6:04 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesClick here for the actual starting comment update for feb 23rd (to the third comment above written by me//the site 'positioning' for comments is being sabotaged) Actually in having another think, it's likely that what we have in our external population here as these very, very strange 'Think Tanks' are very likely 'representing' it's original external population policy advisors and specifically with respect to the original population we are a copy of!!! This would make sense to me because I've not ever seen any TT recommendations that I've thought we're sensible or that would 'actually' significantly help the majority of the population . . . in this respect these external 'visible' TT people have very likely been converted into internal invisible 'advisers' within the core processor system/logic as AI advisors/groups of AI advisors . . . which then implies that it would have some of these AI 'think tank' advisors trying to figure out/help stop the current erosion of abilities/functioning . . . hence then Flynn seeing what he described as a 'Think Tank' peering at me!!!!
    • Flynn February 24, 2019 at 4:38 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesRoger that. Read your exercise - cool you have one that doesn’t access like those others! - and I see a big brain ahaha. It’s surrounded by handlers, like stockmen herding it. The brain seems mouldy, black bits all through it. The exercise itself seems mouldy too. Like the words have an infection. Whoa. Good luck with that! Haha Nice work.
    • Clive February 24, 2019 at 3:59 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesIf anyone wants to live dangerously/help confuse the shrinking brain in a vat/thinking tank shit version then the latest/most recent/useful focus to use is below . . . “I connect to absolutely anything/everything/all items/components that are directly or indirectly contributing in the slightest to (list all the ‘shit’ that’s been and is happening to you recently) . . . I connect to absolutely all items/components that are directly or indirectly in the slightest contributing to monitor and or maintain anything that is in the slightest contributing to absolutely anything contributing to maintain myself in any of these specific effects and or any other effects that I’ve forgotten about and or also any items/components that are in the slightest associated with and or part of any system/network that has been/is now and or that would in the future directly or indirectly contribute in the slightest to maintain/absolutely maintain, absolutely any items/component’s and or network/systems of these and or any components and or important ‘functions/functioning’ associated with these, including anything/any ‘things’ that just ‘temporarily’ exist and or just temporarily influence to achieve/support/anything of anything of this . . . and or I connect to anything else that in the slightest has been, is now and or that would or could in the future directly or indirectly contribute to support absolutely maintaining absolutely anything dedicated to contribute to maintain myself in absolutely any of my usual shit effects/symptoms and or particularly of effects/symptoms that are specific to myself/any of my splits and or anyone else and or any that are similar and or equivalent to those I’ve already ‘ever’ experienced in the past . . . “ Just parts of the latest/todays update from Tom using the above is below (AA's = Aids and Advantages = types of malware components built into the core processor logic that 'support/maintain/allow 'shit' to working in hidden/difficult to track/understand ways) . . . "I connect to layers of barbed wire which are being projected into me, then to many shaking and destabilising resonances, then something which turns around me like a wheel and feeds me different images. There's also something which is projecting images into me. Now it feels like there are a hundred different self-altering systems active simultaneously, all working to transmit shit into me in different ways . . . I get the sense that there's something locked onto my core data which is working to fix it and prevent certain changes. I see staggered shit delivery systems which are integrated with sequences of AA's, so that each set of AA's transmits data a certain 'distance', then another set of AA's takes over and transmits it further . . . I engage with smothering waves of syrup, then feel an intense choking smog around me, so that I can't think or see anything. Then it feels like I'm contained in a suit of thorns. It feels like something is retroactively altering the shit delivery pathways used to pass shit into me - it doesn't seem possible to trace them. Next I see a loom, and this seems to be weaving a cocoon around me . . . I get the sense of many 'pinpricks' of data appearing inside me in random places, then it feels like aspects of my data are being 'inverted' / turned inside out. I have the impression of blankets activating under TXYZ conditions, and trauma matrixes activating under other TXYZ conditions. There's also what looks like a timeline with sequences of influences which have already been pre-defined to impact me at specific times"
