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    • Clive March 14, 2018 at 4:08 pm on Binding Past Life Spiritual Agreements, Contracts, Promises: Some Deeper & Worrying Perspectives!!Yea, it would make it more difficult to find someone else / get married again after a divorce/split!!
    • Clive March 14, 2018 at 4:06 pm on How a Simulated Copied Person’s Life CAUSES are Calculated to Lead to Specific Already Pre-Defined Future Outcomes – They DON’T Have FREEWILLTommy, this is one of the outcomes of the duplicating/dividing twins problem, that subtle forms that divide, producing copies of each other, whom in many cases will then be very good friends / spend the most time together and whom therefore have a good chance to be 'together/married' in our fake reality here will then have the same/equivalent 'backstory' which will then have them having 'equivalent/coincidental' experiences/visiting equivalent places in their past . . . which I explained in detail on this page here!!!
    • Tommy March 14, 2018 at 1:39 am on How a Simulated Copied Person’s Life CAUSES are Calculated to Lead to Specific Already Pre-Defined Future Outcomes – They DON’T Have FREEWILLhttps://9gag.com/gag/a2oZRZD Photo of a married couple in China discovered that they appeared in same photograph as teenagers hmmmm would the software have started counting down from the when that picture was taken.
    • Hasani March 11, 2018 at 10:14 pm on Deducible Logistic Problems/Anomalies of Interfacing 7+ Billion Individuals to a 2nd ‘Matrix’ Reality Defined ‘Fake’ BodyHi Clive. I would to say thank you for your response to my comment on another post. I like how you actually gave details leading to the possibility of what MAN really is. It's interesting that many people grew up in church and they have been taught to believe that MAN is really the male aspect only lol. From everything I've seen in the years gives the obvious that the reality that we living is fabricated and it keeps everyone and everything going in circles.
    • CJ March 8, 2018 at 8:36 pm on Binding Past Life Spiritual Agreements, Contracts, Promises: Some Deeper & Worrying Perspectives!!So, when a wedding vow contains, "until death us do part," does that limit a bond, thus preventing multiple life attachments?
    • Clive March 7, 2018 at 6:32 pm on Where are the Anomalous Memories of Ancient Past Lives, Held/Stored?Hi Hasani, yea, I noticed this too that as soon as I started to have some subtle associated 'experiences' and more so when I was 'about' to start to become directly aware of the likes of dead people/ghosts and nature spirits I had a seriously unstable phase, massive anxiety and unstableness (way worse than the anguish and despair I mentioned on a recent post), so there is a very strong correlation in terms of anyone that is approaching or is predicted as approaching/entering a phase where they may become aware of 'things' that our reality is determinedly trying to disappear (and likely particularly someone whom is scripted as being subtle and is aware of the subtle physical interfacing etc). Fortunately I managed to hold myself together (I actually made the mistake of seeing a doctor) so, despite that I was very specific about what I asked for, I was to be given medication that on doing a web search I couldn't fucking believe had KNOWN side effects of causing suicide as well as hallucinations (the incompetent shit didn't even mention these possibilities to me) . . . fortunately I managed to 'weather' that phase out . . . and it started to drop off / become better when I got full access to the subtle/nature spirit 'realms' . . . however, a few years later when giving a public talk specifically on my nature spirit experiences I had someone specifically ask me if this had started happening during or just after a psychologically 'unstable' phase, on answering 'yes' this person gave a smile and a 'knowing' nod and their attitude/emissions were of the 'I thought so kind' . . . on asking about this guy later he was a psychologist and they've obviously correlated these types of awareness/experiences with I suspect people being 'unstable' so that they can comfortably dismiss these experiences as some type of 'hallucinations' . . . So, basically anyone simulating someone that is knowledgeable about the subtle AND PARTICULARLY whom is at risk (because for example there are not an retarded idiot) of starting to figure out things that you are not supposed to be allowed to figure out here . . . then you can expect to be deliberately put into an UNSTABLE perhaps even highly unstable condition . . . it's just what our fake reality does . . . Basically, it's academics and scientists unconscious job to interpret everything in dismissive ways while keeping 'known' anomalies HIDDEN FROM THE REST OF THE POPULATION. See my latest comment for yet another example of this phenomenon!!!
    • Clive March 7, 2018 at 6:05 pm on Deducible Logistic Problems/Anomalies of Interfacing 7+ Billion Individuals to a 2nd ‘Matrix’ Reality Defined ‘Fake’ BodyUPDATED from below the PLATO CAVE PICTURE . . . 'unbelievably' I found ('Rose' pointed these out) yet more evidence for the 'androgynous' humans line . . . WTF are academics 'FOR'!!! other than to sit on and keep hidden ALL OF THE STARKLY ANOMALOUS things EVERYWHERE!!!
    • Hasani March 6, 2018 at 5:31 pm on Where are the Anomalous Memories of Ancient Past Lives, Held/Stored?Hi Clive. First and foremost, let me just say that I admire your work. I have read about people going through transitional periods in one's life. In other words, people whose lives seem to have fallen apart are supposedly going through life crisis or transitional period. I have been trying to figure out how that is possible that one has to go through so much hell all for the sake of change. I hope this enquiry doesn't waste your time.
    • Clive March 3, 2018 at 9:00 pm on Deducible Logistic Problems/Anomalies of Interfacing 7+ Billion Individuals to a 2nd ‘Matrix’ Reality Defined ‘Fake’ BodyI'll give a short reply as to 'explain' this basis for the circumstances of the 'extraction' example in the page above 'properly' would take 100's of pages, so short reply is we're in a VR re-programming scenario which is more and more aggressive over time (the more technological advanced we get (since the example 'extraction')) so this is at a MAXIMUM 'NOW', so 'yea' we could extract people 'NOW' but we'd have a pretty much impossible problem of tracking back the unfolding development/accumulations of shit in a 'nice' environment which is why we're 'HAVING' to hack 'everything' IN HERE before this is done!!! To not do this is very likely to result in leaving extremely well hidden 'SHIT' intact (which we are still finding) that could then set it all off elsewhere and worse 1000's even millions of years in the future when we've forgotten about what we've been doing here and then would have forgotten how to deal with this type of shit AND have to start all over again!!!
    • Trent March 3, 2018 at 7:05 pm on Deducible Logistic Problems/Anomalies of Interfacing 7+ Billion Individuals to a 2nd ‘Matrix’ Reality Defined ‘Fake’ BodySo with the 'people being extracted from the Matrix' part, you've presented evidence of this happening 'here' in the sim. You've also written previously about how well managed and controlled we are and that the sim wants us to be human and doesn't want us to be aware of our subtle forms etc, so I assumed that we'd be being forcibly reincarnated and that the sim wouldn't allow subtle people to break their friends out of the physical here.. but then you talked about them being hacked out and I took this in the context of 'hacking the sim' , and you said in different words 'If you're one of the groups who are going to break people out, you'd want to inform them beforehand.. and if you're investigating these things, you'd write pages exactly like the one i'm writing now' so I guess I conflated many ideas especially of subtle form/real reality and got confused. Sorry for wasting your time.
