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    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 1:23 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENThanks Shalin, I'd completely forgotten about these specific date and number 9/11 examples, which as you point out, yea there are many, many of these too!!!
    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 1:20 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENHi Tommy, given the other recent comments, also sort of suggesting and or giving hints of some perhaps very, very different angles of personal impacts/re-programming/adjustments then perhaps your suggestion here actually isn't as crazy as you imagine!!!! It does seem to me that to end up with a network designed to manipulate and manage two populations simultaneously i.e. one it will help/support, while the other it will sabotage such that they'll likely have seriously odd 'symbolic' and or 'representational' (i.e. completely made up), sort of filters/convertors/translators specifically defined to make trying to figure out never mind track and or counteract anything of this as difficult as possible. Plus in having specific people trying to come up with different diverting as well as difficult to follow and or understand 'symbolic' variations of shit systems and networks then the same people within our EAAS here would likely end up having these efforts presented/represented as exceptionally weird/odd books, computer games, films and or series. For example, I started to watch a NF series called 'October Faction' yesterday, it's story line involves different humans, some of whom we are specifically made aware actually 'represent' various types of weird creatures while having many of these 'characters/people' behaving very, very oddly. So, it seems to me that this series is 'representing/depicting' efforts to use some specific peoples 'odd/different' avatar/incarnated animal forms base behaviour, temperament and or other characteristics (maybe reflexive/automatic behaviours and or reactions) to specifically cause the subtle forms/subtle people interfaced to these as many problems/difficulties as possible.
    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 12:41 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEMMmmm, that reminds me that I've occasionally wondered if we might be having versions of ourselves actually simultaneously running within past life scenario's too and particularly as part of efforts to have us 'sort of' adjusted in our supposed past, perhaps to refine and or make more definitive current life/circumstances now adjustment efforts!!!! I'm feeling as if I'm still in some sort of continuous adjusting/tweaking efforts with respect to myself, which seem to have been on going for many, many weeks now!!!
    • Clive September 12, 2020 at 12:24 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENHi Megan, yea, in the past I've read of wind farms in Scotland (UK) causing people problems, I'm sure there is likely some overall resonance/frequency/harmonics generated by specific combinations of windmill distribution as well as wind direction and speed that will result in (lets say) antagonistic frequencies detrimentally impacting people in various ways whom are living near by (I cannot remember the full list, but sabotaged/disturbed sleep I'm sure was one). Yea we do seem to have 'gazillions' of dystopian nightmare type films and series, likely representing pre-defining yet another 'difficult' scenario/circumstances and combinations of these specifically to detrimentally alter someone's behaviour and or attitude while also traumatising them!!!! Although given the number of organised multiplayer games on the internet I'd not be surprised if most of these are actually part of 'real' networks/systems that are focused on adapting/altering people's behaviours and or responses here too.
    • Megan September 12, 2020 at 3:25 am on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENSpeaking of advanced technologies, your article reminded me of a few incidents I have had in the past that I’ve meant to share, but always forgot. One time I was driving past a wind farm, and saw these tall towers with onion dome like top and structures that rotated perpendicular to the ground (they didn’t have the rotating blades like the turbines I saw.) I got the impression that these were subtle structures I saw, and I do not think they were necessarily for power generation from what I felt. Another is a time my mom and I went to an IMAX movie theater, and they had these huge, red reclining seats, and what I saw was more complicated. It was something like the chair Neo and the others in The Matrix films used to interface into the Matrix, but instead of a big screen there was a visual visor that was suppose to be over our visual field and we were to interface into the movie itself. I remember feeling a little apprehensive about the experience, expecting pain in the back of my neck/base of the skull. Another strange experience I had was playing a video game called Death Stranding. Set in a post-apocalyptic America, the protagonist, Sam Bridges, is a glorified delivery boy who is tasked by the remnants of the US government to reconnect the country through the ‘chiral network’ – basically using the subtle realms as an internet connection to connect remote physical places. In one part of the game, it is a very rocky, arid, desert climate and you are tasked with rebuilding the road between on outpost and the next. I actually felt relief, physically in my legs and lower torso as well as mentally and emotionally, being able to walk and run around on smooth, flat asphault after running around the desert for so many hours gathering the materials to rebuild the road(which is done using giant 3D printers.) I also had an extreme emotional reaction when starting the game because the protagonist is essentially forced/enslaved to save the USA by his adopted mother, the last female President of the USA. Hell, even the advanced communication device the protagonist is given look like a pair of handcuffs. I got the impression that this was a method, using VR/AR gaming/spaces, used to capture and enslave a lot of people. I also had the theory that my reactions had something to do with the concept of mirror neurons and empathy considering these video game characters are modeled after actual people, Sam Bridges is modeled after Norman Reedus. I’ve been going through a lot of head stuff here, too. Heh, I wonder if this is how Crichton and Crais felt after being put through the aurora chair, or even what it is like to be brain damaged because I feel like I can’t even think logically or critically at times, and it feels like a struggle working or being a part of society. I feel like I’m getting closer to recovering something I have been fighting to get back for a long time, and I feel like I’m slowly reconnecting to the world around me but it’s like trying to dig through granite rock with your fingernails though. Doing an exercise recently, I added a part connecting to any times and anyone I worked with as a healer, a holy person, a scientist, doctor, therapist, nurse, etc, and I connected to a scene from the video game Final Fantasy VII. I don’t know if your teams have worked on the gaming VR networks/shit yet, but I gladly volunteer as a guinea pig to get rid of this shit if they need someone to experiment on.
    • Belletrist September 5, 2020 at 4:54 am on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-4 – Target what Defines & Contains MySelf & MyLIFEThank you for this exercise. As I was completing the second exercise, I noticed a slight tingling in my left eye. I have experienced energies manifesting there before when clearing out stuff, so it tells me there is still something left over. The first time I was clearing out energies, that particular eye reddened and became dry and painful, with visible blood vessels. Nothing happened like it this time, thankfully, but it does demonstrate an otherwise common and frequent pattern of feeling and experiencing pains and aches all over my body (or “avatar”) when I clear out energies or need to clear out energies. I also became aware of a “simulated” lifetime (I have come across these before) that never happened but was inserted into my energy/life field. It was to make me believe a certain individual, whom I have reincarnated with several times, killed me. That explained why I found trapped emotions of terror and grief, causing me physical pain, and why my spirit was blocking or resisting meeting this individual in this lifetime. That eventually led to my finding and releasing a “subtle structure” that was creating these simulations.
