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    • Clive June 8, 2021 at 3:22 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Hi Melissa, if you remember despite that we are all 'human' here we are actually duplicates of people whom in many cases interfaced to many different (none human) physical animal forms. What you describe could be representing you interfaced (for example) to an underwater species or to a species that lived in a very different atmosphere compared to what we have here. My browser went back to normal (after about 24 hours of sabotages) i.e. this happening seemed to me to be part of a stress/worry focused windup/campaign FU sabotage of my web browsers, accessing and engaging with the internet effort although I'm still having general sabotages with respect to my computers (causing 'functionality' problems for a while). I even got to the point of I trying to install a Linux OS (Q4OS (a generally unbelievably easy Linux version to install)) on my laptop (trying to have a duel boot into linux or windows) to have ongoing and unbelievable problems, I eventually lost my entire windows install?!?! This happening seems 'typical' during this 'extra' FU phase!!! I've also been doing remote scans for Absent Healing signed up people 'BUT' given that we seems to be in a general 'experimental' phase with respect to the agenda of our fake realities 'owners' then they'll be doing 'whatever' suits their agenda which I suspect will include 'blocking' healing efforts that will very specifically 'mess' with what they are doing/trying to achieve (for themselves)!!!
    • Melissa June 8, 2021 at 12:55 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!Issues with swallowing and breathing through my nose Feels like there are tons of different people in my throat and in my nose and all are fighting over the ability to swallow and breathe. I can barely breathe in my nose and it feels cut off from my lungs. I feel cut off from my lungs and it doesn’t feel like they work. Someone says when I breathe through my mouth that they can breathe through me that way. My mouth feels like it has to stay open and is my normal way of breathing. Feels like there is stuff stuffed in my body. It feels tight and smashed I just had the sensation of breathing through my mouth to my lungs but it was very shallow and the lungs felt lower and small. It doesn’t feel like my lungs. Something won’t let me swallow or close the back of my mouth / throat. It feels like people are using my body to function and live. I feel connected to tons of people that have issues with their swallowing and breathing. Also I have issues with burping and passing gas. Everything feels so tight and like it won’t move. Swallowing is still a problem. I also feel that these other people I am connected to experience eating through me and swallow my food. I feel people coming in and biting down in my teeth. It causes bites in my mouth. It’s like people are eating food through me. I remember my lungs being higher up and deeper breathes. My chest would rise and fall. I used to be able to take deep breathes and it would be connected to my nose and throat. As I try to breathe I feel things blocking off my nose and throat. When I stop trying to breathe through my mouth and bite on my teeth it feels like it is cutting someone else off of breathing. Also it feels like the back of my throat comes back but once I move my mouth open it slides a way. To swallow in the back of my throat is labored and I have to try to do it, it doesn’t come natural. It’s like I am trying to overcome a block in swallowing. Voices saying they can’t let me swallow or won’t let me swallow. Voices in my chest heart area sending energy saying they want me to come back. I don’t know what they mean by this. I am being blocked from swallowing and healing and living a normal life. The back of my throat felt like it lost the back and voices in the back of my throat say they can’t let this come back. When I try to swallow they say they can’t let this come back. They just won’t let me swallow. I just tried to swallow and it’s blocked again. Someone won’t let me swallow. My throat feels blocked. The back of it won’t close and swallow.
    • Clive June 6, 2021 at 4:26 pm on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!Hi Melissa, I suspect that we are in an 'upper shits/fake designed software reality' i.e. data system owners research phase i.e. it is very likely that they are trying out different sabotages/debilitations and or also 'improvement/shit reversals' on different people within our population. For example 'today' I find that I cannot view any of my sites in my firefox browser (I use this all the time). although, in just checking now pretty much every site I try and view/browse in Firefox results in a "Gah. Your tab just crashed" message (even Ebay and Amazon?!?!?!). So, when I access 'soul-healer.com' (this site) I always get a crash notice BUT when I access the same site as an administrator (to check on comments or to update plugins etc.) I get 'normal' access and can (at the moment) seemingly do anything within the 'administrator' space (at least at the moment). Fortunately I've got all of my important browser links in Yandex which (in just checking now) seems to work as it should (at least at the moment).
    • Xin Ying June 5, 2021 at 9:14 am on Historical Past Language Based Evidence of Ourselves as an Immortal Soul Form Incarnated into FleshI was kind of directed to look at the halo series and read about the forerunner culture which led me to looking up the section about precursors. When I saw the design of them I thought they kind of look like crab people and I tried projecting that image in front of me and I found that i resonated with the image and found myself being comfortable with it having an androgynous gender. https://www.halopedia.org/Precursor
    • Melissa June 4, 2021 at 3:32 am on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!After I did the focus about my breathing issues I found out that my breathing parts are energetically pinned down with a plug or a nail or something like that and someone said that they wouldn’t take that off till I come back to the past life. I have been getting this message for like ten years or more. They won’t tell me how to get there but they want me to go back to the past life to them. My chest can’t breathe deeply my abdomen is blocked from breathing and my throat gets blocked. It got better after I did the focus but that one part is still blocked and it went back to all being blocked the next day.
    • Melissa June 3, 2021 at 7:22 am on Subtle Cultures Earth Research & Ancient Gods Helping/Supporting the First Incarnated Settlers/Pioneers!!!I just did these two focuses. I am having issues with swallowing. It seems like there is a block to swallow. Because it won’t let me swallow properly there is like pressure and saliva in my mouth. I also am struggling with deep breaths and it feels like everything in my lung and upper abdomen is smashed flat and it won’t let me breathe properly. Swallowing and breathing are a issue. It feels like I am being blocked from doing that. What focuses would you recommend that I do for this Clive?