    • Clive March 3, 2018 at 5:14 pm on Deducible Logistic Problems/Anomalies of Interfacing 7+ Billion Individuals to a 2nd ‘Matrix’ Reality Defined ‘Fake’ BodyThis is a quick reply to your comment Trent, firstly this page is equivalent to 20 A4 pages so 'exactly' which part are you referring to? I had to double check the page because as far as I can tell this comment is 'gibberish' it doesn't make any sense whatsoever. We are all 'simulating' someone else i.e. we are a DATA COPY OF SOMEONE ELSE (this has been made clear elsewhere here on numerous pages), and we are all being simulated as a subtle from (because we are all SUBTLE FORMS living within a parallel subtle environment) that is interfaced to a physical human (again this has been made clear here on numerous pages)!!!
    • Trent March 3, 2018 at 4:37 pm on Deducible Logistic Problems/Anomalies of Interfacing 7+ Billion Individuals to a 2nd ‘Matrix’ Reality Defined ‘Fake’ BodyHi Clive. I can't tell i'm understanding this correctly or not, but are you saying that we 'are' the people we're 'simulating'? That the beginning of my existence wasn't to be created out of thin air here 'in the simulation' but that I 'am' that person?
    • Clive March 3, 2018 at 1:43 pm on Deducible Logistic Problems/Anomalies of Interfacing 7+ Billion Individuals to a 2nd ‘Matrix’ Reality Defined ‘Fake’ BodyThis page is the best yet for presenting evidence of a '2 bodies interfaced together' Matrix Reality for ourselves, it also covers many new angles that I'd not previous presented in the 'public' domain. It also exceptionally 'comprehensive' as its 20 A4 pages long. It'll likely take a few read throughs to 'digest' properly!!!
    • Clive February 27, 2018 at 1:52 pm on Discarding Subtle Body Parts Responsible for ‘Out of Control’ Sexual & Relationship AttractionsWell, Gareth I keep coming back to this comment wondering if it's worth the effort to reply to because the entire 'sex' areas in terms of FU efforts are 'extensive'!!! Subtle beings are 'NOT' sexual, they don't have sexual organs as they are androgynous, and so they don't propagate 'sexually' either. As I've already pointed out on another page here all of the 'gender' issues are all EASILY 'figured out/explained' because you're interfacing COMPLETELY EQUAL PEOPLE IN BODY & GENDER TERMS into a a single species that has two separate genders. This is a PISS TAKE all on it's own!!! Most subtle beings interfaced to 'ANY' physical from won't be bothered about 'sex' either as in the real/original/unfucked up multiverse/environment (of the people we are copies of) most people in most cultures would still be aware of themselves as a subtle form that's just temporarily interfaced to a physical body to enjoy having a temporary physical environment experience. Here though the emphasis is to distort/fuckup/traumatise/breakdown/keep off balance/pre-occupied as many people as possible AND doing this in ways to fuck up/limit/contain their interactions and particularly 'intimate' ones seems to have a high priority . . . hence you have 'porn' pretty much everywhere 'apparently' . . . I had a quick look at some porn once on a school skiing trip to France and never bothered with it since then . . . as it's obviously a seriously good 'past-time' to fuck up/distort intimate relationships which actually 'shouldn't' be primarily 'sexually' orientated they should be 'affection/feeling' orientated . . . To degrade some cultures standings in the original MV of the people we are simulating here those that designed this FU place put 'people' into extreme VR reprogramming scenarios specifically focused on distorting physical sexual attractions beyond anything they 'should' be . . . they'd then use these VR's to remotely influence 'top/significant' people interfaced into other physical cultures to have them preoccupied in ways that would likely cause 'image/respectability' problems (this is what was done to you Garth (AND likely others that make it to this site as the same is common)). On the gender/androgynous subtle being focused page I pointed out some of the structural built in design flaws of the human form i.e. we've been interfaced into the must fucked up physical form you can imagine . . . recently someone pointed out the full scale of the female human body functioning problems, which are orders of magnitude worse (the page presenting details of these is here). Basically the human form in general is a huge piss take BUT the specific and OBVIOUSLY BUILT IN DESIGN FLAWS to the female human form takes the piss taking to a completely new level!!!
    • Jessica Antunes February 26, 2018 at 12:51 am on VR Experience Investigations EXERCISE-3: Engaging with VR Experiences of Sharing Avatars & of Avatar Possession, Entity Attachment Experience PossibilitiesThis is a reply to the clive's reply to a comment of Annabelle (for some reason I couldn't reply directly). “(...) intense sexual and or trauma ‘energy’ (cutting off peoples heads / sacrificing people to generate fear and extreme trauma) was used to ‘power’ and or maintain spells (...) sexual energy was being used to generate and maintain some illusion or maybe to physically manifest ‘something’ (...)” So this explains why the elites here perform macabre rituals which include sex and sacrifices, and actually why they are called a bunch of black magicians... ... because they would have spells to power and to mantain, probably to mantain their objectives (or of some other(s) or something through them) and to ensure their position of dominion (especially because probably they would have a lot of competition...) AND that would explain the loosh usually referred to in the spiritualist conspiracionist circles – the emotional energy referred to, often negative, which would be coveted by someone who knows why, and which would be responsible for the orchestration and deliberate maintenance of some of our deplorable systemic circumstances. Ex’s: – all that concerns the fierce struggle for survival (there was no need for this... why promote and highlight scarcity if abundance (at least the basic and sufficient) COULD be promoted in wise, sensible and reasonable ways?) – the media that strives to make news of all dispensable shit going on around the world (instead of focusing primarily on the good things that also (no one believes anymore ...) happen in the world. This could be one of the reasons why the suffering in the original multiverse would have been or would be being promoted; thus the system – the people in control and the hole in which people are – would be self sustainable.
    • Tommy February 24, 2018 at 3:33 pm on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionI have played a lot of Pokémon in my childhood I’m from 1991. I had the all three of the original Pokémon games on my gameboy when they came out in The Netherlands and watched the cartoons when they were aired I even had the poster on my bedroom wall with all the original 150 of them I dunno exactly how or when but in my reality I’m pretty sure Pikachu never had a trace of black on its tail. The bottom of the zigzag part of tail was brown. Tail was always zig zagy. The tips of its ears are black. So I’m curious how it’s possible for other people to remember it having black on the tail. Pichu his preevolved form that was introduced in Pokémon silver the second generation of the videogames had a black tail. I found another picture of a Pikachu with a black part on its tail but that was from the later games and that just one you could get in game in the game omega ruby from a Pokémon breeder. For reference googled the first episode and the tail is yellow and brown.