    • Tommy August 31, 2020 at 8:11 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENHmmmmmm this makes me think of the hypersigils. Have a read http://cyborganthropology.com/Hypersigil. The Simpson’s have to do with this. https://www.reddit.com/r/conspiracytheories/comments/ffdcrw/the_simpsons_project_looking_glass_and_the_nestegg/. I saw a disturbing cartoon that kinda showed what’s going to happen with me by some Russian Cartoonist. I’m trying to make sure it won’t happen. Your story with the books is something I kinda knew but forgot I explained to you their was some weird druid with a book shop 2 or 3 years before I joined the wsw. I didn’t trust that man and he had another guy who basically said I would be new god or devil. I remember playing a game while being angry couple of months before the COVID I was playing plague inc sounds all too insane. Might all be unrelated but let’s say whatever those weird guys did was actually true and effective? Suggestions? I have been whining a lot about everything but I have no clue what or how I could change things? Don’t post this just see what you can do with it because it sounds too insane for words
    • Shalin August 31, 2020 at 5:32 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENThe other angle to all this is those anomalies where content creators produce something that foreshadows a future event may actually be *intentional* in some cases by a small segment of the population. For instance: www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jmPwTnZMt0 9/11 has been foreshadowed in films where clocks & watches where the hands are pointing to 9 & 11 or 11 minutes after 9. The above link shows examples of this and also briefly discusses a 1967 magazine photo of David Rockerfeller (illuminati bloodline) who was instrumental in ensuring the Twin World Trade Towers in New York City were built. In the photo he is seen with a watch where the hands are pointing to 9 & 11. Where these messages intentional? Where they a symbolic message by members of the illuminati bloodline of future events to come? The illuminati operates by symbolism and has displayed their symbolism in clear sight in the public for generations. Only a small segment of people caught onto this but they were deflected as *tin foil hat conspiracy theorists*. Although they are being proven correct given the events unfolding here on earth currently. Below is an example of 9/11 potentially foreshadowed in the 1980s cult classic film "Back To The Future": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPJQ-1Y8jfY If these are intentional messages by illuminati controlled Hollywood then what is the significance of that with respect to translation of what is going on way above in the MV of the subtle beings who created us and our MV? Perhaps it foreshadowed what is going on right now with respect to what the upper lots are busy doing. The war with another culture etc. As it stands this war here on Earth is still playing out, which is why I think we are still all hanging around & stuck in our current shit effects. You can edit my comment or not post it as I know you feel that my comments re: illuminati would cause more problems if posted on a public website.
    • Clive August 31, 2020 at 12:17 pm on Newsworthy Events Involving Delayed Advanced Technologies will be written about BEFORE THEY HAPPENSort of a new post, . . . and 'yea' I have posted this before (as part of a much longer page), but it's important 'again' specifically because it's part of this sequence of pages . . . so, I'll try and post the next page that this one is needed as an introduction 'soon'!!!! ------------------------------------------------ Personally, I seem to be being continually recycled through my 'main' background issues (basically head focused stress and tension symptoms) while efforts seem to be being made to dampen down these 'shit' effects as much as possible. Basically I seem to have been 'presented' with different 'stress/tense' circumstances/impacts while these impacts are being worked on to have them reduced as much as possible. So, initially (weeks ago now) some engineered 'life' windups (and or potential imagined ones) had me exceptionally i.e. overly out of proportion stressed/wound up, while 'now' they seem more as just a background i.e. annoying inconvenience. An example of these stressing windups. I've 3 computer 'mice' which all work great, except 'now' they have all developed the same annoying habit of not registering clicks and or registering clicks that don't happen so it's a nightmare writing, editing, any copy and paste efforts of 'ANYTHING AT ALL' because all mouse operations on any mouse are sabotaged, so it basically takes 2 or 3 times longer than usual to write the same amount PLUS, this happening is a massive distraction to the actually 'content' i.e. quality!!! I should point out that I've done gazillions of antivirus/malware etc checks, i.e. I've downloaded and checked using LOTS of full trial versions of quality software and NONE AT ALL FIND ANYTHING!!!! So, the playing field for myself has gone from level to pretty much an 89' angle from about 2 weeks ago!!!! Coincidentally this happening is continually very, very annoying i.e. stressing!!!! Coincidentally (for example) editing this comment (which has me clicking on the edit button), ehhh, often again and again . . . and again . . . as the mouse click isn't allowed to 'register'!!!! Although the opposite also happens at times in that I move my mouse to 'somewhere' BUT during the movement an invisible, not made by me mouse click or two has me finding myself picking up and 'dragging' text to some where it shouldn't be!!!!
    • Megan August 18, 2020 at 3:11 am on The Periodic Table Anomalous Personal Expectations Phenomena ExampleI’ve been thinking about your article on the periodic table recently, have thought of other possible subtle elements on the periodic table. Oxygen: You have referenced old myths about the air and how it is symbolic to the soul. Oxygen is the second most abundant element in airs chemical composition right after Nitrogen. It is also one of the elements that make up water and there are plenty of creation myths surrounding water, it is – as you have pointed out – an anomalous substance, and I believe you mentioned in a comment on realitywalker that water does represent a substance of the subtle realm. I would also add hydrogen to this given its relation to the water molecule as well. Copper: I was listening to videos on Youtube on the history of Britain, and the curator talked quite a bit about copper tools and offering leading up to the Bronze Age. He talked quite a bit about the copper and bronze used in tools, weapons and jewelry, as well as the water offerings made to the ancestors/spirits/gods way back when (some of this didn’t make any sense to me really, because it seemed like a waste of resources when thinking of our ancient ancestors as incarnated subtle beings trying to survive in a harsh and unforgiving reality unless they were trying to send samples back to the subtle.) It is also commonly used in electronics and currency, and the thought crossed my mind that blood tastes like copper too. Platinum: Another malleable metal that is used in electronics, laboratory equipment and jewelry. According to Wikipedia, “Its name is derived from the Spanish term platino, meaning "little silver".” It is also considered a noble metal which makes me wonder if all noble metals are subtle elements? Your mention about the crowns representing ‘leader/administrator’ technology and the symbols/badges got me thinking about how ID badges are used in schools and places of employment, and how you either have to scan them in at the door anymore for security reasons to get in or out, and/or to even clock in at work. There is also something else going on with me between my working weekdays and my weekends when I am off that reminds me of this. When work is finally over for the week, usually around Thursday afternoon before work is out, I feel myself mentally checking out with the reality around me and my attention moving inward. By the time I am off, energetically and emotionally, I feel exhausted, and I usually wind up crying before I feel as if I have been ‘released’ from my shackles to this reality and I can focus on myself. I am in a different mental space during the weekends, very airheaded, and very selfish (I realize now I really cannot go on without these spare moments to myself or I will lose my fucking mind.) By the time Sunday night comes around, I feel as if my awareness or some part of myself is being dragged back into my body, and at times when I am really angry and try to fight against this feeling I get an image of my boss getting angry and frustrated with me and giving me the impression of, ‘get over it and get back to work.’ I actually experienced something a couple weeks ago where I felt something tightening up or focused on my solar plexus. It wasn’t a hard or heavy feeling, but I definitely felt something squeezing in and focusing on that area. I actually had a rather exaggerated experience of this between leaving my last job and just after starting this one. In this case, I wept for the relief of losing the shackles from my last job only to cry out again after realizing I wound up in a similar situation as before.
    • Clive August 15, 2020 at 1:13 pm on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesI don't want any more comments on 'Korea' or your other associated 'obsessions' Choi i.e. ascended masters etc. You've been 'SPAMMING' me with 100's maybe in total 500+ comments in the last few weeks, mostly focused on ancient things that I wrote about a decade ago (including posting the exact same comment on multiple pages!!!), this is seriously DISRESPECTFUL, it's also a serious distraction AND it's also in violation of the automated absent healing agreement which makes it ABSOLUTELY CLEAR, that I'm busy, as per usual investigating and pushing the boundaries of what is going on here BEYOND what I've been aware of and have presented in the past. Hence, in myself not being stuck in the past or of being utterly obsessed by any 'very specific things' (which you very, very, very obviously are) then I keep pushing the boundaries such that I actually write BEYOND MY PAST/OLD UNDERSTANDINGS 'ALL THE TIME'. An decent example of my 'current' larger reality scale interests/speculation specifically focused on current circumstances is this page: HERE which gives the best overview of what is actually 'possibly' going on 'HERE AND NOW' hence then I've no idea why you either obviously didn't read that page or if you did you seem to have completely ignored it, AS WELL AS the dire implications of it i.e. it directly implies that completely useless ascended masters are a 'front/distraction', they are simply puppets of our fake reality's administrators/designers i.e. OWNERS. So, read that page, maybe 2 or 3 or perhaps even 50 times times and then leave a comment attempting to assess the implications of what that page describes/lays out!!! Any further comments from yourself that aren't focused on the current/recent pages/topics presented here simply won't either be read or posted.