    • Clive May 24, 2021 at 6:38 pm on Exercise to Target your ‘Artificial/Fake Realities’ Managing/Sabotaging EFFORTSI've done focuses/scans in the past re the javascript site errors Megan, and it didn't make any difference. I used to have a plugin that focused on the comments (allowed more commenting options) which I thought might be causing the problems, BUT getting rid of that didn't make any difference either. Basically the 'system/fake reality' doesn't like this site.
    • Megan May 24, 2021 at 4:16 am on Exercise to Target your ‘Artificial/Fake Realities’ Managing/Sabotaging EFFORTSI see a rectangular strip running from the base of my skull to the first knob of my spine at the base of my neck. Doing the exercise a second time (reading it off a dimmed cellphone screen while sitting in a dark room) my eyes have trouble focusing on what I am reading. I find this surprising because I don't usually have this much trouble looking at my cellphone in this kind of setting. Your comment on ADHD is interesting. I was recently diagnosed with ADHD and bipolar 1 disorder, and the thing that surprises me the most after being put on medication is that I no longer daydream. I don't have this looking fantasy story in my head, and anytime I try to daydream myself it is extremely irritating and exhausting. Are there any focuses you would recommend to help target the shit sabotaging this site?
    • Xin Ying May 23, 2021 at 8:04 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-8 : Targeting ALL Scripted ‘Debilitating/Unwanted/Limiting/Containing’ ExperiencesI did the one on dreams again. Was very interesting i keep getting muscle twitches (still getting them now as i write). They are mostly at my leg area (hopefully they are energy releases). I also felt another body twitch feeling i have no idea whose it is but i feel i am connected to it in a disembodied way and its twitching as if its in an enclosed area kinda like a cage. The right side of my neck is kinda of pain too (like a pin prick). Was reading on the part about store ,collect save and I saw like a computer file labelled ‘tommy’ again. I couldnt open it but it could be a distraction
    • Xin Ying May 12, 2021 at 10:38 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-8 : Targeting ALL Scripted ‘Debilitating/Unwanted/Limiting/Containing’ ExperiencesWhile doing the section on dreams I saw a lone man standing in the dark with a circle of light shining on him (prob a distraction) i also saw tommy’s file for a brief period as well. After doing the exercises I managed to gain access to a vr reprogramming shit where i was being placed in a room where a situation was replayed over and over and got scarier and scarier overtime. I woke up and fell asleep again and the VR space was revealed to be a stage set with the people in my dream talking to me in a friendly fashion. The people I was talking to was a man and a woman and I was discussing with them about healing activities such as group meditation which they mocked. As I have seen these people many times in my dreams I was wondering if they were mentors of mine and the vr reprogramming shit was a form of spy activity. Overall very interesting and I feel i am more sensitive to things going on around me. Will keep trying.
    • Xin Ying May 5, 2021 at 4:31 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi nina! Xin ying here! Managed to get your invite! i sent the friend invite to the discord server in your dms, hope youre able to slide into it like a piece of semi melted butter without issue!
    • Clive May 5, 2021 at 1:54 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Nina, it's very possible that ADHD could be caused by the subtle to physical interfacing being blocked or sabotaged i.e. the physical form is nothing more than a remote 'puppet' hence then your 'thinking' and decision making abilities relate to and are then entirely dependent on your subtle form. In other words, your physical form is dependent with respect to it's 'thinking' on the integrity of the subtle to physical form interfacing. If this is being interfered with such that the 'thoughts and or decisions' of your subtle are blocked i.e. prevented from reaching/impacting your physical form then it's very possible you'd be or feel 'mentally' blank i.e. because you've made to be disengaged from the subtle forms thinking process/thoughts and decisions. On this page here, I describe 'seemingly' being peered at/disturbed by what seemed to be ghostly forms. However, subtle administrator forms will very likely regularly 'shift' their awareness/consciousness i.e. awareness/thinking focal point between the subtle reality and also any avatar they are interfaced to. Sometime they are even likely to temporarily disengage from the remote physical vehicle because something way more important requires their full attention within the subtle. Such that while they are then 'completely' subtle reality 'engaged/orientated' their physical avatar form is then very likely to present itself as 'blank' i.e. 'driverless' specifically because the consciousness/intelligence has been temporarily disengaged/withdrawn from the physical avatar form!?!?!
    • Nina May 5, 2021 at 6:11 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsTo Jack: The reply button on your comment regarding my supposed absence is not working, so I am forced to post a separate comment here. Actually, I read every single one of Clive's post and every single comment when they come out at least once. Sadly, I have a terrible history of commenting issues in the past. I don't think this issue is totally gone yet given my adult ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder) diagnosis. I am prone to writing distracting comments for the sake of writing / contributing without thinking whether what I write makes sense. It's as if some manipulating shit is jumbling my mind and using my strengths, issues / trauma against me (ex. people pleasing behavior, seeking others' approval / validation) so whatever important information I meant to share gets lost. I end up writing irrelevant shit instead, which then gets deleted (for good reasons). I've to put up with my disorder on top of the usual simulation software sabotages affecting all of us here. I am put off from engaging further with info on this site ever since I oriented myself to finding out the root cause of ADHD. I've difficulty figuring out what subtle-to-physical interfacing or my subtle form has, much less figure out what exactly had been done to my original form's Central Nervous System (CNS) originally. It's distraction after distraction, with hobbies and shit interaction from others taking up a lot of time. I have just contacted Maya recently. I doubt she'll go back here anytime soon. Should anyone wish to contact me on Discord, my handle is Nina#9562. I've just sent a Discord friend request to Xin Ying. I hope she receives it. (Xin, if you receive my friend request, please link me to the other regulars here. Thanks!) I'm unable to add Tommy though. Copied and pasted his Discord handle and the friend request just gets rejected. Clive, you have my permission to give my email address to Tommy, Xin, Jack, or any regular here.