    • Clive February 24, 2018 at 2:38 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasOnly if as a dollhouse 'doll' as your original form was imprinted with 'someone's' experience of having that type of horrifying VR Reprogramming shit done to them Tommy!!!
    • Martha February 23, 2018 at 6:33 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-3 – Targeting & Investigating ‘Highly’ Complex ‘Facets’ of MyselfHi. You say in the introduction to this exercise. "It is also coordinating interactions between different people in very precise ways to deliberately MAXIMISE "shit" applied to ourselves". Well, in relation to this I will tell something that happened to me some weeks ago. Someone here (I think it was Nyssa on another thread) commented that when she is feeling low then she gets also a sexual feeling. The other day, home alone and in recovery process from a bad incident with the person who I love and who was with me last year, and who is no longer in my life, I became aware of the same reactions. I was lying in bed feeling low about that and life in general and thinking about ANOTHER person who is miles and miles away and with whom I only interacted once last year for a short few messages. I began having a pleasant sensation in my heart chacra, very pleasant, veeery pleasant suspiciously pleasant in fact like wow, this means something man, I must contact him and in fact I did write him... but having read this site I didn't fall into the trap once again (because yes I have had similar "pleasant heart chacra sudden warmth and love --- contact him NOW!! sensations" in the past and I ended up contacting people who's influence in my life ended up not being really positive)... So I began: "I fully connect to all components or anything that might be responsible for the sensations I am feeling now or related to them in the slightest and in particular to the sensation in my heart chacra" and surprise surprise I began thinking much more logically afterwards, the sexual type feelings and intruding fantasy thoughts subsided and now I am fully aware that this might be a trap to set me up to move in a sabotaging direction (such as the other person saying for exampe... wtf!! what does she suddenly want? this is out of context, why is she flirting we don't know each other etc. ) Now, instead of blindly trusting those sensations I just consider the possibility of contact an "option" in my life and not like a "it is my destiny to do this" type of thing. I feel much more in control. I believe many times the sensations are SO pleasant in ourselves that we end up disconnected from what the OTHER person might be experiencing/feeling and then when we get labelled "strange" then this further can be used against us. I think this is one way the Demiurge manages people to interact with others in counterproductive ways. You get a feeling, you go for it without thinking but.... is your feeling really YOURS? That is what is most important to know. Chacras can be impacted from outside influences. If you are not aware you will just bite the bait thinking "oh I feel so good therefore this must mean something". With this I don't mean ALL sensations related to other people that we feel are fake. But some of them are and this one was specially suspicious due to the long distance between that person and me and the fact that we never met in person, we are from different cultures etc.
    • Sha February 22, 2018 at 2:39 pm on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionRE: Pokemon’s Pikachu: A large number of people recall the tip of Pikachu’s tail (from Pokemon) as being black when all instances of the same ‘now’ show that there is no black at all on its tail. i don't ever remember Pikachu having the colour black on it's tail, however i asked my grown-up daughter about this [she grew-up in the Pokemon era] & she said 'yes' Pikachu does have the colour black on it's tail.
    • Gareth Mason February 20, 2018 at 11:42 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI didn’t do anymore visualizations but I had a vision, my conscious awareness came out of my body and stopped to look at myself, I was facing myself sat on bed. I noticed where my third eye should have been was gone, just a large round dent left in place instead; It looked like it had been burnt out. This proves what Clive Hetherington said about chakras, they are quite easily removable and we can have them stolen, lost or blocked. I didn’t quite believe him when he said you could take them out and clean them. But I am convinced now our spirit is nothing more than a machine made up of wires, cogs and parts. A few days ago I forgot to mention a vision/dream I had which was after a targeted exercise the night before I fell asleep. It only lasted for a few seconds but I saw enough to convince me. I saw many, many wires coming from my energy field and was wired up to some electrical device. I think this coincides with the plug socket dream and these wires were wired to the sockets which had labels like, initiation, healing etc. etc. On another occasion, in my dream my right arm separated and was attached to a wire and the arm was nothing more than an attached object on wires.
    • Gareth Mason February 20, 2018 at 11:33 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI am in the middle of your clearing and I notice more in my dreams and so I do the above targeted exercises before bed. Before I share, I just wanted to add, your invisible friends were already working with me, I noticed dreams where I was being merge with lost parts of myself from other life times, I think this was the fact I was intending to pay for the clearing way in advance while reading your work and I did in spirit pay for it; this would suggest how powerful our thoughts can be, just by thinking of something/someone whether good or not actually happens in the spirit world first. This is how psychic attack happens. Right back to your question. Yes I have noticed something very odd in my dreams and visions while relaxed and after your exercises, it as taken awhile to piece these together since these are taken from accounts from my dreams and visions/experiences over a long period of time; below are snippets taken from my dream diary: ...There I noticed a column with numerous plugs and switches, some were turned on, and others were not. On them were labels with names like initiation (the others I can’t remember) which make me think that Clive Hetherington’s theory that we all live in a virtual reality world is right. It’s like we are wired up electrically and the switch of a button can change the course of our dreams and reality... ...I was walking down a winding corridor with two other initiates who were manually guiding me, the female did something strange with my right arm; near my wrist she pressed into my arm as if some buttons were there and had activated something The whole thing was weird it was like I was playing a VR game (mega drive), the characters were hard to move and similarities to playing a mega drive game like ‘Streets of Rage’ were identical. For example: My spirit kept running into walls because it was difficult directing him round corners and when he ran into a wall he kept running even though he couldn’t move, then the second Rami character that wasn’t moving was like a boss waiting for the next game episode and had respawned. It was exactly like a video game. Which makes me believe even further that Clive’s theory about a VR reality is true?... ...I was laid on my bed and for a second a vision showed me electrical wires coming from my auric field/sphere which were extended quite a way... ...I was suddenly laid on the sofa and my consciousness separated from my spirit, my consciousness was on the dog floor watching. A familiar sensation of De Ja Vu, came over me; someone else was speaking to my other part of me and was dressed in a human suit with buttons. That’s right, a human meat suit. I did say to him, ‘what is that your wearing it’s kind of freaky’? He looked at me and opened up the front of the suit to reveal a glowing white slim body underneath. When I say white, I mean a spiritual white, that of a light being glowing with divine light, I don’t know why he would have to hide himself like this but I guess it was for a reason. The suit had weird buttons on the front, one was crystal coloured the other white bone colour. He said to me as he opened his suit, ‘see there is nothing to be freaked out, about’... I thought the being was a positive ET grey alien and that is why he chose the human meat suit as not to scare or shock me. And then I remembered this was a repeat dream that is why it was familiar. I think this is part of a VR programming for initiation, I say this, because one, it is exactly the same as before; two, my initiation followed soon after this dream. And this as happened a few times. I recorded above, the wires I saw that were connected up to my auric field and they would have been connected up to those plug sockets I saw with labels on (one was initiation). I know that the energy floating around and within our auric fields records everything like memories, that is how psychics give readings by reading our energy in the auric field. So if this is correct than data can also be put into the auric field like messages, videos, music, sounds, text and other communications etc. etc. And this would mean that the repeat dreams are showing repeated things, why? Some of the dreams repeated were not nice and involved being annoyed, angered or someone negatively being nasty towards me. Some are of initiations and voice messages. The nasty ones I reckon are repeated until you learn from them, they are a sort of debilitating lesson to overcome a certain trauma or negative emotion. The initiations are obviously pre recorded experiences I have already had and are just being replayed instead of having to go through it all again. Same as the voice messages, etc. etc. It’s kind of weird to think that someone only has to flip a switch to change my dreams and reality.