    • Clive February 24, 2019 at 2:13 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesWell, Flynn the closer we get to the 'core' of the remaining inverted new age 'shit' the more determined/extreme it all gets and particularly with resect to its reactions against us, so it's 'now' throwing everything and the kitchen sink/definitely no holds barred . . . Have you heard of the 'brain in a vat (BIAV)' idea? When I first started looking into simulation angles I was astonished to find some BIAV 'nonsense' associated with simulation/fake reality possibilities . . . it made no sense to me . . . however I think about 7/8 months ago we actually 'hit' a BIAV within our EAAS. Basically a BIAV is 'someone' whose essentially reduced to a functioning 'brain' whom is then wired into and is run/rendered as an environmental component i.e. they don't have a 'personal processing/rendering unit' holding all their data and 'processing/defining' each 'frame' of themselves within the fake MV system they are defined within the environment as a brain in a vat/tank . . . it's basically a very effective way of completely hiding a 'controlling' intelligence . . . now as I've very vague memories as a teenager of watching bit's of a very old German film of scientists working on a brain in a vat that was wired up to all sorts of things . . . it would seems to me that this was 'likely' associated with n-a . . . z-i research . . . (as I've already mentioned I read a lot and keep up with a lot of interesting angles of 'information/everything') so in the middle of last year I was astonished to come across an obituary (search for 'Charles Krauthammer: Armchair Warrior') about a quadriplegic (i.e. he's only actually got a 'functional' head) German guy called 'krauthammer' and his absolute war mongering 'attitudes'!!! CREATIVE DUPLICATED REALITY EXPERIENCE CONVERSION!!!! If you read the article on the BIAV guy that I mention above you will also find out that the 'accident' that resulted in his quadriplegic state happened because he dived into a large tank of water that turned out to be very shallow!!! This is a very good example of how a duplicated population simulation creatively changes some/many original experiences into an alternate way less revealing/obvious version within our own reality version here!!!! So, rather than this 'guy' actually being 'actually' turned into a wired up brain kept in a tank (which with the technology slow down would not have been feasible 40/50 years ago (coincidentally around the time I'd have watched that film)) so, he's made to have an accident that ends up with him just having a body that's only functional from the neck up (which also ties in with one of my polls making it clear that if the person you are simulated had an accident/lived through something 'life changing' you'll be guided/made to experience an equivalent experience here (you cannot escape/avoid it)!!!! So, 'today' we're actually currently dealing with and have already two thirds 'hacked' a 'wired' into the core processor area EAAS version of (very likely) the very same 'head' - hahahahah . . . so, your 'THINK TANK' or 'THINKING TANK' is likely a 'representation' of this 'brain in a vat/tank' . . . it would then be a 'thinking source within a tank' wouldn't it . . . 'plus' we've already identified two more 'shit' sets above this which are desperately trying to protect the BIAV/thinking tank and keep it all going/functional . . . so what you write above is actually pretty accurate, the BIAV 'THINKING TANK' will in a sense be 'hovering over me' and be desperately trying to figure out how to 'suppress/get me/stop us' . .
    • Flynn February 24, 2019 at 3:19 am on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking Experiencesahh interesting man. Nice work. Been reading your sites for ages. Your log is rad. With this comment there’s like a big think tank hovering over your words. Kinda weird. Seems like it’s making decisions trying to influence you. On the phrase “then specifically gave ‘shit networks’ backdoor access to myself” it seems like it’s got some weird shit going on. It’s like the rest of the comment slips along the think tank’s path from there. Got some goblin behind it.. like someone’s minion is making sure the think tank does its job. You’re saying those mates did this, so ok yeah that’s cool. Good job. You know best. But man this sure seems like it’s doing some crazy smoke and mirrors trick here. It seems like flip flop shit fingering those mates to divert suspicion from something else. Crazy eh? Good job. Rock on.