    • Xin Ying May 4, 2021 at 3:36 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi clive! We managed to create a server although with some difficulty. Minor issues thus far probably because the three of us dont really pose a threat to the system. If any other person would like to join please post your discord ID here! I think its best to not make it a public chat since who knows what might happen if we let the flood gates open.
    • Tommy May 3, 2021 at 10:50 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsJack I’m on discord I added xin. But eh yeah Crazy Coyote The Third #2676 is me on discord. I also run around on Quora as Thomas Haage. I think a little wsw reality hacking discord server would be nice. It’s easy. Clive do a focus for that Ukrainian that was staying with me. When he fucked around with the clock in my room you had clock issues. When he fucked around with the keyboards you tell me keyboard issues. Might be coincidence but his name was andrii maybe have a little gander. Jack just whip up a discord and me or xin will grab it. Curious if the rest is going to join. Lots of old people who used to comment are kinda gone or prolly can’t comment. Hope their doing better then me and suggestions tips tricks of the rest would be nice. Ow and everyone is welcome to join just add me or xin in discord and I or her might just make a quick server.
    • Jack May 3, 2021 at 5:02 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Xin Yin, just added you on discord..I couldn't send you a message
    • Xin Ying May 3, 2021 at 2:39 pm on The Anomalously Thick Coal Seams ‘Fuel’ Resources Presenting Many ‘Out Of Place Artefacts’ ProblemI was thinking about other anomalies and find that in terms of interfacing into a human form, people that were interfaced to amphibious creatures or crustaceans would have anomalous skin conditions such as Hyperhidrosis which is excessive sweating. This apparently affects 2.8% of the population and is similar to the adaptation of amphibians’ moist skin or the need for crabs to keep their gills moist to breathe on land.
    • Xin Ying May 3, 2021 at 2:22 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jack! Here is my linkin profile I saw your message but am not sure if you were able to see my reply to you. http://linkedin.com/in/han-xin-ying
    • Xin Ying May 3, 2021 at 1:16 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi clive! I understand why youre so against a more dynamic groupchat. If this kinds of bad inconvenience things keep happening to you to distract you and even harass you just because you run this site and try to facilitate a more semi-direct conversation in the comment section, worse shit might happen if we tried more direct discussion. Even when jack mentioned about contacting with nina and maya, they seem to be directed away from engaging with this site as well. Probably communication such as that on instagram might be allowed as there is minimal dialog between people which is why memes are so prevalent. If the sim is trying to prevent us from contacting with others I am going to try and do the exercises that clive mentions in reality walker and the self help handbook to try to gain more info and abilities myself as I hardly have an iota of the abilities Clive has managed to gain. In terms of my discord ID it is miaocat#9150 but I have no idea if communication would work.
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 1:06 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsLike I said, I personally haven't signed up/joined any social/media groups BUT if there is a way to create a group 'elsewhere' (i.e. is separate from this site) so that people here that want to chat about this site could use then I wouldn't mind someone else setting that up and then giving me details so I can post them here for anyone here to access this.
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 1:00 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsI just posted a 'test' comment on the same page and I didn't have any errors. Like I said, the problem is 'unlikely' to be the site itself, the problem is that we are living in a software defined reality (the 'EAAS', the 'Earth As A Simulation') and it doesn't like this site describing details of itself (in public), although it's also very possible it won't like either certain people commenting here and or comments with specific content either!!!!
    • Jack May 3, 2021 at 4:41 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Xin Ying, sent you a message on Link in. Please check.. seems like I am having issues now posting here.. Java script error. Also, Tommy how can we connect with you?
    • Jack May 3, 2021 at 1:15 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Xin Ying I just added you on Link in. pls check. I couldn't send you a DM. I like Tommy's idea of the discord group, how can we connect? I feel like trash most of my life, and really wanted to change as well, I know how you feel.
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 12:16 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsWell, I'm just going on my personal experiences over the last few years Xin!!! All my sites a month or 2 back were sabotaged in that I lost the most useful dynamic sidebar widget where I could have three/four columns/lists selectable by from one single title line (i.e. it was very compact). On checking (to find a replacement) there were 4/5 similar sidebar widgets BUT none of these worked for my sites despite that they all obviously work on everyone else's site!!!! I.e. shit 'efforts/impacts' has been getting worse on this site/my sites specifically!!!
    • Clive May 3, 2021 at 12:05 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsEeeerrhhh, I've three keyboards, and 3 mice, when 'shit' sabotages it doesn't matter which I try and use as they are all 'dynamically' messed with and sabotaged. So sending me another one (of anything) wouldn't make any difference. I've also a Dell SFF Optiplex & an HP SFF too and a very decent Dell Inspiron laptop (built in keyboard which was also sabotaged during the kb sabotage phase). The sabotages and piss takes are strategic and dynamic . . . i.e. the goal posts are moved as and when 'shit' wants and if you find a work around these don't last long!!!! Basically the networks are intelligent, so they quickly adapt to counteracting strategies!!!! Another example, the entire shared house that I've a room within (10 units in the house) the hot water has been off for about 2 weeks now as the wind coming down the old chimney is apparently always blowing out the boiler light?!?!?! Strangely it only started to do this 2 weeks ago, which doesn't make any sense at all because the wind 'now' at least compared to the weeks previous to this (sometimes it was almost hurricane force (I even had a water leak through the ceiling into my room it was so bad)) whilst now the central heating pilot light is apparently regularly blowing out in a light breeze or maybe even when there is no wind at all?!?!? I.e. it's all a strategic/dynamic made up piss take?!?!? 'Interesting' very definitely isn't the right word, basically a chat is a shit 'magnet', it's like equivalent to waving a red flag at a bull!!!