    • Toad February 17, 2018 at 7:32 pm on Focused & Dedicated Exploration of Your Entire Self & Your larger RealityI have read much more here, and keep nodding my head. This stuff is SPOT ON if my experiences & perceptions are accurate. Keep in mind my word choices don't always work to express what I'm trying to get out. Neurological troubles combined with that which you've noted here. Makes life interesting. I keep perceiving a 'usurper' in the place of 'Source' for western spiritual types. Having grown up in the Far East, this doesn't seem to be as much a problem -- hold up. It WAS not as much a problem. In the 1980s. The Christianities are spreading there and that seems to be a part of the spreading tool. Plant that ideology, then spiritual types will rebel from it, but they have the same ideological foundation which the non-physical, not here Usurping Tyrant and their armies use to force compliance by any means necessary so deeply implanted in their psyche that they spread the lies while seeking to dismantle them. Is this an accurate-ish summary?
    • Martha February 17, 2018 at 12:45 pm on Negative Issue Identifying HEALING EXERCISE-1: To Identify Everything that Defines or Contributes to my Issues & Moment by Moment ExperiencesHi, I did the exercise and the only image that came into my mind was a large military ship, in the middle of nowhere in a dark ocean that gave me the creeps. It came accompanied by feelings of hopelessness like "you will always be used" type of suggestions... Military ships anyone? Does this say something to you guys or it was just my imagination?
    • Dani February 11, 2018 at 2:50 pm on Ideas Concepts & Knowledge Management; Mental Sabotages, Editing & Translations & DistractionsI noticed that I was getting distracted from writing a comment about this until I noticed I was getting distracted so am taking notes on my thoughts about this page as I think them so pardon the awful grammar. Reading through the page the first time felt easy peasy, until I did it a second time... and noticed how much I missed the first time round. Started to read it a third time was interrupted by numerous little annoyances. Have noticed that I keep skipping a lot of different articles on the site. Decided that I am going to write down which ones I notice skipping and go back to them. Reading through the questions about how much I am being controlled and managed, at first response "no I have always considered myself to have an open mind when it comes to others ideas and beliefs so I can't be manipulated into avoiding something that might be contradictory." Second response, "I am an angel channel who only allows beings of "light and love" to come in to my consciousness! No Way would they attempt to manage ME or the control the information I receive and understand! That's just crazy talk!" Um yeah ok... I see it now... Past "Christian" indoctrination float through my head, making me vaguely afraid of upsetting God and getting sent straight to Hell. Currently, boyfriend woke up and started a conversation with me about having a purpose to distract me from being able to read what I am reading (LOL). Feeling like "I have already read that so I can just skim through", urge to move onto a different page, distracted by the titles of articles in the yellow menu box on the right of the screen, Facebook and email up and calling me to check both. So 4 times through the page and I just noticed that the description box says "5 of 26" pages not 2 of 26 like I originally "saw". "Mandela Effect"? Anyway, the above is what I noticed on 4 passes through the page. I have both bookmarked as suggested and will come back to this in a day or so and see what the difference is.
    • Dani February 10, 2018 at 9:26 pm on The Long, Long Physical Con: The DARK Reality of ‘EARTH’ Incarnations & the ‘Real’ Meaning of Your Human LifeWhew! Twenty four hours of reading this site and oh..my.. god! Finally! I am not insane! I have not become delusional! I don't need an exorcism (in the traditional Christian religious sense)! I have known for what seems like my entire adult life, that "something" is not right in the spiritual world but have only been getting partial understanding here and there... not even baby steps... more like a 'pull myself across the floor by a single bloody fingernail inch-worm style' crawl until 24 hours ago when I got beyond fed up and told the angels that have been hanging out with me, "Enough! I want the TRUTH, the Whole Truth and nothing but the truth and don't effing bother to tell me I cant handle it (sorry for the bad movie paraphrase but it IS what I said). I need to help my clients get HEALED!" And so later on in the day while in researching some other subject entirely I somehow stumbled on to this site and have been avidly, voraciously, intensely reading every, EVERY word, taking copious amounts of notes, confirming ideas I have been having since as long as I can remember, and in general thanking myself for clicking on a link that had absolutely nothing to do with the subject I had been researching (menopause if you must know). Just in the past hour I have had more confirmations of things I had suspected but never read or heard of elsewhere than ever before in all of the classes and courses I have poured my time, effort and finances into. I have sat through certification process after certification process thinking "Ok this is all very lovely and nice but HOW does this HELP my clients????" And in one sentence you summed it all up perfectly! In the information about the healing sessions with Shirley (I think? I have been reading since yesterday...) you stated "...why not have the intention for you to identify everything that is contributing to your issues directly YOURSELF, AND also then the intention to learn how to properly deal with everything that you find?" This is why I have turned clients away even though I am building a business and really couldn't afford to. Because either I knew they weren't willing to actually do anything to help themselves sort out their own sh!t and then deal with it or I knew instinctively (?) that I wasn't ready for what we were going to find once we got started (hey, I am still inch-worming it across the floor at this point.) I just wanted to say thank you for making this information available. For putting yourself out there even knowing that you are going against the "norm" and may not get all the warm fuzzy accolades those forwarding the the "Long, Long Con" are getting. If I ever get the chance to meet you in person I hope to goodness you are a hugger because I plan to make sure you get a big one from me.