    • Clive February 23, 2019 at 6:08 pm on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesAll regulars/AAH sign up's this is an Update . . . (I also 'now' already posted more comment updates with more 'WHATS GOING ON NOW' information below this one ) sorry I've been extra busy, in fact I'd not be writing this now except certain urgent things need to be 'addressed'!!! The comment immediately above is written by Kay Corduim I've had another 2 comments by himself another from a Gwen and another from an Andrew Thompson, I've no idea if they know each other or not BUT either as a group or separately they all worked with focuses presented here BUT all of them actually massively changed what each focus targetted (ALL EFFECTIVELY DOING THE SAME) . . . that then specifically gave 'shit networks' backdoor access to myself, those working with me as well as anyone else recently/regularly doing focuses here. The first of these was done by Andrew Thompson on the 7th of this month and coincided with some of the worst torturous shit being inflicted on those directly working with me . . . I don't mind the focuses here being slightly adapted BUT you'd have had to have been mentally retarded to not realise the significance of what you were targeting, in that we've 3 mentally retarded people within a few days doing the same is astounding . . . the last was by Kay Corduim whom has the audacity to mention in his comment I quote " . . . In my research of copied people projects . . . " . . . one hopes that he'll spend the next 50 years or so researching the possibilities of some useless pseudo researcher idiot doing things to provide back door access to all those focused on this project because he's missed out on researching the BEING EASILY MANAGED BY SOPHISTICATED SHIT POSSIBILITY TO DO INCREDIBLY STUPID THINGS WHILE IMAGINING YOUR CLEVER!!! He/they did this despite that I do mention regularly on this site the extreme 'MANAGEMENT' of EVERYTHING I/WE ARE DOING HERE!!! He/they seem to have completely missed these warnings . . . Basically he and the others we're from my perspective 'puppeted' and made to do things 1000% detrimental to what I'm trying to do, the ramifications of which I'm still dealing with . . . they've basically made an already bad situation with respect to aggressive SHIT even worse . . . Please note I've deleted the comments they all left without then being posted and actually I won't present these as others may actually be made to think that doing the same thing might be a good idea too . . . So, this years "SABOTEURS OF THE YEAR OR PERHAPS THE CENTURY AWARD" go to KC/G & AT . . . ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ We've not had anything from MV's or levels above 'our' EAAS's levels as 'shit' providing over protecting/maintaining agendas for within EAAS shit for about 2+ weeks now . . . which is probably why the remaining within EAAS shit puppeted people here to help with the 'sabotage the hackers' protocol/efforts!!! We're still dealing with some within EAAS shit (all the remaining pseudo new age angles that had inversions wired in) and deeper investigations of what I call 'subtle impressed shit' SIS packages which are packages of each individuals 'shit/personal data' which recently we've found has the equivalent of 'malware' infecting itself that's preventing this from being properly understood/being disabled/is blocking access to personal data 'stores/stashes' . . .
    • Kay Cordium February 10, 2019 at 12:28 am on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Specific Details of ANY Copied People Simulation Project VR Accuracy Checking ExperiencesBeen trying to give this exercise a go for awhile but keep getting interrupted. I finally sat down to do it, and suddenly the house was a cacophony. Skipped ahead to section 8 and I get a feeling of someone deliberately writing a very customized security program specifically for me, to keep me from uncovering any of the info. And a feeling that even the results of doing the exercise, if I can ever get around to doing it, will reveal only a heavily edited and whitewashed version, like those people even created a customized and heavily limited “intention exercise narrative” for me to experience, to make sure I can’t access the truth.
    • Anne February 4, 2019 at 9:20 pm on Extensive Evidence our World is a Simulation Designed In a VR on a 3D Wireframe Grid/BackdropThank you for the short focus you put at the top of your comment: very much sums up exactly how I feel and 'stuck'. I've noticed myself avoiding reading it, and thinking 'what's point - 'I'm that f***d up, what difference will it make'. But I've tried a few times and I'm finding it easier to read. In fact I'd say that reading sections of Ex 9 several times over several months, it has gotten easier/fluent over the last 3 months - an indication of the s***t cleared generally I think. With regards to the structural design of this planet; I have only just read an article on the flat earth theory. I haven't read much (late to the party), but I was fascinated that older civilizations believed the earth was flat and the sky/stars were described as being part of a dome. Now if Plato was trying to give us a hint with his cave analogy, I thought it was worth looking at the website below: http://www.wildheretic.com/heliocentric-theory-is-wrong-pt1/ After reading that, it certainly shows how we can completely ignore the really obvious discrepancies in the heliocentric model e.g. if we are hovering stationery above the earth, why isn't the Earth rotating really fast beneath us. mmm. So although this indicates a kind of flat earth, I haven't seen mention of any consideration about how this place/sky is actually designed and connect it to a sim reality. I could go and look, but it was enough to realise it's another indication of not being able to think/realise what this reality is. It's very disconcerting and it doesn't 'sit' with me to consider a flat earth instead of a globe. Then again, in a sim reality, you could conceivably give people different versions of earth and all the same controls are in place.