    • Tommy May 2, 2021 at 11:17 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsOke so Clive doesn’t find a chat interesting because sabotage and the majority will be just a headache for him to answer because we won’t understand it. Waste of time etc etc ect. Some of us might chat somewhere but idk if that’s going to be very helpful. I mean I can whip up a discord server or someone else can do that and communicating would be possible unless they nuke discord which doesn’t happen. I don’t see how that’s going to help any of us figure something out unless the other hackers eg Matt Tom or Kai might be interested in dealing with the rest of us numbskulls. Clive is stuck in a shitstorm his keyboard doesn’t work what if we all pitch in for a tablet? I mean I never ever had issues with my IPad idk if he needs something so expensive but eh I think that would get past the keyboard shenanigans then maybe he can write something? I’m just spitballing here I mean if they would sabotage the tablet? I myself am dealing with the regular issues I always am dealing with I said fuck it and am mostly doing psychedelics again. Clive abhors it is pretty anti drugs and I can understand why. So far of all my lsd experiments the past 8 years I had 1 nice trip 3 shitty ones. I’m getting used to it. It all starts the same lots of scary demons weird sex stuff some christian stuff Clive said the psychedelics are or some failed translation of the subtle or what I suspect is it’s some weird vr reprogramming effort. So my new friend Sasha is one of those witchy types but he has some Jesus undertones which is really funny. Sucks that he is kinda how I was as a teen takes more then he brings. Ow well it also feels he causes me to indulge more in drink and drugs. Mostly beer and wine. Lots of things have been playing out. My envy insecurity me feeling like I’m being used my trust issues some fuckery with my sexuality it’s all been loads of fun. Then because I run on the most weird places on the internet I found a young girl called Luna who’s kinda a reality warper sharing her body with some others. Where Sasha is kinda the selfish witchy semi Christian. Luna is full dark evil selfish I want what I want and I don’t care. She removed some things for me I felt a bit better afterwards but I went into preachy and ofc trying to see if I could get laid. She had something weird like almost a trance or enslave ability while just chatting with her. It’s weird. Funny thing is though she kinda can do some things. I had 2 and half tabs of lsd. Sasha came with the beer. We started with 1/4th. He went fast to his ex but Sasha showed some classic teen tommy behavior he got angry and hit something outside but he couldn’t explain it. Wasn’t really a lot of wine left so I said fuck it. I’m pretty sure I tossed in the 1 and a half tab of lsd when he was doing his little errand. When he came back he told me about the hand what happened afterwards was a nice little recap of some problems I had with other people. We got out of it he got a little freaked out I freaked out after a while we went to sleep. Some stuff from him jumped over while sleeping I was shaking two three times like a deer that just escaped a tiger it was pretty weird even for my standards. He fucked off at like 12 in the afternoon I was trashed until like 22 in the evening. Here comes the funny part. I told you I ate 1,5 tab so that with the quart should have been almost two. What do I find in my fridge the next day. Fucking the 1,5 tab? Did Luna warp something? Was I that drunk I didn’t see I just ate one? This all doesn’t make any sense ow well. I was thinking of getting more lsd after a month and just do the focusses on it see what happens it’s going to be horrid but can’t be much worse then the last two trips. I really stopped giving a damn tried to avoid drugs like the plague I was drinking a lot but ever since that Ukrainian and Sasha popped up I started doing substances again. Not like when I was a teen in crazy amounts and every weekend but it sneaked in again. I’m trying to eat healthy work out a bit and Sasha is helping me with my wardrobe but it’s like I’m so super lazy. Idk I mentioned this a bunch of other times the beeping in my head and the idk what to do with myself my life since I was little boy. Then I fuck around with bad things but I know it’s not what I’m supposed to do. I hate being overweight but I hate going outside it’s some weird cycle I can’t break out. My stupid ex who just doesn’t leave me alone it’s all the same. It’s funny Sasha said try getting a job at a bookstore. I feel like I have to rehabilitate myself first as in build some condition and stop being a weird cringy envious retard while interacting with humans. Sasha was crying ow tommy stop with the lsd only your crazy ass is doing that during a pandemic. Sasha is off the white light and clearing spaces gang. Joke is the altar he uses instead of properly cleaning he just painted it over and it reminded me of Clive’s talk about how energetic problems get fixed well just toss over a new layer don’t mind checking where it comes from or properly cleaning it. Hmmmmmm I have been using all the focusses but I still feel I’m doing it wrong or it doesn’t matter. Ow well hope Clive didn’t have too much problems or sabotage coming from me. I had a weird dream where he put up a comment alright rest of the lot. We done with Tommy he can’t use focusses anymore we won’t help him anymore. Was interesting which I can completely understand tbh I am a natural disaster who’s completely kamikaze. I want to be normal but idk what normal is. I want to be good but my natural inclination is something bad and I am kinda untrustworthy morally completely fucked. I want to change but idk how. Too good to be evil too evil to be good it sucks. This isn’t how I imagined starting my 30ies but here I am.
    • Jack May 2, 2021 at 6:33 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsSorry, what I was trying to say is that I wanted to create a private chat group with other members on whats ap or tele gram . But I am not sure how that will work out. I managed to get a hold of Maya and Nina’s contact, but AFAIK they do not follow this site often these days.