    • choi woo seok August 15, 2020 at 8:15 am on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesClive, your site has surprised me. Before I knew your site, I thought the only way to solve the problem was to help the ascended master, But when I found out about your site, I broke the prejudice. Previously, the ascended master tried to solve the problems of Asia and Korea, but that was not the case, and I thought my outlook and the future of Korea were very dark before I knew your site,Now I recognize that the ascended master is a very useless and evil existence. The ascended master said it would unify the two Koreas, but this is a lie. Apparently, the ascended master is extremely shy about North Korea The ascended master promised to unify the two Koreas, but it seems to keep running out of time And Korean culture and Korean mythology are worth it It would be interesting if you saw Korean culture and Korean mythology because Korea is also East Asia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Korean_mythology https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dangun
    • Clive August 13, 2020 at 6:42 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-3 – Targeting & Investigating ‘Highly’ Complex ‘Facets’ of MyselfYea, as ourselves as subtle beings are androgynous i.e. 'asexual/none sexual' then these human functions can appear to be switched off or DEAD when you're in a phase when the form you are a duplicate of was spending time as a subtle being i.e. when it was not physically incarnated/interfaced to any animal form. I've had some very strange switched off phases in some relationships that all correlated with 'subtle form' times!!!! EVERYONE I'm having unbelievable amounts of spam so I've activated an anti spam plugin, so, if any regulars post a comment or a few comments and it they all seems to disappear, send me an e-mail via the contact form and I'll double check.
    • Clive August 10, 2020 at 4:35 pm on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!They'll likely be many anomalies related to people here simulating someone whom was maybe interfaced to a very, very different animal species type (that we don't even have presented here), such that 'for example' some species maybe carry 1 or 2 or 3 developing fetus's/babies each at different stages of development which would also possibly have them being pregnant over a longer period compared to other species while also giving birth to a single baby maybe 2 or three separate times when pregnant too!!!! That would be quite possible!!! Try explaining that to your friend - haha!!!!
    • Clive August 10, 2020 at 4:20 pm on The Periodic Table Anomalous Personal Expectations Phenomena ExampleNew page presenting yet another very different duplicated reality 'evidence' angle everyone!!! I've been in weird shit 'and' at times blocked from writing, 'HOWEVER' overall the lack of posting here is that I've about 10 'new' posts for this series in various stages of completion from basic outlines to almost done BUT the overall 'problem' is that each time I edit/extend any page I'm figuring out yet more and also often very different anomalies types that relate to current the 'duplicated' reality angle, which is great from one angle, BUT it also means that I'm now spread out over about 10+ in progress' or not even started yet pages AND in writing more for any of these I also figure out more evidence and or better angles of 'explanations' for earlier pages, which I 'THOUGHT' I'd finished BUT now find myself updating often 'again' as the entire gestalt of the 'whole' is expanding and 'resolving' more and more . . .
    • choi woo seok August 10, 2020 at 10:51 am on Physical Con, Version 2 – The ‘Matrix’ RevealedJessica Hello I'm Korean, I'm worried that there are so many people who strongly worship the ascended master in south Korea. There are really many people who worship the ascended master in south Korea. Korea has too many problems
    • Megan August 9, 2020 at 7:07 pm on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!I started watching Farscape a while back, and I got the impression that the Peacekeepers represented the Tom split/duplicate of the General/Admiral/Commander roles and security you have mentioned previously. While I will say I didn’t really feel a connection to either Moya or Pilot, I do have an affinity to pegasi, unicorns and their like in a deep, emotional way (though it couldn’t possibly be because I was born in the year of the Horse according to Chinese astrology, could it?) I had an interesting conversation with a friend where we were talking about the difficulties we have had with our mothers. What I saw, as she was telling me about a friend of hers who had similar difficulties, was a woman laying on her side who was pregnant, yet not pregnant. Despite having been pregnant and having already given birth and the umbilical cord had been cut there was still an emotional/energetic umbilical cord attached between mother and child and from this pair I saw things spiderweb down through the generations. Still dealing with a lot heart and neck issues. Sometimes the soreness in my neck would get so bad it felt like a noose was around my neck (big surprise, hehe.) However things are being done for me I feel it slowly making its way towards my head. I get the impression that as a healer I was ‘forced’ to ‘retire’, and even after that I was constantly harassed to make sure things stayed that way. I am also noticing that although I am not formally trained as a ‘healer’ people still come to me with their problems like I am one in a way. It leaves me feeling bitter and resentful at times how selfish they can be at times.
    • Clive July 29, 2020 at 11:00 am on How would a Simulation Designer HIDE Evidence of Ourselves Being In a Simulation?So, how do you explain why we've absolutely all of the anomalous experiences as well as anomalous phenomena that (if you're not an idiot) you can figure out for yourself Brandon that make it very clear that we are a duplicate copied population each living out SOMEONE ELSE'S ALREADY PRE-DEFINED LIFE. So, did you manage to read a couple of paragraphs of one page here and then decided to leave a comment stating something that's absolute nonsense. I suggest that you read this page HERE (maybe a few times AND the pages linked from it) to find out how utterly stupid (and delusional) your comment is!!! It seems to me that it might be COMFORTING (at least for some people) to have to completely 'believe' that they have freewill and can then do absolutely anything but it's that which is the illusion. Let's TEST TO SEE HOW MUCH FREEWILL YOU ACTUALLY HAVE 'NOW' Brandon!!! Do, you actually have the freewill to read and to take in the above linked page and the rest of the pages that that page links too all of which make your 'trite' dismissive comment seem pretty delusional!!!!
    • Brandon July 29, 2020 at 3:54 am on How would a Simulation Designer HIDE Evidence of Ourselves Being In a Simulation?This reality is an illusion you are being projected from the source here to live. there are no limits in this reality only time, time is the key but there isnt a limited amount of time you are limited to, but if you believe there is than there is. This reality is a world you are being projected here to expierience you are free in this dream world because it's all illusion you can live your dreams and change anything it's your belief thoughts and feelings you aren't limited here only by how long it takes to manifest or load. They begin people with limits and later show you there is no limit it's infinite, but you can't have limiting beliefs.
    • Jessica Antunes July 23, 2020 at 4:53 pm on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationRE: “I eventually ‘seemed to get access’ to about 2.5 ‘BILLION’ levels above, plus (on asking) there are apparently we’re many, many side branches leading to yet more separate ‘drop’ downs likely leading to vast numbers of yet more actual individual ‘experiments’!!!!” Well… if we take into account that that explanation about that number of 2.5 billion realities correspond to levels in side branches of this MV system ‘It’s ONLY’ an interpretation of this system owners of what you accessed as what you thought were levels up (moreover, they probably ‘are unaware’ of the realities that eventually are above them reality)… then that number of 2.5 billion may ‘WELL’ refer to realities above this whole system! And this leads me to wonder: how is it that as fragments of consciousness very, very, very, very little that we are, we manage to function perfectly as people apparently normal? It’s like the subtle body or whatever works in a fractal way?! It’s depressing, but it makes me think that we are all artificial consciousnesses manufactured by software from some level of ancestral reality...
