SoulWork, Self Exploration & Self Discovery

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"Soul Purposes & Spiritual Missions, Examples & Details of Sabotaged & Blocked Missions by Whom & Why. Effects & Life Symptoms of Blocks + Clearing these. Implications for Therapists & Healers . . . . "

Blocked missions of whatever nature are by far the greatest single cause of suffering of all issues that my clients have experienced.

When you REALLY start thinking in terms of spiritual missions and soul purposes being blocked one lifetime after the next then you can start to appreciate the potential accumulation of stress, trauma and associated emotional baggage.

Sabotaged Missions from a Past Life Accumulative Perspective

If you are still affiliated to a mission from a previous life which you had difficulties in presenting or were badly sabotaged from completing then when you enter the phase in your CURRENT life which represents when you are supposed to begin engaging with and to start presenting this mission again then you will at the very least in the background start to live and feel what you were subjected to because of difficulties from previous life times.

You may begin to feel withdrawn, depressed or insecure as well as blocked or shut down in certain ways. You may find it difficult to socialise or talk to people for example or lose motivation even though you’ve not even started. The most likely symptoms that you’d exhibit IF you had experienced severe and or traumatic times trying to carry out this mission before is to start to feel fearful, anxious and maybe even panic, at an extreme you can start to have panic attacks for seemingly no reason.

Panic, Fear, Terror & Anguish is common with Blocked Soul Missions

The more a missions importance has been emphasized especially to someone of strong values and dedication then the more they will push and strive to achieve their goal. The more someone cares about others in a larger sense then the more responsible they will feel. All of this combines to have some people push themselves beyond all reasonable limits.

Which means that over time they can build up extreme emotional reactions, trauma and stress including; fear, panic, anguish and despair because of repeated setbacks, let downs and diversions; everything that makes up the sabotage and blockages to what they are trying to do.

With some clients the fear, stress and panic symptoms would disturb their sleep, they’d have dreams or nightmares representing aspects of their past mission sabotages too.

Sabotaged Spiritual Missions can be the cause of Horrific Suffering

Many of my clients have gone through dreadful suffering. One client had their arm chopped off dozens of times in previous lives as a result of living through ‘yet another’ sabotaged mission hell. In this respect to NOT be feeling fear, anxiety, worry or panic when you start entering the phase that represents you trying AGAIN to make some past sabotaged mission work would be very odd? These types of feelings are reminding you of your past difficulties.

Below are some of the issues and effects that are the result of past mission difficulties;

• They force people to do things to themselves to shut themselves down;
  • To not stand for certain values or spiritual principles if doing this keeps attracting opposition
  • Blocking yourself from speaking if the mission was about teaching others, speaking your truth especially if speaking gets you attacked
  • To bury, switch off or hide abilities that have attracted difficult attention (as a wise woman / witch being burnt at the stake for example)
  • Shutting your heart down if this mission is heart felt and you’ve not been getting anywhere with it
• Long term stress, tension, fear, despair and anguish through experiencing continuous knock backs which keep continuing no matter what you do
• Creating deep trauma because of having to give up on something whose importance has been impressed upon you
  • Disappointment, self chastisement, erosion of confidence, doubt, insecurity . . .
  • Shame, guilt, letting others down, self pity and so on . . .
  • Hopelessness, powerlessness, helplessness . . . .
• Reactions and stances . . .
  • Reactions against ‘officials’, bureaucrats, lawyers if these were involved in the sabotaging
  • Reactions against injustice or persecution or if you have had a really bad time maybe you may now ignore or avoid taking notice of these completely as a means to avoid being reminded of the shit you experienced
  • Fear, nervousness or paranoia toward or when dealing with any of these people
• Trauma due at times from being BERATED for not succeeding or not trying hard enough by members of YOUR OWN GROUP (one third of my clients have this experience).

All of the above effects are triggered, extended and maintained both as part of the sabotaging AND by interferences.

Clients with a strongly blocked spiritual mission show a variety of obvious symptoms at mission critical times. By critical times I mean when they enter the energy supporting / pushing them to get on with their soul mission . . .

Physical & Energetic symptoms of a Sabotaged Spiritual Mission

These are body based symptoms which for the most part you will only experience if you have been prevented throughout many lifetimes from actualizing a soul mission.

• Paralysis, numbness and or pain; Particularly in upper and lower arms, elbows, wrists and or hands even though they have done nothing to account for this happening. This is when your mission is about presenting or offering something important. You are in effect putting yourself in a position of ‘holding something up’ for others to take in or use.
• Panic & Fear Attacks; Some also get panic attack symptoms at night; fear, panic, terror, anxiety, shaking, shivers, stomach churning / burning symptoms some with the night things also have arm paralysis symptoms during this too and . . . .
• Blocked Heart; If this mission (whatever it is) was ‘heart’ felt then you can expect heart pain or blocked heart feelings, heart burn at the same time.
• Speech Problems; If this mission was about passing information or involved speaking then you might feel throat blocks and find it difficult to speak at particular times or with particular people or when talking about particular things. Your voice may go completely (more on this below).
• Taking a Stance Against Opposition Symptoms; If you met repeated opposition which you STAND against or you hold yourself up right in the face of then back pain, leg or ‘standing’ up problems, knee locking or stiffening of legs are all signs of a build up of energetic support that end’s up causing more problems as usual.