    • Xin Ying May 2, 2021 at 6:11 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jack! I would like to discuss these experiences on a more regular basis too however if it is like clive predicts our computers would probably catch fire or something before we are able to send a message to each other. I do find that during these coughing times I have experienced many drastic changes where I basically did a speed run of lightworker practices and stumbled onto this site when I was contemplated whether what I am doing with my life is right, along with various repeats of past trauma I have accumulated over the last 20 years if my life in a matter of months. This covid times must be of significant importance if they plan on shutting down this website. I am willing to try and see if I am able to correspond with you ie email
    • Clive May 2, 2021 at 5:25 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsMmm, do you have any idea of the scale of sabotages we'd have with a dynamic chat here Jack? Basically if I'd put up a chat this web site would likely have become unusable/would have disappeared years ago!!! Hence years ago I made the decision to NOT DO THIS. Coincidentally I've a private site where I 'write' articles that sometimes end up here 'and' within this site I've a few people whom 7/8 years ago where my old 'clients'. Overall, probably about 30 people were originally given access, although only 6-8 are now regulars (maybe look in once a week or 2 or 3). Coincidentally the chat in there stops working during difficult phases (i.e. semi regularly we have 'impossible' problems with it). Coincidentally it failed/was blocked completely 2/3 weeks ago, although it's 'now' working, although coincidentally most people whom used to be regulars (weeks ago) are 'now' being blocked/aren't allowed to even make it to the site. Bottom line, a chat in 'public' would be killed off as I tried installing it OR it would be allowed because I' get nothing done because of 'mindless' chat 'chatter'. Sabotages are also often 'specific' i.e. those I'd 'LIKE' to chat with (because (for example)) they might be able to help with the current site sabotages/problems or are most knowledgeable about the latest in progress article/articles are more often the ones that it doesn't work for (or they are kept away)!!!! I should also point out that I also don't chat/chat, to me 'chats' (and hence then the likes of farcebook, twittie etc) I've never signed up for 'because' I'd find those wanting to chat would end up being the ones that are wasting my time generally chit chatting when the quality of articles you have here only happen because I don't allow myself these distractions. Also, the chat in my private site, the people automatically only chat/give comments on any current article or the last 2 or 3, it would be a nightmare having anyone reading a lot of old articles (most of which didn't make it here) whom then start asking me questions about these when I'm currently trying to think/write from a new or different angle!!! I.e. the opportunity for sabotages is proportional to the number of people that have access to these and it's hard enough 'as it is currently' despite being 'optimised'. Also, I've hardly been able/been allowed to write 'STILL' in the last few weeks/months anyway.
    • jack May 2, 2021 at 5:00 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi, Xin Yin I wanted to create a chat group in here to discuss our issues and experiences.. Everytime I tried to post it doesn't go through. Now my keyboard is not working well, and I have to type on screen.
    • Xin Ying May 2, 2021 at 3:49 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jessica, Xin Ying here! I did some light reading on the issue and find that I do not personally relate to having multiple personality disorder. However, I do find that i may have suffered from depersonalisation disorder especially when I wake up. I always had very vivid dreams albeit censored and they were very vivid dreams to the point I can feel the emotions and objects I touch and even read the words. I find that if Clive’s theory is proven correct that I might be a split of him, the dreams I have are mostly related to simulations my original form went through such as those for self defence. Even a game I played called Rainbow seige could have been a substitute for the self defence simulation my original form went through. The reality is messing with me again. In Singapore, the coughing times is ramping up again with more cases and I fear we might be back in lock down. I hope the site is still up, in the meantime I will be saving the exercises up on this site for my own personal use just in case. Stay safe!
    • Jack May 2, 2021 at 12:49 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsI have post several times in here before, and I think only one time I was able to post. Basically ever since I moved to Hong Kong for a new job, I am experiencing all these suppressed emotion coming out, and somehow I was more calm about it compare to before.. it seems like what everyone is going through. I have sent email for Absent healing update, not sure if that went through. Sad to hear that this site might eventually go down. Stay safe everyone..
    • Dominic May 1, 2021 at 5:52 pm on VR Experiences Investigations EXERCISE-1: Engaging with EAAS VR Seminars, Talks, Healing, Therapy Demonstrations & Knowledge & Skills ‘Attunements’Felt really sleepy. Started to be able to breathe better. Focusing on my breathing.
    • Clive April 30, 2021 at 8:34 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Annabelle, (as mentioned in the last comment reply Xin to Jessica) sabotaging 'shit' has ramped up massively the last few weeks (at least for me). However, I'd expect that different people will experience different impacts/effects and maybe of different levels of severity/nastiness too. Personally I've never had a phase this bad specifically in terms of general overall many different angles of 'degradation'. Although, despite that everything/all aspects of my own circumstances are degrading, I'm strangely pretty relaxed about it all. Also, I'm still getting phases of 'stress/tension/anxiety' accompanied by some noticeable (although not a lot at all (compared to the past 'releases')) head stress focused /teeth chattering 'releases'!!!! Personally I'd not be surprised if this site get's too bad/goes down/becomes inaccessible as it's presenting the most worrying things (re fake reality evidence). Mmmm, if this site does become unusable/disappears. I'll try and put some form of update on clivehetherington.com as that site will likely be 'hit' less than the others!!!!