    • Gareth Mason February 1, 2019 at 1:20 pm on Exercise to Target your ‘Artificial/Fake Realities’ Managing/Sabotaging EFFORTSControlling Forces A Dream Journal Entry This dream seriously opened my eyes to the control in the spirit world, I have been doing Clive Hetherington’s Statement Exercises and he mentions that, ‘there are spirits designed to mess with us, to debilitate us anyway they can’. Everything and anything is open to them, to do this. I had this same notion already but this dream has 100% confirmed that notion. Spirits were already messing with me, I have been woken up on purpose, every single time I become lucid, spirits wakes me up intentionally, I keep seeing different people, they tend to be male (some famous actors, although this could be a disguise). But to make things worse, there are negative entities involved with them whom I have issues with in the physical. Is this the spiritual hierarchy? I already thought that these entities were involved with the hierarchy! Are they working together? To begin with I have mentioned a few times, I have serious sexual issues from my childhood sexual abuse, I gave up watching porn because demons were attaching to me through it, and the guilt and shame I felt was ridiculous. So the dream begins with porn, this is the method they used to get to me: I was looking at an electronic tablet and searching through items to buy, porn images kept popping up on the screen, I had no idea how (was some unseen force with me doing this) I should of put the tablet down but I did not. I kept looking and the images kept popping up, I didn’t have to do anything, my sensitivity made me cum (just looking). I woke up after that, usually depressed, guilty or ashamed of myself that I allowed it to happen, but this time was different. I did not allow any feeling to be connected to the dream; I did not feel any lust surface; just my own sensitivity and sexual energy rise. This would usually create a pattern of feelings and thoughts that would bring my energy lower causing me loads of problems and spiritual attacks from the NEGS, causing me to unground more, allowing them entry inside me. This did not happen and no demon was residing inside me. The next dream was directly from the last, even though you would not guess this at first, I was at the children’s home I think! I was sat at a PC in a bedroom (mine I think) and I was looking at some images and noticed a white wolf (my power animal) and a figure in the background wearing a coat and hat, he was green colour (my spirit, me) I did not connect the dots straight away until I woke up, the next images they both were getting closer and closer, I felt the sensation of eyes upon me and this made me feel creepy, it was like the wolf and green figure on the pictures were aware of me and looking at me. Then the images went blank and I could only see black pictures, I tried printing them of but nothing. I managed to print a file with writing on, but every time I tried reading it, my awareness kept shutting on and off, like my memory was being impaired and every time I picked the file up it would shrink in front of my eyes. Two male spirits came in the room then, questioned me about printing the file off and reading it. There was a lot of confusion around it, I was confused to what was going on with the file (at was causing the file to shrink and the pics to go blank). Anyway, they said to me, ‘we know what you have done’? Does made me think the demon was back inside my energy and they were helping me rid of it. Again I woke up, and every time I tried falling back to sleep and back into my dream, something was waiting for me. I could not see anything, but only hear voices. I heard the sound of a dog cry and whine, (which made me think even more the demon was back inside and I or it had intentionally hurt my power animal) if it wasn’t for the fact spirit showed me what actually caused the whelp I would of continued thinking the demon was inside again. I felt myself stroking a dog, the dog was beside my bed sat on the chair and I was stroking him, calming him down. I even saw him for a few seconds and saw the pain in his eyes. I still did not let the dream get to me and drifted back into sleep and dream world. I was inside