    • Jessica Antunes February 10, 2018 at 12:36 am on Astral & Etheric ‘Cleansed’ Subtle Energy Body Particle Pollution is AccumulatingWhat groundbreaking information! Thinking about bacteria and viruses not only as disease transmitters but also as transmitters of other people's script parts has broadened my conceptual horizons as to what would be possible in terms of influences being transmitted from one to another encoded in our reality... or in the constituents of our reality… … because the molecules of what we eat and that will later be assimilated by our organism were molecules coming from goodness knows how… and more so for water molecules, and then if we think about the air we breathe and how much it has already been breathed don’t know how many times for don’t know how many people who left their waste there… everything here is recycled and reused… This makes me think… and if in fact there could be information encoded or hidden in molecules?? In the nuclei of the atoms? In the constituents of atoms? The simulation designers might well have thought in everything, backups would never be too much… This has also made me think of another question… It’s known that the planetary bodies are associated with influences that are directed to us according to the angles they make AT EVERY INSTANT. Thinking about it, it would not be so far-fetched to think of the possibility that they might also contain embedded data. …but there is a point here… when one thinks of astrology it is quite common to think ONLY about the movement of the great bodies of our solar system. But… and what about the smaller bodies like asteroids in the asteroid belt? It is highly likely that the size here is irrelevant, but perhaps the symbolism is not… The thing is that although very recent and very little know, there is a branch of contemporary astrology that deals with the mapping of asteroids that are continually being discovered and to which are given names that in some cases are QUITE suggestive! … And because I have studied this subject and because I have mapped hundreds of asteroids in my natal chart, I can guarantee that THERE DO EXIST bizarre correlations, either at the level of natal charts, or of synastry, or of astrological transits. This page is one in many that precisely shows that: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/229657.html I’m remembering of some with quite suggestive names such as: Destinn (3658) [at least there are more 2 with the same meaning] Paine (5188) Chaos (19521) Hazard (9305) Hinderer (3404) Prey (6157) … AND|DNA… reverted?| … DNA (55555) [what a coincidence that the comment you posted in which you spoke about DNA was at 5:55?!] But there are more with 5’s repeated… NORMA (555) – such as DNA, relates to structure, matrix PANDORA (55) – the pandora's box that could not be opened because it contained all the world ills… Who knows there could be something here, and even with the numbers themselves (the 5’s thing was weird - in fact in numerology 5 represents change, new ways, paths [which in other words also means alternatives…]) Still about asteroids, there are thousands of them, all with names. The entire list can be found here: https://www.astro.com/swisseph/astlist.htm
    • Jean February 8, 2018 at 7:26 pm on How Much Awareness Do You have of your ENTIRE ‘SELF’ & your INNER STATES/CONDITIONS?This!! I often wondered why my internal states do not align with my outer states. Your explanation may be why I am intuitively leery of formal meditation in general. (I am/was leery of Christianity in the same way, I just don't trust it.) My mentor is almost constantly trying to get me to go to meditation retreats.
    • Clive February 8, 2018 at 1:46 pm on Advice on How to Improve Self Awareness & Memory Recall of Past Anomalous ExperiencesThe 'Wright' brothers (the first to build a flying machine) were not academics or scientists, they were bike designers/builders/mechanics, i.e. they were likely simulating people that were interfaced to birds whom would then very likely be the first people who'd WANT TO FLY FOR REAL HERE!!! Read of the annoyance of 'real' engineers (unbelievably trying to design a flying machine powered by a STEAM ENGINE!!!) being beaten by some bicycle builders here.
    • Olivia February 8, 2018 at 1:34 pm on Why am I being treated as if I’m an Alien that’s just arrived from another planet?Facinating Jessica. You write so articulately. I find it extremely difficult to accurately convey the experiences I have, which I notice, sense, feel, see & hear. I can suddenly have clarity, but then when I try to put it into writing, it becomes disjointed. I have had many odd experiences like that, some I remember from when I was 2 years old. I remember feeling like Time had skipped, but no one noticed. Once I was driving with my dad on a route we had driven hundreds of times. We would drive on open roads 150km at around 130-150km ph. We stopped at a farm stall to buy biltong, and continued the journey. It always took 1.5 hours. But on one occasion, we got there in 1 hour. My dad and I looked at each other, then the clock, checked with my mom if we left earlier than we thought, but we hadn’t. To this day we still think WTF (although I understand more now, I was baffled then). My hubby also had an experience very recently. He came home a bit shaken up. He told me he got on his usual train from London Bridge to home. It’s the same train he gets nearly every day. It’s an older southern train, tables & seats. He had to get off at East Croydon to allow other passengers off (so possibly up to a minute outside whilst other passengers got off) and then he got back on. But it was a totally different train. Inside no longer had 4 person tables; the loo wasn’t where it was previously located & the area was a lot wider to allow for wheelchair access. He said even the seats were blue, not green. And it was a newer version of the train. He was like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! Looking at everyone else, no one noticed, so he tried to rationalise it. He obviously couldn’t. He told me it was too freaky for him to properly think about. But he still does. He’s a bit afraid of the work I do here on this AWESOME site, which is a shame, so I don’t speak to much about it with him. Just bits here and there. Anyway just wanted to share my story. And Clive, thanks so much for everything. It’s nice to see new info & interesting replies! X
    • Tommy February 7, 2018 at 11:42 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasClive have you checked altered carbon it’s a new tv show I found it has some vr torture scenes some body swap shenanigans it reminds me of dollhouse but different does this has any relevance to myself or was it your wsw mates checking for reactions and subtle crap.