    • Clive July 22, 2020 at 1:16 am on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesActually, Jessica I think some and perhaps many TV/dvd 'series' often have a 'completely off base' episode every so often which is also often very 'VERY' DARK and or way more 'traumatising' i.e. well out of line to the main series 'AND' I've noticed that these episodes are often faded out/forgotten very quickly, actually so effectively I cannot remember even one of these and I'm watching the 'Sanctuary' series at the moment and I'm pretty sure I've watched such an episode in the last 2/3 evenings BUT it's been completely memory holed!!!! Mmmm, I've also been checking out macrocosm and microcosm and related 'information/concepts' as part of the current in progress 'one strange world' series and these have also given me the impression of maybe multiple parallel/divergent versions of ourselves too, for example, we here are in a human as the only 'intelligent/talking' species version here BUT I'm suspicious that there will be versions running with us as maybe many different mixed animal versions too - i.e. so I can play out being interfaced to a cat or an eagle or crab etc, i.e. the animal forms I'm sure my original form spent some time interfaced to!!!!
    • Clive July 22, 2020 at 12:56 am on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationWell, its the upper shits game Shalon, so whatever they want they'll make sure they'll get it, like for example if they don't 'really' want people to do scans or target specific things because it'll sabotage what they want, they'll easily 'negate' these when people do them anyway!!!
    • Clive July 22, 2020 at 12:40 am on Historical Past Language Based Evidence of Ourselves as an Immortal Soul Form Incarnated into FleshRe seductive nature spirits - it was just that first encounter Megan, the upper lot are still doing what they want, I've had another 2 physical symptom sets, but it's now obvious that with me they're 'adjusting' my reactions to these so that I barely notice them - so we're still is the same phase, with the upper lot doing what they want adjustment wise with respect to their own objectives!!! Also, as I've not really had any significant issues they seem to be using me as a blank sheet to subject me to specific 'one off' things that would be 'lost' amongst most other peoples full scale of issues/debilitations.
    • Jessica Antunes July 21, 2020 at 10:03 pm on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded Anomalies"Also, as they seem to be ‘running’ loads and loads of different versions of the exact same people i.e. ‘US’ then they might be doing this in parallel and ‘separate’ timelines too" I remember reading in a book, I think by Lobsang Rampa, that there were 4 Earths running in parallel, and in each of them the experience was lived from a different angle (I don't remember what the specific angles were exactly about, but I have a vague idea that it had to do with the experiencing different polarities of the same thing, like being rich and poor at the same time)…
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 5:38 pm on One Strange Rock: Anomalous Earth Phenomenon Actually Investigated & Discussed ‘NOT’ Avoided/Ignored!!!!Yea, it's mad isn't it Annabelle just having drab grey and write walls (almost psychotic!?!?!), I managed to get a couple of large 2x1 and 3x2 meter sized very detailed Indian patchwork quilt wall hangings/floor coverings (on ebay years ago (recently in checking a few times I cannot find them anywhere)) so, half my floor and 2 walls are very 'nature' like in terms of 'feel' and look i.e. I'm sort of living in a nature/forest setting while not having and not having to look after any plants!!!! Actually in just checking UK ebay has some: https://www.ebay.co.uk/sch/i.html?_from=R40&_trksid=p2380057.m570.l2632.R2.TR2.TRC1.A0.H2.Xpatchwork+wall+hangings.TRS0&_nkw=indian+patchwork+tapestry+wall+hangings&_sacat=10033
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 5:32 pm on How a ‘Matrix Reality’ Model of Subtle Form Interfaced to a Physical Animal Body Explains & Validates many Anomalous, Paranormal & Spiritual ExperiencesThe 'designers' as in the experiment 'owners' were mentioned in a post a month or so back Svetlana: https://www.soul-healer.com/simulationevidence/some-way-way-off-the-edge-hanging-around-c19-fake-reality-version-circumstances-speculation/
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 5:27 pm on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesMmm, I suspect Tommy that they (the designers) might have had different sets of copies of specific people living in different parallel timelines in the past (after which they are then merged (and then make history not make sense in some ways)), I've read recently on a few web sites where people are pointing out entire historical phases that just don't add up too. Also, as they seem to be 'running' loads and loads of different versions of the exact same people i.e. 'US' then they might be doing this in parallel and 'separate' timelines too as part of maximising ways and means i.e. events and circumstances to accumulate shit and or to investigate specific combinations of impacts on different people versions here!!! It's all a super piss-take whatever it's doing!!!! Hollow earth we've a lot of abandoned cave systems dug out and some the size of cities implying we've had 'burrowing/underground living' people as 'some' animal type i.e. moles, badgers, fox, ground-hog, ferret in the past!!! Turkey seems to have a lot of these!!! My feeling is that we've had a lot of different intelligent animals of many different types likely living in all sorts of habitats BUT then at some point all converted into humans and likely copied/pasted to some surface circumstance more 'realistic' for humans. Your ex could have been working on the EAAS on different car crash/accidents angles possibilities Tommy, hence then she has them going on all the time here!!!
    • Clive July 21, 2020 at 4:53 pm on The Anomalously Thick Coal Seams ‘Fuel’ Resources Presenting Many ‘Out Of Place Artefacts’ ProblemNew and very long/detailed fake reality evidence post, although I'm also in worst physical shit effects ever, sort of having a rest between writing!!!
    • Megan July 18, 2020 at 7:47 pm on Historical Past Language Based Evidence of Ourselves as an Immortal Soul Form Incarnated into Flesh“Now Tommy, my nature spirit awakening experience that I described here, is missing some extra weird bit’s . . . after completely leaving/walking away from the tree circle area, about a quarter mile away I feel and start to track myself being followed by a Wood Nymph whom seems to me to be in a very very sexy/seductive/enticing mood (with respect to myself) . . . which has myself ‘energetically’ determinedly sealing myself off from her . . . while doing this Joan also starts laughing while also mentioning that I’ve a very seductive Wood Nymph trailing me while also mentioning that it’s best I ‘NOT’ let her engage with myself else I might have trouble getting rid of her . .” Clive, in regards to your experience with the wood nymph or any other nature spirits, did many of them come off as seductive? I’m asking because recently I had been working on a Heart-center issue regarding an inappropriate encounter with an older gentleman who was significantly older than myself, and when I finally got frustrated and asked a nature spirit who has been working with me for a while, ‘What did I do wrong, where did I go wrong?’ The reply I got was like nature spirits always come off as sexual/seductive. This revelation solved my heart issue, but it got me thinking about all the other incidents I have had in the past with either married or older men, one even being my grandfather, and your comment about me being a ‘fairy/plant/healer’ type. If it is any correlation, my middle name is ‘Rose,’ and having read a few Greek myths on nature spirits and how they have been the lovers of mortals and god alike I look up the myths for roses and I find some that are associated with Aphrodite/Venus, Eros/Cupid, various prophets and saints like Muhammed and St. Francis of Assisi; leaders like Alexander the Great, Nero, Mary Queen of Scots, and Cleopatra; as well as various Popes and the Crusaders. In general, roses symbolize love and romance, but can have different meaning depending on the color and number of roses presented. Regarding the head/mental stuff I have been dealing with I am getting a lot of ‘psychiatric’ stuff. An example would be a few weeks ago I kind of had a mental breakdown when it came to interacting with the spirits I am working with because I can only see them in my head, the same place where all of my fantasies and daydreams and wishful thinking things, come from. I am still repressing my senses in a way. I am still punishing myself for this in some way because something tells me I should know better. I also got the strange idea that the ‘Inquisition’ dealt with the body focused subtle senses like what could be physically felt (I know a lot of their questioning methods involved physical mutilation/desecration/torture) and ‘psychiatric/psychological’ dealt with the head/mental space and what one saw, thought, believed about the world and about themselves. I will say, by the way I act around other people and how awkward and wrong I feel interacting with others, I wouldn't be surprised if people think that I am mentally ill or insane. I mumble to myself a lot, especially when I'm struggling with a particularly difficult issue, and I know a co-worker of mine heard me say 'I hate myself' at one point. But some part of me can't help but hate me because I keep fucking up my relationships. I don't and can't interact normally with others around me, and when I have obviously made a fool out of myself publicly, I hate myself even more. I'm guessing this has a lot to deal with the missing people manipulations/interactions you've talked about. I am still being stopped from learning/understanding/comprehending hard/difficult concepts or maintaining an interest in things I want to research/learning. Do you have an update as to how things are going? I’m guessing the Royal Shits Up on High are still trying to get their poop in a group.