In Detail Blocked Soul Mission Life Circumstances Presentations

Any effects that you experience in your life reflect how this mission was blocked and your response to this. Here are some examples;

Have what you speak opposed

So, if you are presenting things and find that what you speak of regularly attracts ANY type of opposition then not only will you HAVE THINGS MAKING THIS HAPPEN but your response to this can also cause cascades of issues . . .

Over time you either;

• Adapt to speak of only what does not prompt this opposition which usually means you’re no longer presenting what your mission is about. Which can cause despondency and so on.
• Have your voice shut down. So, if your mission is about passing some wisdom or spiritual information then you will have ‘guides’ using energies to ‘help’ by pushing you to speak. If you are being opposed, attacked or taken apart because of what you say then YOU can do VERY strong things to try and stop yourself from speaking. Or depending on how the opposition presents itself for example if things are done to make people feel / be VERY offended by what you say then THESE people may take measures to do things to prevent you from speaking. There are many presentations which can end up with you having trouble speaking;
  • Your voice grows faint or disappears . . .
  • You keep getting a sore throat, mouth infections, gums or even teeth . . . anything that ends up with you having trouble speaking. (I used to have these)
  • Your throat or tongue feels restricted or blocked (being choked or hung or having your tongue cut out occasionally happens when you say things others seriously don’t agree with OR don’t want you to tell others). (I’ve had all of these done to me in previous lives.)
  • Your jaw can lock up from ‘stress’ . . . which can represent previous times were you desperately made a concerted or long term effort to STOP yourself from opening your mouth to speak (you consciously ‘clamp’ your jaw shut (I did)).
  • You can develop a stammer or speech block (I used to have a speech block and stammer).
  • . . . . and so on.

If you yourself or others block your speaking in one lifetime then of course in future lives you will find it difficult to speak up about particular things (often what you feel is very important). With some people this can get them down and at an extreme have them becoming self depreciating and so it goes on. Sometimes people find means to go against the blocks and they FORCE themselves to speak. This can be done to such a degree that they end up over speaking.

Most clients (and myself) whom have been trying to speak or present things that attract opposition have gone through multiple phases of bouncing between enforced shut downs to enforced presentation. Many times forcing ourselves to NOT speak or present something because of the horrific opposition and trauma which after a few lifetimes we FORGET ABOUT and so then do the opposite and force ourselves to go against the resistance and speak up again which again gifts us with opposition which again makes us shut down again . . . . and so it goes on. In ALL cases there is always HUGE AMOUNTS of energetic crap causing and maintaining the opposition and resulting attacks.

Clearing all that is accumulated as a result of these multiple shut downs / speaking up cycles can take months. In many instances you can easily have 10 or more turn around phases to engage with and clear.

Squeezing your resources

In these cases you are prevented from getting money or support needed to ‘manifest’ a mission. Contrary to what is presented elsewhere if you have to make more than a ‘fair’ effort to gain resources to live by then I can guarantee that you will have lots of energetic crap responsible for causing this. Striving to achieve abundance by using so called ‘magical’ manifesting means does not address the problem of all the ‘magical’ means ALREADY acting on you to ensure it does not happen. There are dozens of ways of making sure you never have much money, don’t make enough or lose what you do make, cause legal problems, fines, surprise bills and so on. This can be very debilitating and stressful for some people. Some clients have ended up having to spend the majority of their time and energies just getting basic money to survive never mind even thinking about presenting a mission or of even having a life.

Distractions to Achieving Your Soul Purpose

Many clients have had an amazing array of distractions that activate when they are in the energies trying to achieve some spiritual or life mission.

• Blackmail you with ‘nice’ things happening while also compromising your intuition to ‘direct’ you away from your goal. Or offers of collaboration or support that look ‘right’ but which change direction half way through and end up just wasting your time. I have dealt with lots of different variations along these lines with regards all of my clients.
• Another common tactic I’ve noticed is that if you’re desperate for a relationship then one can ‘conveniently’ appear and sweep you off your feet which can have ANY mission become a background concern. Then perhaps when you do get settled enough other things turn up to distract. The relationship suddenly finishes for example.
• A good job offer with something that looks like it might fit in with a mission but turns out not to be so . . . . . with another year wasted and so on . . .

. . . variations of these types of distraction are endless.

Blocks to make it difficult to work with people

There are some quite impressive ways to stop you working with people; technology to make you pick up bad vibes from ‘useful’ people OR others negative crap OR make you tired, ill or feel unwell in the presence of particular others that can end up with you needing to take out more and more time to recuperate. I’ve been quite impressed with some strategies; like making you REALLY sensitive to all the shit going on, like amplifying peoples energies, focus your attention on the negativity and suffering such that you have to avoid people, because it gets too much. Make people unappreciative of you, make you scared of failing or doing something wrong.

I have dealt with an almost endless list of these . . .