    • Xin Ying April 30, 2021 at 7:57 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi jessica! Xin ying here! I am actually quite shocked you would bring this subject up about multiple personality disorder because I was just thinking about it and its implications in our reality as well! In terms of myself having this as an issue, I personally cannot confirm this as I do not have a proper diagnosis. However I would say I do remember most aspects of my life so far. In terms of the amnesia aspect, I should have elaborated about it more. Even though I did not recognise some of the work I have done, I do however have access to the memories of the Xin Ying’s that did the work which is really strange ( I usually get access to these memories a while later kind of like a lag). It doesn't feel like its a different entity when I access these memories though as I feel a sense of familiarity with them like a ‘this is me’ type of feeling. I was playing around with a theory that I am being switched into different realities as some of the little things in my environment change, such as yesterday when I was in public I was walking along a familiar route and noticed a store that I at first did not realise was there. When I mentioned it to my friends they were bewildered by my surprise at the presence of the shop and mentioned to me that the shop had been there for quite some time and even recounted times that they had been to the shop. I think I will try to read up more on dissociative personality disorder and see if I can relate to some of the symptoms mentioned thanks! --------------------- The above, was posted by Clive on behalf of Xin as 'shit' is relentless now. My Firefox browser (portable version) has been made unusable by shit (EAAS sabotage efforts), in switching to Yandex, despite being better, it's also being gradually more and more 'degraded'. Also, I normally watch Netflix in the evenings BUT after 3/4 minutes I'm getting a 'browser not responding' message and then it also 'locks'. My e-mail 'Thunderbird' (also the portable version) is also responding less and less and will likely become unusable shortly too. Strangely, on repeatedly checking my home internet connection everything seems OK there.
    • Annabelle April 30, 2021 at 2:04 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsI have been so managed not to post for a long time. I am unable to read some areas of the site and if I click on links it says I need a password to log in. Some strange things are happening and I notice the following changes: • Things are manifesting very quickly- for example – if I have scheduled too many appointments, and don’t really want to go to all of them – I start to get phone calls that they all have to reschedule for some reason. • I am getting much more done in a very short amount of time, and time is moving very slowly • Being stuck at home I find myself eating healthier and have developed a strong intolerance of many foods – for example corn products. I can no longer eat corn and get horrific nightmares if I do. I also can’t eat any chips, snacks, candy or sweets. • I cringed they other day thinking about your post on the crab population when I saw this link https://www.nhm.ac.uk/discover/horseshoe-crab-blood-miracle-vaccine-ingredient.html • I don’t listen to music, but recently heard some songs fro the 1970’s and became very sad to think about remembering that time • I have had repeating dreams about being chased down and bad guys trying to capture me to torture me. Many times they sneak up behind me and inject me in the neck with something
    • DANIEL NELSON April 29, 2021 at 7:32 pm on Are we living in an Artificial Reality? The ‘Matrix’ or a Simulation?i was just looking to see why my brothers 56'' flat screen displayed a changing image that resembled a chess game and now I find myself or my or someone else's artificial self leaving a comment while still not having a answer about my brothers 56'' flat screen that displays a changing image that resembles a chess game. your all a bunch of 1111111100000000000
    • Clive April 28, 2021 at 4:57 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsThis could relate to people here being a copy of someone that was regularly using and or even swapping between 2 or more physical remote vehicles while spending time in say some very, very diverse physical environment/habitat and or while working to complete some physical environment exploration project. So, maybe rather than some people here actually having multiple personality disorder they've maybe just got multiple 'avatar' i.e. animal body form experiences. Don't different animal species have different temperaments, maybe even personalities, aren't some 'animal' species generically passive, whilst others are more aggressive, some are more sociable, whilst others are loners etc. etc. For example, I'm sure some people could and would have set up an interfacing system (under specific circumstances) that allowed themselves to switch between interfacing to a ground based animal species (dog/cat), a flying species (bird/dragonfly), a climbing (squirrel), a burrowing (badger, rabbit) and or a swimming/underwater (otter/shark) species. Doing this would be essential if we were investigating a 'new' physical environment and particularly if you were doing this to evaluate it's potential and or dangers with respect to maybe interfacing a larger population, so they could have a physical environment experience. Some specific people would likely have done this regularly too!!!! In this respect anyone here that was a copy of someone that was trying/testing out different 'live' animal avatars would very likely present themselves here as having a diverse and in some cases maybe very, very different 'personality' at times!!!!! Even to the point of having identifiable/switchable multiple personalities!!!
    • Clive April 28, 2021 at 4:35 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsWe seem to be having extra shit/problems/sabotages in this phase Jessica, I just found some comments in the 'spam' bin?!?!?!
    • Jessica Antunes April 28, 2021 at 4:19 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi, it is to warn you that I tried to leave a comment in response to Han Xin Ying 2 times, something I should not have been able to do because no message appeared that my comment was waiting for moderation ...
    • Jessica Antunes April 28, 2021 at 4:08 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsHi Han Xin Ying, have you ever considered the possibility of suffering from Multiple Personality Disorder? One of its main characteristics is precisely ‘amnesia’ and the more or less vague sensation that there are several ‘selves’ associated with the person itself… It’s estimated that it affects about 2% of the world population and that ‘good part’ of those affected are unaware about having this disorder… The cause of the disorder, and the disorder itself, remains a mystery to psychiatry…. however… I very strongly suspect that the cause is ‘subtle or spiritual’ and that it has to do with the person itself having entities (or versions) which sometimes take over the physical body here, causing periods of amnesia for the physical body owner (i.e. for the original version that was born with it)… (there are cases of evolution of this type of situation in which the owner, in being stripped of the own physical vehicle, remains in the background aware of what is happening during their absence, remaining with their memories ‘intact’ (their own memories of being in the background) There are very interesting accounts on You*tube about this subject (which I recommend) (the relatively known phenomenon (although very little) more similar to this is perhaps the ‘walk-in’s ‘phenomenon)
    • Clive April 21, 2021 at 1:16 pm on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsYea, I've been in another wave of 'mouse and keyboard' sabotages i.e. keys on the keyboard randomly don't work or do something unexpected (it's the same when clicking the mouse too (works sometimes, other times not)), so back to difficult/ultra time-consuming trying to write something/anything (although not as bad as the worst past times when I was in similar).