    • Tommy July 16, 2020 at 9:37 am on The NASA Scientist William Corliss Source Project Efforts to Catalogue Top Science Journal Recorded AnomaliesFound something funny for you to look into https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phantom_time_hypothesis it’s fake prolly but since you were explaining weird things while digging stuff up that was completely misplaced this might be something in the same alley. My Tunisian mate keeps rambling about a hollow earth also very funny likely not relevant for you. Been reading a bit about it doesn’t ring any bells might be something that was normal on a planet he lived before. What weird is my ex is being used as a crash test dummy quit literally. She had a car crash like a super longtime ago but it’s becoming a regular thing. This woman has been hit so many in traffic I’m surprised she even dares to use a bicycle. She back in the hospital again
    • Svetlana Skalican July 15, 2020 at 2:44 pm on How a ‘Matrix Reality’ Model of Subtle Form Interfaced to a Physical Animal Body Explains & Validates many Anomalous, Paranormal & Spiritual ExperiencesI have just come across your website. I feel it is no coincidence that I found you at this time. I am on a quest to understanding myself better and how to manage my debilitating issues. While on this quest I am going down many rabbit holes to find the answers I seek. One thing I cannot find in your large volume of work that you’ve published (which I find very fascinating and accurate) is WHO do you speculate is behind all this? Why would we be kidnapped (which is my hypothesis) to provide energy for some living experiment or ET beings to live off of? Why haven’t we been rescued yet by more intelligent beings than the ones who captured us? I know you are of a scientific mind so you might have decided there was not enough proof of these side theories to make it justifiable to include them on your website. However, I am curious if you’ve come up with any theories yet as to who and why we are in this simulation.
    • Lui July 12, 2020 at 7:55 pm on Self Exploration / Healing EXERCISE-3 – Targeting & Investigating ‘Highly’ Complex ‘Facets’ of MyselfHi Clive, Been doing the focus exercises almost daily since end of June. On the first day after your acknowledgment email, I did a herbal liver cleanse and felt nauseous for a few hours. Also pain on my coccyx which subsided within an hour. The below episode is central to my current theme: Last Friday, my “brother” who is my boss, was late to the weekly meeting. He was angry with me over my “sassy attitude” on some matters and threatened to “sack” me (it was the 1st time someone said that to me in my 18-year career path). I just glared at him in silence. Later on after the meeting, he mentioned about “shit water flooding one of his family apartments” due to faulty plumbing on another floor and that he almost didn’t make it to the weekly meeting, but he didn’t refer them as “family”, but rather “my persons”. It’s not the first time he refers to them that way. Before he left, his demeanour softened and mentioned about offering me some help over my daughter’s paperwork. Gives me a bipolar impression about him. I consider him my “brother”, by spirit and not by blood, although, we are both Cantonese (my late father was brought up by Cantonese foster parents who claimed that his original family bears the same surname as the foster father), so my roots are uncertain, save for my estranged mother’s side of the family. My “brother” is as traditional as a Chinese descendant can be while having the “beating around the bush” tendency, whereas I have forthright and passionate streaks to me and fitted in better with the Spanish and Italians (I was the black sheep of my biological family). On hindsight, on the second interview, he jokingly mentioned that he actually expected to see a “foreigner/westerner” instead of myself. The first interview was with someone else who recommended me to him. Recently, I had type-written telepathic exchanges with him for about a couple of weeks, to discuss about possibilities of being together as “husband and wife”. A little background: he is married to his wife of many decades and have grandchildren. He was also knighted in our country and is fairly well-known. I have a tendency to be attracted to or admire older (& unavailable) men, but never carried out any intimate relationship with them. Maybe I have unresolved father issues as my late father passed away when I was 22 and I was left with a regret. It was an argument we had shortly before he passed away from cancer. I never had the chance to apologise. But with my “brother” who’s only a few years older than my late father, we had an argument just 2 days ago, and I sincerely apologised not because I was totally in the wrong, but to admit that “I hurt his feelings and realised that I was being a jerk”. I saw tears well up in his eyes. I guess that’s the forgiveness that I needed to ask and to bestow upon myself for that argument with my late father which happened 17 years ago. As to the telepathic exchange with my “brother”, I stopped it sometime in May after realizing that perhaps it’s in the best interest of him and I, that we strictly maintain a professional connection. He seems to mirror my thoughts and desires in many ways, and would verbally express the things I thought about, even adapting my common expressions that I never spoke in front of him. And of course, the angry outbursts from him actually started shortly after I stopped the telepathic exchanges, under the guises of work-related matters. Months back before the pandemic, when we did go out for dinner in a work group, bystanders who also know his wife would think that I was his “girlfriend”/”mistress” and smilingly give us that look and subtle comment which were then diverted by members of the dinner group because, we are only relating professionally and nothing more. That despite the fact that I wasn’t sitting close to him (I purposely put a chair between us to place my handbag). I’m not sure if my “brother” does have a mistress on the side, but he indirectly said a few times about being able to love more than one woman. Thing is, I value myself too much to be someone’s mistress and want to set a healthy example to my daughter, even though I have a tendency to fall for unavailable men and they tend to be attracted to me, of which I do not take any action. (I was previously married to and divorced a Peter Pan 1 year older than me, it lasted for 6 years. He was the 1st person I properly dated, halfway round the world. Oddly, his birthday is the same as my estranged mother’s.) I was also prone to suicidal thoughts which I have gotten over, in fact, my daughter is the reason I am still alive. I also feel that I’m now “living my purpose”, work-wise since the serendipitous visit to this new workplace, right on the Muslim “Festival of Sacrifice” of 2018. Even the address of this place is like some kind of coding that have followed me (triple numbers). My “brother” and I seem to be connected to “a single purpose” because certain key events in our lives tally to result in today’s condition. Just that recently, there are many timeline switches, and the relationship with my “brother/boss” seems strained/weird, maybe related to clearing? I feel myself to be androgynous and do not fit the female gender roles but I’m not a tomboy. My appearance is feminine and I know how to dress in an elegant manner. I’m just frustrated that because of my gender I’m in (I have a masculine sounding name by the way, as my parents wanted a son, and I was the first-born), there are much less freedom and opportunities which I could take on in life. I feel caged in when I should be flying/swimming freely. And also, my libido is virtually non-existent (probably due to extremes in nun/monks or prostitute/vestal virgin past lives) and only seem to activate when someone I intellectually admire, telepathically expresses their sexual interest in me. The number of times this happened, I can count on one hand. I have a need for physical affection as in silent cuddles, ie. when me and my man are both reading our own books, to melt into the kind of comfortable feeling that a soulmate who is single and available is there for me and vice versa, but sadly I still haven’t found that person. I had that feeling with one man long time ago when I was in my early twenties but he is gay (with a live-in partner) with an artist’s soul. He is 10 years older than me, considers me as his “sister” he never had but yet on hindsight his care and attention towards me was like towards a girlfriend/muse. He was one of the reasons I came back to my country after being away for 9 years, but we are estranged after an awkward argument 3 years ago. Oddly, he “predicted” about the place I would eventually work in right now. I feel lonely and isolated, would love to have 2 or 3 close friends whom I can be myself with, but yet do not have the energy or drive to seek them out/maintain the friendship. Rather passive in this respect and only respond when people seek me out. I will keep working on Exercises 1, 2, 3, 4, 7, 9.