a building, I was kept there and not allowed to leave, there wasn’t much freedom and yet it wasn’t total lockdown, I had freedom to move around. But I kept seeking freedom and tried several times getting outside. I was seriously confused because nobody would tell me what was going on, so I got it in my mind, the demon was back inside my energy and they were locking me inside to protect everyone from it (this was an unusual way to rid a demon) I was been told of, not violently but something kept messing with my awareness, I kept blacking out as if something was stopping me from seeing, hearing or feeling. I need to point out, my sense of feel is dramatically low, because of entities attachments and there attacks, I cannot feel; I cannot sense when other spirits are near me, it’s obviously done on purpose for this very reason. This part of the dream went on for some time, indeed most of the morning and I remember asking one of these spirits, ‘how did the demon get in?’. Is it a coincidence? I was woken up when I asked that question. So I had no answers to what was going on and why it was happening, I had it in my mind as did my spirit it was the demon inside me again, I even heard a male disembodied spirit say, he’s turning into Gorki. And someone say, ‘do not make a pact with god again’. So this was what allowed me to understand I was being controlled by forces, they were controlling me, to stop me gaining my power, and they did not want me to connect with my divinity. I follow a Shamanic path and recently have had trouble letting go of things, many blocks were in my way and spirits were doing everything in their power to stop me moving forwards. I quit the shamanic course at one point, when I did I saw a spirit leave me and after that I seem to feel better (I seem to have found my power after this). Actually I paid for the absent healing services from the soul healer Clive Hetherington and yes it was working to begin with, but doubt then came in my mind and I quit doing the exercises, everything came crashing down then and my mind was a total mess, I was struggling to start things, make plans or finish things. Even though I was being blocked from things, I was still receiving hints and directions from spirit and I was still learning and moving forwards a bit at a time. You could say, if it had not happened this way I would not have learned what was going on. Yesterday I learnt what my power was, what I AM meant, what being present means, this increased my awareness and it’s why I now see the control Clive Hetherington speaks about. You only move forwards when you directly have conscious experience of it.
    • Annabelle January 14, 2019 at 2:49 am on Extensive Evidence our World is a Simulation Designed In a VR on a 3D Wireframe Grid/BackdropStruggling over the last month to be able to post due to a weird new type of management. 1. Feel like I am invisible again, don't exist, people completely forget what I say, or don't remember me, or say I remind them of someone else, or have a twin. 2. People don't seem to understand how to verbally communicate with me and I am talking in circles. I have always been frustrated that there are so many languages on this earth ( what a great way to keep people controlled) and have tried to learn many of them. I simply can not learn them fluently, and when I speak in a foreign language I am told I have an "accent" Of course I will have an accent but at least I am trying. 3. I have always had a habit of reading backwards or jumping thru books and now see a comment on a misc blog about how reading backwards helps avoid AI interference. 4. Many new family, financial, home repair, and health scares and I feel like I am jumping thru hoops trying to get them fixed as fast as possible. And I am proud of myself when I get these problems solved. It is almost like an EAAS programmer is sitting there saying "Let's see how fast she can find a solution to this one!" 5. Despite the fact that the AAHS wants to monitor my reactions, I am unable to watch new TV or movies and am so frustrated by the obvious programming in all of them. Example - Return to Marwen - fantasy as an escape from the real world to help people return to the real world! Thanks, Clive, for the new updates.