    • Clive February 7, 2018 at 11:31 am on Advice on How to Improve Self Awareness & Memory Recall of Past Anomalous ExperiencesIt's possible Anaabella that you've good 'spacial/compass' orientation because you're simulating someone that was a bird/pigeon!!! The following is a list of bird characteristics from a (supposed) human that is possibly simulating an alien homing or racing pigeon bird form. Basically, these are the 'bird' characteristics that I noticed and listed/wrote out a few years ago that relate to my father . . . I 'peck' at my food. When buttering toast (which I like) I stab the butter with the knife and spread this tiny bit of butter on my toast and then go back and keep doing the same. The butter ends up looking as if it has literally been pecked by a bird. When eating peas I often try and jab one at a time with my fork. When I look at things rather than just turn my head I turn and move my head forward to peer (a bit like a pigeon). The way I move my head is very bird like. I have a condition where my toes would curl under and end up looking somewhat like 'hen's' talons. As I've got older and cannot be bothered cutting my nails as much as I used to my toe nails would quickly become like talons AND even though they'd sometimes even curl down and end up growing into the underside of my toe this wouldn't bother me. My lower legs the skin for the last few years has became dried up and 'scaly' looking quite a bit like birds legs do. I like birds and made big efforts to feed them and encouraged lots of birds to came to our back garden. I had starlings nesting in the roof cavity of our house for 5/6 years which I liked and didn't do anything about getting rid of. I made bird tables and nesting boxes. I like wearing bright tops, t-shirts particularly red ones and shorts. I never interact with a cats. I don't like them. I liked and ate lots of cereal and seed based food. I'd grind up pumpkin seeds to mix in with my muesli which is what I like for my breakfast (toast too). I've had phases where I'd like to eat sunflower seeds. My favourite food is cheese on toast with cherry style tomato's (like red berries?). Next favourite is breaded fish, chips and peas. As a kid my father built me a small workshop where I made and built models of many different types of aircraft. As a kid I was caught stealing someone apples from their tree. I was a woodwork teacher. I made a lot of the furniture for our house. My garage took two transit van trips to get rid of the bits of wood I'd kept and stored mostly at ceiling level (almost like a nest). Apparently I sometimes sleep with one eye apparently well open. I like travelling and walking a lot and being out in the 'elements' rain, wind and snow walking, hiking, climbing and cycling up mountains and skiing and cycling fast down them. I'm good at 'orienteering', I seem to have an automatic built in 'directional/compass' function. I don't like having a bath but never missed taking a daily shower. I wasn't bothered about getting soaked in the rain, I always considered my skin to be waterproof and impervious to water. It's also possible that 'cycling' might for some people represent flying? Particularly when you notice that in a cycle race there is often a person at the front and from this front person you get a strung out line often growing to one side exactly like a bird migration line with all being led by the front bird. Also the cycling racing position is more like how a bird would be: head forward and eye's facing forward with body strung out behind. Cyclists often have BRIGHT plumage? 'Fun' for my dad (who was a racing cyclist in his younger days) was cycling on new years eve from South Shields to Glasgow (120+miles) to arrive at midnight to have a quick drink with the Glaswegians then cycle back in time for breakfast. The 'Wright' brothers (the first to build a flying machine) were not academics or scientists, they were bike designers/builders/mechanics, i.e. they were likely simulating people that were interfaced to birds whom would then very likely be the first people who'd WANT TO FLY FOR REAL HERE!!! Read of the annoyance of 'real' engineers (unbelievably trying to design a flying machine powered by a STEAM ENGINE!!!) being beaten by some bicycle builders here.
    • Clive February 6, 2018 at 5:55 pm on Astral & Etheric ‘Cleansed’ Subtle Energy Body Particle Pollution is AccumulatingWell, Gareth, every angle you can think of has been built into our FU reality so that there are as many different angles/entry points as possible to manage/fuck everyone over. For example, DNA is entirely 'made up' (and from my perspective it's OBVIOUS that it's 'impossible' there is no way this can be a product of 'trial and error' evolution as this trial and error process would be required for each gene and each 'folding' structure that each 'external influence' would impact in VERY PRECISE WAYS, to have these lead to very precise outcomes . . . it's all absolutely utterly unrealistic) so we only have DNA 'in here' for our version of reality here, the MV outside 'subtle or physical' reality doesn't have DNA. So, you can think of it as built in MALWARE here. Junk DNA is a converted backup of our scripts, bacteria and viruses are a way of 'storing' our data 'off site/remotely' as well as of splicing in 'script' pieces from other people . . . this was one angle of shit 'delivery means' that we had to target/deal with about a week back because 'DNA' was actually being specifically 'activated/used' to initiate lock down/management/extremes, so we had to find all of designs of all of the 'activators/enablers' and get rid of these/edit them out.
    • Clive February 6, 2018 at 5:34 pm on Don’t take your eye off the Ascension EventSeems like your 'Reiki' experience matched up pretty well with mine Ryan, if you 'question' things you very quickly get the cold shoulder/pushed out 'and' if you are simulating someone competent in the subtle/as a subtle being/with subtle healing experience it's used to shut you down/replace/depress your own natural abilities/experiences as a subtle form healer . . . they want everyone as an unquestioning mindless drone . . .
    • Annabelle February 4, 2018 at 3:14 am on Advice on How to Improve Self Awareness & Memory Recall of Past Anomalous ExperiencesI have an unusual need to know / want to know what direction everything is aligned as in north, south, east and west. Wherever I go I relate directions as north, south, east or west, don’t use GPS devices, and if I am in a warehouse / building without windows, I am frustrated that I can’t converse this way. A few years ago I happened to go on a trip into a very remote mountainous area. I arrived late at my hotel, and looked out the window to calibrate myself to north, south, east and west. I could not tell where I was due to the tall mountains surrounding the small hotel. This has never happened before, and since it was late, I thought I would figure it out in the morning. I went to bed and woke up in the morning, and I was hermetically sealed under the sheets that were tight around my head. I wondered what was going on. As I clawed my way out, I realized I had ended up at the foot of the bed, turned 90 degrees from where I started (went to sleep) and was sleeping at the edge of the bottom end / foot of the mattress. The sheets were cleanly made up all around me, hotel style (as in you need a crow bar to open them), and there is no way I could have tossed and turned and ended up in that position, without the bed being a mess. I got up and blew it off on not knowing what my bearing was with relation to the mountains as north, south, east and west. I thought I could figure it out by the position of the sunrise but could not see the sun. (I also briefly thought about being removed and put back in that bed the wrong way) I was determined to ask the hotel staff where we were in relation to the mountains, but forgot, and the same thing happened the next night. Finally, on the third day I had to study my position at the hotel, and I did not have an event that night.
    • Annabelle February 4, 2018 at 3:06 am on Exercise/Advice 1: To Improve Recall of Memories, Past Experiences & Awareness of Memory Complexity & CompositionRegarding memories, I think something that is quite exceptional and that most women remember in detail, is the birth of their child, as well as everything they were doing a good 12-48 hours prior to the birth of their child. It is branded into their memories. I remember 12-24 hours prior to the birth of my child exactly what I was wearing at work that day, my shoes and the sound they made on the floor, how I was walking, what I ate that day, the temperature of all the rooms I was in, and what everyone around me was doing, as well as how everyone I at work was dressed. Upon arriving at the hospital, I remember what every hospital staff member said to me in each room, the temperature in each room, what I was wearing in each room, the quantity of blankets on each bed, what supplies they had in each room, as well as the positioning and layout of each room. I remember how tall each staff member was, and what type of hospital uniform each staff member had and how they were standing or walking, their tone of voice, as well as demeanor. A very unusual experience with a flower vase I bought as a decorative accessory. I brought it home and removed the price tag and put it on the shelf. A few weeks later I walked thru that room and the flower vase was turned backwards with the price tag facing me! How could that be – I removed the price tag! Didn’t anyone else notice or wonder about this? So I removed the price tag again and turned that vase so the back was towards the wall. Several weeks later I walk by the vase and it is turned backwards with the price tag back on it facing me! I removed it a third time, and made a point to remind myself how odd this was. It has not happened again.