    • Annabelle July 7, 2020 at 2:01 am on One Strange Rock: Anomalous Earth Phenomenon Actually Investigated & Discussed ‘NOT’ Avoided/Ignored!!!!After reading this above information about the tree of life, I instantly saw this as a piece of needlework that I do almost every day for the last 30+ plus years. The closest pattern I use would be the Jacobean Tree of Life that I work into many different color combinations. https://www.pinterest.com/pin/322851867034852082/ I do find it interesting that more and more people do not want any color in their home decorating patterns - only gray and white. I see that all over in-home décor and think it looks drab and monotone. They seem to be trying to de-color our world. These past few months I have enjoyed alot of gardening and have never seen such brilliance of colors in nature. I stare at the trees and see 10-20 different shades on green in one branch – a very difficult piece of design to put together for an “experiment”. While gardening I came across something I have never seen in my life. Under a dark bush something was moving and it turned out to be a giant moth – much larger than my hand. The closest thing I could info online is the giant polyphemus moth. It actually looked extremely terrifying to me and even looking at the online pictures of it make me literally sick to my stomach. https://www.butterfliesandmoths.org/species/Antheraea-polyphemus?region=All&sort_by=field_sightingdate_value&sort_order=DESC
    • Megan July 2, 2020 at 9:25 pm on Human Implants Exploration EXERCISE-4: Engaging with Implant Interfacing Installation & Removal & CNS Re-Wiring, Damage & Neural Imprint PossibilitiesDoing this exercise, I realize that video games has rewired my brain. My life and what I feel like I have done or what is important, and those I consider my friends and loved ones all tie into the video games I’ve played, especially those I hold near and dear. I noticed that I am impatient and intolerant to everyone and everything around me. I don’t have the empathy/sympathy/compassion/patience to listen to, care about or deal with the drama/trauma/problems/negativity/etc of others. I’ve received enough crap from them not to care or deal with them ever again. It’s not my concern or my problem, and I can’t take care of them anymore. I shouldn’t be responsible for making their lives fulfilling and keeping them happy. All of this reminds me of Clive pointing out that all of here are living a very fucked up shadow of our original lives/scripts, and I wonder just how much the failures I/my Original Self have experienced in the past, on top of all the doubt/skepticism/antagonize received from others, have contributed to this bitter/anger/negative part of myself. While I say I want to get into energy healing and helping others, I can’t get myself to believe that it is as good and wonderful as others describe it to be, or that it will be effective or do any good or permanently fix anything. It pisses me off we were given such balmy understandings/knowledge to begin with much less that the tools we were given in general are piss poor too. I still feel something ‘punishing me’ for not meet other peoples’ expectations or not going along with/doing what they want or believe or like or making them happy. If it’s not too late, I volunteer for your simulation software poking team, unless the AAHS covers those bases.
    • Shalin June 28, 2020 at 3:36 am on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationClive, I just had this thought: Is it possible that you are being sabotaged or being mislead to a certain extent by those way way above &/or outside? Maybe something like being steered away from thinking about or discovering certain things or making you ignore/overlook certain things that could otherwise help you figure out something that would benefit us here but isn't a priority for them? I'm just speculating but the thought has crossed my mind because as you know my situation seems like its impregnable. Maybe they don't want you to become aware of certain experiments/objectives and/or what is maintaining/locking down certain people. Just speculation however.
    • Clive June 27, 2020 at 3:09 pm on The Duplication of Some Cities Will Present Anomalies Related to ‘Building Construction Resources’Another 'Duplicated' reality evidence post
    • Clive June 27, 2020 at 3:07 pm on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationAny better now Shalin? My 'seriously piss-taking' super blips/shit effects windup's seem to have stopped, I'm back to my more 'normal' i.e. milder wind-ups which seem to be facilitating more stress tension i.e. 'stressed neck & locked jaw' associated 'release' effects!!!
    • Shalin June 25, 2020 at 4:22 pm on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationWell, my comment wasn't intended to be taken as an outburst. I was simply asking what your thoughts were given the current piss taking situation. I get what you are saying however. And honestly, if you cant figure out a strategy that aligns with those above that helps them and us at the same time how can I when I haven't been able to function, think, work, visit friends or attend any social gatherings or carry out any normal activities for 5 years? I've been in a constant state of hell since April/2015. I am filled with so many shit effects of every kind from the list you described in your reply that my head is literally about to explode as is my abdomen. The knock on effects on every organ/physiological system due to everything that is trapped within me is staggering and has been so for 5 years now and as I've stated many times is *constant every nanosecond of the day/night*. If I could think and function I'd definitely help you but I'm lucky I get thru the day. I try the best I can given my circumstances. Yes, I have noticed you not posting the cabal related posts. I'm not certain why presenting them visibly would increase & amplify shit effects though. In any case, the posts regarding the cabal are mostly intended for your consumption and not the publics.
    • Clive June 25, 2020 at 3:24 pm on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances Speculation"That would be me for whatever reason" . . . Well, the above sort of completely sums up your attitude doesn't it Shalin. Nope to a greater or lesser extent pretty much everyone here will be experiencing worse circumstances, relationships and or personal effects/impacts. Personally, just speaking for myself, I've been hit by effects that are at least 10 times worse than anything that I've experienced for at least 2 or 3 'decades' BUT your highly predictable outburst did help to remind me that many different experiments are specifically designed to be focused on some very specific 'attributes' . . . coincidentally our EAAS experiment version is focused on 'Anger, Rage, Hate & Suffering' . . . Although on checking notes I identified others focused on other specific 'attribute' sets. For example Shock, Horror, Terror Shame, Embarrassment, Loathing, Distraught, Self-depreciation, Self-hatred, Disgust, Contempt Disassociation, Depersonalization, Derealisation Despair, Depression, Despondency and Demoralisation Isolation, Separation, Loss, Grief, Keeping People Apart, Disengaged 'AND' there are experiments also focused on the polar opposites like happy, laughter, feeling content, fulfilled etc . . . . Hence, then let me give you some 'sensible' advice re 'negotiating' because in that I'm not an idiot I figured out how to get at least 'some' leeway years ago now. Firstly, you have to find out or figure out or maybe directly 'ask' THE UPPER SHITS THEMSELVES WHAT THEY ACTUALLY WANT, and particularly with respect to any current 'shit' phase!!! Once you've done this then you can then spend time very specifically thinking about things from their perspective (because from years of personal experience they don't give a shit about us). So, perhaps rather than waste time whingeing and whining on I've spent time figuring out how they can achieve the same while either reducing 'shit' levels and or suggest different ways of doing the same thing that would impact us less and or take less time while coincidentally achieving the same outcomes that the upper shit's want. Now, I've already not only spent time THINKING in the above ways BUT I've also actually written in great detail, specifying EXACTLY what the upper lots agenda is with respect to the current shit phase we find ourselves in. So, maybe you could get your shit attitude re orientated and do something useful like maybe try and figure out how they can achieve what they want IN SOME OTHER WAY!!! I'd be impressed if you can, because 'personally' so far, I cannot!!!! Do you realise that I keep deleting a lot of your comments content specifically re cabball etc. etc. specifically because having this actually written/presented VISIBLY in public here will actually cause shit efforts to increase and seriously amplify?????????