    • Clive January 12, 2019 at 3:09 pm on Extensive Evidence our World is a Simulation Designed In a VR on a 3D Wireframe Grid/BackdropReply and 'UPDATE'/all regulars read . . . Anne, yea I knew about the 'unrealistic' moon in being way too big compared to all other moons on the solar system while being 'exactly' the right size to 'exactly' eclipse the sun // plus things like lots of 'main/key' cities central layout's are based on pentagon overlays and or are representing astrological correspondences/signs/associations with specific star systems too . . . all implying that these has been pre defined/designed in too . . . NEW focus added 15th Jan . . . EVERYONE 'interested' use the below . . . it'll 'help' Made into an automated/auto responding puppet focus . . . ". . . I connect to all items & components and or combinations of these that are directly or indirectly contributing to add to and or maintain and or to access any combination of linked cross referencing multidimensional tables/matrices of data and particularly any helping to link any specific types of memories/elements of memories and or traumas, hurts, pains and or dreams, day dream scenarios and or thoughts and or habitual automatic thinking/responses and or particularly to have these/anything equivalent to these used to support working myself towards ingrained/automatic habits, patterns, behaviours, decisions, responses and or reactions/actions and or to increase and or decrease my ‘sensitivity and in insensitivity’ to anything and or of having myself accumulating and or being maintained in worries, anxieties, stresses and or fears/failures and or over optimism/over blown hopes and or to promote conscious and or unconscious paralysing/disabling/cannot and or won’t/am unable do anything/frozen outcomes and or automated must do something ‘reactions/actions’ . . . and or particularly as part or working towards and or maintaining any predefined ‘optimal’ future version of myself . . . " UPDATE/EVERYONE 'amazingly' I'd completely forgotten that our EAAS MVOS was designed to have all of it's base core functioning based on all of the new age 'nonsense', unfortunately all of the new age 'nonsense' angles we're all deliberately thought up/used/as well as deliberately badly designed so that each would allow a vast number of backdoors into everyone and everything . . . so, in hacking getting rid of all 'independent 'virus' type' shit sets within our EAAS we've then been confronted with all of this baked-in newage baseline shit which is basically equivalent to a solid wall of malware within which we've had to deal with some of the most sophisticated shit sets we've encountered although as per usual what's left of these seem to be focused on just a very small number of 'key' people . . . the latest/most sophisticated set yet had us going around in circles for 2 days as it was designed to be utterly transparent/be totally unresponsive to scans/focuses . . . i.e. the usual means of identifying all parts of the current shit set as part of finding/dealing with all aspects of this/it didn't work . . . in figuring this angle out and getting my head around this then the following focus manages to 'get it' . . . ". . . I connect to myself + any/all betrayers/key people and to absolutely everything/all items/all components and or all combinations of these that have been, are now and or could in the future contribute/help to define and or generate/originate absolutely any influencing/potentially influencing items and or components and or combinations of these, such that any of the defining/initiating, intermediate and or resulting/final items/components and or combinations of these find themselves directly or indirectly and or even temporarily impervious/neutral/impassive/unresponsive and or are and or have otherwise been made as difficult and or impossible to track/detect, be registered and or noticed/identified by any scan or focus type and or other 'shit' detection means and particularly by absolutely any of our past, current and or predicted future scanning/focus approaches/tactics/strategies and or any of our scanning technologies and or adjusted nuances/variations of these. . . I connect to each/any/all items and components and or ALL combinations of these that have been directly or indirectly part of absolutely any specific 'shit' design/generation efforts specifically to become/be made to be as difficult and or impossible to track/trace the origins of and or detect/identify and or made as easy as possible to be missed and or overlooked and or otherwise NOT BE identified as or even thought about for WHAT THEY REALLY ARE AND OR FOR WHAT THEY ARE REALLY PART OF AND OR ARE WHAT THEY ARE 'REALLY' DESIGNED TO DO AND OR ACHIEVE ON THEIR OWN AND OR WITH OTHERS and particularly by myself and particularly no matter how I attempt to target/try and target/identify these . . . " Such that after Tom used the above then some of his update below will give you some idea of how sophisticated and 'misleading' it was designed to be BEYOND it's ability to avoid scans/focus's . . . “I have the sense of something like funnels overlaid onto other funnels which then exist in a sort of “conference of wormholes” overlaid onto another dead space etc etc, and after many more layers of all this I engage with something which feels like a spider at the centre of a web, and it feels like this is attuned to key aspects of reality sort of at the “admin level” and can make things “swing” one way or another by making adjustments to these, it’s like it can do this without any thinking / wanting, or any intent at all really, it just does it automatically without any reason. Then there’s something which feels like an orchestra integrated into the substrate which appears and disappears in different places and radiates specific resonances continuously, which can sabotage or help people in specific ways by “accidentally” setting off chains of events in local components which then lead to specific pre-defined outcomes. So this component in itself seems purposeless, but to, via some sort of “advantages / unexpected outcomes” shit, to influence other components in ways which have already been pre-defined and DO have purpose, which then leads to specific people here being given advantages or disadvantages based on whether they’re helping SNV objectives or are opposed to them. Then I have the impression of something which doesn’t exist at all or want anything, it’s as if every aspect of itself has been inverted, but that via a kind of “magnetism” / random chain of non-intentional symbolic association, it inverts other components too, ie new age ones which should function in therapeutic ways, but don’t. I have the sense next of components which exist in many different bits in different points in time and space, and where only some of the bits are ever existent at any one time, and it feels like these are monitoring components which in turn gather other ‘bits’ of data and transmit them back to other components, after fractionating them to avoid this being tracked. Then there’s something like a train track running behind the scenes which seems to lead in and out of nowhere / intense static, it’s as if every part of this train is attuned to nothingness / non-being so that it “runs” on nothingness and is fuelled by it and as such only really seems to have a partial existence. I have the sense of something that you can only see if you look at it sideways, sort of like the holographic pictures which change when you look at them from different angles. Then I have the sense of something like a colander which keeps appearing, but it doesn’t feel like a thing, it feels like a “no-thing”, ie that you cannot get it by targeting it, but only by not targeting it somehow – it’s like a concentrated or localised absence through which other temporary components can function out of temporary sub-realities. Then there’s something which feels like a coil of wire which is made out of shadow, and it feels like intent / awareness pass “through” this and can’t exist in the same space as it. There’s also something like many different lights which exist in parallel to and in the same space as darkness, paradoxically, and so they seem to cancel each other out whilst also both acting as part of distributed hyperdimensional networks of similarly unusual components. Then there’s something which feels like a hub with many roads leading out of it, and it feels like a concentrated void with many explosions / detonations existing in it continuously, as if components are being swallowed up from one moment to the next, and it appears to be generating counteracting resonances and applying these to remote components to “disguise” them, ie applying the resonance of component X being destroyed to component X as a sort of overlay, so that there is no remaining resonance left to latch onto / “register”, more just a space of nothingness. Next I become aware of something which feels like a long, barbed pole and it seems to “sweep” through spaces to test / “check” if any components respond to certain focuses / scans, and if they do, it destroys them and any components connected to them. It seems to be made up of the recorded resonances of many different focuses / scans we’ve done in the future, and to be using these to “test hack” the active shit on an ongoing basis, and also to test hack the pre-active shit behind the active shit, ie everything that’s not yet been generated or “released” but is likely to be in the near future / when the current front line shit needs to be replaced. Then there’s something which feels like many different hoods hung on hooks and it feels like different resonances working to adjust people’s thinking at a key moment, often just for a second or a few seconds whilst they respond to a new piece of information, eg to make them feel “This is X”, “This is Y”, “This all makes sense now / mystery solved!” I get the impression of these corresponding to “us” / the wsw teams and to specific key moments in our interactions, which this shit seems much more interested in than the rest of the time – it’s like it focuses very strongly on these, all the potentially dangerous moments, all the could-be realisations, all the potential connections between ideas and ways in which something – eg, the fantasy / story that these managing components are “spinning” – might suddenly seem to no longer make sense. I engage with a spinning wheel which seems to be generating a sort of Bayeux Tapestry with pictures of us / the wsw teams in various situations, and it feels like this represents the efforts to choreograph key moments to divert, contain or misdirect all of us and prevent us, as much as possible, from doing anything that would endanger SNV objectives. I have the sense of something which feels like a velvet glove with an iron hand now, and it feels like lulling people into a false sense of security by not putting someone in as much shit as it could do, or not putting specific people in shit at specific times. It feels like very precisely controlling people’s shit levels as part of spinning a fantasy / story about what is going on, and adjusting these shit levels at specific times to “support” the fantasy. I have the sense of many different aspects of people’s wellbeing being monitored and the shit working to keep people in as much shit as possible in the short and medium term whilst always having its sights set more on the long-term, ie it seems ready and willing to sacrifice short-term shit for putting people in shit in the long-term and to lose one or more battles to win the war. I have the sense of components scanning ahead along specific timelines and predicting communications between us and working to either hijack these (eg between us and the wsw teams) or set up pre-defined influences for each person so that the interactions don’t lead to any dangerous realisations / actions and allow the fantasy to continue.” . . . 'so' at the moment I'm assuming that we're still dealing with remaining/equivalent versions of the above grade of shit . . . as we're 'still' in some 'desperately pretending to not be' shit effects/attempted misdirections!!!