    • Han Xin Ying April 11, 2021 at 7:17 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsTo add on to the comment I made about hua tuo I am starting to think maybe he was a split/ duplicate of an important subtle being that may have led the subtle race in the early stages of our interfacing with the physical realm. In the biography I read about him apparently it was claimed that the first medicine he discovered was that of the cure of hunger. Apparently in a village that experienced extreme famine (could be a simulation of the early settlers) he discovered a plant known as yam which the villagers would be able to satiate their appetite. That along with the fact that he was the one that introduced 5 animal exercise forms which could have been a way for the early subtle people to adjust to the animal forms that they interfaced with made me think maybe he was a one of the early settlers in the physical realm that came back to teach our subtle society how to interface to the physical. The reason why he could have been trapped in this simulation too was because he might have pissed off one of the higher ups. in this reality during the end of his life, this was depicted as him trying to do surgery on an emperor’s brain during the three kingdoms conflict which could have been a translation something to do with the subtle technology. https://www.google.com.sg/amp/s/daydaynews.cc/en/history/amp/289137.html P.S originally wanted to post this on the ‘two bodies interfaced together matrix proposal’ thread but that dont seem to work (java script error) so I am posting here instead. This along with my previous comment that I wanted to post on that page seemed to have disappeared when I tried commenting which is weird
    • Tommy April 4, 2021 at 1:25 am on Self Exploration / Investigation EXERCISE SET-7 – Targeting ALL Defining Origins of ALL Personal Behaviours & PatternsGood to know the focusses still do what they say on the tin. Did the what keeps me disengaged of trauma the last one. Caught me of guard was playing Batman I love videogames. There is a mission that I loved a lot it had crazy opera playing was basically bunch of crucified bodies from randoms turned into anonymous dolls. So my dumb ass has been doing the regular Batman stuff investigating the corpses continuing the mission I’m like ow great I found the last one curious what the bad guy who did this looks like. I lost my shit. Went into a beauty parlor had to fight the creations of doctor Pyg. Well doctor Pyg is a cunt a very big one he had a hobby of taking randoms of the street and turn them into fucking ugly mutilated monsters who don’t feel pain the got robbed of their will and basically turned into slaves. Seeing doctor pyg working on one of his creations made me lose my shit completely. Since you told me they have been using dollhouse stuff on me and another of your mates where turned into borgs and fucking daleks I freaked out. was very motivated to beat his ass. But jeez it really hit home afterwards fear disgust horror since I look a lot worse then when I was a teen. It was pretty upsetting I was kinda scared afterwards and was not amused but guess that was necessary. Curious how your supposed to even recover overcome and turn back to normal after such horror. How tf can anyone be like they were before such a grueling ordeal? Ow well I might start using the rest of the focusses a bit more. I just want to be a regular human/subtle being again. I complained about the beeping in my head many times and I remember you had another woman who had the same issues and it didn’t get sorted. What would you personally advise Clive? Should I be like you and continue doing focusses and figure out more? Or is it useless since it’s all scripted? I’m being a twat here you managed to fix your stutter but that was because it was in your script to overcome it right? My ex is whining about me visiting shamans and healers and whatever but I’m not really keen on the idea since you explained many times yeah you will have some relief but it’s temporary. It’s also weird how she’s obsessed and connected to myself she has a lot of interference that comes from me or some weird link that she gets flashes of what’s going on with me. She feels like a idk one of these healer drones or has some ties to the eeas or spiritual liarchy or whatever. I have been trying to cut her out of my life many times but it’s like herpes I can’t get rid of her I did a fuckton of nasty things called her names hit her in the past whatever I’m not proud of it but this woman brings out the worst in me. Sounds kinda stupid but I feel like one of those whatever’s that got robbed of their agency it’s like I’m some immature 18 year old who’s stuck in the body of a almost 30 year old man. I also had this a lot as a child growing up. Lack of direction lack of developing myself lack of imaging a future for myself that isn’t a fucking nightmare. Basically because my parents where abusive I lost my shit as a teen and did all the wrong things drugs lying crime whatever I had to do to survive. After the first time lsd it kinda was like during that first lsd trip they doctor pyged me. Sorry for the whining incoherent ramblings I’d like some suggestions because I know I can’t continue doing bad stuff. videogames and sitting on benefits is also kinda disappointing.