    • Megan February 3, 2018 at 6:08 pm on The New Age Movements Hidden Origins, History & Agenda Revealed & Described in DetailReply to Clive's December 30, 2015 @ 4:17 pm Clive's comment on predicting the future made me realize something I didn't before. So, at work we have satellite radio play over the PA system that rotates between different genres every 2 hours. On more than one occasion I will suddenly have part of a song play in my head at random, and then that song I thought of will play sometime later in the shift. There are even a couple times when the song I think of will be the next one played. Another incident was just this last Thursday when my crew and I (a group of three people total) had to go through a bunch of loads to check for bad date code on labels stamped outside the boxes that were being shipped when I suddenly asked if anyone had found any bad labels recently (we had found a handful earlier in the day, but not for a while at that point.) I was only a few seconds later, the next box I think, that one of my co-workers picked up in fact had a bad label on it. I can think of a few other times that I had moments like this throughout my life. The thing I suddenly realized about these moments is that I, whether I am at work or I am going somewhere to relax, always like to be one step (or more) ahead of myself. I will come in as much as 1 hour early into work (and sit in the breakroom before I clock in.) And I always like my inventory figured out not just for my crew but also for the next crew at the beginning of my shift (12 hours before the next crew even has to come in.)
    • Clive February 3, 2018 at 1:18 pm on Why am I being treated as if I’m an Alien that’s just arrived from another planet?I'd forgotten this page Jessica, it's likely the best 'baseline' page here to be read by 'anyone' experiencing 'reality glitches or having any anomalous experience' . . . the overall problem with respect to 'consistency' avoiding anomalies is that our baseline day in day out reality/experience is likely to be extremely different compared to the person we are simulating. So, 'you' personally like myself are simulating someone that never experienced being 'incarnated/reincarnated/memory wiped' for example!!! You've likely chosen to interface to various aspects of the physical strata and you've likely spent time interfaced to various physical animal forms (which you've likely even 'designed' yourself) to use as a 'probe/vehicle' to spend time exploring some physical world (one of likely many). So, to render you here when you've likely spent most of your time as a subtle being, then time just 'temporarily' interfaced to different physical things (animal forms, trees, rock strata, a 'sun' etc etc ) . . . basically the more 'different' things the person you are simulating experienced compared to the seriously limited 'life' scale we have here will actually result in likely continuous 'discrepancies' pretty much all of the time while a massive effort is made to have us 'not notice'. 'Matt' whose left comments here, the life of the person he's simulating was 99.9% different from what is possible here, AND as he's also simulating someone that was a VR tester, whom spent a lot of time testing various VR environments for accuracy/consistency then he's simulating someone absolutely attuned to noticing the slightest 'incongruities/defects' being presented within a VR/simulation which essentially has him aware pretty much ALL THE TIME that 'NOTHING' here (at least for himself) adds up AT ALL . . . BUT . . . try explaining this to anyone else/the 'majority' here . . . at the very least you'll get strange looks!!!
    • Clive February 3, 2018 at 12:46 pm on The New Age Movements Hidden Origins, History & Agenda Revealed & Described in DetailHaha Jessica "He told me that I was 17 minutes away from what should be the configuration of my life for that age . . " . . very likely with a 'straight/serious face' too . . . the overall problem is that we're all simulating someone else's life within our aim here to use ourselves to feedback the shit we've accumulated into our external counterparts i.e. to have them impacted by an instant update of 'shit/re-programming' . . . so we have to be manipulated and manoeuvred // poked and prodded to make decisions to follow the predefined 'life' of someone else // hence crazy coincidences / synchronicities as well as 'magical' nudges . . .
    • Indigo Warrior January 29, 2018 at 7:31 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-5 – Target what Keeps Me Disengaged From & Manipulated by Trauma & Emotional & Psychological ‘Sore Points & Hurts’Lots of energy shifting in my lower back, and my left side. After this exercise I got up and felt a shooting pain like sciatic down my leg. And my hips. I recalled the first time I became aware of energetic implants, and drew one in my head. That was decades ago... thank you for sharing this work.
    • Clive January 25, 2018 at 2:21 pm on Exercise/Advice 2: To Improve Awareness of Your Inner Landscape/Internal States/Sensations/Feelings, Emotions, Awareness’s & the Memories of theseEhhh, when I started to post/publish this new series here I had 9 pages pretty much 'ready', however (as per usual) in reading through these, I become aware of additional factors/other 'interesting' angles that 'previously' it was hard to even appreciate never mind become aware of. So, A) the original 9 pages have now become 13 and B) I've had to edit/update 'those waiting to be posted' to also somewhat 'fit in with' the new perspectives . . . 'and' . . . fortunately/unfortunately this is continuing in that I've 2/3 other angles I want to expand upon which will likely result in yet more pages while C) I'm 'extra' busy with the hacking the sim // resolving issues/getting 'open' access to peoples scripts line which has the priority in 'time' terms . . . So, I'll still try and post a new page every 2/3 days BUT occasionally it may be longer!!!
    • Ryan January 23, 2018 at 5:27 pm on Don’t take your eye off the Ascension EventI can attest to the reiki baloney you wrote about in this series. (And the extreme difficulty reading through ANY page on your site.) Anyways, I felt "pushed" to learn reiki for some months before finally committing to a two-day intensive for level 1&2. I felt I had to do it for my sanity at least because I was experiencing a super-heightened sensitivity to all the energies I could perceive at the time, and it was seriously wacking me out at work. It took everything I could do to get through a day and not have everyone I came in contact with unloading their toxic crap and residue all over my own field to such an extent I was sick and depressed and at war with my self internally 24/7. It was like my field was made of glue. Once I had a date set for the classes I ended up having to walk out of my job at the time over an impossible situation to overcome, and while on the way home I was pressured to wreck my car and commit suicide...which I resisted with considerable effort. So I go through hell (multiple date changes, etc) to get these reiki attunements and lo and behold...something felt extremely wrong. Alarm bells were going off in me and it felt like the attunements didnt work properly. I didn't get the mind blowing "love and light" experience of the energies descending from the heavens or whatever. I couldn't bring myself to "just get out of the way and let the universal intelligent energy of all life do the work." Just be a "hollow reed" and a "pure vessel" for the Creator to work through. I just couldn't totally drone out, stop asking troublesome questions or stop wanting to see what was behind the energies. I couldn't stop addressing the reiki energy whatever as "gods." I thought that was peculiar that I instinctively understood there was some kind of group, rather than a singular Creator behind the energy. I experimented with the symbols given and found quickly that I didn't actually need them or any real thought behind the so-called healing, all I had to do was open up. It felt automatic, and that it ultimately accomplished no deep healing. In fact it seemed that I felt worse rather quickly and discouraged from trying to attempt to help anyone heal. I needed "top-ups" more and more frequently and was pushed out of the reiki group I was working with. (There was an air of suspicion coming from some place higher than the actual people I was involved with.) Eventually it stopped working at all and I could not do any energy work, not even for myself. I became disillusioned and turned away from reiki and healing work entirely. I just knew I was sabotaged but I couldnt manage to find any dirt on the organization the classes came from. It never occurred to me to look much higher up the chain, and every effort I made to do any searching at all in higher places was likewise short-circuited. So, yes everything you say is turning out to be completely spot on from the perspective of my own limited experience. Thank you for your efforts and for continuing to expand your work. Im determined to read through your whole site now even though it feels like it will take a gargantuan effort despite the fact that I'm a voracious reader.