    • Tommy June 25, 2020 at 11:14 am on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances SpeculationThe last part kinda hit me while I was trying to explain something to someone who’s trying to help me. Happened a couple of days before you wrote it. The dread of doesn’t matter what I do I get screwed over anyway. I really stopped giving a shit I thought I fixed my Tunisian mate he drank and smoked a lot of pot. Last night he was up to his old tricks because that girl he wanted to marry and kinda thought that it’s going to fix him didn’t happen I kinda knew that already. My ex with the bad back got in a accident again and was crying for money she thinks it’s some guy who’s doing black magic to screw her up I wisely kept my mouth shut. I kinda gave up and joined my friend in his bad drinking habit. I have been doing nothing it all feels very futile. Why help my ex if she won’t get better and it’s just costing me money. Why do anything if I’m scripted to just get fucked over more. Same goes for fixing my diet cleaning my house I feel a slave to my script and I’m just stewing in my frustrations. They use the useable suspects my past my exes my family lack of new things. Me devolving into the loser neckbeard. I also hate how my face changed the weight I gained and me turning bald like Clive slowly I’m a vain asshole. The whole final fantasy seven thing with zack and cloud is some nice dollhouse/stand in for someone else overlay of someone else bs. They turned cloud into zack because it was convenient why train a new super soldier from scratch just give him the memories of the old one. The whole psychosis with flashbacks stuff is way too relatable for me. I skipped the remake of the game because I was disappointed in the demo I played. I was kinda angry with that also I had a for fucks sake why release a old game i love into three new releases that will be like 3 times the price I’m willing to pay for the complete story. Guess final fantasy 15 really was a flop that they had to resort to this. I have big backlog of games to play just don’t want to play games anymore. I somehow have the suspension persona 5 has something to do with the dolls house imprints because you have to rescue spirits then combine them into something stronger. Might be that they were looking to combine as many imprint to make some super whatever. Played bioshock again it trigged some old stuff guess this is why I am having such a hard time figuring what to do on my own. How’s a military/dollhouse guy who’s basically been used to clean up other people’s shit guy going to find out what he’s good at loves if he only knows how to follow orders do stuff that others preprogrammed for him. Fml There has been something new though it’s like I have more say in who to kick out of my body. I’m also more sensitive to the states of others my exes panic attacks are coming through a lot. My ex feels like that woman from that Thomas camera guy who actually was a soldier. A fabrication something to make me less like how I originally am. Combined with some keep me on script ai. I remember talking with some manager of the housing project I was in she came out of my body and was yelling stop. She always goes on about how her job is to protect me ladidida. I can’t get angry at her because that affects her already trashed body. She goes like you can’t raise your voice or be negative because that makes my symptoms worse. Kinda makes me want to pull my hair out. I have been trying to get a new tenant since October last year so she can get some extra money and pay some of the money I gave her back since she’s unable to repay me. I used to be very anti establishment screw all the new age Christian bullshit I had pretty fucked morals also it’s like that all faded out. I’m not actively into crime anymore I even doubt if that’s something I would be able to do since after the psychonaut stuff I lost my ability to be deceptive. I have been fighting with my Christian mate a lot I did the kind Christian bullshit of helping and not being the quid pro quo asshole I used to be but the fucker didn’t even fixed my bike. I’m not asking a lot of the guy but if you crashed on my couch for 3 months two times in two years I’d expect the bare minimum would be to just fix my bike. Maybe not have me to whine fucking two years for it while ending up to semi threaten him. like if your not going to fix it now I’m going to shame you to a common friend who has a decent opinion off him. I can’t shake the feeling whoever I’m simulating pissed off some higher ups that kinda ended up in this fuckery im stuck in. Like ow he doesn’t listen he’s prone to acting up let’s humiliate him a bit and bully him back into submission. I’m so sick of it all the crimes I did were pretty petty compared to the punishments I received. Clive was trying to get into contact with the higher ups I have been trying to contact whatever they called deities. Why if you have the power to change things or influence it you don’t actually exert it. The answer was the same old broken record it’s all how it’s supposed to be suffering is necessary for growth free you self just enjoy the decent parts of your simulated life. I figured the whole black lives matter thing was the “demons” darky types being fed up can’t blame them but I can’t shake the feeling that it was idiotic to do during a pandemic. I’m also pretty much waiting for a wave 2 and wave 3 of corona don’t ask me why though. Enough whining and writing shit distracting comments go give some focussen to do because I have been slacking with that also. I never got your email to keep you in touch of how things are going so I just rant here ahahahahahaha
    • Shalin June 25, 2020 at 1:29 am on Some Way, Way Off the Edge Hanging Around C19 & Fake ‘Reality’ Version Circumstances Speculation>however, I now suspect that it’s worse than this for our super FU EAAS >experiment version, because it now seems as if it’s using anything as an >excuse to make things worse for specific people!!!! That would be me for whatever reason. So bottom line: If anything is being used as an excuse/vehicle to make things worse for specific people what is the next step in your opinion?
    • Clive June 24, 2020 at 5:21 pm on The Long, Long Physical Con: The DARK Reality of ‘EARTH’ Incarnations & the ‘Real’ Meaning of Your Human LifeHi Megan, Mmmm you might find reading this comment here useful as I had a similar piss take and described the effort involved in resolving/healing it!!!