    • Oleg December 31, 2018 at 9:42 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/Traumasim not sure if this is considered as experiencing debilitations while doing the exercises, but i will still write it. since the age of 8 i have epilepsy, and every time before a big epileptic siezure i have a loud noise in my head somewhat similliar to the noise non plasma tv's make when you turn them on but louder. when im in a quiet place and focus on the silence i can hear this noise in the background. i started doing the exercises about 3 weeks ago without much results except better focus, but in the last 4-5 day i noticed that i started to hear that noise getting louder when im doing the exercises. i finished doing all the self healing exercises yesterday and from today onwards im repeating the exercises on this page. when i was doing the exercises today the noise got really loud and i started to feel pressure in my head. so far nothing else beside that but im curious if there is some exercise to silence that noise, the audio implant exercise doesn't work.
    • Anima December 26, 2018 at 7:21 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-5 – Target what Keeps Me Disengaged From & Manipulated by Trauma & Emotional & Psychological ‘Sore Points & Hurts’I've been reading the comments here, and clive's mention of the ‘your dead now’ space reminded me of a dream i had a couple of years ago. I was in some sort of a place that looks like one of the big malls with escalators and cafes, and everyone there knew that it was the place before reincarnation. Everyone had a choice, ether they can stay there or go to a place to be "cleansed" for reincarnation. The only problem is that this method of cleansing is a torture chamber(looked to be limitless in size from what i could see from the entrance) with every torture imaginable where you can hear the screams of everyone inside the chamber. The idea of this "cleansing" is to be tortured untill your memory personality and sense of self is completly destroyed from the constant intensity of the torture. i remember getting very angry about the whole thing and as someone who is at least somewhat aware that im dreaming, i tried to destroy the entire place by turning my essence (soul and all) into a reality corrupting virus that will destroy the entire place. while i was having some form of soccess, some people came with syringes and injected me with them after which i started to feel weak. I pretended to calm down and left the entrance to the chamber. Before waking up i remember promising myself to find a way to return to that place and finally destroy it.
    • Zenon Krotkiewicz December 25, 2018 at 12:50 am on Self Exploration / Investigation EXERCISE SET-7 – Targeting ALL Defining Origins of ALL Personal Behaviours & PatternsI had a couple of sleep paralysis in my teens years where I could feel a presence of a being and I never paid too much attention to that other than feeling fear upon waking up. My blood type is O- negative and some studies indicates most of abductees happened to have this type of blood. It is very possible I am simulating someone’s UFO abduction. I am not a psychic or have any special spiritual traits other than seeing in my dreams related to my life's future events or seeing beyond deception. I had an experience while bow hunting for moose and as an opportunity presented itself to target a young cow from a very close distance, the released arrow changed direction before hitting the target. Strange as it might be, latter the same day a rabbit I was shooting at, disappeared in front of my eyes. The unusual experiences lead me to become vegan. While being vegan, one day I found myself unintentionally in a mediating state in a void - complete darkness and before regaining my awareness of having physical body… I received message “Love the things you did not come from”. For a very long time I feel like I do not belong in here. Thank you Clive for your comment.
    • Jessica Antunes December 23, 2018 at 3:47 am on Examples of a Virtual Reality Environment Component Translation Accuracy & Consistency Through Time ‘Checkers’ ExperiencesIt made me remember of a type of crab with what appears to be an asiatic face stamped on the back. Could it be that it only came to exist to give a hint to the EAAS population? It´s called Heikegami or Samurai crab http://teseractia.blogspot.com/2014/05/el-samurai-que-reencarno-en-un-cangrejo.html