    • Jean January 22, 2018 at 6:45 am on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionThe image representing me to the left of my commentary name: I don't remember it having more than 1 set of legs and arms. I thought I also had eyes lower on the 'face'...lol, maybe I am evolving!
    • Jean January 22, 2018 at 6:42 am on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionI actually remembered Pikachu as having an all yellow tail, then I saw an image with Pikachu with a black tip and I remembered thinking it was odd because I did not 'notice' this before. This memory sticks with me because I thought it was odd. I also don't remember the tail being so zig-saggy (I just looked up the image.)
    • Jessica Antunes January 18, 2018 at 10:39 pm on VR Experiences Investigations EXERCISE-1: Engaging with EAAS VR Seminars, Talks, Healing, Therapy Demonstrations & Knowledge & Skills ‘Attunements’I rarely get sick, but right today that I set aside the 1st morning hour to do this focus, apart from having fallen asleep, I woke up with a gastroenteritis, nauseated and with a terrible stomach ache … even so, despite the sudden distracting pains, I did th focus… unfortunately without getting anything (for a change…)
    • tommy January 16, 2018 at 11:17 pm on Exercise/Advice 1: To Improve Recall of Memories, Past Experiences & Awareness of Memory Complexity & Compositionhttp://phenomena.nationalgeographic.com/2014/03/05/and-the-memory-wars-wage-on/ I found this after messing around with the new excersise. Makes you wonder if you can trust your memories at all. I don’t have any memories of weddings because I skipped them. The only funeral I can remember is my granddads. But my psychedelic shenanigans interferes with proper recall. The only thing I remember is seeing my dad cry. I do notice I recall things before my psychedelic shenanigans better then my memories after those experiences. Except the times I took drugs afterwards because they were really hellish. so my memory is mostly based on negative experiences the things that keep me easily remembering it are a strong negative emotional charge were I felt anger hurt guilt jealousy depression abandonment abuse the inability to change the situation or outcome of something. Also notice that I remember things I thought of as negative or shameful painful events that those are easier to recall then the positive ones. Events linked with physical/psychological pain or that had negative consequences for myself are the easiest to remember. So things like abuse accidents bullying and me being bad or feeling guilty hopeless depressed or stuck are easily drummed up. Or really weird things like I saw someone running and asked someone else on the street if they saw that also. They didn’t saw it. The jump on my wash machines timer from 24 minutes to 11. The I saw three spoons one big one and two little ones that miraculously the two little spoons transformed in big ones. The bike ride that ended up magically where I started like huh how is this possible. As a kid/teenager I used to have a lot of dreams that actually came true irl so when that happened I finished everyone’s sentences it creeped them out. People telling me their dreams and I finish it also creeped them out like huh that’s not possible but then I’d mention a small detail that they didn’t told me. My second time on lsd I was psychic as hell as in the last two hours of the trip I basically got the next coming three years fed to me. I was like hold up wahahhahahha shit I already saw/know that because of my trip. Mabey it connected me to the guiding software the I keep shit in place and on track software the imma kick in three years upfront so you will interact with x software. If this comment is bad let me know Clive then I will go back to the drawing board. I have the suspicion something is causing me to misinterpret your writing will do focus what keeps misunderstanding authors meaning. And try again somewhere in the next couple of days. Mabey I will come up with something better
    • Clive January 16, 2018 at 12:42 pm on Under What Conditions Are You Likely to Automatically KNOW if you are in a Simulated or Virtual Reality and NOT a Real Reality?Yea, Yahron 'unfortunately' there is some 'serious' clamp down on 'competent' people with non standard 'ideas' and particularly ones that don't conform to 'known physics/how things/reality is imagined to work/function' and or won't be helpful of what our simulation is trying to achieve or are considered a threat to it. I personally know the reincarnation of Tesla (although there are many 'twins' of the same subtle form!!!), they are not allowed to have enough to live decently/'freely', they have designed 'things' (including 'free' energy systems) to 'exacting' specifications, taken them to engineering companies to 'make' and despite being very clear they always then decide that his design 'cannot possibly work' and so change it to 'how they 'think' it should be designed' without telling them EVERY SINGLE TIME!!!
    • Clive January 16, 2018 at 12:23 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI'd not worry about it Shalin, it's 'managing' shit creating 'distractions' it's a difficult to avoid side effect of what I'm doing!!!!
    • Angie January 15, 2018 at 6:25 pm on Examples of the Negative Symptoms & Life Effects of a Blocked Soul MissionHi there, this is so awesome to talk so freely and be understood. Wow! Excuse me for I am still a bit blown away. I had experienced a man who told me I had gifts. Also said I need to get rid of past childhood blocks to be able to use my gifts. He told me that when I was a small child I had a traumatic experience and that I was comforted by him when this happened. He told me that if I wasnt ready to remember or face this traumatic time then he would go away and I would never see him again . Well I said bring it on. He told me to hold his hand and with his other hand he placed over my enlarged thyroid on my neck, told me to close my eyes and look into the past. Then he wanted to know if I could see him or what was I seeing. The flashes were so fast and so many i couldn't really see any pictures long enough to see anything. After that he asks if I believe in psychic abilities, things in that nature. I did. The next thing he told me spooked me I said stop. No more. I heard enough. He said, I can tell u what you fear the most. I was thinking no way. Haven't told anyone. He knew exactly. Who was he?
    • Hasani January 14, 2018 at 2:37 pm on Mandela Effect Anomalous Memory Examples, Introduction & DiscussionI have spent time examining the functions of my memories. I would be able to remember some events that happened or witnessed in my childhood in detail especially things that happened when I was 5 years old. The funny thing tho is that my memories are flawed in remembering present things unless it's major. Otherwise I will often write it down. From the examples you have given above, I would say that the subway(sandwich eatery) logo would be an example. The old subway logo is used as the current logo. At least I hope that is an example.
    • Shalin January 12, 2018 at 8:54 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasI apologize for the questions. I will continue to read and refrain from asking questions for the time being. I do appreciate your time and the work you are doing for all of us. Very grateful for that. Thank you.