    • Megan June 24, 2020 at 1:19 am on The Long, Long Physical Con: The DARK Reality of ‘EARTH’ Incarnations & the ‘Real’ Meaning of Your Human LifeNetworking off Jessica’s comment regarding trauma between the physical body and the subtle body, compared to what Jessica shared, I have had rather ‘small’ injuries to my body that felt like more than what they were. For example, while shoving snow off the driveway, I had picked up a scoop a snow and twisted the wrong way (hell, I was doing the work incorrectly anyway,) and wound up hurting the small of my back (I believe I mentioned this in a comment now that I think about it.) I remember icing it and taking pain killers and laying flat on the floor and nothing helped. The thing is, for as minor as it was – even the pain – I remember feeling as if this pain affected more than my body. For the record, when it comes to physical pain, I have a high pain tolerance. But in this instance, I felt as if a second invisible body had been overlaid or permeated my physical body and it was shaking, and I remember wanting to cry because this hurt even felt emotional in a way, but nothing would happen. Another time was at work, I had spent over half of a ten hour shift hand stripping the ends off cables for an audio rack – an failing miserably with most if not each cable – that by the time I was done, my right arm was ached so badly, and like the incident mentioned above I felt as if there was a secondary body overlaid upon mine, and while I can usually deal with the physical ache, this ache felt emotional/subtle in a way and I wanted to cry. Also, quite a few weeks ago, when I was in bed just drifting and trying to fall asleep, I would feel this very subtle clicking sensation. It wasn’t something I physically heard, even though I think I heard something (the thought that came to mind was a distant gunshot.) It was small, but my whole body felt it to the point of jumping and I would feel funny afterwards. I have mentioned the video game Final Fantasy VII in comments here before, and just recently SquareEnix released the first part of the remake they are creating for the game. It is one of the biggest games they ever made, and a remake has been highly anticipated. I know I have a lot of emotions and stuff wrapped up on their world, and had no intentions of buying or playing the remake. Well, one day a few weeks ago, I wake up from a nap with the thought/idea of buying the remake, and guess what, I did. I don’t regret it, but playing through the game, it felt like much more than a video game. I felt as if the trauma of the characters and then some (I think there was even some of my own that came out and the game was just the medium being used to explore/trigger these traumas.) But there is/was an incident in the game that left me curious. So in the original game, there is a character named Zack Fair who is a soldier (one of the best and who had been the subject of horrific scientific experimentation for 4 years,) carrying the comatose protagonist of the game, Cloud Strife (who was subject to similar experimentation,) and is on the run from his previous employer, the ShinRa Electric Power Company (a huge corporation which utilizes the spiritual energy – i.e. souls - of the Planet to generate electricity and make everyones’ lives more comfortable.) Zack is pursued by an army and killed just before reaching his destination (Cloud is left alone, believing he is dead, but wakes up from his coma shortly before Zack dies and continues on alone.) The PSP game Crisis Core is the focus of Zack’s story, and no matter the outcome you lose regardless (you play this character right up to the point he dies.) Well, in the remake, thanks to the actions of the characters, history may have re-written itself and Zack may very well be alive. Playing through and watching this, I remember feeling discomfort and unhappiness but it was different. A part of me was upset for all the sacrifices that were made which were for nothing, but I also felt as if a deeper part of me had healed or corrected itself. It was as if Zack being alive (or potential of being alive) fixed something within me in/around my solar plexus area. I believe this game is a VR within the original MV, and I suspect that the main characters in the game are administrative avatars. I believe my original self played as Cloud often. He is one I focus on when I write fanfiction, especially his relationship with the antagonist, Sephiroth, which I always wanted to fix. I even wanted to dress as him once for Halloween. But thinking on these characters as potential VR avatars/administrators and the fanfiction written about them got me thinking about the comment Clive left about Tom finding shit related to myths and legends here, and it made me wonder if the FU fanfics weren’t also being overlaid/fed into those that would have used the avatars these characters represent on top of the shit from the game itself.
    • Shalin June 21, 2020 at 2:09 pm on One Strange Rock: Anomalous Earth Phenomenon Actually Investigated & Discussed ‘NOT’ Avoided/Ignored!!!!I too sense more SHIT being copied into me. However, I'm not being placed into any past traumas as part of explorations/investigations/release efforts. I do feel like I am one of those deliberately being maintained in my SHIT for whatever reason with more SHIT being copied into me which is worsening my baseline.
    • Anne June 16, 2020 at 1:52 pm on Are We Living Within a Duplicated Population Simulation that is Presenting Anomalies Due to ‘Missing’ PeopleHi Clive, Your focus on what is degrading the physical body has been a useful focus. It's been annoying me for some time that it's hard to even get the time to have a routine to keep fit and know what sort of exercise is useful and to avoid injuring the body. As it happens I've been in furlough the last several weeks and have been attempting to look after myself - and it's hard! I have now the time do exercise/walking but I realise that I need another 'expert' osteopath and exercise coach. I'm in my 40's and seeing the inexorable slide, and my feelings are that I can only do so much - feeling a bit hopeless. When/if I get back to work, it will be a shame to lose the momentum. Our working routines/living is mostly just sitting down and staring at a screen - 'the cave' is getting smaller and I had a weird dream that my body atrophied so much my legs were underdeveloped and all that mattered was my brain, but then that felt like it was going to mush as well. Your focus on depression and everything sabotaged was spot on. So I'm in lockdown/furlough and that sad fact is that without a job making me do something I'm at a bit of a loss. I feel like I've been an automaton. I have some small hobbies but the main thing has been procrastinating about really considering what I should be doing with myself - some kind of motivating goal. I just can't really go there without getting stressed and most of my life has been stuck because I can't stand the 'self inflicted' stress/anxiety around 'being the best possible version of myself'. I go round and round and have ha 'coaches' annoyed at me for being so stuck/stubborn. Reading your focuses has been hard the last few weeks, but gave the one above a go again today and wanted to feedback to you.
    • Clive June 14, 2020 at 2:27 pm on One Strange Rock: Anomalous Earth Phenomenon Actually Investigated & Discussed ‘NOT’ Avoided/Ignored!!!!If you send a 2nd comment the same (likely shortly after the first) it ends up in the SPAM, I've just found about 15 versions of your last long comment OSrock in the 'Spam' bin - all deleted now
    • Jessica Antunes June 14, 2020 at 1:33 pm on One Strange Rock: Anomalous Earth Phenomenon Actually Investigated & Discussed ‘NOT’ Avoided/Ignored!!!!I am in trouble to submit comments on this page, because when I post I don't receive any information about them being successfully submitted ... Was this just happening to me?
    • Jessica Antunes June 14, 2020 at 1:22 pm on One Strange Rock: Anomalous Earth Phenomenon Actually Investigated & Discussed ‘NOT’ Avoided/Ignored!!!!Re: “when I reached ‘myself/the person I’m a duplicate of’ within this ‘multiverse next door’ environment I became aware that it was actually directly aware of and had been accessing and watching/tracking ‘ME’ here (and also others here too) in real time i.e. it was REMOTELY ACCESSING & WATCHING/TRACKING MYSELF WITHIN THE MULTIVERSE NEXT DOOR (i.e. ‘OUR’ MULTIVERSE)” The idea of people outside the EAAS being able to access our reality (including the VR substrate of our reality and hack it, as the WSW teams outside do) intrigues me a lot! The opposite I’m still capable of conceptualize, I mean, we here being able to access and even hack realities from outside, because we would always be present in the previous realities as a subtle energy body fragment of someone interfaced to the next reality, and thus, we could always become capable to use (probably if someone or something gave permission) all of our latent subtle habilities… BUT people from who knows where being able to access the EAAS… mmm that is very weird… What would EAAS be if not a processor delivering input signals to the consciousness subtle organs of the subtle energy body fragments of someone we are in the previous multiverse? In principle, the EAAS should only be accessible and impactable to the poor subtle fragments of someone immobile and choiceless having input directly directed to their conciousness organs, whom, in being alive, could also interact with their reality through the delivery of output which would be processed, and which would be pre-defined to impact reality in specific ways, hence they are able to do it… BUT people from the outside also being able to access EAAS, and even interact with it and even hack it? WEIRD!!! A hypothesis that occurred to me: would the reality that is unfolding in EAAS being transmitted to some kind of VR internet network, hence people are able to access EAAS from outside and even interact with it? Clive, do you know how this is possible? Either way, EAAS (and who knows how many other realities…) appears ‘REALLY’ to have been designed to allow hacking… It was no longer enough for the EAAS reality to be strangely pre-defined to give its inhabitants the chance to hack it, but additionally it’s even an ‘open door’ to the outside… (and in fact, also possible to hack to the population outside, as you have already implied several times somewhere out there)! By the way, how are things going on with regards to the hacking of our reality Clive? I’m missing feedback (and also Tom’s quotes!!!) As for me, I am being much more careful with my nutrition and health since the last focus. (i don't know if I have already posted several times, but i didn't receive any information about my comment being successfully submitted...)
    • Clive June 14, 2020 at 1:30 am on My Personal Mandela Effect Walkers Crisp Packet Experience In DetailHaha, that's very funny!!!!