    • Clive April 3, 2021 at 7:02 pm on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasEhhh, you've forgotten a few things Shalon. We are in a duplicated simulation. We are each a copy of someone else, and we are each (by and large) living out some other person's life here within a single world/planet reality version rather than a many inhabited planets within a galaxy scale reality version. Hence, we have a shitload of anomalous personal experiences and or phenomena. So, we are subtle forms, whom in the original environment some would stay in the subtle not incarnating, some would interface to a physical form to use it as a vehicle to investigate/explore whilst others did this to have a physical incarnated life experience as part of an incarnated population's physical culture. In the original environment most cultures would give 'subtle' people a choice, so some would incarnate, whilst others wouldn't. Also, some cultures got wrapped up in the physical and wanted all of their population 'incarnated'. So within our 'rickety' single earth planet reality version we aren't given a choice, because part of the agenda is to try and convince everyone that THIS IS ALL YOU ARE i.e. a physical human form, who lives one life then dies forever (i.e. we are likely be memory wiped at the end of each life). However, (annoyingly for the designers) I'm simulating someone with off-line 'memory' storage tech, so, as this has been running all the time I can (under certain circumstances) access these stored memories and become aware of my past life 'earth' experiences. So, an original galaxy+ scale population of 7 races and many cultures within each of these, most of these would incarnate some or most or maybe all of their subtle population. Here on earth we are a very, very small subset specifically of 'KEY' people from this original other MV population. So, most of us here have many 1000's of other versions of ourselves. Part of the agenda of this place here is to have as many combinations of good and FU incarnated experience variations as possible for all duplicates of each original, incarnated person. Also, 'not' millions of times, our original subtle form within the original 'subtle' environment is immortal and the timescale of the subtle is (if I remember correctly) 1 physical year (in the original multiverse) was equivalent to about 20,000 subtle years i.e. subtle forms in the subtle environment are on a very different timescale compared to the physical. So, if you 'incarnate' and spend a day in the physical, to your friends in the subtle your 'gone i.e. interfaced' for 20,000 subtle days!!! I.e. a very long time. Also, I was a technically competent administrator helper whom at times worked with and helped different peoples in different cultures. So, my original self spent time in an Arabic culture (Greek), an Asian (giraffe) culture, two South American cultures (as a cat form) and also two 'oriental' (mostly interfaced to a crab and on checking now maybe an octopus form too), now, contrast this with our boring single upright, 2 legged bioengineered human animal form we are each interfaced to here. So, most, maybe all people here have multiple versions of themselves 'HERE', all living out their own different life in good, bad, fantastic and or super shit circumstances. ----- Also, I'm still in and out of various 'shit' states/impacts, that are 'still' making it difficult to 'think' at times, never mind actually 'writing' anything decent or extended. Also, my Windows PC is giving me 'end of life' OS warning messages on my win 10, that was originally a win 7 install. So, I'm also being forced to spend time trying to figure out how to create 2 partitions on my computer (done now), whilst also trying to figure out how to install a decent linux version whilst shifting to linux software versions too, so I eventually completely dump the whinny MS window's for ever and ever.
    • Han Xin Ying April 1, 2021 at 11:14 am on Awareness of My Higher Self, Subtle Spirit Form Designing Subtle Body Functioning Adjusting ImplantsI do feel overall I have the experience of myself as xin ying living the life of xin ying but I find that sometimes I get switched with different versions of me kind of like a split soul fragments / split consciousness since I do feel disoriented sometimes when examining the little things. It seems like some of the memories I have arent transferred correctly and I do not recognise some of the things I have done in my work. Most recently, I had an amnesia like feeling whereby I thought I might have been swapped into another reality and it was extremely apparent to me when I took a look at a project Im doing in school and realised I couldnt recognise the work I did. These experiences led me to believe maybe my main ‘body’ us being fed experiences accumulated from my split consciousness/ split soul fragments. It seems my main ‘body’ is randomly swapped to experience different experiences of my split forms. (P.S this is so hard to write about they keep trying to delete it from my mind). I also tend to see repeating numbers now like 404 which is kind of funny since its like a glitch in the system that Im here
    • Tommy March 25, 2021 at 9:08 pm on Modern Medicine, Quality of Research & Health Care Approaches, Practices & Recommendations & the Observable ‘Insane’ Outcomes!!!I was a idiot that Ukrainian that was staying gifted me some lsd did it yesterday ow boy what a mess. I was thinking what could go wrong ahahahahahahahaha well a lot apparently It was very weird things got of out hand super fast. All kinds of weird “satanic” and alien stuff also a fuckton of weird homosexual sex stuff I was not having a good time. I had some weird underwater greek deity style stuff. I had some weird Mayan/Incan stuff. Something that looked like a death god. It was a fucking field day. I tried to do some of the focusses on it bad idea I’m also questioning myself if it even was lsd All in bad idea but guess it was necessary for me to finally stop being curious compared to the second time I did it this was completely different no super instant inner knowing no ow this is what’s going to happen the next few weeks months years. Three times lsd and this time was more like my horrible first time. Ow well idk what went wrong I do know I’m really stuck in old behavior patterns not wanting to go out not wanting to exercise I’m super fearful and idk what’s up with my stomach or abdomen but it feels completely locked off. Didn’t dare to do focusses I might do some in a couple of days
    • Shalin March 24, 2021 at 3:22 am on Self Healing, Self Exploration EXERCISE SET-9 : Targeting the Timing, Order & Sequencing of Scripted Experiences/Events/TraumasClive, I've been meaning to ask this question for some time but keep forgetting. So you have on occasion mentioned that your original form rarely spent time interfaced to a physical avatar form until this current version you as Clive. You also mention on occasion that many of us in our original form as a subtle beings have been interfaced to some avatar form here on EAAS or in other MVs often millions of times. This leads me to ask, are WE as subtle beings given a choice to interface to a physical avatar and incarnate or are we being coerced or even forced to do so. Are we as our original subtle form kidnapped by the creators of our MV (and/or those way way above i.e data owners) and trapped in a pod like in the film the Matrix and forced to interface to physical avatars over and over? I'm confused if your form rarely spent time interfaced to a physical form until you as Clive, how did this come about? Were you given a choice to interface to you as Clive? I know the data owners and our MV's creators wipe our memories from one physical incarnation to the next (although not always successfully) but after reading all your literature I am unclear whether our subtle forms are kidnapped and trapped to take on interfaces in a forever loop or is there path to exit this simulation for our subtle forms? I know once we are here interfaced to a physical avatar we are stuck until our physical form dies but is there a path to exit from this cycle? You have commented at times that we in our subtle forms can take on many number of interesting and fascinating projects. Wondering whether we have the free will to actually do this OR whether we are stuck to forever take on interfaced lives here and in other MVs at the mercy of those who have kidnapped/trapped our subtle forms. Not sure if you have spent much time thinking about this at all. Appreciate your thoughts if you have any on this. Thank you.